live-in close friend
Chapter 4: I'm with you as if I'm with myself
L. Don't worry
Just like this, the ten fingers are clasped together, and in the late summer night, layers of sweat emerge from the grip.
Some things have already happened, none of them are willing to think about it, let alone say it.The night is a good excuse, it doesn't need to say anything, it knows everything.
This is not the first time they hold hands, but it is also the first time.
When he woke up, there was no one around him, his hands were cold, the sweat had dried up long ago, and there was no trace of his breath left.Li Xunran began to wonder if he had a dream last night.
The downstairs is bustling. Director Li has rested, and his face is not as stiff as yesterday. He began to show some interest in Qu He, who looks like his son. He listened very well to Qu He when he asked questions about his childhood at the dinner table. focus.
Seeing Li Xunran coming downstairs, Qu's mother called him to come to eat quickly: "How did Ran sleep well? He told him to take us to the Bund after dinner."
"The Bund must be full of people today." Li Xunran went to sit next to Qu He, who was drinking soy milk and snoring.
"After visiting the Bund, you can also take a boat tour on the Huangpu River and see the mouth of the sea." Qu's mother was very excited.
Li Xunran nodded: "Auntie likes it, so we will take you and my dad for a stroll."
Going out on National Day is still in Greater Shanghai, especially on the Bund, and one can imagine the degree of physical exertion.The two young men were sweating profusely walking with their parents. It wasn't hot, but crowded.The crowd was raging, and they accidentally walked away without seeing each other. I didn't see much of the scenery, and I appreciated a lot from the back of my head.
After finally sitting on the cruise ship, I can breathe a sigh of relief.The two elders leaned on the side of the ship and looked out over the railing, taking pictures and screaming.Qu He wiped the sweat from his forehead, sat down to drink water, Li Xunran wanted to open his mouth to ask about last night several times, but he held back.
"You can talk to my mother?" Qu He asked him.
"I didn't have a mother since I was a child, and my aunt made me feel very close."
"It's rare that someone doesn't think my mother is nagging. I can't stand her mouth. When I was in Beijing, I was read enough by her."
"Old man, it's inevitable that your mouth will be broken, and it's for your own good."
"That's because it's not your turn. You'll know when it's your turn. Maybe someday I'll introduce you to a girlfriend."
At this point, the atmosphere suddenly became strangely silent.
Li Xunran remembered the holding hands last night, and the ambiguous "don't move".He looked into Qu He's eyes, the black pupils were like a mirror, reflecting his own face.
Qu He was also looking at him, his eyes were deep, and he wanted to put the person in front of him into his pupils.
They didn't say anything, and it seemed that a thousand words had been exchanged.
After the flowers bloomed and faded for so long, Qu He said softly, "Don't worry."
The heart is melted ice, flowing around feebly.
At night again, after the lights were turned off, the two of them were lying quietly on the bed. Li Xunran felt a hand crawling from under the quilt beside him, like yesterday, gently and firmly clasping his right hand.
As if he had been waiting for this moment, he shook his hand lightly, and then closed his eyes with peace of mind.
There is no other movement between the two people, their world is all in those two hands that are held together, and everything else is no longer important.
Li Xunran was dreaming again.He dreamed that he was lying on his back in a small boat, with the warm sunshine on his face and the quiet lake water around him. radian.This is probably how a baby feels in the mother's womb, comfortable, safe, and lazy.He rested his head on his arms, closed his eyes, and fell asleep again in his dream.
M. Abyss
Six days passed quickly, and in the morning of the seventh day, my father and mother were going home.
Dad has a job, and it is the director's "privilege to visit relatives" to be able to rest for seven days during the National Day holiday. Mom is thinking about Uncle Zhao, and she is relieved to see that her son is doing well in Shanghai.
After lunch, Qu He and Li Xunran sent their parents to the train station together. Qu's mother, with tears in her eyes, told Qu He to take care of herself and Ran Ran: "You are an older brother, take care of your younger brother." Li Xunran said: "If Hehe bullies you, you can tell auntie, and auntie will make the decision for you." Li Xunran smiled subtly: "No auntie, he is very good."
Director Li maintained a straight posture, and when saying goodbye, he still did not forget to say: "Study hard, don't miss the class." After speaking, he looked at Qu He: "Ranran will take you to Tongshi when I have time." Qu He Diandian Head: "Definitely."
On the way home, no one spoke.
Passing by a row of flower shops on Shaanxi South Road, Qu He suddenly said, "Wait a minute." Then he turned and walked into one.After a while, I came out with a bouquet of flowers in my hand.
Li Xunran was surprised: "Why do you buy flowers so well?"
Qu Hexiao: "I'm in a good mood."
"What kind of flower is this?"
"Butterflies."
"Oh."
The whole journey continued silently, but Qu He's footsteps were brisk, revealing a sense of pride in the accomplishment.
As soon as he entered the door of the small courtyard, Qu He's movements suddenly sped up, he turned around and locked the door, he grabbed Li Xunran and quickly rushed to the front of the small building, hurriedly took out the key to open the door, pulled the person in, and then turned back with a "bang" Pushing the door shut, the hustle and bustle of the road was shut out.
Li Xunran was a little nervous, what should come will always come.
Qu He put the flowers on the side table in the hall, and turned to look at Li Xunran.Li Xunran looked back at him, his eyes trembling slightly.Their gazes are full of unwillingness, resentment, anxiety, resignation and emaciation, as well as a surge of sweetness.
Qu He took a deep breath, opened his arms to hug the person in front of him, and hugged him tightly into his arms.His head rested on his shoulders, and his hands wrapped tightly around his waist, until he confirmed that his waist was also lightly encircled by his hands, then he sighed in satisfaction: "Your waist is really thin."
Li Xunran just felt dizzy.
Some things, even if you already know it well, as long as you don't say it, you can pretend, and you can lie to yourself that nothing happened.However, it is not easy to lie to oneself after all.
He heard Quhe rubbing against his ear, and said in a nearly hoarse voice, "I miss you every day in Europe."
Then he heard his own voice: "Me too."
The hands around his waist were tightened, as if confirming that he really existed in his arms.They just hugged, nothing is more important than this moment.
"When did you know?" Li Xunran asked.
"The day I went to Suzhou." Qu He seemed to be soaked in honey water, and felt that the whole room was filled with intoxicating sweetness, "What about you?"
"concert."
Qu He trembled, he reluctantly let go of his embrace, put the person in front of him, stretched out his hand to cover his side face, and said in a tone of pity: "It's my fault." Li Xunran tilted his head She turned her face to the palm, slightly closed her eyes and rubbed gently, longing for such intimate skin contact for a long time.
Qu He felt that his heart was as soft as a ball of cotton, stuffed fluffy in his chest, obviously very light, but filled his whole body completely, leaving no extra space for anything else. "But I was probably bewitched when I heard your name." He began to believe in fate, that thing called fate, for today's moment, everything in his previous 29 years of life was worth it.
Li Xunran chuckled: "Don't be talkative, it's too nasty."
Qu He was very serious: "What I said is true, but I didn't know it before."
Li Xunran shook his head, wanting to say to him: It's actually better not to know.But at such a moment, I really don't want to spoil the scenery.
