I can save it

Shen Mian was sent to the hospital. He fainted without warning. He was looking at Shen Changhe sadly, trying to explain, but the next second he fell headfirst. No matter how Shen Changhe called him, he always With eyes closed, there was no further reaction.

And when he was taken to the hospital for an examination, nothing was found, except for a low-grade fever. The doctor could only speculate that he fainted because of too much psychological pressure and overwork.

But Shen Mian never woke up.

Shen Yu stayed at home, and Shen Changhe stayed in the ward with Su Ying.

These days Su Ying has always been calm, except for the initial gaffe and collapse, she never showed a trace of panic, as if Pei Zhiyi and Shen Mian's coming out of the closet did not exist, and it did not affect her normal life at all.

But at the moment, sitting beside Shen Mian's bed with Shen Changhe, she reached out to touch Shen Mian's face, and said softly: "He has lost weight."

As soon as these words fell, her tears fell down like a bank, covering her entire face.

"He's not obedient at all, it's fine if he doesn't study well, and he's not in good health," she choked up and said to Shen Changhe, complaining unreasonably, "I think he is just like you, he likes whoever looks good, Pei Zhiyi He was good-looking, so he ran away with people."

But when she said reproachful words, she held Shen Mian's hand cautiously, as if she was afraid of hurting him, so she didn't dare to use force.

Shen Changhe's eyes were also red, and he patted Su Ying's shoulder helplessly.

He sat in the living room all night, and he was tired now, but he was still awake mentally.He patted Su Ying's shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Why don't you just forget it... let them go. The two children have grown up to such an age that they have long been inseparable."

Su Ying punched him, and she blamed Shen Changhe: "It's all because of you."

But she didn't say yes, and she didn't say bad.

Because Shen Mian didn't find any serious problems, Su Ying and Shen Changhe didn't tell anyone that Shen Mian was in the hospital.

But only an hour after Shen Mian was sent to the hospital, Pei Zhiyi appeared outside the ward.

He came with Yu Lian, but he was in a rare embarrassment, with obvious abrasions on his cheekbones, and bloodshot eyes at the corner of his mouth, as if he had fought with someone.

Shen Changhe and Su Ying looked at him in surprise, not understanding how he came here.

Pei Zhiyi didn't have time to explain anything to Shen Changhe and Su Ying, so he hurriedly said: "Auntie, Uncle, I'll go and see Mianmian." He went straight to Shen Mian's bedside.

Shen Changhe and Su Ying didn't stop him, but looked at Yu Lian who had finally chased after Pei Zhiyi.

Yu Lian couldn't keep up with Pei Zhiyi wearing flat shoes, and he was so tired that he took a long time to calm down.

She looked at Pei Zhiyi and Shen Mian complicatedly, and then explained to Su Ying: "Zhiyi suddenly said that Mian Mian was sick and insisted on coming out, and had a conflict with the bodyguards at home, so I had to take him out first. But I didn't expect Mianmian to be really sick, I thought Zhiyi had a nightmare..."

Shen Changhe and Su Ying were also taken aback, they looked into the ward, Pei Zhiyi stood by Shen Mian's bed, carefully touched Shen Mian's face, as if they had finally confirmed that this person was still there.

Pei Zhiyi also looked up at Shen Changhe and Su Ying.

They all knew that at this moment, their parents hadn't agreed with them to be together, so logically they didn't want to see him by Shen Mian's side.

But Shen Changhe and Su Ying didn't say anything in the end, instead they dragged Yu Lian out.Before leaving, Su Ying hesitated and said, "If Mianmian wakes up, please call us."

Pei Zhiyi nodded: "Okay."

Only Pei Zhiyi and Shen Mian were left in the room, so quiet that only the sound of breathing could be heard.Now the sky is getting brighter, and the clear sunlight shines on the room. Sleeping eyes are delicate and gentle, like a young prince in a fairy tale.

But now Pei Zhiyi is very afraid of seeing him asleep.

It would remind him of that ominous dream.

He came to the hospital only after receiving a reminder from 007. On the way, 007 told him that before the end of the three warnings, there would be no problem with Shen Mian's body.

But this does not give him comfort, because the time left for them is too short, only 18 days.

And because of the rules of the system, he couldn't tell Shen Mian and his parents that Shen Mian's life had entered the countdown tray.

He could only endure this suffering alone, seeing his favorite person sleeping on the hospital bed, powerless.

