mentally and physically

Xuanfeng was indeed hungry, but if he ate with someone he didn't want to see, he might suffer from indigestion.

"Go away!" Xuan Feng turned his back, curled up in a ball under the quilt, making it clear that he didn't want to see Peng Shuyi.

Seeing this, Peng Shuyi's body standing tall by the bed slowly bent down, sat next to him again, patted the quilt, and persuaded: "People are like iron and steel, don't make trouble with your body. "

Seeing that the quilt group had remained motionless, he went on to say, "Based on our past relationship, shouldn't we be so estranged that we never see each other again? Isn't it okay to meet again for a meal and catch up?"

Communication is based on the premise of preliminary intention, with the goal of reaching a consensus.Reminiscing about the past is an effective communication through the medium of emotion and the purpose of enhancing emotion.

There is no precondition between the two of them, and there is no consensus to be reached, and they can't even communicate, let alone reminiscing about the old days.

Since the reunion at the bar, Xifeng had a premonition that Peng Shuyi would keep entangled with him, so he avoided him. His relentless pursuit proved this point, and then he forced Xuanfeng, and the situation naturally became worse.

Xi Feng is a typical example of being soft and not hard, Peng Shuyi's attitude eased, and he was willing to speak to him gently.

"It has nothing to do with us in the past, it has something to do with you now. I don't want to have dinner with you, nor do I want to catch up with you. If you don't leave, I will stay under the quilt."

The sound came from the quilt, as if the cotton wool in the quilt had been pulled out, loosened and wrapped around the outside. It sounded muffled and vague, but fortunately Peng Shuyi could hear it clearly, but the focus was off.

"Chu Xu, you should know that a person who will use himself as a threat must know that the person being threatened cares about himself."

The last sentence, Xuanfeng said subconsciously, before he thought about it, it was as if Xuanfeng had indirectly admitted that he cared about himself, which felt very awkward; thinking about it further, Xuanfeng subconsciously Li believed that he cared about him, so he just said it casually, as if he had nothing to worry about, which was even worse.

He is worthy of being the chairman of the student union. He is good at preaching, heresy, one set of one set, and he can talk about dead people.In the past, Xuanfeng called it talent and charm, and when he gave a long speech, he always nodded and cooperated with his head full of stars; but now, Xuanfeng thinks that this kind of thing that may be caught at any time and trampled on by the loopholes in the words is very fucking .

As an all-round scumbag who used to have nothing in theory and experience, he thought he couldn't talk to him, so he huddled under the quilt and remained motionless.

His hands reached out to the quilt.The weather in late spring and early summer is neither hot nor cold, covered with air-conditioned quilts.The quilt is thin, and the people inside are weak, so he can tear the quilt apart with a single tug, so he is not afraid that the wind will get stuffy in the quilt.

As soon as his hand touched the quilt, it was as if he had been shocked by an electric shock, and he retracted it again.

His eyes moved to an empty corner, and his retracted hand rested on the knee of the leg that was lying on the bed, as if playing a gentle piece on the piano, and his fingers tapped the knee carelessly, It seems that he is planning something with this little trick.

If he is a villain in a movie or TV series, then he is very likely to be plotting some kind of conspiracy, because his appearance is upright, and his eyes reveal a little helplessness. When people look at him, they will only think that he is thinking about such important things as life ideals. .

After a while, the movement of his hands stopped, and there was a bit of determination in his eyes.He decided to continue to succumb to Xuan Feng, and no longer provoke him to resist.

"My previous behavior was too much, I apologize to you, I'm sorry!" He rarely apologizes to others, and this sentence of sorry is very rare.Even he himself said it was very awkward, coughing twice after speaking.

"While you were asleep, I prepared the meals. I can leave, and I have to go back to work, but you have to come out and eat this meal with me. It's not in vain that I cooked a table of dishes."

What he said has both reason and reason.Xuan Feng raised a head and asked, "Really?"

He replied with sincerity and affirmative tone: "Really."

In a country that has bred a culture of lying, it's hard to tell the truth from the fake.As the saying goes: When you see people, you only talk about three points. This kind of self-protection consciousness is hidden in your bones, so that it is difficult to open your heart and tell people the very truth.In an environment where everyone is telling lies, telling the truth is antisocial behavior.

His words are not all false, but which one is true?Which sentence is false?

Seemingly true or false, seeming false to true, true to false, unpredictable, distinguishing them is like minesweeping, and a large part of the factor of luck is involved.

Xuan Feng decided to take a gamble, revealing a bit of heroic sacrifice and heroic death.

Peng Shuyi's fried dishes are really good.Compared with the past, the cooking method of home-cooked side dishes lacks decoration and is simple to match. Now it is at the level of a hotel chef. A carrot flower is carved lifelike. A plate of side dishes is matched with several colors of blue, red and purple, but the taste is still in memory. taste.

