mentally and physically

Xuan Feng fainted, Peng Shuyi carried him to the bed and lay down on his back.Peng Shuyi sat by the head of the bed, watching him condescendingly.

The small face with the same smile in his memory was frowning and pursing his lips, looking in pain.

I don't know if I'm still thinking about what happened before I fainted?How unwilling to do that kind of thing with him is it that he fainted from excitement?Does this indicate that their road to reunion will be extremely difficult?

Peng Shuyi stroked his brow, but failed to smooth it out, there was nothing he could do for him, so he went to the bathroom and rubbed a wet towel to wipe his tear-stained face clean.

His skin is fair, the so-called one white covers all ugliness, if he is not ugly, but also very good-looking, this whiteness is just icing on the cake.

His good looks are all-round, 360-degree without dead angle, this is not bragging, but seeking truth from facts.Peng Shuyi circled around him, but couldn't see his blind spot.

What makes him good-looking is not only his appearance and appearance, but also his temperament. There is a saying that "moves like a rabbit, and is quiet like a virgin", which refers to him; although these two words are not specifically used to describe temperament, this dynamic and static state And this meaning that both movement and movement are suitable is very suitable for him.

If there is no bitterness on his face at this moment, the appearance of him sleeping is peaceful and graceful, it is a small lake full of vitality in the gloomy deep mountains and old forests, resisting the erosion of time leisurely and contentedly.

Peng Shuyi recalled what happened after they broke the taboo for the first time, and fell asleep contentedly. There was still a thin layer of wet sweat on his forehead, two blushes on his cheeks, and the corners of his mouth were slightly flushed. Tilted up, sleeping peacefully and securely.

Peng Shuyi, who was still asleep, was lying on his side, watching him with a smile, touching his greasy cheek for a while, pinching his soft earlobes for a while, to entertain himself.

He woke up yawning and looking very tired.Peng Shuyi made fun of him, saying that he had kidney deficiency, and he was always unhappy, so he chased and beat him.Peng Shuyi knew in his heart that he was tired because he was satisfied, and he was also very satisfied at that time.

It was late at night, and although he didn't live on campus, he still wanted to go home.Peng Shuyi didn't understand what was so good about staying in the dilapidated house he rented, so he insisted on staying overnight.

Peng Shuyi had never spent the night with him, and he felt it was not the right time, so he decisively drove him back home. He never expected that he would go to the United States alone not long after that day.

If he had kept him then, or possessed him outright, would it have changed now?Regret and regret are the actions of the weak, but can the strong be in control of everything?

Thinking of these inevitably sad, Peng Shuyi sighed, and pressed a deep kiss on his lips, always feeling that if he didn't kiss at this moment, he would have no chance to kiss.

He fainted. This is a sudden, transient, and transient loss of consciousness. He can recover on his own in a short period of time, and Peng Shuyi doesn't need to do anything.

Peng Shuyi put the towel back in the bathroom and went to the kitchen to cook. This was the only thing he could do, and the only thing he could do for him.

Peng Shuyi's family background is average, not as miserable as the protagonists of some romance dramas, and can be regarded as a well-to-do family in third- and fourth-tier cities.

He was born in a well-to-do family, with the rich and poor on the top, and the poor who only cared about food and clothing.

Complicated human nature.

His parents are healthy, both are intellectuals, and they both have jobs with decent wages and good wages. They provide him with a comfortable life and a good education.

His parents consciously cultivated him to be independent, and he did well both in spirit and in life.

His cooking skills have been honed since he was a child. It is rare for a man to be able to cook, and good cooking skills are rare creatures.Although his cooking skills are not as good as top chefs, second- and third-rate restaurants can afford it.

Xuanfeng likes to eat his fried dishes. When he rented a house after graduation, he once borrowed the neighbor's kitchen to perform for him. Every time he ate with relish, he was full of praise.

If tying a man's stomach can tie this man's heart, he doesn't mind cooking every day, so as to tie Xi Feng firmly to his side.

Cooking for the ones you love is a joy that never tires.

