I can save it

A few days after returning from the autumn outing, the midterm exams are coming.

This allowed Shen Mian to temporarily withdraw from his feelings for Pei Zhiyi. He never dreamed that one day he would rely on studying to escape reality.

But after thinking about it for a while, he always felt that the school had ulterior motives for arranging the midterm exams in these few days. It was like sending a piglet to the slaughterhouse, and it had to be sweetened first.

When he said this to Pei Zhiyi, Pei Zhiyi looked at him incomprehensibly, wondering: "This is the first time I see someone rushing to be a pig."

Shen Mian choked, she also reacted and scolded herself, and continued to write the topic with her mouth flattened.

This class is a self-study class before the exam. The teacher just went out on something, and the atmosphere in the classroom is a little restless. While reviewing the content of tomorrow's exam, they are chatting and reading novels at the same time.

Shen Mian was silently writing a few words in the language that Pei Zhiyi had bet on him. After writing for a while, she felt a little annoyed, so she stuffed another candy into her mouth.

The sugar is lime flavored.

Ever since the failed confession on Liuyi Bridge that day, he has started to like to eat lime-flavored candy, as if it can suppress the irritability in his heart.

It's not because of Lu Yue, but because he finally remembered that Pei Zhiyi's first kiss with him was flavored with lime.

He felt that he was a bit perverted. If Pei Zhiyi knew what was going on in his mind, he might pack up his bed and escape by train overnight.

He was biting the candy listlessly, and suddenly heard Pei Zhiyi ask him: "What gift do you want for your birthday this year?"

Shen Mian's writing pen paused for a moment, he was not surprised, even if he himself forgot his birthday, Pei Zhiyi would never forget it.

What Pei Zhiyi gave him last year was a watch, and now he is wearing it on his hand. The body of the watch is dark blue, and the dial is inlaid with broken diamonds like a starry sky. Not cheap.

But Pei Zhiyi forbade him to pay it back, even when he got angry with him for the first time, he has been wearing it until now.

"I don't have anything I want, don't send too expensive ones." Shen Mian lowered her head and said, "I won't accept it if you give it away."

Pei Zhiyi also saw the watch on Shen Mian's hand, he smiled, not sure.

"But this year is your coming-of-age ceremony, so it has to be a little bit special."

In the past, he always hoped that Shen Mian would grow up faster and understand the love and love in the world sooner.But now that he is really fast, he seems to want time to slow down, so that Shen Mian can lean on his side wholeheartedly for a little longer.

After Shen Mianmo finished writing all the recitation content, he checked his accuracy and muttered in a low voice: "Then send yourself to me."

He spoke too softly, Pei Zhiyi didn't hear clearly, and asked: "What did you say?"

Of course Shen Mian would not say it a second time.

"I said casually," he said perfunctorily, "it's nothing special, as long as you come to my house to celebrate my birthday together."

The mid-term exams are scheduled on Thursday and Friday, and the exam schedule is full. From morning to night, there is no respite.

But as compensation, no make-up classes are required on the Saturday after the exam.

The two days of the exam turned out to be Shen Mian's most peaceful two days recently. Sitting in the exam room, she doesn't have to think about anything, she just needs to answer the questions.

However, he felt that he should have done well in the exam, because he passed all the major questions reviewed.

And when he came out of the examination room, Pei Zhiyi was supposed to go home with him, but halfway by car, he received a call from Grandpa Pei Zhiyi.

Pei Zhiyi's relationship with his father was very stiff, but his relationship with his grandfather was not bad.

The old man would take Pei Zhiyi to stay for a month every year.

Pei Zhiyi listened to the phone, habitually pinching Shen Mian's hand and rubbing Shen Mian's fingertips.

Shen Mian couldn't do anything about Pei Zhiyi's small movements, but she couldn't push her away, so she had to turn her gaze out of the window.

He heard Pei Zhiyi say: "Okay, I'll be there later, you can stay calm in the hospital and don't cause trouble for the doctors and nurses."

Shen Mian vaguely heard the curse of "brat" on the other end of the phone.

And when Pei Zhiyi put down his phone, he turned his head and asked, "Did Grandpa call you over?"

Pei Zhiyi rubbed the center of his brows, and said "yes": "Grandpa was hospitalized because of high blood sugar, but he was not honest. Auntie, the nanny, sued me and asked me to watch him."

His father couldn't come back when he was working outside, and he couldn't speak in front of the old man when he came back. It was his grandson who could speak better.

He patted Shen Mian's head: "Send you back first, then go to the hospital."

Shen Mian said yes obediently.

The car drove all the way to Nanhu Lane and stopped at the entrance of the alley.

Pei Zhiyi got off the car and sent Shen Mian home. Even though the whole alley was only about a hundred meters away, he seemed afraid that Shen Mian would be lost, so he sent it all the way to the door of his house.

Shen Mian's house was pitch black.

After Shen fell asleep, she belatedly remembered that his parents were working overtime today, and Shen Yu also went to play with her classmates.

Shen Mian took the key and opened the door, but didn't go in.

The yard is very quiet, the leaves of the vines have fallen clean, the sweet-scented osmanthus has also bloomed to the end, there are not many branches left, but there is a layer of fine petals like broken gold scattered on the ground.

In the sweet scent of osmanthus, Shen Mian turned her head to look at Pei Zhiyi, her eyes were soft in the night.

He reminded in a low voice: "Brother, this week's task seems to be short of one."