He didn't just discover Qu He's intentions today. He is a criminal police officer who is best at observing clues. They have left too much evidence between them, and the truth can be revealed with a little thought.The evidence was piled up in his mind, piled up as high as a mountain, but he put them on the shelf and didn't touch them.
He escapes.
What else?Dragging him into the abyss with him?He knows that same-sex love is no longer an unspeakable emotion. Young gay people in their early 20s can even hold hands and kiss on the street calmly.But he is different from Qu He. They used to have their own beloved women, a lot of messy past, and the taboo on homosexuality that they couldn't get rid of when they were growing up. None of them thought that they would fall in love with a man one day.Letting the truth out is too cruel for both of them. After a short sweetness, what will be waiting for them?Family, future, which one can they refuse?Don't you think about these things?
But now, all these concerns are irrelevant.After the door was pushed open, he knew that it was impossible for him to turn back.
Qu He reached out to find his hand, and dragged him to the sofa to sit down.They naturally clasped their fingers together, as if they had done it every night for the past seven days, as if they knew no other gestures except this one way of holding hands.
Li Xunran stared at Qu He, he said to himself: Never mind him, just take one step at a time.
Then he raised his right hand and pressed it to his lips, imprinting a deep kiss, and then slowly pressed the palm of his hand to his curved lips, imprinting it forcefully, as if stamping there with his own heart.
"I still can't accept falling in love with a man, but I really fell in love with you. Next, I don't know what to do." He said leisurely, with mist in his eyes, with some Despair buried in the bottom.
Qu He covered his hand with his own, kissed his palm, and squirmed: "I know, I understand. But I'm already in love, what can I do?"
Li Xunran withdrew his hand, stared at his palm for a long time before raising his head, the mist in his eyes became thicker: "I want to kiss you, but my heart resists, I always feel that it shouldn't be, all of this is wrong of."
After finishing speaking, he suddenly leaned forward and kissed the person in front of him fiercely.
Qu He was knocked backwards, half stuck between the sofa armrest and the backrest, hastily stretched out his hand to cover the rushing man, caught his recklessness with his lips, and responded gently.The person in his arms kissed without any rules, just rubbing his lips back and forth, with a sense of panic.Qu He continued his kiss one by one, sucked his lips lightly, and bit them shallowly with his teeth, which made him tremble slightly.
He rubbed and comforted Li Xun's back with one hand, and covered his head with the other. The fluffy touch combined with the flustered twisting made people feel distressed.
After a long time of confused restlessness, Li Xunran was finally willing to stop.He was panting on Qu He's shoulders, his ears were red as if they were about to bleed.
Qu He understands the source of all the panic, he is also a man, he understands.
They are two men.
They crossed the first hurdle, but the second hurdle was higher and more difficult, and even he himself didn't know how to cross it.
He patted Li Xunran's back with his hands, and pressed his lips against his ears: "Don't be afraid, I have everything. I won't do anything you don't want to. As long as you are by my side, that's fine."
Li Xunran was relieved by these words, his body relaxed obviously, he gradually got used to such an intimate distance, he lay on Qu He's body, his hands passed through the gap between the sofa and his body, and encircled the person in front of him, Resting his head comfortably in the crescent of his neck, he said after a long while, "This is, my first kiss..."
Qu He put one arm around his waist and put the other around his neck, wrapping him around like this, afraid that he would fall, and said, "I'm not, I'm sorry."
Li Xunran buried it between his necks and let out a mouthful of hot air: "I know."
☆, I love you, like a mystery (1)
A. You are always there
Love doesn't exist in words like "I love you", its existence has always been a mystery.
"The Peony Pavilion" sang: "I don't know where it starts, but it goes deep." "A Dream of Red Mansions" said: "Let's drink three thousand waters, I just take a ladle to drink."
Why did Du Liniang fall in love with Liu Mengmei?no one knows.The official interpretation is for resistance, but do you believe it?Even Jia Baoyu and Lin Daiyu, a couple who regard love as their life, still need the evidence of others to clarify their intentions.
Love is so elusive and illusory, but people throughout the ages are still obsessed with this insubstantial thing, no one can see through it, and no one can escape.
It is like a drug, which makes people addicted and addicted.
Li Xunran threw himself into this love with a kind of determination to break the boat. His worries were still there, and his worries were not missing at all, but the song and quiet voice made him willing to temporarily store them away.
We have at least two years, he told himself.In fact, it is one year and eight months.
Qu He kept the posture stuck on the sofa, embracing the person who was half hanging on his body, 10 minutes, 10 minutes, half an hour... They didn't speak, but quietly drew strength from each other's body, got hold of hands and walked down, face to face Courage to the world.
He rubbed his side face against the ear of the person in his arms, and clearly heard the joyful bursting of bubbles in his body. He seemed to have never been so satisfied and happy in his heart, even the joy of being admitted to the chief of the orchestra was incomparable. "I thought, you are more important than my cello." He was glad that he recognized this reality.
He understood the weight of these words, let go of his arms, and sat up on the sofa, seeing him awkwardly stuck in the sofa, his posture was a little stiff. "It's because I'm heavier than the cello." He suddenly felt like joking.
"I still have a little feeling in my hand, and you can hang it for a while." He smiled all over his voice and eyes.
Li Xunran stretched out his hand to pass it over, Qu He held it immediately, sat upright with his strength, and moved his shoulders according to the trend: "To be honest, I really have to run with you in the future, otherwise I won't be able to hug you."
"I can hug you." Li Xunran felt that his heart was put back in his stomach. He was the normal Li Xunran who could fight, fight, talk and laugh again.
Qu He just looked at him and smiled, wisps of sweetness rolled in the air.
Li Xunran also laughed, he leaned back on the sofa to make himself more comfortable: "Where's my gift?"
Qu He grabbed his hand and put it on his left chest: "Here." He looked at him: "This is the best gift I can think of."
With the cotton cloth between his palms, he could still feel the powerful beating of his heart. Li Xunran closed his eyes to make the touch from his palms clearer in the dark, as if he held the vibration of every blood vessel in his hands. "As fast as mine."
It's just the two of them in this house, no one will bother, which is great.
"I'm hungry." Li Xunran said.
"I remember it was agreed in the past that you are the one who cooks the food." Qu He still smiled. The sum of his smiles in the past 29 years probably wasn't as strong as it is today.
"But you are better at doing it than me now." Li Xunran felt that he was qualified to act like a baby today.
Qu He stood up: "I cook, you eat. I'm happy when you're full. It's fair." After speaking, he bent down unexpectedly, tapped Li Xunran's mouth lightly, turned around and walked into the kitchen without hesitation, leaving The pink bubbles floating in front of the eyes of the person on the sofa.
Li Xunran pinched his own hand, all of this is true, true, not some damned illusion.
There is no grocery shopping, and dinner is just two bowls of noodles with a few dishes of leftovers from lunch.
The two sat at the table facing each other, Li Xunran ate the noodles bite by bite, and took a chopstick from time to time, but didn't speak.
Qu He wondered: "What's the situation? The noodles are not tasty? If they are not tasty, I will make them again for you."
"I suspect that I had hallucinations that time because I found out that it's right for you...but why didn't I have hallucinations today?" Li Xunran was depressed, he temporarily passed one hurdle, but there was another one waiting ahead.
Qu He stopped his chopsticks: "So your strange action that night was because you found out that you like me?"
Li Xunran was stunned: "What strange action?"
