I can save it

Shen Mian was still a little dazed when she swiped her card to enter the room.

He felt that Pei Zhiyi's aesthetics was really weird, who would like immature and stupid people.

He even suspected that Pei Zhiyi was playing tricks on him, but Pei Zhiyi looked very serious and looked at him calmly.

Shen Mian could only swallow her doubts.

They came back early today, and Shen Mian took a bath in the bathtub of the hotel.

His whole body was stuffed into the water, and he stayed there for almost half a minute before getting out again.

When he came out of the bathroom, Pei Zhiyi naturally pulled him over and dried his hair.

He looked at Pei Zhiyi in the mirror, wondering if Pei Zhiyi would blow his hair like this in the future?Will he be so gentle with his girlfriend?

It should be possible, it can be done for a child, let alone a lover.

He was a little sad, but didn't want to show it.

That night, Shen Mian didn't sleep well.

He had a dream, in which he saw Pei Zhiyi married someone else, and he was Pei Zhiyi's best man, just like he had imagined before.

He couldn't see the bride's face clearly, but Pei Zhiyi could clearly see the smile on his face in a suit.

He heard Pei Zhiyi say: "I am willing to marry her, regardless of life, old age, sickness, death, poverty or wealth, nothing will change."

After waking up, Shen Mian was in a daze for a long time, the sunlight outside the window was very bright, Pei Zhiyi was taking a bath in the bathroom, he could hear the sound of water.

If it is placed in a TV series, this is the beginning of a standard newlyweds.

But this momentary scene can only be regarded as an illusion.

If he doesn't make any efforts, one day, he will watch Pei Zhiyi walking on the red carpet with others.

But is he going to work hard?

Should he snatch Pei Zhiyi away from the bride who couldn't see her face and who hadn't appeared yet, with the mood of breaking the boat?

With a bird's nest head on her head, Shen Mian thought for a long time but couldn't come up with a result.

After breakfast, he went out with Pei Zhiyi.

The few classmates who have a good relationship are also waiting for them to meet in the lobby.

Probably because today is the last day of the autumn outing, these people are even more bloody than the previous two days.Obviously, they are people who have been to many world-class attractions, but they are relentless when they buy souvenirs that look like assembly lines in scenic spots.

Mu Lingling bought a pair of small animal ornaments, pointed to the fluffy little milk dog inside and said to him, "Do you think this looks like you?"

Shen Mian glanced at it and protested: "How can I be so stupid?"

Mu Lingling looked at him: "You're not so stupid, why did you reject Lu Yue? Her eyes were red when she went back yesterday."

Shen Mian didn't expect that Lu Yue would still cry, she was laughing when she was clearly separated, and he couldn't help but feel guilty again.

But before he had time to say anything, Mu Lingling said again: "I'm not forcing you to agree to her. I just can't figure it out. I don't even like Lu Yue. What kind of girlfriend do you want? She didn't say anything." The reason for your refusal is to say that you failed."

Shen Mian fiddled with the beads in front of her with her fingers.

He also found it amazing.

Because he doesn't want a girlfriend anymore, he wants a boyfriend instead.

He spent 17 years as a straight man with no roots, but now he recklessly fell in love with his own boy, bent without warning.

"Forget it, it's okay if you don't want to say it, it doesn't make sense to like it anyway," Mu Lingling sighed, and took away the last lacquer box on the shelf, "but Lu Yue is very popular, if you miss it, you really miss it gone."

After she finished speaking, she went to pay the bill.

However, Shen Mian stood in front of the shelf for a while, and the beads were fiddled with by him unconsciously, turning into an intricate rain.

He turned his head and glanced at Pei Zhiyi who was buying a double serving of red bean paste at the opposite shop.

If you miss it, you really miss it.

This sentence applies not only to Lu Yue, but also to anyone.

The assembly time is two o'clock in the afternoon.

After eating at a special restaurant, they went to find their own school bus. Everyone was carrying a bunch of souvenirs, nothing special, even a bit rough, and the scenic spot is not a well-known tourist destination in China, but It's just that everyone is happy.

Before the car started, Lao Ding sent each of them a card, saying it was from the school, and asked them to write their wishes on it.

Lao Ding said slowly: "This is the last activity of the school. I have also played in the autumn tour, so I have to study hard when I go back. So I ask you to write down your goals and work hard. Some classes are for writing about the university you want to take. I want to collect it, but I will not accept it. You can write whatever you want, and keep it yourself. The wish is not written for me, and the most important thing is what you want to do."

The students immediately booed and blew rainbow farts on Lao Ding.

"Old Ding Yingming!"

"The teacher in charge of our class knows the students better."

"Then can I write about wanting to marry Wonder Woman?"

……

There are all kinds of things to say, everyone is laughing and joking, and they don't take it seriously.

Shen Mian held the wish card and twirled the pen twice in her hand.

He turned his head to look at Pei Zhiyi.

It was discovered that what Pei Zhiyi had written was: Shen Mian was admitted to x university.

He has nothing of desire, and everything that concerns himself seems to him to be attainable by himself.Only Shen Mian was an accident in his life.

Shen Mian had a sore nose, his brother is really good.

Pei Zhiyi asked: "Did you also write this?"

Shen Mian let out a "hmm", but she didn't show it to Pei Zhiyi, but stuffed it into the inner pocket of her backpack.

When we arrived at the school, we all went back to our dormitories. We were tired from the half-day car ride, so after the evening self-study, it was rare that no one wanted to climb over the wall and went to bed early.

Shen Mian also went to bed early in the morning, but he woke up again in the middle of the night, and couldn't sleep any more.

He sat by the bed for a while, looked at Pei Zhiyi's sleeping face in a daze for a while, and decided to sit on the balcony for a while.

When he passed the desk, he took out the wish card from his bag.

This wish card has never been shown to anyone. Whoever asked him, he frankly said that it said "admitted to X University".

But no.

What was written on it was: "I hope my brother likes it too..."

like me.

But he didn't dare to write down the pen and wrote the last word "I".

So this sentence becomes incomplete.

...

Shen Mian stared at the wish card for a while, picked up the lighter on the balcony, clicked, and lit the wish card.

This lighter was left behind when he and Pei Zhiyi secretly cooked hot pot on the balcony last time, when they were still best brothers.

he thought, looking at the crumbs in the firelight.

Brother, is this a wish or a luxury?

I have called you brother for more than ten years, thinking that you and I are brothers who have no blood relationship, and that we will leave a place for each other in life.

But it turns out that I have never had such a pure heart for you.

I crave much, much, and insatiably.

Maybe one day you won't want me anymore.

This wish card turned into a wisp of ashes in the flames and dissipated in the night wind.

The corpses were completely destroyed, and no evidence could be found.

Shen Mian stood for a while, then went back to the dormitory lightly, and slept on the bed next to Pei Zhiyi again.

Shen Mian glanced at the time on her phone, then flipped through the calendar, and found that Lidong would be a week away.

His birthday is just a week after the beginning of winter, and his family has always celebrated the lunar calendar birthday.

He will be an adult in less than half a month.

And in autumn, which was only half a month away from him, he finally understood that liking is pain and suffering.

It's okay when the sun is out of sight, but once it is discovered, it will grow like weeds.

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