mentally and physically

Wang Yang in his eyes asked, "Have you been drinking?"

"I..." It's not that he's drunk, it's not what he wants to say, he wants to say something else, there's a lot to say, but his drowsy mind can't control his mouth.

He rushed over tremblingly, hooked his hands around Wang Rang's neck, and lay limply on his body, with his ears pressed against his chest, hearing his heartbeat, he felt at ease and secure.

He couldn't move one more step, and he couldn't even stand firmly.He was about to fall, but Wang Rang caught him in time, and then hugged him horizontally.There was no difference in height, and he tightly wrapped his arms around Wang Rang's neck, and buried his head in the hollow of his neck.

Xuanfeng was so drunk that he was unconscious and had no idea what he was doing.Peng Shuyi took him into the room and put him on the bed, but he still held Peng Shuyi's neck and refused to let him go.

He is so good-looking, with exquisite facial features, and a skin whiter than snow, like a doll carefully carved.Because he was drunk, his clear eyes were misty, his cheeks were as red as two smears of red clouds, and there was a strong smell of alcohol in his mouth, but his lips were red and seductive.

He is so good-looking, everyone said so, whether it is a teacher, a classmate, a friend...even a stranger who met for the first time, everyone spared no effort to praise him.But because of this, apart from worrying that the big gap between their family backgrounds would affect their relationship, Peng Shuyi was also worried that he would not be able to keep him, so when he pursued Peng Shuyi fiercely, Peng Shuyi had an early intention. Moved but has been flinching.

It was not long after the first semester of senior year that Peng Shuyi agreed to date him.At that time, the school clubs held a unified recruiting activity. As a member of the literature and art department, he and a girl from the same department performed skits in the stands to attract new members.

He is good-looking and has strong eye-catching ability. He is very effective in recruiting new recruits, but most of the recruits are girls.In order to recruit some more boys, a member of their department suggested that he perform in reverse with girls and boys, and he was unassuming and shallow-minded, so he readily agreed.

When he performed in reverse, Peng Shuyi happened to be at the event.Peng Shuyi could only look at him from a distance as the three floors below the stands were surrounded by water.

In the stands, he was wearing a plain floral dress, revealing his slender and smooth arms and legs; he was wearing a long black and shiny wig, which made his skin glow white; the light makeup on his face was enough to hide his The masculine features of the face are enough to make people ignore other features that can prove that he is a man.

Therefore, the male freshmen around the stands thought he was a girl, and whistled at him one after another, telling his senior sister to strike up a conversation with him.

The noise in the audience affects the stage.He paused the show and explained to them that he was a pure man, they just thought he was joking and said he was at most a woman.Some people wanted to be different and get his attention, saying that the senior sister is so good-looking, how can a female man compare so and so, and instantly aroused public outrage.

Peng Shuyi stared at him in a daze for a while, and when he came back to his senses, the boy was surrounded and beaten by a group of boys, and the beating was horrific.

The first time Peng Shuyi saw him was in the corridor outside the activity room of the student union, when he suddenly appeared and startled him.Therefore, he took a look at him, and felt that he was too good-looking, but for a girl, there were some things that were unreasonable, so he sized him up, and after finding out that he was a boy, he thought that if he was a girl Girls can be terrible.

What's so serious, Peng Shuyi didn't think about it at the time, it was probably like that at that time, which caused the boys to fight for him with jealousy.At that time Peng Shuyi thought again, thanks to him being a man.

The classmate who made trouble was taken away by the security office, and his performance was forced to end.He saw Peng Shuyi in the stands and waved at him. Peng Shuyi ignored him, turned around and walked away. After walking not far, he jumped off the stands and chased after him.

Peng Shuyi was afraid of death, afraid of being eaten alive by the boy he was fascinated by, and he couldn't stop him from clinging to him, so he took him away from the event site to a secluded corner, behind a tall birch tree.

He lay on the tree trunk, peeked at the event scene in the distance, and asked Peng Shuyi behind him with a smile, "There are boys fighting for me, did you see it?"