"You keep touching my face like a blind man, from eyebrow to chin."
Li Xunran remembered, her face turned red.
The appearance of him subduing the prisoners in Suzhou Paradise is vivid in his memory, and it was only then that Qu He really realized that he only knew a part of Li Xunran.He also has another world that he has never participated in. In that world, he is not a younger brother who is taken care of, but a criminal policeman who can protect the peace of the people, and is the spokesperson of justice and strength in people's hearts.His eyes are as clear as a spring, not because he is ignorant, let alone because he doesn't understand how difficult the world is, but because he has seen too much and thought too much.He is not a little girl who is at a loss and shivering behind others. There shouldn't be anything that can defeat him.But he has had such a difficult life recently, being tormented by that seed repeatedly, it is a luxury to get a good night's sleep.
Qu He walked up to him and knelt down, took his hand and put it on his face: "I will be here from now on, you don't have to struggle alone. You can touch my face at any time, I promise this is not a hallucination. From now on Even if hallucinations occur, I will definitely be with you in your hallucinations."
Li Xunran used his fingers to carefully distinguish the outline of the face in front of him, his voice was weak and struggling: "You are indeed inside. You have always been there."
B.a painting
Usually the entertainment after dinner is to watch TV, or go back to the room to play online.
Of course today is not usual, today is so special, it is necessary to have an unusual entertainment to appease the beating heart.
They decided to go for a walk, like those old men and women who have been together for decades, holding hands and walking slowly on the street.In fact, they've been with each other for four months, which feels like four.
Another advantage of Shaoxing Road appears at this time.
In the secluded small street, there are almost no pedestrians after nightfall, and the dim light only forms a circle under the lamppost and does not shine on other places.
They dragged their hands on the road, imagining that it was under the white sun, people were coming and going on the street, and no one was looking at them curiously, inquiringly, or even disgusted or contemptuously, as if the two men holding hands were very normal, Just one of thousands of couples.Walking like this, it seemed that there was a kind of uprightness that announced to the world, and the hand that was dragging was gently swung up, like swinging, swinging higher and higher, wishing everyone could see the tightly clasped fingers.
However, there was no one on the road at all.
Lights shine from the small buildings on the street, turning the night of the city into a velvet blanket woven with gold and silver. Under the blanket, there is probably a story in every quiet and bright hut, like the story of him and him.
Just 500 meters, they walked for half an hour, until the moon was sleepy, lazily glowing like glitches.But they were not sleepy at all, and their hearts and minds were full of a new kind of joy.How difficult it is to meet pure love between two people in this world, and it happens that both of them know it.Because I know it, I cherish it all the more.
After walking 500 meters, and walking back slowly, Qu He stopped at the gate of his small courtyard.
He looked at Li Xunran, with a warm golden light in his eyes: "I want to give you a real first kiss."
He gently pushed him against the lamppost, put his left hand between his head and the lamppost, and rested his right hand on the lamppost, without any hesitation, he pressed his lips against his.He lightly licked it with the tip of his tongue. After walking all night, both of their lips were a little dry, but the tip of his tongue was wet like a weed, softening the tight lip line.Then, like knocking on the door, he tapped the opposite teeth lightly.
He was surrounded by the orange-red light, and his eyes were a little blurred.When that face bullied him, he closed his eyes naturally, and rested his hands on the joint of his shoulders and back.He felt the tip of his tongue knocking on the door, so he opened his mouth slightly and touched his with his tongue.There was a trembling like electricity passing through the depths of his brain, his hands increased strength, and they climbed up to his neck, and his tongue penetrated deeper and deeper, entangled together, like the fingers they used to hold back and forth thousands of times.He has imagined the appearance of his first kiss countless times, but he never thought about the current situation.He had been exhausted by the long crush, and he no longer had any expectations for kissing the one he loved.But it came suddenly, and he didn't even have time to think, let alone make any preparations.But this is good, good.
He circled his body leaning against the lamppost, pressed his lips tightly against his, feeling his lingering response.It's like a kind of warmth is born in the cell nucleus, even the eye sockets are warmed to heat, only to kiss deeper, deeper, wanting to slowly give him the thick and sticky love in the chest, like counting the source of life delivered to him.He had loved others before, the love with Cui Yao was logical, and the love with Xia Bailu was born of pity, but that was not how he feels now.Loving, admiring, tolerant, possessive, sympathetic, reluctant to part, heart-to-heart, lingering hatred... Countless subtle emotions are mixed together, and he can't tell them apart. He just wants to turn the best everything he has into his.He's in love with the man who has the same face as him, he's in love with the man he used to be his brother, but so what, he's just in love.
This kiss is so beautiful.On the street in the middle of the night, like a pair of the most ordinary lovers, they boldly said to the world: We are together.He is willing to take him anywhere he wants to go, and he is willing to be taken anywhere by him.
The light poured down from the top of the head, covering the two people who were kissing, as if they were covered with a layer of tulle.Their perfect profiles are looming in the light and shadows, like a brocade painting, stitch by stitch, exquisite workmanship.Love oozes out from every pore and every strand of hair of the person in the painting, wrapping each other densely.
Love, that mysterious feeling in the legend.
☆, I love you, like a mystery (2)
C. Go to bed early
When they entered the house, the clock on the wall said 12 o'clock, midnight.
The bouquet of iris was still on the side table in the hall.
Qu and Xizizi found a thin-necked glass bottle, filled it with water, put all the flowers in it, and placed it neatly on the side table.
Li Xunran watched him running around, his whole body glowing pink like a young girl, and couldn't help laughing: "Why do you buy flowers? I'm not a woman, I don't accept flowers."
Qu He was squatting at the table arranging the flowers and branches. He raised his head when he heard this, his face was overwhelmed by happiness: "I bought it for the two of us, and for this family."
"Why pansies?"
"I happen to know its flower language." Qu He blinked with a mysterious expression on his face.
"So you don't intend to tell me?" Li Xunran folded his arms and smiled evilly at him.
Qu He was a little overwhelmed, he had never seen Li Xunran smile like this before, that face that looked like his was actually charming now, as if he knew how much lethal power he had but deliberately made moves, it was very foul.
Seeing him squatting on the ground in a daze, Li Xunran stared at him, immediately felt a little embarrassed, turned around and walked in, and said as he walked, "It seems that I don't know how to check it myself."
Qu He came back to his senses, got up and followed behind: "Check it out yourself, and remember what you found out."
Li Xunran turned around and gave him a supercilious look: "Don't just follow the pole."
Qu He went to look for his hand again and grabbed it: "Don't worry about what it means, just say it's pretty or not and put it there."
Li Xunran stopped and looked at it carefully.The flower was white and inconspicuous. The petals were stacked together, reminding him of the fried shrimp chips he used to eat when he was a child—hey, how could there be such a strange association?The logic of foodies is unreasonable.
"Flowers are good, bottles are bad."
"I'll buy another one tomorrow." Qu He followed suit.
The atmosphere could have been so relaxed, but after taking a shower, a question came before him, and the atmosphere became a little awkward again.
As for how to sleep at night, they didn't have time to think about it all afternoon and night. Now, they had to think about it.
Originally, this was not a problem.