He remembered that in yesterday's dream, Shen Mian was lying in the hospital like this, getting thinner and paler, as if it would break if he touched it, his body was full of tubes, and he could no longer speak half a word to him.

"Can't I exchange Shen Mian's disease for me?" Pei Zhiyi held Shen Mian's hand and asked 007 again, "Any price is fine, I'll exchange it with you."

007 was silent for a while before rejecting him.

"This world cannot be exchanged at equal value." 007's voice was even a little sympathetic, "I'm sorry, no."

Pei Zhiyi had already guessed the result, but still felt hopeless.

It is said that life and death are not important matters, but what he met with Shen Mian was the matter of life and death.

He pressed his forehead against Shen Mian's hand in pain.

He had never felt so small and powerless before.

After Shen Mian fell ill, he actually went to the temples that his grandmother often visited many times. He obviously didn't believe in ghosts and gods, but he knelt in front of the Buddha and made a long wish and copied the Buddhist scriptures.

But now, looking at Shen Mian's sleeping face, he didn't know if the gods heard his prayer.

Shen Mian fell asleep for a whole day and night.

But he didn't know that he had been in a coma for so long, in his feeling, he just woke up after chatting with 007 for a while.

Uncharacteristically, 007 murmured in his mind, explained to him the last mission and the reason why he fainted, and finally asked him if he would like Pei Zhiyi to take the sick instead of him.

Shen Mian was shocked, almost yelling at 007 for being mentally ill.

But then 007 asked him another question.

"Shen Mian, I can tell you right now that once you leave my suppression of your disease, you will only have seven months left to live, which cannot be cured. Now I can give you another choice. If you can complete the task, are you willing to exchange all your points to eliminate Pei Zhiyi's love for you and start a new life?"

Shen Mian was stunned.

He didn't think about it.

Ever since he was with Pei Zhiyi, he always tried his best to avoid thinking about this possibility. He was like a little turtle huddled in the shell that Pei Zhiyi built for him. As long as he didn't look outside, the storm outside would not disturb him.

But in fact, deep down in his heart, he was always afraid of the failure of the mission, and he was not as confident as he appeared on the surface.

As the time for the mission got closer, he actually thought seriously, what would Pei Zhiyi do if he really died?

There are actually many people who love him in this world.

But his parents are still accompanied by Shen Yu, and his friends will also have new friends

But what does Pei Zhiyi have?

He had nothing to leave for Pei Zhiyi, except endless pain.

But now, 007 asked him if he would like Pei Zhiyi to forget him.

"What do you mean by eliminating his love for me?" Shen Mian's voice trembled uncontrollably.

And 007 was as calm as ever.

"It means that all Pei Zhiyi's feelings for you will dissipate. To him, you are just an ordinary friend. It's a pity that you died that year, but it's insignificant. He doesn't even know that he had such a lover. He I will soon fall in love with someone new and live happily ever after.”

Just listening to it, Shen Mian felt that her chest was out of breath.

But as if he was afraid that sleeping would not be painful enough, 007 said again: "I can show you what kind of life Pei Zhiyi will have in the future without you."

After 007 said this, pictures appeared in Shen Mian's mind.

He saw a more mature and attractive Pei Zhiyi, who looked about 27 or [-] years old, standing in the bridal shop.And beside him stood a charming tall girl, holding his hand, chatting and laughing, discussing the style of the wedding dress with the designer.

After walking out of the bridal shop, the girl smiled and discussed with Pei Zhiyi what to cook when she got home, which art exhibition to see tomorrow, and what kind of bouquet to choose for the wedding.

They are getting married soon, in just two months.

And soon, the screen changed and turned into a hospital.

Holding a newborn baby in his arms, Pei Zhiyi rarely looked flustered, and asked the doctor in disbelief, "Why does my daughter look like a monkey?"

Shen Mian almost laughed.

How could Pei Zhiyi be so restless, he was not like him at all, and even said that his child was like a monkey.

But he couldn't laugh again, because what Pei Zhiyi was holding in his arms was the child he had with someone else.

And he turned into a ghost floating beside Pei Zhiyi, even if he tried to touch Pei Zhiyi with his hand, he couldn't do it.

He looked at the baby in Pei Zhiyi's arms, no matter how he looked at it, it was disgusting.

What was even worse was that Pei Zhiyi carried the baby to the woman who had just given birth on the bed, and said softly, "Look, the baby is very good."

The baby is very well behaved.

Shen Mian couldn't help crying when she heard this sentence.

