I can save it

When Shen Mian was released, she was still ignorant, the tip of her nose was red from sobbing, her lips were also very red, a little bit of skin was torn from the kiss too hard, she looked a little pitiful.

Pei Zhiyi didn't look so calm either, he looked at Shen Mian with serious eyes, and gently rubbed the end of his eyes with his fingertips, as if he was using this action to calm the anger in his heart.

Neither of them spoke.

There was silence in the room, but it was different from the despairing silence before. This kind of silence was ambiguous and gentle, like a small hot pot on the stove in winter night. When it is opened, no one knows what is hidden under the cover.

When Shen Mian just kissed, she subconsciously grabbed Pei Zhiyi's clothes and has not let go until now.

He tightened his grip on the small piece of crumpled fabric, as if it would take a little courage.

He cheered himself up in his heart, and then asked Pei Zhiyi in a low voice: "You, then why did you kiss me..."

This kiss is by no means perfunctory with impulsiveness.

This is clearly a kiss between lovers, mixed with a trace of bloody smell, it makes people hurt, but it also makes people fall.

He took a quick look at Pei Zhiyi, and found that the middle of Pei Zhiyi's lips was also bleeding, which dyed his always light-colored lips deep red, making that abstinent face more sexy that made people blush and heartbeat.

Unsurprisingly, Shen Mian felt her heart beat a little faster.

His head was dizzy, and he suspected that Pei Zhiyi would play a trick, otherwise why would he look at Pei Zhiyi more, and his liking would increase even more.

Pei Zhiyi didn't answer his question right away.

His fingers slid all the way down from the end of sleeping eyes, and his calloused fingertips brushed over the delicate skin until they reached the collarbone.

He hooked out the jade pendant he gave to Shen Mian.

Emerald Avalokitesvara lowers her brows and narrows her eyes, seemingly gentle and compassionate under the dim light.

Pei Zhiyi played with this jade pendant, and asked in a low voice: "Mianmian, do you know what my grandmother said when she gave me this pair of jade pendants?"

Shen Mian shook her head, not knowing why Pei Zhiyi mentioned this.

Pei Zhiyi paused for a while, then leaned forward again, and kissed Shen Mian on the forehead.

Different from the previous kiss full of desire and possession, this kiss was plain and gentle, like the calm water surface after a heavy rain.

He looked into Shen Mian's eyes, and clearly finished what he said just now.

"Grandma told me that if you meet someone you like, you should give him this jade pendant. It's a good omen to make a pair."

And since he got this jade pendant, he never thought about giving this Guanyin to anyone other than Shen Mian.

Shen Mian was shocked by the meaning of these words, he looked up at Pei Zhiyi with a dull, pitiful and cute expression.

But Pei Zhiyi didn't think it was enough, so he added the last blow.

He put Shen Mian's hand on his heart, separated by a thin layer of pajamas and flesh and blood, his heart beat violently without calmness at all, revealing his true emotions.

He clenched Shen Mian's hand tightly, sticking tightly to his scalding flesh.

"Mianmian, if you accept my jade pendant, you can't go back on your word. You have to give yourself to me."

Pei Zhiyi spoke words that could not be refused, but looked at Shen Mian with gentle eyes.

This is the person he thinks about day and night, and also the only weakness in his heart.

He has always been a person with great mobility and desire to control, and he is also able to control his life and future with ease.

Only Shenmian...

Only for Shen Mian, who grew up with him, one look was enough to make him throw up his armor, make him powerless to fight, and he didn't know how to deal with it.

At the most difficult time, he also thought that Shen Mian might never accept him, no matter how hard he tried, how good and steady he made himself, Shen Mian might deny him just because of his gender.

But it is different now.

Shen Mian was sitting in front of him, her eyes were moist, and she was the only one in her eyes.

……

The house was quieter.

Shen Mian was knocked unconscious by the huge pie that fell from the sky.

He looked at Pei Zhiyi at a loss, and even began to worry whether Pei Zhiyi had a fever, which was why he was not awake.

He wasn't questioning Pei Zhiyi's lying, but how could there be such a good thing in the world, he fell in love with his boy at the beginning of love, and confessed his love to him without hesitation, and it turned out that this stable and excellent boy also happened to like him?

I dare not dream of such beauty.

He asked anxiously: "Is what you said true, or did you just lie to me because you were afraid that I would be sad..."

He was a little sad when he said the word "cheat", obviously he said it himself, but he was also the one who was sad.

But he soon saw that Pei Zhiyi smiled, not ridiculing, but thinking his question was cute.

Pei Zhiyi stroked Shen Mian's fingertips, looking a little helpless.

"Mianmian, do you know when I started liking you?"

Shen Mian didn't know.

He shook his head honestly.

There was a look of memory in Pei Zhiyi's eyes.

"Actually, I don't remember the exact time. I just remember that when you were fourteen or fifteen years old, you were lying in my arms and taking a nap, and I secretly kissed your face. Since that day, every day, every day, I have been How do I want to trick you."

"I'm jealous of everyone who gets close to you, jealous of those girls who can confess to you unscrupulously, and being rejected is just going back to the past. Sometimes I hate my relationship with you, why if I grow up with you Fa Xiao, why do you trust me and rely on me so much that I dare not break everything easily."

Everyone has the right to pursue Shen Mian, but he is shackled by Shen Mian's trust.

When others are rejected, it is just to return to the previous relationship, but he is different. Once he is rejected, he has nothing.

Pei Zhiyi paused for a moment, then smiled self-deprecatingly at Shen Mian, "You know... I even fantasized that if I were a little more reckless, I wouldn't care about the future, I wouldn't think about the consequences, and I'd just have a rough showdown with you like this, Forcing you to be with me, what can you do to me?"

He really thought so, taking advantage of Shen Mian's dependence on him, using their feelings as a threat, making Shen Mian have no choice but to accept his love.

But he didn't do it in the end.

Even if he stayed by Shen Mian's side every day, it was like being sentenced to life imprisonment, maybe one day he will be released, maybe he will never be redeemed.

He still couldn't bear it.

He asked Shen Mian: "Now, do you still doubt whether I really love you?"

The author says:

Sorry, I came back late today, so I wrote a little slower