The development of the matter to this point is a surprise, and it is the fruit of evil that Qu He only reached with his tiptoes and stretched his hands. For the time being, he has no more courage to pick bigger and sweeter fruits. Not prepared, he believed that Li Xunran was not, he was evading from the beginning to the end.
So if there were no previous seven days, they would probably say good night to each other naturally at this moment, then go back to their rooms, and add a good night kiss, maybe.
However, there were those seven days.They slept together in the same bed, breathed and heard each other, were so preoccupied that they couldn't sleep at night, and finally slept for seven nights with their hands wrapped around each other.
Psychologists say that there are three stages in the formation of habits, 7 days-21 days-3 months. 7 days is enough for a habit to take shape, such as being unable to fall asleep without dragging that hand, such as suddenly separating and going back to the room, it seems to deny all the hugs and kisses throughout the night.
The two sat on the sofa in their pajamas, silent, silent, silent.
Qu He took a peek at Li Xunran, he was wiping his hair with a towel, the big towel wrapped his whole head, and he was completely oblivious to it—or it was deception.
Qu He sighed secretly, and he stood up: "I'm going to bed first, remember to dry my hair before going to bed, I can't cure my headache."
Li Xunran stopped what he was doing, and poked his head out from under the towel, with a few dull hairs on his forehead, making him look cute and soft.He looked up at Qu He, hesitant to speak.
Qu He was so intrigued by his curly hair, he stretched out his hand to rub it, and scratched it hard through the towel: "Your father occupied the bed for seven days, you must be thinking badly, go back to sleep after wiping, it's too late." It's almost 1 o'clock."
Li Xunran's shoulders obviously slumped when he heard this, and he relaxed. He raised his eyebrows and smiled, revealing a small row of white teeth: "Go and sleep with yours, you are just a day older than me, and you are more strict than my dad."
Qu He likes to see him smile, and thinks it is the most beautiful scenery than anything else.He turned and walked upstairs, and turned back halfway: "Dry your hair before going to sleep!"
"Hey, run with me after what you said, I will ask you to go tomorrow." Li Xunran shouted behind him.
You sleep like a lazy pig every day, you don't get up until eight o'clock, call me?Qu He was full of disdain, oh no, it was pampering.
The lights in the two rooms facing each other were turned off, but the people in the room were not asleep.Think about it too, after a day like this, who can sleep?
Qu He was lying on the bed flipping, like pancakes, when the phone suddenly rang.
"You haven't said good night to me yet." Li Xunran sent.
Qu He couldn't turn it over, and immediately replied: "I haven't slept yet, I can't bear to sleep."
"Then you have to sleep, and you have to go to work tomorrow."
"Are you unable to sleep again?"
"It's okay, I'm used to it."
"Where is the MP3 on?"
"Ah."
"Then go to bed quickly, and be obedient."
"it is good."
"Good night."
"Good night."
D. run
Li Xunran is a people's policeman who keeps his word. He runs when he says to run, and wakes up when he says to wake up.
Qu He successfully held hands, and the sweetness in my heart couldn't go away for a while. I lay down at 1 o'clock and rolled on the bed until 2 o'clock before barely falling asleep. Before I even had time to finish a dream, I felt something. Scratching his own head, like a lion's paw.He stretched out his hand to knock the thing off, and it didn't take long for him to scratch again, this time scratching harder, showing impatience.
It took quite a while for Qu He to pull himself out of the dream, only to realize that there was really a claw scratching, it wasn't a dream!He opened his eyes, he didn't sleep enough, he was very astringent, he blinked twice, and then he saw Li Xunran standing beside the bed, needless to say, his claws belonged to him.
"What time do you come to make trouble with me?" Qu He was in a daze, no matter how great the power of love was, it couldn't keep people from sleeping, he was so sleepy, please let him go.
But Officer Li didn't let it go: "6 o'clock, I used to get up at this time in the police academy for running, but today I woke up so early for you, and gave you half an hour to wake up and go to the toilet." .
Qu He was still confused: what's going on? !
The situation is that Officer Li told you to run, and you had to run.
At 06:30 in the morning on Shaoxing Road, the ambiguous atmosphere of last night was gone. It was just dawn, and there were signs of people's activities in various small buildings.
Officer Li was dressed in sportswear, with a straight body, and his long legs seemed to be spinning when he ran, which was really good-looking.
Professor Qu couldn't bear it.He is an artist, so he is not a material for sports. In addition, he hasn't slept enough, and he is wheezing and wheezing after he can't run 100 meters.
Li Xunran stopped and waited for him: "No wonder your face turns pale after riding a roller coaster. Running with me for a month will make you feel better."
Qu He was about to cry: "Ancestor, please forgive me. Running is fine, can we stop getting up so early? Can we stop running so fast as soon as we come up? You see that my legs are as long as yours and I feel that I can As fast as you run?"
Li Xunran himself hasn't been able to sleep well lately. Going to bed at two o'clock and starting at six o'clock is not difficult. He forgot that Qu He didn't have any sleep problems. After thinking about it, he only slept for four or five hours, which was indeed a bit short, and he had an apology on his face: "Did you sleep late yesterday? I was careless today, why don't you go back to sleep for a while?"
"Don't stop, I've been up since I got up, I can't suffer this crime for nothing, just keep running to the end, can you slow down?" Qu He accepted his fate, after all, Police Officer Li also cared about his body.
So the early risers on Shaoxing Road were blessed. They saw a pair of plump and handsome twins running in the morning at an unscientific speed.The gradually rising morning glow coated their bodies with a layer of gold, making the whole road as if it had been repaired from a fairy tale world, so beautiful that it was unreal.
No one could be happier than Professor Qu who was sitting at the breakfast table at this time. He had served Officer Li's breakfast silently for more than a month, and today he finally talked about enjoying himself—of course, he really didn't have the strength to move anymore, the exercise of running so horrible!
Li Xunran originally asked him to go home first, and go to Ruijin Road to buy small wontons for breakfast, but Professor Qu is in the period of passionate love that has been dazzled by the successful confession of Chinese block letters. At this time, the brain usually only gives people Send a command: get bored with each other for as long as you can, don't miss a moment of opportunity!
Professor Qu executed the instructions of his brain very well. Even if the muscles in his legs ran like stretched springs and screamed when he moved, he still had to go shopping along with him!
This journey made Li Xunran tremble with fear.Qu He's hands were always dishonest, he took every opportunity to rub his hands, touched and hooked his fingertips, Li Xunran dodged left and right under his sleeves, very embarrassed.
He glared at Qu He: On the main road!
Qu He looked straight and serious, looked ahead, bowed his waist, put his hands directly on Li Xunran's shoulders, turned his head and gave a look: Is there any problem now, my legs hurt and I can't walk.
Officer Li was too angry to speak.
Why not eat in the store?Because there are so many people in the store, it is inconvenient to get tired of it!
So now they are sitting at the dining table at home, and Li Xunran is pouring out the small wontons from the packing box: "Eat it while it's hot, or it will dry out if you don't eat the soup. It's just you, you have to pack it."
Qu He now tastes sweet even if he drinks Coptis chinensis water, and he feels that he is praising himself for everything Li Xunran says: "The house is so clean, and I can take a shower after eating. I'm sweating all over." Move, look at the wontons in the bowl, look at Officer Li pitifully, and use all your skills to be cute: "I'm too tired, I can't eat..."
Officer Li said to him, "You can run with your hands?"