How could Pei Zhiyi have a baby with someone else, obviously he is here, obviously Pei Zhiyi said that he will only like him in this life.

How could he marry someone else.

But no matter how much he wailed, Pei Zhiyi couldn't hear him. He was a gentle husband and a loving father, who was taking care of his wife and daughter wholeheartedly.

There is an invisible barrier between them, separating them in two worlds.

007's voice rang in his ears: "This is the world without you. He won't be in pain, he won't remember his former lover, and he won't know how much he loved you. He will marry his new lover and have children. He will grow old forever, but Shen Mian will be completely buried, and he won't care until he dies."

These words almost pierced Shen Mian's heart like a knife.

He looked at the mature and stable Pei Zhiyi, looked at his soft and contented appearance, and truly understood what it means to be heartbroken and jealous.

Pei Zhiyi was too kind to him and gave him enough sense of security, so that he had no doubt that he was loved.

But at this moment, he realized that Pei Zhiyi fell in love with someone else and was so desperate for him.

"Do you still want him to forget you, even if he will fall in love with someone else, just like he once loved you?" 007 still asked him bewitchingly, and threw a bait at the right time, "If you don't want to, you can also Use points to exchange for another reward to extend your lifespan by one month. But only for one month. Then everything will be as usual, Pei Zhiyi will not forget you, he will always remember that he loves Shen Mian."

Only those who are dying can feel the preciousness of time.

Being able to extend one month's life is already a huge temptation.

Shen Mian has already checked a lot of information, knowing that the survival rate of his disease is very low, and it is very likely to relapse, so he did not doubt 007's estimate of his life expectancy.

Seven months, plus one month is eight months.

007 didn't say anything after saying this, and quietly waited for Shen Mian to make a choice.

Shen Mian felt that 007 really had bad intentions, knowing that he was a patient, and still using such annoying pictures to torture him.

He saw that the scene in front of him changed again. Pei Zhiyi was walking on the street with his daughter in his arms, and happened to meet a high school classmate.

The classmate chatted with him, talked about who was in the high school in the class, and asked him if he remembered Shen Mian.

And Pei Zhiyi only cared about feeding his daughter snacks, and answered casually: "Shen Mian? Didn't he pass away?"

His death seemed insignificant to Pei Zhiyi, not even a ripple.

……

Shen Mian felt that his heart seemed to be split into many pieces. Looking at Pei Zhiyi's happy face, he felt that this was really the most annoying multiple-choice question he had ever done in his life.

This is almost asking him if he is willing to hand over his lover, the elder brother whom he has relied on since he was a child, with his own hands.

Is there a more terrible punishment than this in the world?

There was a voice in Shen Mian's heart bewitching him crazily, telling him to refuse, asking him to choose a one-month lifespan, so that he could stay with Pei Zhiyi for a longer period of time, and Pei Zhiyi would never belong to anyone else.

He closed his eyes in pain, and asked 007: "Can you guarantee that if I die, can this point really be redeemed?"

"can."

Shen Mian bit her lip, then quickly let go, and asked: "Then can you not let him not love me at all, I don't want much, just leave me a little."

A little bit is enough, just don't treat him like a stranger.

But 007 refused: "No."

long silence.

Shen Mian opened her eyes, stretched out her transparent hand, and touched the 30-year-old Pei Zhiyi's face.

Although he knew that Pei Zhiyi didn't belong to him and couldn't hear what he said, he still smiled at Pei Zhiyi: "So you look like this when you're 30 years old."

He said: "Brother, I'm sorry, I can't grow up with you."

"I choose to redeem points and let Pei Zhiyi start a new life without me."

Shen Mian thought to herself, if Pei Zhiyi knew about his choice, he would scold him severely, he would scold him very seriously and let him take it back quickly.

But brother, I really don't want you to suffer because of me.

Because I love you too.

More than loving yourself.

……

Time seemed to freeze at this moment.

Shen Mian watched Pei Zhiyi and everything around him disappear before his eyes.

But in reality, he opened his eyes, the sunlight outside the window was bright, and Pei Zhiyi looked at him with red eyes.

He and Pei Zhiyi heard the voice in his head at the same time.

"Congratulations to host Shen Mian and host Pei Zhiyi, both of which have reached 100 heart rate."

The author says:

I finally finished writing this chapter, woo, revise and revise, and finally typed out the pass code!Beg starfish and comment ducks!Happy New Years babies!