On the first day of the limelight, I purchased ingredients in the supermarket that filled the refrigerator to the brim.There are ingredients, time, and venues, allowing Peng Shuyi to play to his full potential.

I saw him "frying, cooking, frying and cooking life, cooking the world with knives, pots and spoons", his expression was very similar to the old father who made the reunion dinner for his children at the beginning of the movie "Eating and Drinking Men and Women", with eager expectations on his face.

Bringing three meats, two vegetables, four dishes and one soup to the dining table, he spread his arms on the dining table, reviewed the dishes one by one, and sighed with satisfaction.

It's just short of wind.

Before going to see him in the bedroom, Peng Shuyi went to the bathroom to wash his face, brush his teeth and tidy up his appearance.The image of a yellow-faced woman with unkempt hair and a smell of oily smoke is not pleasing to men. Only when there are delicious food and beauties can they be delicious.

Peng Shuyi has sharp brows and bright eyes, a straight nose and thick lips. Different from the gentle and beautiful beauty of Xuanfeng, his beauty is aggressive, combining natural wildness and acquired rationality, worthy of the word Fengshen Junlang.

He always thought that Xie Feng gave up thousands of suitors because of his looks. Xie Feng said that after washing his face and tidying up his hair, he would be able to act in domestic idol dramas. hero.

Satisfied with tidying himself up, he went to the bedroom, where Xuan Feng was still lying on the bed.Just like in idol dramas, there must be a character like the rich second generation president, and in literary films, there must be a scene of getting up.

Whether it's early morning or dusk, whether it's a fresh environment or heavy light and shadow, whether you wake up by yourself or be woken up, getting up means the beginning, no matter what the ending is, what is coming is either a contradiction or a conflict.

Movies, TV shows need contradiction or conflict.They originate from life, focus and magnify the contradictions or conflicts in the things and situations that originally happened in life, so as to create a dramatic effect that makes people think or attract people's attention, which is called a highlight.

Before Xifeng appeared, he lived an ordinary and trivial life; after Xifeng appeared, he was asked to play the role of an omnipotent strongman, fighting with Xifeng's suitors, fighting homophobia, and playing hide-and-seek with his family , Fight against the social system that does not accept homosexuality.

It has to be admitted that under the peaceful surface, there are contradictions and conflicts between him and Xi Feng that are no less serious than those in movies and TV series.

It is different from the mood when watching movies and TV dramas, and you can feel the turmoil in it even more when you are in it.

He inevitably felt confused, doubted, pondered, sought solutions, and even thought of shrinking.

To accept a person is to accept everything that comes with him, which cannot be refused.

He went up and sat down on the bed.The sunlight outside the window entered the bedroom at a 45-degree angle, and the mild light soaked the coffee-colored mattress, making it extremely warm.

At this moment, he was not as eager to wake up Xuan Feng as before, he watched him quietly, raised his hand to the side of his face, and stroked his frown that became more obvious in the sunlight with his thumb. raised eyebrows.

No fruit.

Xuanfeng's personality is generally gentle and easy-going, and the boy's nature of love to play has not been eliminated. Sometimes he will have a little temper and play with his temper.

This kind of wind makes him feel more real, whenever he is like this, he is annoyed on the surface, but happy in his heart.

Xuanfeng's brows played with him, he smiled and lowered his head to press a heavy kiss on his lips.

After being kissed by him, Xuan Feng's brows were furrowed, as if expressing dissatisfaction.

Then, Xuan Feng's hand stretched out from the thin quilt, waved it in the air twice, then hung down, holding the thin quilt tightly in the palm of his hand.It seemed that the thin quilt had a grudge against him, and he found it after going through untold hardships. Before taking revenge, he grabbed him tightly, until his knuckles turned white, and he would not let go.

"No...don't..." Xuan Feng was talking in his sleep again, opening and closing his plump little mouth, but what came out was an extremely frightened voice.

"Don't come here...!" Xuan Feng finally completed the sentence.