He didn't speak, he was determined to sell his cuteness to the end, but he just flashed his eyes at people, making people dizzy and heart-warming.
Li Xunran couldn't take it anymore, scooped up a wonton and stuffed it into his mouth: "You're going to make me sick! How can I have breakfast?!"
Professor Qu succeeded in showing off his cuteness. He received his supernatural powers and chewed wontons with his eyes closed: "It's delicious! Let's have another one!"
Li Xunran was too lazy to talk to him.He opened his eyes and stared at the person: "You can't eat it? Do you want me to feed you?"
Police Officer Li was startled, and quickly changed the subject: "Did you say you went crazy on the main road today?"
Professor Qu acted coquettishly: "I haven't run seriously since high school, my legs hurt. Besides, no one saw me."
Li Xunran put down the spoon, supported his head, and looked at him tenderly with his beautiful round eyes: "From now on, we will take a walk on Shaoxing Road every night."
Qu He was in a daze, and after a while, he choked out a sentence: "Oh, I see."
☆, I love you, like a mystery (3)
E. I agreed to take you to eat delicious food
"Officer Li, where have you been?" Qu He sat by the French window, keeping his eyes on the road outside.
"Get out of the subway. Which way did you come?" The voice from the receiver was hurried and panting.
"Shaanxi South Road, Xiangyang Road, intersection. Don't worry, I didn't rush you, just cross the road and watch."
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Just like this, the ten fingers are clasped together, and in the late summer night, layers of sweat emerge from the grip.
Some things have already happened, none of them are willing to think about it, let alone say it.The night is a good excuse, it doesn't need to say anything, it knows everything.
This is not the first time they hold hands, but it is also the first time.
When he woke up, there was no one around him, his hands were cold, the sweat had dried up long ago, and there was no trace of his breath left.Li Xunran began to wonder if he had a dream last night.
The downstairs is bustling. Director Li has rested, and his face is not as stiff as yesterday. He began to show some interest in Qu He, who looks like his son. He listened very well to Qu He when he asked questions about his childhood at the dinner table. focus.
Seeing Li Xunran coming downstairs, Qu's mother called him to come to eat quickly: "How did Ran sleep well? He told him to take us to the Bund after dinner."
"The Bund must be full of people today." Li Xunran went to sit next to Qu He, who was drinking soy milk and snoring.
"After visiting the Bund, you can also take a boat tour on the Huangpu River and see the mouth of the sea." Qu's mother was very excited.
Li Xunran nodded: "Auntie likes it, so we will take you and my dad for a stroll."
Going out on National Day is still in Greater Shanghai, especially on the Bund, and one can imagine the degree of physical exertion.The two young men were sweating profusely walking with their parents. It wasn't hot, but crowded.The crowd was raging, and they accidentally walked away without seeing each other. I didn't see much of the scenery, and I appreciated a lot from the back of my head.
After finally sitting on the cruise ship, I can breathe a sigh of relief.The two elders leaned on the side of the ship and looked out over the railing, taking pictures and screaming.Qu He wiped the sweat from his forehead, sat down to drink water, Li Xunran wanted to open his mouth to ask about last night several times, but he held back.
"You can talk to my mother?" Qu He asked him.
"I didn't have a mother since I was a child, and my aunt made me feel very close."
"It's rare that someone doesn't think my mother is nagging. I can't stand her mouth. When I was in Beijing, I was read enough by her."
"Old man, it's inevitable that your mouth will be broken, and it's for your own good."
"That's because it's not your turn. You'll know when it's your turn. Maybe someday I'll introduce you to a girlfriend."
At this point, the atmosphere suddenly became strangely silent.
Li Xunran remembered the holding hands last night, and the ambiguous "don't move".He looked into Qu He's eyes, the black pupils were like a mirror, reflecting his own face.
Qu He was also looking at him, his eyes were deep, and he wanted to put the person in front of him into his pupils.
They didn't say anything, and it seemed that a thousand words had been exchanged.
After the flowers bloomed and faded for so long, Qu He said softly, "Don't worry."
The heart is melted ice, flowing around feebly.
At night again, after the lights were turned off, the two of them were lying quietly on the bed. Li Xunran felt a hand crawling from under the quilt beside him, like yesterday, gently and firmly clasping his right hand.
As if he had been waiting for this moment, he shook his hand lightly, and then closed his eyes with peace of mind.
There is no other movement between the two people, their world is all in those two hands that are held together, and everything else is no longer important.
Li Xunran was dreaming again.He dreamed that he was lying on his back in a small boat, with the warm sunshine on his face and the quiet lake water around him. radian.This is probably how a baby feels in the mother's womb, comfortable, safe, and lazy.He rested his head on his arms, closed his eyes, and fell asleep again in his dream.
M. Abyss
Six days passed quickly, and in the morning of the seventh day, my father and mother were going home.
Dad has a job, and it is the director's "privilege to visit relatives" to be able to rest for seven days during the National Day holiday. Mom is thinking about Uncle Zhao, and she is relieved to see that her son is doing well in Shanghai.
After lunch, Qu He and Li Xunran sent their parents to the train station together. Qu's mother, with tears in her eyes, told Qu He to take care of herself and Ran Ran: "You are an older brother, take care of your younger brother." Li Xunran said: "If Hehe bullies you, you can tell auntie, and auntie will make the decision for you." Li Xunran smiled subtly: "No auntie, he is very good."
Director Li maintained a straight posture, and when saying goodbye, he still did not forget to say: "Study hard, don't miss the class." After speaking, he looked at Qu He: "Ranran will take you to Tongshi when I have time." Qu He Diandian Head: "Definitely."
On the way home, no one spoke.
Passing by a row of flower shops on Shaanxi South Road, Qu He suddenly said, "Wait a minute." Then he turned and walked into one.After a while, I came out with a bouquet of flowers in my hand.
Li Xunran was surprised: "Why do you buy flowers so well?"
Qu Hexiao: "I'm in a good mood."
"What kind of flower is this?"
"Butterflies."
"Oh."
The whole journey continued silently, but Qu He's footsteps were brisk, revealing a sense of pride in the accomplishment.
As soon as he entered the door of the small courtyard, Qu He's movements suddenly sped up, he turned around and locked the door, he grabbed Li Xunran and quickly rushed to the front of the small building, hurriedly took out the key to open the door, pulled the person in, and then turned back with a "bang" Pushing the door shut, the hustle and bustle of the road was shut out.
Li Xunran was a little nervous, what should come will always come.
Qu He put the flowers on the side table in the hall, and turned to look at Li Xunran.Li Xunran looked back at him, his eyes trembling slightly.Their gazes are full of unwillingness, resentment, anxiety, resignation and emaciation, as well as a surge of sweetness.
Qu He took a deep breath, opened his arms to hug the person in front of him, and hugged him tightly into his arms.His head rested on his shoulders, and his hands wrapped tightly around his waist, until he confirmed that his waist was also lightly encircled by his hands, then he sighed in satisfaction: "Your waist is really thin."
Li Xunran just felt dizzy.
Some things, even if you already know it well, as long as you don't say it, you can pretend, and you can lie to yourself that nothing happened.However, it is not easy to lie to oneself after all.
He heard Quhe rubbing against his ear, and said in a nearly hoarse voice, "I miss you every day in Europe."
