I can save it

Shen Mian's tears were still hanging in the corners of his eyes, and the moment he opened them, they slid down from the side of his face, leaving a wet circle on the snow-white pillowcase.

When he heard 007's words, his brain clearly understood the meaning, but his emotions were still stuck in the dream of life and death, and he seemed very confused for a while.

And Pei Zhiyi's hands trembled slightly.

In fact, he was not calm at all, but he still used his utmost rationality to ask 007: "A heart rate of 100 means we have completed the final mission, right?"

007 gave a rare chuckle, and the old-fashioned electronic voice was a little more human.

"Congratulations to host Shen Mian. Host Pei Zhiyi has completed the final task. The mall will open in three days. Please exchange for the items you need."

"I'm going to write the summary report first, goodbye."

After saying this, 007 went offline, very ruthless, but Shen Mian and Pei Zhiyi saw a line of fluorescent numbers appear on the back of their hands - 1000.

The number only stayed for a second before disappearing, but they could still see it clearly.

The breeze outside the window is gentle, and it is already spring. Although the icy breath of winter still remains, the thin ice on the lake has melted away, and the winter jasmine under the window has just revealed its soft light yellow.

Shen Mian gently held Pei Zhiyi's hand.

In the dream just now, he was unable to hold Pei Zhiyi's hand, no matter how many times he stretched out his hand, his hand would pass through Pei Zhiyi's body.

It was such a bad feeling.

He seemed to be abandoned in a corner of the world, as if he had never existed in the world.

Now that he is actually touching Pei Zhiyi's palm, his wandering and helpless heart finally seems to have a resting place.

He raised his eyes, and found that Pei Zhiyi, who was always calm and reserved, also had tears in his eyes.

He smiled: "Brother, don't you want to kiss me?"

Pei Zhiyi would always satisfy all his wishes.

He bent down, first kissed Shen Mian's forehead, then the tip of his nose, and finally kissed Shen Mian's lips tremblingly.

Shen Mian could feel Pei Zhiyi's tears dripping on his face, his arms wrapped around Pei Zhiyi's back, tightened more and more tightly, and tightly gripped Pei Zhiyi's clothes.

Loud voices could be vaguely heard outside the window, and there was a smell of disinfectant in the air, which was deserted and white as far as the eye could see.

This is a hospital, where life and death are staged every day, and the walls here hear more prayers than churches.

Before Shen Mian woke up, Pei Zhiyi was also a member of Prayer.

But now, he can finally wake up from that nightmare.

Pei Zhiyi lay on the bed with Shen Mian, he took care of Shen Mian without closing his eyes all day and night, but now he doesn't feel sleepy.

Only then did Shen Mian realize that she had fainted for a whole day.

"Auntie and uncle haven't slept yet, and I was persuaded to rest for a while just now," Pei Zhiyi said, "My mother also went back first, and will come back in the afternoon."

Shen Mian leaned against Pei Zhiyi's arms, buried her head in Pei Zhiyi's shoulder, he was like a lost puppy who managed to return to the familiar embrace, and refused to leave for a second.

Parents don't know the reason for his fainting, but Pei Zhiyi must be clear about it.

He asked Pei Zhiyi in a low voice: "Brother, were you afraid when I fainted? Are you afraid that I won't wake up again?"

That's when he dared to ask Pei Zhiyi.

Pei Zhiyi did not try to be brave, but admitted: "Well, I have never been so afraid in my life. I was even thinking, what should I do if we fail to exchange points in the end? I should immediately ask Grandpa to help you find the best Good doctor, if you can’t cure it at home, go abroad, no matter what, I will keep you by my side.”

He had never told Shen Mian that he had thought about this before, as if he said it, it might come true, so he just kept it in his heart.

"And what I'm most afraid of is...you really don't want me anymore." He whispered.

Shen Mian huddled in Pei Zhiyi's arms, and could hear Pei Zhiyi's heartbeat beating very fast, hitting his eardrums one after another.

Pei Zhiyi always looked indestructible in front of him.

Obviously he is only a few months older than him, but because he is the elder brother, Pei Zhiyi will always play the mature and calm role, and nothing seems to scare him.

It was only at this time that he would show vulnerability to Shen Mian and tell him that he would be afraid too.

Shen Mian clumsily hugged Pei Zhiyi.

"Brother, do you know why my heart rate has become 100?"

Pei Zhiyi shook his head.

"Because I dreamed a terrible thing. I dreamed that we had never met before. You didn't know me, you didn't love me. I didn't even leave a trace in your life." Although I knew it was false, But there was still trembling in Shen Mian's voice, "This dream is terrible, but also because of this dream, I found that I love you more than I imagined. Because I really don't want to give you up to others."