"I'm ashamed to say it!" Peng Shuyi was about to educate him, so he said in a serious voice: "It's not like there are no girls in your department, why are you making such a splash? See what happened today, in case..."

He didn't seem to be listening, turned around, interrupted Peng Shuyi, and asked with sparkling eyes: "You said you like girls, but I'm a girl now, do you like me?"

Peng Shuyi was taken aback for a moment, not knowing how to answer.His body moved back and leaned against the tree trunk, as if waiting for the good news.

Peng Shuyi felt helpless, let out a breath, and replied truthfully: "You are only wearing girls' clothes, and you are still a boy at heart."

He was a little disappointed.

Peng Shuyi's heart moved slightly, and he asked with a smirk: "If you change your gender and become a girl, I will like you. Will you change your gender for me?"

He raised his brows, showing a surprised expression, and asked: "If I go to transgender, will you like me forever?"

Peng Shuyi replied: "If it is possible?"

Hearing this, his eyes glowed, he was overjoyed, his lips parted, as if he was about to agree, but before he could utter the words, the light in his eyes suddenly disappeared, and his small face drooped.

After a long time, he asked: "If I go transgender, I will feel that I am no longer me, and I will be unhappy because of it. If you don't care if I am happy or not, and you want me to go transgender to like me, then you treat me This kind of liking is not real liking."

He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes glistened with tears, "Actually, it has nothing to do with me being a man or a woman, you just don't like me, right?"

Before this time, he had confessed his love to Peng Shuyi many times, and every time he was rejected, he would smile and say something to show his determination, and never cried.He is always energetic and smiling, like a little sun falling from the sky.Peng Shuyi never thought that he would be unhappy, and what it would be like to be unhappy.

He was not happy, the clear sky was suddenly covered with dark clouds, and the gentle wind was suddenly bitter and cold, which made Peng Shuyi feel as if he was counting nine in the middle of winter.

Before Peng Shuyi could speak, tears flowed from his eyes, ran across his cheeks, condensed into crystal teardrops on his chin, fell into the air, landed on the mud, and soaked into the soil.

He was desperate. If Peng Shuyi didn't explain it to him, he might give up.

Peng Shuyi naturally didn't want him to give up.He made a decision, let out a sigh of relief, and said calmly: "Don't do things that you know will make you unhappy, and don't pretend to be a girl anymore. Not only will people criticize you, but it's also too unsafe."

He didn't know why, and looked at Peng Shuyi ignorantly, tears still streaming down his face.

Peng Shuyi put his hands on his face, wiped away the tears on his cheeks with his thumbs, and said with a smile, "It's rare for you to be smart, why did you retreat all of a sudden? I'm jealous!"

He was stunned, his eyes full of puzzlement.

"Fool!" Peng Shuyi was very disappointed, and tapped him on the forehead, and then said: "I like you, and what I like is the way you are now, now you understand, don't you?"

He asked suspiciously: "What you said is true?"

Peng Shuyi felt that if he said it wasn't for him at that time, he might collapse. At that moment, he suddenly realized how important he was to him, but no matter what, he was still worried.

He lowered his voice and asked, "Are you sure you're not joking with me, you're not pursuing me just to experience life?"

His head shook like a rattle, and he replied affirmatively: "No, no! I like you, the kind of love that I want to be with you forever."

Peng Shuyi smiled happily and said, "Since you think so, you have to do it. Can you do it?"

"Yes!" His head nodded like garlic.

Peng Shuyi nodded on his forehead and said, "I like you, and it's the kind of love that I want to be with you forever."

He wept with joy, laughed and cried and rushed over to hug Peng Shuyi, and kissed him for a long time, until the sky spun and a hundred flowers bloomed.

He is like a newborn baby, simple and unreasonable, and feels that it is not real enough.Peng Shuyi was afraid of knocking him, breaking him, polluting him, and afraid that he would slip away unknowingly, so he liked him and loved him, but he was always trembling.

Peng Shuyi couldn't express his feelings for him. At the beginning, being able to hold his little hand, hug him and kiss him was already very satisfying.I've been with him for nearly a year, and I've always been in love with him, and I haven't crossed the threshold.