Then he heard his own voice: "Me too."
The hands around his waist were tightened, as if confirming that he really existed in his arms.They just hugged, nothing is more important than this moment.
"When did you know?" Li Xunran asked.
"The day I went to Suzhou." Qu He seemed to be soaked in honey water, and felt that the whole room was filled with intoxicating sweetness, "What about you?"
"concert."
Qu He trembled, he reluctantly let go of his embrace, put the person in front of him, stretched out his hand to cover his side face, and said in a tone of pity: "It's my fault." Li Xunran tilted his head She turned her face to the palm, slightly closed her eyes and rubbed gently, longing for such intimate skin contact for a long time.
Qu He felt that his heart was as soft as a ball of cotton, stuffed fluffy in his chest, obviously very light, but filled his whole body completely, leaving no extra space for anything else. "But I was probably bewitched when I heard your name." He began to believe in fate, that thing called fate, for today's moment, everything in his previous 29 years of life was worth it.
Li Xunran chuckled: "Don't be talkative, it's too nasty."
Qu He was very serious: "What I said is true, but I didn't know it before."
Li Xunran shook his head, wanting to say to him: It's actually better not to know.But at such a moment, I really don't want to spoil the scenery.
He didn't just discover Qu He's intentions today. He is a criminal police officer who is best at observing clues. They have left too much evidence between them, and the truth can be revealed with a little thought.The evidence was piled up in his mind, piled up as high as a mountain, but he put them on the shelf and didn't touch them.
He escapes.
What else?Dragging him into the abyss with him?He knows that same-sex love is no longer an unspeakable emotion. Young gay people in their early 20s can even hold hands and kiss on the street calmly.But he is different from Qu He. They used to have their own beloved women, a lot of messy past, and the taboo on homosexuality that they couldn't get rid of when they were growing up. None of them thought that they would fall in love with a man one day.Letting the truth out is too cruel for both of them. After a short sweetness, what will be waiting for them?Family, future, which one can they refuse?Don't you think about these things?
But now, all these concerns are irrelevant.After the door was pushed open, he knew that it was impossible for him to turn back.
Qu He reached out to find his hand, and dragged him to the sofa to sit down.They naturally clasped their fingers together, as if they had done it every night for the past seven days, as if they knew no other gestures except this one way of holding hands.
Li Xunran stared at Qu He, he said to himself: Never mind him, just take one step at a time.
Then he raised his right hand and pressed it to his lips, imprinting a deep kiss, and then slowly pressed the palm of his hand to his curved lips, imprinting it forcefully, as if stamping there with his own heart.
"I still can't accept falling in love with a man, but I really fell in love with you. Next, I don't know what to do." He said leisurely, with mist in his eyes, with some Despair buried in the bottom.
Qu He covered his hand with his own, kissed his palm, and squirmed: "I know, I understand. But I'm already in love, what can I do?"
Li Xunran withdrew his hand, stared at his palm for a long time before raising his head, the mist in his eyes became thicker: "I want to kiss you, but my heart resists, I always feel that it shouldn't be, all of this is wrong of."
After finishing speaking, he suddenly leaned forward and kissed the person in front of him fiercely.
Qu He was knocked backwards, half stuck between the sofa armrest and the backrest, hastily stretched out his hand to cover the rushing man, caught his recklessness with his lips, and responded gently.The person in his arms kissed without any rules, just rubbing his lips back and forth, with a sense of panic.Qu He continued his kiss one by one, sucked his lips lightly, and bit them shallowly with his teeth, which made him tremble slightly.
He rubbed and comforted Li Xun's back with one hand, and covered his head with the other. The fluffy touch combined with the flustered twisting made people feel distressed.
After a long time of confused restlessness, Li Xunran was finally willing to stop.He was panting on Qu He's shoulders, his ears were red as if they were about to bleed.
Qu He understands the source of all the panic, he is also a man, he understands.
They are two men.
They crossed the first hurdle, but the second hurdle was higher and more difficult, and even he himself didn't know how to cross it.
He patted Li Xunran's back with his hands, and pressed his lips against his ears: "Don't be afraid, I have everything. I won't do anything you don't want to. As long as you are by my side, that's fine."
Li Xunran was relieved by these words, his body relaxed obviously, he gradually got used to such an intimate distance, he lay on Qu He's body, his hands passed through the gap between the sofa and his body, and encircled the person in front of him, Resting his head comfortably in the crescent of his neck, he said after a long while, "This is, my first kiss..."
Qu He put one arm around his waist and put the other around his neck, wrapping him around like this, afraid that he would fall, and said, "I'm not, I'm sorry."
Li Xunran buried it between his necks and let out a mouthful of hot air: "I know."
☆, I love you, like a mystery (1)
A. You are always there
Love doesn't exist in words like "I love you", its existence has always been a mystery.
"The Peony Pavilion" sang: "I don't know where it starts, but it goes deep." "A Dream of Red Mansions" said: "Let's drink three thousand waters, I just take a ladle to drink."
Why did Du Liniang fall in love with Liu Mengmei?no one knows.The official interpretation is for resistance, but do you believe it?Even Jia Baoyu and Lin Daiyu, a couple who regard love as their life, still need the evidence of others to clarify their intentions.
Love is so elusive and illusory, but people throughout the ages are still obsessed with this insubstantial thing, no one can see through it, and no one can escape.
It is like a drug, which makes people addicted and addicted.
Li Xunran threw himself into this love with a kind of determination to break the boat. His worries were still there, and his worries were not missing at all, but the song and quiet voice made him willing to temporarily store them away.
We have at least two years, he told himself.In fact, it is one year and eight months.
Qu He kept the posture stuck on the sofa, embracing the person who was half hanging on his body, 10 minutes, 10 minutes, half an hour... They didn't speak, but quietly drew strength from each other's body, got hold of hands and walked down, face to face Courage to the world.
He rubbed his side face against the ear of the person in his arms, and clearly heard the joyful bursting of bubbles in his body. He seemed to have never been so satisfied and happy in his heart, even the joy of being admitted to the chief of the orchestra was incomparable. "I thought, you are more important than my cello." He was glad that he recognized this reality.
He understood the weight of these words, let go of his arms, and sat up on the sofa, seeing him awkwardly stuck in the sofa, his posture was a little stiff. "It's because I'm heavier than the cello." He suddenly felt like joking.
"I still have a little feeling in my hand, and you can hang it for a while." He smiled all over his voice and eyes.
Li Xunran stretched out his hand to pass it over, Qu He held it immediately, sat upright with his strength, and moved his shoulders according to the trend: "To be honest, I really have to run with you in the future, otherwise I won't be able to hug you."
"I can hug you." Li Xunran felt that his heart was put back in his stomach. He was the normal Li Xunran who could fight, fight, talk and laugh again.
Qu He just looked at him and smiled, wisps of sweetness rolled in the air.
Li Xunran also laughed, he leaned back on the sofa to make himself more comfortable: "Where's my gift?"
Qu He grabbed his hand and put it on his left chest: "Here." He looked at him: "This is the best gift I can think of."
With the cotton cloth between his palms, he could still feel the powerful beating of his heart. Li Xunran closed his eyes to make the touch from his palms clearer in the dark, as if he held the vibration of every blood vessel in his hands. "As fast as mine."
It's just the two of them in this house, no one will bother, which is great.