He has never been the kind of stingy person. Since childhood, he even shared his favorite toys with others.

Only Pei Zhiyi, he just wanted to unreasonably classify it as his own private property.

"You are mine, brother." Shen Mian was rarely so domineering, he looked into Pei Zhiyi's eyes and said, "You have me tattooed on your heart, so it can only be mine."

And Pei Zhiyi lowered his head and kissed him.

"I'm yours."

Of course he belongs to Shen Mian.

He has tattooed his beloved rose on his heart and made offerings with the blood of his heart.How could his heart beat if the rose withered?

Because he didn't sleep all day, Pei Zhiyi talked to Shen Mian for a long time, but he still fell asleep slowly.

Shen Mian was not sleepy at all because she slept for too long.

He kept interlocking his fingers with Pei Zhiyi, but gently stroked Pei Zhiyi's brow with the other hand. Even when he fell asleep, Pei Zhiyi still looked uneasy. He didn't know how to give Pei Zhiyi a sense of security, so he could only try his best to make him feel safe. Realized that I stayed here obediently and didn't go anywhere.

And more than an hour later, the door of his ward was quietly pushed open a crack.

Su Ying stood outside with Shen Changhe.

They came to see if Shen Mian was awake, but they saw Pei Zhiyi and Shen Mian embracing each other at a glance.

Shen Mian didn't notice them, so the two of them didn't come in immediately, but looked inside for a while, and then slowly opened the door.

Shen Mian was startled, but she was afraid of waking Pei Zhiyi up, so she didn't dare to sit up.

The three looked at each other quietly in the ward for a while.

But in the end, she and Shen Changhe just sat on the stool beside Shen Mian's bed.Because she only slept for two hours, Su Ying looked much more tired than usual, and so did Shen Changhe.

Shen Mian sat up, looked at them nervously, didn't know what to say, and could only call out awkwardly: "Dad, Mom."

Su Ying touched his forehead and asked him, "Are you feeling uncomfortable? The doctor said you're fine, but if you feel uncomfortable somewhere? Be sure to tell me."

Shen Mian shook her head quickly: "I don't feel bad."

"You frightened us," Shen Changhe looked at him, his voice sounded like the aftermath of a catastrophe, "you fell down without saying a word, and you never woke up again."

Shen Mian felt even more guilty: "I'm sorry..."

But Shen Changhe and Su Ying didn't want to hear him say sorry at all.

He didn't want to faint, so why did he even have to say sorry for this?

If it was before, Shen Mian should have come to act like a baby with them long ago, but now she looks like a guilty sinner, apologizing for everything.

Su Ying touched Shen Mian's face, glanced at Pei Zhiyi who was sleeping next to him, and said in a low voice, "Zhiyi has been guarding you all this time, and he's exhausted too. When I looked at him, I kept thinking, even if you follow him If other people fall in love, they will never meet someone like Zhiyi again. Who can love you as much as Zhiyi?"

Shen Mian suddenly became nervous again, he realized that his parents wanted to talk to him about coming out.

Su Ying's voice was low and hoarse, but because the room was too quiet, it became clear instead.

She said: "Compared to Zhiyi, I am actually more worried about you. Mianmian, have you really thought about it? Do you know what will happen to you if you fall in love with Zhiyi? If you don't make it to the end, you and Zhiyi The brotherhood of childhood sweethearts like Yi will be completely broken. Can you really bear all this?"

Shen Mian nodded solemnly.

He smiled at Su Ying, his face was still pale, and the remaining tears could be seen in the sunlight.

He said: "Mom, I thought about these things before I confessed to Pei Zhiyi. But compared to all these uncertain and terrible consequences, I am more afraid of losing him."

Su Ying and Shen Changhe's hands tightened.

Although I had expected this answer a long time ago, I still felt a little sad when I heard it with my own ears.

"Then it's up to you." Su Ying also smiled at Shen Mian, her eyes were full of tears, but her voice was very gentle, "How much can parents give you? The wind and rain in the outside world, you have to endure the pain from your family first."

She pretended to be relaxed and said to Shen Mian: "When Pei Zhiyi wakes up, remember to let him have breakfast. After all, he is also a boyfriend, so don't wait for others to take care of you."

After she said this, tears came down from her eyes.

She was actually very afraid, very afraid that the future of these two children would not be easy.

But she was even more afraid that Shen Mian and Pei Zhiyi would be unhappy.

Shen Mian couldn't bear it anymore, just now he pretended to be calm and assured his parents, but now he rushed over and hugged Su Ying and cried loudly.

Shen Changhe also patted his son on the back, he had nothing to say, he just sighed.

……

Pei Zhiyi was awakened by the crying.

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