I don't know what kind of dream he had, but Peng Shuyi couldn't help introspecting based on what he said in his sleep, did he go too far before?

"Help me..." Xuan Feng was so frightened that he started to cry, the tears streaming down from the corners of his eyes were like unthreaded pearls, "Brother Rang, Brother Rang... Wang Rang!"

It is difficult to deduce anything just by changing the name of Brother Rang to Wang Rang, but associating Wang Rang with "save me" can remove Peng Shuyi's suspicion.

This is the second time Peng Shuyi heard Xuan Feng calling for help to Wang Yang in his dream, and it is hard not to think about why.According to Peng Shuyi's speculation, during the few years he left, he must have encountered danger and happened to be rescued by Wang Yang.

But how much danger did he have to encounter to leave such a huge psychological shadow, so that he tossed and turned and had nightmares again and again?

Deriving these, Peng Shuyi felt bitter and sour.Bitterness is bitter because of the wind, and sour is sour because of the king's soil.How can a person who once had his sweetheart before he was a minor occupy the position of "savior" in his heart not feel sad?

It will only be more sour than mature vinegar.

"Chu Xu, don't be afraid, you're dreaming, you'll be fine when you wake up." After waking up, he wants to discuss with Xuan Feng to change the "savior" candidate, and he will be his most solid support.

Xuanfeng didn't wake up, and punched and kicked Peng Shuyi when he approached.Peng Shuyi was punched in the face and kicked in the waist.

it hurts.

"Chu Xu...!" Enduring the pain, Peng Shuyi crawled onto the bed, straddled his lap, grabbed his hand, and firmly controlled him under him.

Frightened by the incomparably real fear, Xi Feng quickly opened his eyes.The eyes opened like butterfly wings, the amber pupils revealed deep fear, fine beads of sweat appeared on the forehead that had not receded from the down, the small nostrils opened and closed quickly, and the dark red mouth was gasping for air.

Fear was so stark on his beautiful face, as if the snow-covered ground had fallen into a cinder.

Something was stripped from the depths of his soul, and then fell back heavily, like Newton being hit by an apple and discovering gravity in a flash of inspiration; like Shakyamuni Buddha under the pippala tree, seeing When the shooting star suddenly passed by, he became the fruit of Bodhi Taoism; he would have awakened, found liberation and perfection, and slowly disappeared within 5 minutes after being awakened.

Su Feng didn't want to hate him at first, but now he just wants to hate him.

Xuan Feng stared angrily, and asked the person sitting on top of him, "What are you doing?" No matter how you looked at it, it looked like this person was doing something wrong while he was asleep, so he couldn't help cursing: "Why are you so bad!"

"What did I do?" Peng Shuyi didn't know it, at the same time, he noticed something strange, there was a small hard thing under his lower abdomen.

"Are you...?" He smiled slyly, glanced at the bottom of Xuan Feng, and made sure that this little thing was what he was thinking of, so he joked, "Are you so impatient?"

Xuan Feng suddenly lost his anger, extremely embarrassed, his face turned red like an apple.

Don't expect a person who hasn't done it for many years to be able to explain why he reacts suddenly and frequently, Xuanfeng is completely at a loss, but now is not the time to think about it.

"Shut up! Get off me!" Xuan Feng turned into the Roaring Emperor.

There were still teardrops in the corners of Xuanfeng's eyes, his eyelids were reddish, his cheeks were flushed, and his angry expression was particularly vivid, so cute.

"I don't!" Peng Shuyi smiled and shook his head.

A man's desire to conquer is a magical existence.It will occur indiscriminately, no matter how big or small, or whether the timing is right or not.

The euphemistic name is: Every man has a boy in his heart, which is actually childish in the eyes of outsiders.

"Get down!" "I won't!" The repeated dialogue subverted the beautiful scene of one person riding on the other on the bed in the bedroom, and turned it into two children's play.

"Chu Xu, when we were so close in the past, we never took this step. Have you ever felt regretful?"

Peng Shuyi finally lost interest in arguing with him, picked a less sharp topic, and tried to chat with him.

