mentally and physically

There was a power outage at the construction site, and the man improvised to take Xuanfeng there. There was no equipment available, and he only used his mobile phone for lighting.The mobile phone was turned upside down on a dark table, except for the roof it illuminated, the rest of the place was dark.

Xi Feng was stripped wearing only a pair of underwear, sitting on the innermost floor, his bare｜exposed skin glowed with a cold white light, which was especially conspicuous in a dark place.

Wang Rang was beaten and pinched and suffered serious injuries. He staggered over as if he was drunk, and knelt down in front of Xuan Feng exhausted.Only then did he see that the man had tied his hands behind his back to an iron frame, with a T-shirt stuffed in his mouth.

He let go of Xuanfeng, and Xuanfeng immediately threw himself into his arms, arching against him continuously, as if he wanted to stuff himself into his body to feel at ease.

He comforted: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here to save you."

Xuanfeng still couldn't stop crying and calling him.He hugged Xuanfeng's body shaking with the cry, his eyes full of distress.

After Xuanfeng was rescued, Father Chu brought people over.But because Chu's father came, this matter was able to deal with the aftermath perfectly.

Fortunately, Wang Yang rescued Xuan Feng ahead of time and successfully, and Xuan Feng hurriedly put on his coat when Chu's father arrived, so not many people knew the details of this incident, so it also provided a huge room for imagination for some people who didn't know much about it.

Xuanfeng was quite frightened, and no one who cared about him would mention this matter in front of him.

In the blink of an eye, more than a year later, Wang Yang took him to see a psychiatrist because of the wind.

It was a late spring morning, the sun was warm and not dazzling, the vibrant green plants were printed on the window glass, and the warm breeze was blowing the white gauze curtains, making the simple and clean consulting room warm and comfortable.

Xi Feng was lying on the recliner, falling asleep, with two dried tears hanging from the corners of his eyes.

On the other side of the consulting room where Xuanfeng was, Wang Yang was wearing a stiff black suit with a men's handkerchief in his breast pocket. He was dressed as a refined gentleman, sitting behind his desk and listening to the doctor's announcement of the diagnosis.

"Post-traumatic stress disorder? A dark room?" Wang Yang extracted important information from the diagnosis results mixed with many complicated technical terms, and asked according to his own understanding: "You mean that he was frightened... no Lift?"

Impotence, also known as impotence, medical name □□ dysfunction, referred to as ED.This disease may be caused by physical problems or psychological reasons, because it is related to the hidden parts of the male body, so although it is a disease, people are ashamed to say it.

"After my guidance, he repeatedly talked about a dark room and a pair of powerful hands." The female doctor said in a gentle voice: "You can say that this is frightened, but PTSD is more complicated than being frightened. It is a psychological nature. It is more profound than physical, so it affects patients more profoundly."

"PTSD causes ED. There are examples to follow..." The female doctor slowly explained the relevant cases as if endorsing, and finally concluded with confidence: "The way PTSD causes sexual dysfunction in women is sexual frigidity. In men, the influence of childhood experiences is more prevalent."

What he got in return was Wang Yang's disbelief, "But that person didn't sexually assault him!"

Hearing this, the female doctor's crossed hands resting on the desk could not help but tighten, her face still maintained her usual calm and self-confidence, "PTSD can manifest in various forms, and the cause of TD can't just be One, I need a little more time for an in-depth analysis."

At that time, Xie Feng had already seen a physiologist, and did not find out the cause of the disease after various examinations, so he pinned his hopes on a psychologist.

Wang Yang was not satisfied with the female doctor's diagnosis, but said, "Then I'll leave it to you."

After waking up, Xuan Feng was always depressed. When they left the clinic by car, Wang Rang asked, "What's the matter? Did the little prince's rose leave him?"

Xuan Feng nodded in a trance, then shook his head and asked: "What did this doctor say? Is he sure to cure my illness?"

Wang Yang sighed.

Xuan Feng immediately came to a conclusion, "She can't be cured?"

Wang Yang replied: "She still needs a little time."

Everyone could hear the reluctance in his words, and Xuan Feng felt rather disappointed, "Wang Yang..."

He grabbed Wang Yang's arm that was holding the steering wheel, and exerted some strength on his hand, which made Wang Yang's hand hurt.Wang Yang turned his head to look at him, his face was pale, as if he was frightened, but how could it be?

"What's the matter? Is something uncomfortable?" Wang Yang asked worriedly.

"I..." Xuan Feng said hesitantly, "I don't want to treat any more."

"Why?" Wang Yang looked at him suspiciously, "Can you tell me the reason?"

"I..." Xuan Feng said hesitantly, "I'm afraid."

"Afraid?" Wang Yang was very puzzled, "What are you afraid of?"

Xuanfeng burst into tears, "I don't want to think about the past..."

Wang Rang paused, and grabbed his hand instead. His palm was cold, and he was really scared. Then what was the reason for his hesitation and hesitation?Did my repeated questioning put pressure on him?