One kiss away.

This was the first time that he took the initiative to remind Pei Zhiyi to do a task.

He has always been dependent on Pei Zhiyi, knowing that Pei Zhiyi will never forget, so he always procrastinates naturally.

But he didn't want to procrastinate today.

Shen Mian only struggled for a second, then stood on tiptoe, and gently kissed Pei Zhiyi's lips.

He had eaten sugar, and the refreshing taste of lime was in his mouth.

He imitated the way Pei Zhiyi kissed him, licked the tip of Pei Zhiyi's lips, and then seemed to be frightened by himself, he shrank back, and his lips parted.

"I, I'll go in first." Shen Mian didn't have the courage to look into Pei Zhiyi's eyes, and hurriedly opened the door, "Brother, go to the hospital."

He slammed the door shut.

The heavy gate separated them on either side.

After a while, Shen Mian heard Pei Zhiyi say, "Then I'll go first."

The sound of Pei Zhiyi's footsteps gradually receded until they could no longer be heard, Shen Mian's legs gave way, and the weight of her whole body was pressed against the door, and she became limp a little bit.

Pei Zhiyi sat back in the car.

Once Shen Mian left his side, he returned to his usual indifferent and indifferent appearance, and the driver didn't dare to disturb him easily, the atmosphere in the room was a bit dull for a while.

He looked at the passing scenery outside the window with a slightly delicate expression.

He raised his hand and pressed his lips, the moist feeling from Shen Mian's kiss just now seemed to remain on it, and the candy smell of lime also stained the corners of his mouth.

He didn't expect that Shen Mian would take the initiative to kiss him.

Shen Mian also kissed him before, but it was more like a puppy acting coquettishly, only rubbing on his lips.

But this time, he felt that Shen Mian was learning to kiss.

It's just that he was very immature, so he retreated into the cave in a panic after trying it out.

Pei Zhiyi's eyes suddenly became thoughtful, his expression remained unchanged, but the corners of his mouth curled up slightly.

Shen Mian leaned against the wall, she didn't relax for a long time.

He raised his hand to cover his eyes, thinking that he was really crazy.

What are you kissing, it's only Sunday tomorrow, how could Pei Zhiyi forget to do the task?

He complained to 007: "Am I stupid just now, my brother is so smart, he can easily see through my mind?"

He was really terrified, so that he panicked to discuss with a system.

As expected, 007 didn't violate his usual "unification", and smiled coldly: "In my opinion, human beings are very stupid, and so are you two."

Shen Mian felt that this system was really unfriendly.

It's fine to scold him, how could he even scold Pei Zhiyi.

He protested in his mind: "My brother is often the top three in the grade in the exam, and he has won many awards, you are stupid!"

007 sneered again, didn't bother to talk to him, and turned off the phone automatically.

Shen Mian called 007 a few times and didn't get a response. He picked up the bag from the ground and walked back to the room slowly.

His parents left him dinner, and Shen Mian was watching TV while eating bacon fried rice made by his father.

After watching for a while, a familiar profile picture popped up on his WeChat.

It was Xu Yuanfan who asked him: "Did you think about the result of the question you asked me last time?"

Shen Mian hesitated for a while before typing in a reply.

"I figured it out, but I seem to be in new trouble. I don't know if he likes me or not."

Xu Yuanfan must know who this "he" refers to.

In fact, what he wants to write is "pain". It is really a torment to fall in love with his most important childhood.

But he was unwilling to simply attribute his feelings for Pei Zhiyi to pain. Pei Zhiyi was so good, and every little thing about Pei Zhiyi would make him feel happy.

He thought for a while, then asked Xu Yuanfan: "Brother, have you ever been in love in high school?"

Xu Yuanfan replied quickly: "No, I'm studying hard to get into University A."

Shen Mian didn't believe it.

"Liar. You must have had seven or eight boyfriends in high school."

It took a while for Xu Yuanfan to reply him this time.

"You guessed wrong, really not. It was almost there, but that person broke his promise and went abroad. So children, the relationship in high school should not be taken seriously. You work hard to get admitted to a school with a lot of handsome guys. When the time comes, you want to change Any kind of boyfriend is fine. Rabbits know not to eat grass beside their nests."

Shen Mian curled her lips, I'm not a rabbit.

He thought about it, typed a line and deleted it, typed it again, and deleted it again.

In the end, only a short sentence was sent.

"I don't want many boyfriends, I just want Pei Zhiyi."

He didn't even know if he was attracted to other boys besides Pei Zhiyi?

He doesn't seem to like boys purely. If Pei Zhiyi is a girl, then he might be heterosexual.

Shen Mian lost her mind and fantasized about the female version of Pei Zhiyi in her mind. She should be the majestic Yujie, cold and arrogant, but very gentle in private.

Then his heart fluttered shamefully for a second.

Xu Yuanfan's next message came very quickly.

"Then do you want to confess, kid? Don't blame me for not reminding you. If you confess, you may not even be friends."

Do you want to confess...

Shen Mian was dazed again.

He didn't have an answer in his mind, so he could only hastily type "I don't know".

He has never been considered smart, and for the first time in his life, he encountered the difficulty of hell when he fell in love with others.

He was very afraid that Pei Zhiyi would find out what was on his mind, and he was also afraid that Pei Zhiyi would not find out.

The author says:

The window paper of two-way secret love has always been very thin, and it will be broken if you poke it, don't be afraid~