What he didn't know was that as long as it was related to him, it would not be easy for Xuanfeng.

"No!" Xuan Feng said affirmatively, "The only thing I regret, what I regret is that I fell in love with you."

Peng Shuyi didn't understand what he meant.

Xi Feng went on to say: "You don't take this step because you are afraid that you will be too deep, and you won't be able to get rid of the heavy identity of homosexuality, and you won't be able to get rid of me. If you don't take this step, that's why you walked so easily after my father appeared. Why should I feel sorry for this?"

Xuanfeng paused and said: "I should thank you, thank you for letting me go, and please let me go now."

Peng Shuyi was shocked.

His Chu Xu has really changed, he is no longer ignorant and bewildered, he has become calm, clear thinking, eloquent, grown up and matured.

He couldn't help feeling that the time flies, the sun and the moon fly by, and he couldn't help but feel a sense of relief that my family has a baby who has just grown up, and he didn't have the self-consciousness to reflect on whether it was related to him.

"Do you miss me so much?" He kindly reminded, "Don't you think about it, if I am really what you said, why did I come back to you?"

The so-called human heart is separated from the belly, and Xuan Feng replied with an expression of "who knows what the hell you are doing", "You have to ask yourself."

Peng Shuyi said sincerely: "When I heard the news of your father's bankruptcy, I immediately went back to China to look for you. I went to your house, but unfortunately the building was empty; I went to ask your classmates, teachers, friends, and even the king. Soil, they all said they didn’t know where you were going.”

That time was the hardest for him.He has only stayed in the United States for more than a year, and his foundation is not deep yet. He took a long vacation to return to China at the risk of ruining his career. When he returned to China, he couldn't even find the shadow of Xuan Feng.

Xi Feng is used to being pampered, not deep in life, not good at learning, and knows nothing, can he afford it?Can you take care of yourself?Every day when he closes his eyes, he sees Xuanfeng crying, and when he opens them, he is full of confusion.

He deeply felt the pain of losing a person, the incomparable regret and frustration, but it happened to be the rising period of his career, when he was least able to be affected by negative emotions, the real internal and external difficulties almost drove him crazy.

"I've been looking for you for three years..." It's been more than three years, but I still can't help but feel depressed when I think about it, I can't get up and down, my eyes and nose are red from choking, tears can't fall, but my voice is choked up.

"You don't know how happy I am to see you again." He looked at Xuanfeng, and suddenly laughed, as if he had seen a rainbow through the storm, and everything in the past was not important anymore.

Xuanfeng's heart was slightly touched.He is an emotional person, with a sensitive emotional detector, he can detect even the most secret emotions, just to see if he can resonate with him, if he can resonate, his heart will follow.

He is still a straightforward person, his emotions are all displayed on his face.

He had also experienced the pain of losing someone, how could he not be able to empathize, only to see that he had suppressed his anger, and there was a bit of sadness in the corners of his eyes and brows.

Peng Shuyi thought that his Chu Xu was still the same Chu Xu, no matter how hard the armor was on the outside, he was still soft and cute inside.

"You don't believe it?" Peng Shuyi asked deliberately.

Xi Feng was immersed in his own little emotions, but he still hadn't reacted to the sudden question.

Peng Shuyi opened his mouth first and said, "If you don't believe me, why not get back together with me and see if I back down."

It is one thing to be touched, and it is absolutely unacceptable to do things that violate principles and touch the bottom line.Xuanfeng is very clear in his heart, and will not randomly agree to others just because he is moved.I saw his face change again, turning into iron blue, and then roared: "Don't even think about it."

Peng Shuyi didn't want to make him faint again.From the previous events, it can be seen how much resistance he has. If the direct method does not work, he will come to him in a tactful way, peeling off his hard armor little by little, and he is not afraid that things will fail.

Peng Shuyi followed his heart and took the lead in making concessions.Seeing him getting down from his body, Xuanfeng was very surprised, so he heard him say: "I haven't eaten since I woke up in the morning, are you hungry?"