And he obeyed Peng Shuyi in everything, and had no objection to Peng Shuyi's suggestion that he could only kiss for the time being.Peng Shuyi sometimes wondered if he actually wanted it?Just like this day, he wrapped his hands around Peng Shuyi's neck and wrapped his legs around his waist.

It's not that Peng Shuyi didn't guess that Su Feng took him for someone else, and this person might be his current boyfriend.He couldn't imagine how Xuanfeng got along with his current boyfriend, but it must be different from the way he got along with Xuanfeng.

After Chen Cong's oolong incident, he calmed down a lot, but no matter how calm he was, there were things he couldn't calm down.

He held Xuanfeng's head that was about to move with both hands and looked at it for a while, then decided to do what he wanted, and lowered his head to kiss him.

Their lips were intertwined, and Xuan Feng's lips were as soft and sweet as he remembered, and he was as eager as he expected.After accumulating desires for four years, he wished he could eat Xuanfeng into his stomach, but even more wanted to caress his body inch by inch.

Xuan Feng was wearing a silk nightgown, and when he rubbed against him, he tilted to one side.He reached in with one hand, tugged at the sides, and pushed back the nightgown little by little.

Because of the wine, Xi Feng's skin was pink, like a flower stamen facing the sun, revealing its fragrance in the morning mist.

Inappropriately, he recalled the first time the two of them broke the taboo. That time, because the incident happened suddenly and they didn't prepare the necessary auxiliary supplies, they didn't make it to the final step.It is impossible not to have those two things in Xifeng's apartment, and now is the time when he needs them.

He sat up and went to look for those two things.Xuanfeng grabbed his clothes, groaned, didn't know what to say, he rubbed his cheeks, coaxed him and said: "Good boy, I'll be back soon."

The delirious and drowsy Xuanfeng couldn't do anything to him, and when he left in front of him, he turned over and lay on his side.

When Peng Shuyi stood up, there was a rustling sound from his side, so he turned his head to look sideways, and saw Xuanfeng turned over and hugged the quilt beside him.Thinking that he might be making a fuss, Peng Shuyi ignored him, squatted down, opened the drawer on the bedside table next to him, and rummaged through it.

There was nothing in the bedside table on one side, so Peng Shuyi searched for it in the other side table, but couldn't find it again, so he kept his hope in the closet.He searched all the places in the closet where those two things might be stored, but he still couldn't find them.

"Isn't it?"

He thought it was impossible, so he turned around and asked Xuan Feng.Xi Feng closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

"..."

Not only could he not ask where the two items were stored, but even if he found them, there would be no use for him with his appearance.

Just a little bit to lose the whole world.His body was hot and his heart was miserable, but he had no choice but to give up.

When entangled with Xuan Feng, Peng Shuyi took off his coat, and the shirt he was wearing was unbuttoned, and his body was covered with sweat.

In this case, it is very necessary to take a bath to calm down.Having made up his mind, Peng Shuyi went to the closet to look for clothes.

When he was looking for things in the closet before, Peng Shuyi didn't look carefully. Upon closer inspection, the clothes of roughly the same category in the closet were neatly stacked and separated by size.He took down an oversized shirt, and looked at the collar tag, it was actually the same size as him.

"He's quite tall!" He sneered, but in this way, at least he didn't have to worry about not being able to find suitable clothes to wear.

Peng Shuyi took a nightgown and a pair of underwear that were the same as Xuan Feng's and went to the bathroom.With Xifeng's personality, he is not worried that there will be problems with Xifeng's boyfriend's clothes, but whether Xifeng's boyfriend will mind if he knows that he is wearing his clothes.

Peng Shuyi suddenly became ill-intentioned, what would happen if Xiufeng's boyfriend found out that there was another man in his family and this man was still wearing his clothes?It was already midnight, and he hadn't come back yet, what would he be doing?

Peng Shuyi didn't intend to leave, in case he came back suddenly and caught him off guard, he locked the door upside down after taking a shower.