If it wasn't for eating his fried dishes, Xuanfeng almost forgot...

Xifeng ate his fried dishes in the house he rented after he moved out of the school dormitory.

Xi Feng originally wanted to persuade his family to buy him an apartment near the school like Wang Yang did. The purpose was not for the convenience of commuting to and from school, but for his convenience, but he thought this would be an excuse for Xi Feng's parents to criticize him , became an obstacle for them to accept him, and insisted on renting a house by himself.

His salary is not high, and the rent of the rented house is cheap, so the location is remote and very dilapidated. If it weren't for him, Xuan Feng might never have the chance to live in such a dilapidated house in his life.

The first time Xuanfeng went, he was shocked, then distressed, and finally accepted.

Xiufeng's parents are conservative in thinking, and I'm afraid they can't accept homosexuality happening to their son. Have you ever thought about what will happen if you can't persuade them to agree to the two of them being together?

He had to be with him, and if they were going to cut ties with him, he lived with him in that shabby house, so he had to get used to life there in advance.

He didn't want to treat Xuanfeng badly, and he couldn't afford to invite Xuanfeng to a big meal.Later, he became acquainted with the neighbor, and when Xuan Feng went there again, he would borrow the neighbor's kitchen to cook for him.

Xifeng never thought that love, life, and work can only be maintained through careful calculation and planning. For example, the relationship with family members, what kind of house to live in, and what kind of food to eat. It was he who told Xifeng to save money and work hard. , Make a long-term plan, don't let the family hold it, influence him a little bit, change him.

He gave Xuanfeng a strong feeling that he wanted to spend his whole life with him.

At that time, Xuan Feng thought, he treats him well, knows how to plan, knows how to live, knows how to cook and cook delicious food, there is no better boyfriend in this world than him, and he looks forward to spending fleeting years together with him head.

There is a plate of braised pork on the table. The fat and thin pork belly melts in the mouth, and the fry is sweet and not greasy.Unlike braised pork, braised fish cannot be boiled in water. It has to be deep-fried in hot oil until the outer skin is crispy, and the inner meat is still tender and delicious, and then stir-fried with sauce to remove the fishy taste.

It was the first time to break the taboo with him. The two of them ate a dish of braised crucian carp. The fried crucian carp was crispy on the outside and tender on the inside.

That day was National Day, and the school was on holiday, so Xuanfeng drove to his company downstairs to wait for him until night.When the two went back, they bought a fresh crucian carp and some side dishes in a nearby supermarket. After returning, he made it into braised crucian carp.

They were never intimate in public, and were called cousins ​​in the neighborhood.Seeing that he came to borrow the kitchen again, his neighbor jokingly asked him if he would give his cousin another extra meal. He calmly replied yes, and opened the door to eat during the meal.

The same-sex love that is contrary to common sense has not been recognized by the system and accepted by the whole people. We are in a difficult situation. We must be cautious and vigilant, we must block other people's voyeuristic desires, and we must protect and protect ourselves.Xi Feng, who was taken by Chu's father to practice during the summer vacation, hasn't seen him for three months, and just wants to tell him how much he misses him.

After dinner, after washing the dishes and closing the door, Xuanfeng couldn't wait to hug him.It was Xuan Feng who took the initiative. He put his hand on his painful spot and gave him hints. He said no, it was not yet time.

They have known each other for more than two years, and they have been dating for more than a year. They understand everything that needs to be understood, and have expressed everything that needs to be expressed. Why can't they?When will it be possible?He couldn't tell why.

"Look, we don't have condoms and lube..." He finally found a reasonable explanation, "Let me help you fuck... okay?" He said reluctantly.

This is already the biggest bottom line he can break through. Xuanfeng swallowed the "sell downstairs" before he could say it in the future, kissed him, and slowly lay down on the bed, immersed in the five fingers. Among the comforts given, such as flying birds into the forest, swimming fish and diving.

The 1.4-meter single bed has a wooden frame structure, and it will creak when it is slightly moved; the privately built house more than ten years ago has a brick-concrete structure, and the thin walls are not soundproof, and any movement will be transmitted.

Xi Feng knew in his heart that this was the real reason for his refusal.He is afraid of being spied on, gossiped, and isolated, and it is human to be afraid.He's not quite ready yet, but when will he be fully ready?Xi Feng believes that there will be a day, blindly and happily believing...

How cautious he was then is how unexpected he is now.Regardless of whether he suddenly awakened because of the loss of Fang Fan, or because of the sudden change in the open environment abroad, in Xifeng's heart, the relationship between him and them is in the past tense.

Bad mood affects appetite.Xuan Feng only ate a bowl of rice the size of a child's fist, and his stomach was full.After he finished eating, he stared at Peng Shuyi with his black and white almond eyes, to see when he would feel embarrassed to eat any more.