"I'm hungry." Li Xunran said.
"I remember it was agreed in the past that you are the one who cooks the food." Qu He still smiled. The sum of his smiles in the past 29 years probably wasn't as strong as it is today.
"But you are better at doing it than me now." Li Xunran felt that he was qualified to act like a baby today.
Qu He stood up: "I cook, you eat. I'm happy when you're full. It's fair." After speaking, he bent down unexpectedly, tapped Li Xunran's mouth lightly, turned around and walked into the kitchen without hesitation, leaving The pink bubbles floating in front of the eyes of the person on the sofa.
Li Xunran pinched his own hand, all of this is true, true, not some damned illusion.
There is no grocery shopping, and dinner is just two bowls of noodles with a few dishes of leftovers from lunch.
The two sat at the table facing each other, Li Xunran ate the noodles bite by bite, and took a chopstick from time to time, but didn't speak.
Qu He wondered: "What's the situation? The noodles are not tasty? If they are not tasty, I will make them again for you."
"I suspect that I had hallucinations that time because I found out that it's right for you...but why didn't I have hallucinations today?" Li Xunran was depressed, he temporarily passed one hurdle, but there was another one waiting ahead.
Qu He stopped his chopsticks: "So your strange action that night was because you found out that you like me?"
Li Xunran was stunned: "What strange action?"
"You keep touching my face like a blind man, from eyebrow to chin."
Li Xunran remembered, her face turned red.
The appearance of him subduing the prisoners in Suzhou Paradise is vivid in his memory, and it was only then that Qu He really realized that he only knew a part of Li Xunran.He also has another world that he has never participated in. In that world, he is not a younger brother who is taken care of, but a criminal policeman who can protect the peace of the people, and is the spokesperson of justice and strength in people's hearts.His eyes are as clear as a spring, not because he is ignorant, let alone because he doesn't understand how difficult the world is, but because he has seen too much and thought too much.He is not a little girl who is at a loss and shivering behind others. There shouldn't be anything that can defeat him.But he has had such a difficult life recently, being tormented by that seed repeatedly, it is a luxury to get a good night's sleep.
Qu He walked up to him and knelt down, took his hand and put it on his face: "I will be here from now on, you don't have to struggle alone. You can touch my face at any time, I promise this is not a hallucination. From now on Even if hallucinations occur, I will definitely be with you in your hallucinations."
Li Xunran used his fingers to carefully distinguish the outline of the face in front of him, his voice was weak and struggling: "You are indeed inside. You have always been there."
B.a painting
Usually the entertainment after dinner is to watch TV, or go back to the room to play online.
Of course today is not usual, today is so special, it is necessary to have an unusual entertainment to appease the beating heart.
They decided to go for a walk, like those old men and women who have been together for decades, holding hands and walking slowly on the street.In fact, they've been with each other for four months, which feels like four.
Another advantage of Shaoxing Road appears at this time.
In the secluded small street, there are almost no pedestrians after nightfall, and the dim light only forms a circle under the lamppost and does not shine on other places.
They dragged their hands on the road, imagining that it was under the white sun, people were coming and going on the street, and no one was looking at them curiously, inquiringly, or even disgusted or contemptuously, as if the two men holding hands were very normal, Just one of thousands of couples.Walking like this, it seemed that there was a kind of uprightness that announced to the world, and the hand that was dragging was gently swung up, like swinging, swinging higher and higher, wishing everyone could see the tightly clasped fingers.
However, there was no one on the road at all.
Lights shine from the small buildings on the street, turning the night of the city into a velvet blanket woven with gold and silver. Under the blanket, there is probably a story in every quiet and bright hut, like the story of him and him.
Just 500 meters, they walked for half an hour, until the moon was sleepy, lazily glowing like glitches.But they were not sleepy at all, and their hearts and minds were full of a new kind of joy.How difficult it is to meet pure love between two people in this world, and it happens that both of them know it.Because I know it, I cherish it all the more.
After walking 500 meters, and walking back slowly, Qu He stopped at the gate of his small courtyard.
He looked at Li Xunran, with a warm golden light in his eyes: "I want to give you a real first kiss."
He gently pushed him against the lamppost, put his left hand between his head and the lamppost, and rested his right hand on the lamppost, without any hesitation, he pressed his lips against his.He lightly licked it with the tip of his tongue. After walking all night, both of their lips were a little dry, but the tip of his tongue was wet like a weed, softening the tight lip line.Then, like knocking on the door, he tapped the opposite teeth lightly.
He was surrounded by the orange-red light, and his eyes were a little blurred.When that face bullied him, he closed his eyes naturally, and rested his hands on the joint of his shoulders and back.He felt the tip of his tongue knocking on the door, so he opened his mouth slightly and touched his with his tongue.There was a trembling like electricity passing through the depths of his brain, his hands increased strength, and they climbed up to his neck, and his tongue penetrated deeper and deeper, entangled together, like the fingers they used to hold back and forth thousands of times.He has imagined the appearance of his first kiss countless times, but he never thought about the current situation.He had been exhausted by the long crush, and he no longer had any expectations for kissing the one he loved.But it came suddenly, and he didn't even have time to think, let alone make any preparations.But this is good, good.
He circled his body leaning against the lamppost, pressed his lips tightly against his, feeling his lingering response.It's like a kind of warmth is born in the cell nucleus, even the eye sockets are warmed to heat, only to kiss deeper, deeper, wanting to slowly give him the thick and sticky love in the chest, like counting the source of life delivered to him.He had loved others before, the love with Cui Yao was logical, and the love with Xia Bailu was born of pity, but that was not how he feels now.Loving, admiring, tolerant, possessive, sympathetic, reluctant to part, heart-to-heart, lingering hatred... Countless subtle emotions are mixed together, and he can't tell them apart. He just wants to turn the best everything he has into his.He's in love with the man who has the same face as him, he's in love with the man he used to be his brother, but so what, he's just in love.
This kiss is so beautiful.On the street in the middle of the night, like a pair of the most ordinary lovers, they boldly said to the world: We are together.He is willing to take him anywhere he wants to go, and he is willing to be taken anywhere by him.
The light poured down from the top of the head, covering the two people who were kissing, as if they were covered with a layer of tulle.Their perfect profiles are looming in the light and shadows, like a brocade painting, stitch by stitch, exquisite workmanship.Love oozes out from every pore and every strand of hair of the person in the painting, wrapping each other densely.
Love, that mysterious feeling in the legend.
☆, I love you, like a mystery (2)
C. Go to bed early
When they entered the house, the clock on the wall said 12 o'clock, midnight.
The bouquet of iris was still on the side table in the hall.
Qu and Xizizi found a thin-necked glass bottle, filled it with water, put all the flowers in it, and placed it neatly on the side table.
Li Xunran watched him running around, his whole body glowing pink like a young girl, and couldn't help laughing: "Why do you buy flowers? I'm not a woman, I don't accept flowers."
Qu He was squatting at the table arranging the flowers and branches. He raised his head when he heard this, his face was overwhelmed by happiness: "I bought it for the two of us, and for this family."
"Why pansies?"
"I happen to know its flower language." Qu He blinked with a mysterious expression on his face.
"So you don't intend to tell me?" Li Xunran folded his arms and smiled evilly at him.