Wang Rang didn't know how much he could trust the female doctor's diagnosis. It seemed that the cure was indefinite, so don't embarrass Xuan Feng any more.

Wang Yang made up his mind and comforted him, "If you don't want to go, then don't go, anyway, it won't affect your health..." He pulled Xuan Feng's hand to his lips and kissed it, and added meaningfully: " It didn't affect us too much."

That being said, he was the one who discovered it at the beginning without Xuan Feng himself, and it was he who repeatedly suggested to Xuan Feng that he should go for treatment, and later he also came up with his own formula based on hearsay and anecdotes. in conclusion.

Xuanfeng is a person who is unwilling to think deeply and has no foresight. Most of the time he lives more selfishly, but it does not mean that he does not know how to plan, or does not know how to consider other people's feelings, or does not know how to reflect on himself.

Wang Rang's heart must not be as calm and breezy as it appeared on the outside, but he still tried his best to comfort him.

So when he was comforted by Wang Yang, he cried even more fiercely. After a while, he said, "I'm very cowardly, am I?"

Wang Rang is not him, so he can't empathize with him, and he will never know how much that incident has affected him.But he knew he was really scared, and that alone allowed him to grant all his requests.

If you really love someone, how can you see him hurt?

Timidity, cowardice, it doesn't matter anything, love can accommodate everything.Inclusion, in turn, provides space for people to show love.

Wang Yang said seriously: "What is the word beside the vertical heart?"

He suddenly asked this question, Xuanfeng didn't know why, he even forgot to cry, two teardrops hung on his eyes, and stared at him blankly.

He asked himself and answered, "Need words."

He grabbed Xuanfeng's hand and moved towards him, Xuanfeng didn't understand what it meant, looking at the two people's hands clasped together, with a blank expression on his face.

He said with a smile: "'Let's do you more than you, you need to be a thief', the word need in this sentence is interpreted as hesitation." He stretched out his index finger and pointed at Xuanfeng's heart, and then said: "My heart needs to .We put our cowardly hearts together and cherish each other without hesitation or hesitation."

He once again pulled Xuan Feng's hand to his lips and kissed, and said softly: "Xu Feng, it doesn't matter what you are."

Xi Feng thinks that love is pursuit, to pursue a person, to find two hearts, heart to heart, inseparable forever; it is a wish, a goal.The experience with Peng Shuyi told him that this is a kind of life.

It is like two gears, when they are still two round iron blanks, after cutting, they have teeth of suitable size; after grinding, the burrs on the teeth are removed, and they can bite smoothly; Crooked, changed shape until it can no longer be turned, so it is replaced, recycled by waste, remade by furnace.

Life is changing and inevitable.

Resist, accept, tolerate, life always has a process; life and death, love not only has a process, but also always has a result.

In order to be with Peng Shuyi, he cut himself into a gear that could mesh with it. Peng Shuyi left, leaving him to spin around—this is the process and result of the relationship between the two of them.

He and Wang Yang will come to the same result, but the process is completely different.

The two met each other when they were young, and experienced a short period of strangeness. There was no spark and throbbing, and they didn't need to run in. They could play together very well. After many years, they haven't changed. It seems that they should be together by nature, but that is friendship. ,Brotherhood.

Breaking through the line of defense between the two of them started from the first time they shared each other. Afterwards, Wang Yang sent him to the hospital. After the initial treatment, he was lying on the bed wearing an oxygen mask, extremely weak, and could not even move his eyes. move.

Therefore, in Wang Yang's view, he is dull, sad, and depressed, but he is not unaware.

Wang Yang held his hand tightly and apologized, "Chu Xu, I'm sorry! I'm sorry..."

He no longer remembered how many times Wang Yang said he was sorry, afterward apologies were always of little value, but the tears that Wang Yang shed on the back of his hand were hot.

Xi Feng is emotional and straightforward, tearful to put it bluntly, Wang Yang is different from him.

Wang Rang's life has always been smooth, and he has never encountered difficulties. Even if there is something unsatisfactory, such as angering his father who advocates stick education, he will quickly resolve it with an arrogant face. Nothing has troubled him or can trouble him, so don't think about it He shed tears.

What is rare is always precious, and his tears are precious, so they are hot.

Xuanfeng didn't think about whether he should forgive him, but felt that the tears of this arrogant man who could never fail were too hot, the brotherhood he had accumulated for many years was too heavy, the current situation and future were worrying, and the backlog was accumulated in his chest, making him unable to breathe.

At that time, he didn't know why Wang Yang did such a thing to him, and what would become of their brotherhood.When Wang Yang promised him to take care of him for the rest of his life, he accepted it in silence.

As a brother, Wang Yang is reliable. In the past, no matter what happened and at any time, as long as he needed it, he would always lend a helping hand in time.The brotherhood is reliable and stable, and his sorrows and joys, and even his life can be entrusted to him, so he unconsciously becomes dependent on him and yearns for his care.

He accepted Wang Rang, but maintained the relationship of lovers with brotherhood.So when Wang Yang first said the love words of two hearts in a polite manner, he was dumbfounded.