Peng Shuyi didn't feel embarrassed at all, he ate with relish, like a refugee; while talking endlessly, introducing the recipe of this dish, the origin of that dish, laying a solid foundation, and then asked innocently: "You How's your boyfriend cooking?"

He never thought that Xuan Feng could learn to cook by himself, let alone that his boyfriend would be Wang Rang. If he knew that his boyfriend was Wang Rang, he would not have asked.

Xuan Feng was thinking about how to answer him, and saw that he was wearing the same navy blue silk nightgown with white trim as himself, and thought that if Wang Yang knew that he was wearing his nightgown, he would be calm on the outside and angry in his heart. In the same way, if you let him know that he is wearing Wang Yang's nightgown, he will definitely be furious.

They have been at odds for a long time.Based on the idea that more things are worse than less things, Xuan Feng didn't tell him that his boyfriend was Wang Rang, and he couldn't let him inquire about it.

Xuan Feng replied with a calm face: "Very good!"

"Very good?" It's hard to find one out of ten men who can cook, let alone cook well, Peng Shuyi didn't believe it, and asked again: "How good is it?"

Xuan Feng wanted to suppress his arrogance, and replied: "Better than you."

Peng Shuyi was even more disbelieving and shook his head repeatedly.

Xi Feng explained: "He is the head chef of a Michelin-starred restaurant, so you can't believe it."

Peng Shuyi looked at Xuan Feng's face, as if he had forced himself to calm down and his cold face was hiding an answer, "Chef?"

Before, he hoped to tie up Xuanfeng with delicious food, but now he said that he was tied up by a cook, he didn't believe it. "Don't tell me that you found a cook to be your boyfriend just to have a delicious meal."

Xuan Feng blushed at the sight of him, but he refused to let the wind down in words, choking: "So what?"

"Not so much." Fate is wonderful, any kind of two people can be together, it doesn't matter who is Xiu Feng's boyfriend, but Peng Shuyi doesn't believe it.

As for why I don't believe it, maybe it's because most of the wardrobe is formal clothes, not even a chef's uniform; maybe it's because the kitchen utensils and knives are too common and do not meet the professional characteristics of chefs.

This is the second time he has misled Peng Shuyi.The first misleading was during the second reunion. Peng Shuyi mistook Chen Cong for his boyfriend. After he sneaked away, he caught Chen Cong and questioned him, which was quite straightforward.

Chen Cong, the straight man of steel, kept asking him what he meant, his face full of bewilderment and aggrieved, Peng Shuyi figured out the truth, and only later realized that he was making a fool of himself in front of his subordinates.

Peng Shuyi didn't want to be misled anymore, so he cast a sideways glance at Xiufeng, thinking that he was a little cunning.

"If you care so much about a good meal, I'll make it for you every day." Peng Shuyi smiled, stacked up the empty dishes on the table, and took them to the kitchen with the chopsticks for cleaning.

"This morning is over, don't you want to go to work?" No matter whether he believes his boyfriend is a chef, there is no need to argue with each other, Xuanfeng urges him to fulfill his promise and leave quickly.

This is because he doesn't know Peng Shuyi's current identity. Peng Shuyi explained: "My work schedule is relatively flexible. The whole morning has passed, and I don't care about this moment."

Xuan Feng was curious about what position he was in, so he swallowed the words again.It is best not to bring up new topics, or you will talk endlessly.

"You said you will leave after eating this meal." Xuan Feng was annoyed that he did not keep his promise, "After the meal is over, I will take care of things and you can leave."

Peng Shuyi laughed, "You know how to do these things?"

When the two of them were together, Peng Shuyi never asked him to do housework. The only time he rushed to wash the dishes broke the bowl. For the broken man.

The growth environment affects the behavior pattern. He was pampered and grew up. He only learned how to enjoy life, but did not learn how to bear life.Peng Shuyi had expected him to be like this, and accepted it after finding out that he was like this.

Suffering can make people grow. No one would hope for suffering, but growth is worth thanking.

Xuan Feng ignored him and belittled him, and urged again: "You don't care, just let it go."

Peng Shuyi took a rag and slapped it on the dining table, raised his brows, and teased, "You won't leave these things until your boyfriend comes back to do them?"

No man would be willing to work hard outside all day and have to do housework when he comes home, except himself.He can't stay idle, which just makes up for the lack of Xiu Feng, and he thinks this is a big advantage.

In a family where two people are both working, there is no rule as to who must take care of the housework, and it depends on who will compromise first, such is the case with Wang Yang and Xuan Feng.

The conversation with Peng Shuyi was not speculative, and Xuan Feng asked, "Are you going or not?"

"I'll leave, don't worry." Peng Shuyi replied with sincerity.

Peng Shuyi wiped the dining table clean, took the rag to the kitchen and washed it, took it out again, carried a trash can from the living room to the balcony, and collected the empty beer bottles on the glass table on the balcony. Wipe the table clean and fill up your strengths.

With such careful thinking, he was very happy, and he almost hummed and sang a song, with a hardworking and respectful appearance, just like the kitchen in the mall and the kitchen 24 filial piety | Gong.

But it was obvious that one garbage bag couldn't hold so many beer bottles, so he asked Xifeng to bring a new garbage bag.Xuanfeng didn't want to cooperate with him in the scene of "I'll fetch water for you to water the garden" where the couple divide labor, cooperate and love each other, so he pointed to the coffee table and asked him to take it himself.

Facing Xiu Feng's narrow-mindedness and petty calculations, Peng Shuyi couldn't help laughing.

The 1.8-meter tall man squatted down, as if a wall had been removed immediately, and Xuan Feng felt suddenly clear.Peng Shuyi, who was squatting on the ground, was worried about the black lacquered wooden coffee table fifty centimeters above the ground. This was a mistake made by his legs being too long. line of sight.

"Where is it?" Peng Shuyi groped for a long time in the open shelf under the coffee table.

"Which drawer is it in?" After all, Xuanfeng has never done housework since he was a child, and he can keep the house tidy, but some things still get thrown around.

Peng Shuyi pulled out a drawer, and saw that the things in it were piled up in a pile, which was far from the neat and tidy appearance in the closet, and he couldn't help but feel a headache.

"Look at this mess..." The chaos was indescribable, he was at a loss for words.

He has a lot of obsessive-compulsive disorder, he can't see things messy, and he wants to clean up when he sees them.

With his legs bent to block his sight, he backed away from the coffee table, knelt down on one knee, and pulled out all three drawers on the coffee table, ready to do a big job.

Faced with such a scene of "love labor, labor is the most glorious", Xi Feng was speechless and could only protest silently with furious eyebrows.

Peng Shuyi tossed the contents of the three drawers left and right, tools such as electrical tape, screwdrivers, raw tape, magazines, work notebooks, electrical manuals and other books, as well as insecticides, facial cleanser, lubricants, etc. Bottles and cans such as oil are placed in different categories.

wait, what is this?He picked up the lubricating oil, making sure it was for the human body, then rummaged in the drawer, and sure enough, he found two condoms that were stacked on top of each other and stuffed pitifully in the corner.

He laughed. He really didn't expect to find something here that he couldn't find after searching the bedroom. What does it mean?

"You and your boyfriend are having a good time!" He said with a smile, his teeth sour.

This was put in the drawer of the coffee table after the memory kill between Xi Feng and Wang Yang on the floor was used up. After several days, many things happened in the middle, and Xuan Feng forgot about it.

Peng Shuyi held these two things in his hands, and Xuan Feng saw them from a distance, and felt that they were very eye-catching. What could be more embarrassing and embarrassing than being teased by his ex-boyfriend for breaching his privacy?Then I started to worry again, fearing that he would be stimulated and become wild again.

Xuan Feng's slender fingers grabbed the edge of the dining chair, his nails turned white, and his face, which was red from being teased, turned white, and the corners of his eyes and brows were full of panic.

Peng Shuyi looked at the two things in his hands and laughed more and more bitterly, and then he could taste the bitterness in his mouth.Maybe it was because he saw other people having a hard time, so he could feel better, so he suddenly asked, "Does your boyfriend know that you are named Wang Yang in your dream?"

The author has something to say:

Say it.

My heart is made of glass, and I cannot afford the bad consequences of inappropriate actions.Say something, in case no one responds, in case you are treated with boos... So, when I decided to say something, my heart was disturbed.

However, I have already been prostituted for nothing, and I will continue to be prostituted for nothing from now on, so what is there to be afraid of~~~ Roar~~~

Maybe some babies think this article is confusing, and the context does not match the situation. For example, for the same thing, Peng Shuyi said this in the front, and Xuan Feng said that in the back; Turn on him.

For the two examples given, I explain as follows.

In the former, everyone has their own standpoint and angle of seeing things. They have different opinions, which is a common occurrence. As for who to believe, it depends on the babies themselves; while in the latter, things have priorities, flattering horses, and not harming their own interests. You can do anything that benefits you, and do it casually. If there is something that requires risk, it depends on what price the other party is willing to pay.

I am trying to write a story from various angles and different levels. If I feel confused now, the people and things mixed in later will only become more chaotic. When the chaos reaches a certain level, I will return to the starting point in the end. .

This story is a little different, and it can't even be called a story until it's written to the end.

I wish I could make it to the end.

I've finished what I want to say.I have already been prostituted, and I will continue to be prostituted from now on.I am very sad, I hope the babies can be kind and give me a way to survive~~~