Qu He was a little overwhelmed, he had never seen Li Xunran smile like this before, that face that looked like his was actually charming now, as if he knew how much lethal power he had but deliberately made moves, it was very foul.
Seeing him squatting on the ground in a daze, Li Xunran stared at him, immediately felt a little embarrassed, turned around and walked in, and said as he walked, "It seems that I don't know how to check it myself."
Qu He came back to his senses, got up and followed behind: "Check it out yourself, and remember what you found out."
Li Xunran turned around and gave him a supercilious look: "Don't just follow the pole."
Qu He went to look for his hand again and grabbed it: "Don't worry about what it means, just say it's pretty or not and put it there."
Li Xunran stopped and looked at it carefully.The flower was white and inconspicuous. The petals were stacked together, reminding him of the fried shrimp chips he used to eat when he was a child—hey, how could there be such a strange association?The logic of foodies is unreasonable.
"Flowers are good, bottles are bad."
"I'll buy another one tomorrow." Qu He followed suit.
The atmosphere could have been so relaxed, but after taking a shower, a question came before him, and the atmosphere became a little awkward again.
As for how to sleep at night, they didn't have time to think about it all afternoon and night. Now, they had to think about it.
Originally, this was not a problem.
The development of the matter to this point is a surprise, and it is the fruit of evil that Qu He only reached with his tiptoes and stretched his hands. For the time being, he has no more courage to pick bigger and sweeter fruits. Not prepared, he believed that Li Xunran was not, he was evading from the beginning to the end.
So if there were no previous seven days, they would probably say good night to each other naturally at this moment, then go back to their rooms, and add a good night kiss, maybe.
However, there were those seven days.They slept together in the same bed, breathed and heard each other, were so preoccupied that they couldn't sleep at night, and finally slept for seven nights with their hands wrapped around each other.
Psychologists say that there are three stages in the formation of habits, 7 days-21 days-3 months. 7 days is enough for a habit to take shape, such as being unable to fall asleep without dragging that hand, such as suddenly separating and going back to the room, it seems to deny all the hugs and kisses throughout the night.
The two sat on the sofa in their pajamas, silent, silent, silent.
Qu He took a peek at Li Xunran, he was wiping his hair with a towel, the big towel wrapped his whole head, and he was completely oblivious to it—or it was deception.
Qu He sighed secretly, and he stood up: "I'm going to bed first, remember to dry my hair before going to bed, I can't cure my headache."
Li Xunran stopped what he was doing, and poked his head out from under the towel, with a few dull hairs on his forehead, making him look cute and soft.He looked up at Qu He, hesitant to speak.
Qu He was so intrigued by his curly hair, he stretched out his hand to rub it, and scratched it hard through the towel: "Your father occupied the bed for seven days, you must be thinking badly, go back to sleep after wiping, it's too late." It's almost 1 o'clock."
Li Xunran's shoulders obviously slumped when he heard this, and he relaxed. He raised his eyebrows and smiled, revealing a small row of white teeth: "Go and sleep with yours, you are just a day older than me, and you are more strict than my dad."
Qu He likes to see him smile, and thinks it is the most beautiful scenery than anything else.He turned and walked upstairs, and turned back halfway: "Dry your hair before going to sleep!"
"Hey, run with me after what you said, I will ask you to go tomorrow." Li Xunran shouted behind him.
You sleep like a lazy pig every day, you don't get up until eight o'clock, call me?Qu He was full of disdain, oh no, it was pampering.
The lights in the two rooms facing each other were turned off, but the people in the room were not asleep.Think about it too, after a day like this, who can sleep?
Qu He was lying on the bed flipping, like pancakes, when the phone suddenly rang.
"You haven't said good night to me yet." Li Xunran sent.
Qu He couldn't turn it over, and immediately replied: "I haven't slept yet, I can't bear to sleep."
"Then you have to sleep, and you have to go to work tomorrow."
"Are you unable to sleep again?"
"It's okay, I'm used to it."
"Where is the MP3 on?"
"Ah."
"Then go to bed quickly, and be obedient."
"it is good."
"Good night."
"Good night."
D. run
Li Xunran is a people's policeman who keeps his word. He runs when he says to run, and wakes up when he says to wake up.
Qu He successfully held hands, and the sweetness in my heart couldn't go away for a while. I lay down at 1 o'clock and rolled on the bed until 2 o'clock before barely falling asleep. Before I even had time to finish a dream, I felt something. Scratching his own head, like a lion's paw.He stretched out his hand to knock the thing off, and it didn't take long for him to scratch again, this time scratching harder, showing impatience.
It took quite a while for Qu He to pull himself out of the dream, only to realize that there was really a claw scratching, it wasn't a dream!He opened his eyes, he didn't sleep enough, he was very astringent, he blinked twice, and then he saw Li Xunran standing beside the bed, needless to say, his claws belonged to him.
"What time do you come to make trouble with me?" Qu He was in a daze, no matter how great the power of love was, it couldn't keep people from sleeping, he was so sleepy, please let him go.
But Officer Li didn't let it go: "6 o'clock, I used to get up at this time in the police academy for running, but today I woke up so early for you, and gave you half an hour to wake up and go to the toilet." .
Qu He was still confused: what's going on? !
The situation is that Officer Li told you to run, and you had to run.
At 06:30 in the morning on Shaoxing Road, the ambiguous atmosphere of last night was gone. It was just dawn, and there were signs of people's activities in various small buildings.
Officer Li was dressed in sportswear, with a straight body, and his long legs seemed to be spinning when he ran, which was really good-looking.
Professor Qu couldn't bear it.He is an artist, so he is not a material for sports. In addition, he hasn't slept enough, and he is wheezing and wheezing after he can't run 100 meters.
Li Xunran stopped and waited for him: "No wonder your face turns pale after riding a roller coaster. Running with me for a month will make you feel better."
Qu He was about to cry: "Ancestor, please forgive me. Running is fine, can we stop getting up so early? Can we stop running so fast as soon as we come up? You see that my legs are as long as yours and I feel that I can As fast as you run?"
Li Xunran himself hasn't been able to sleep well lately. Going to bed at two o'clock and starting at six o'clock is not difficult. He forgot that Qu He didn't have any sleep problems. After thinking about it, he only slept for four or five hours, which was indeed a bit short, and he had an apology on his face: "Did you sleep late yesterday? I was careless today, why don't you go back to sleep for a while?"
"Don't stop, I've been up since I got up, I can't suffer this crime for nothing, just keep running to the end, can you slow down?" Qu He accepted his fate, after all, Police Officer Li also cared about his body.
So the early risers on Shaoxing Road were blessed. They saw a pair of plump and handsome twins running in the morning at an unscientific speed.The gradually rising morning glow coated their bodies with a layer of gold, making the whole road as if it had been repaired from a fairy tale world, so beautiful that it was unreal.
No one could be happier than Professor Qu who was sitting at the breakfast table at this time. He had served Officer Li's breakfast silently for more than a month, and today he finally talked about enjoying himself—of course, he really didn't have the strength to move anymore, the exercise of running so horrible!
Li Xunran originally asked him to go home first, and go to Ruijin Road to buy small wontons for breakfast, but Professor Qu is in the period of passionate love that has been dazzled by the successful confession of Chinese block letters. At this time, the brain usually only gives people Send a command: get bored with each other for as long as you can, don't miss a moment of opportunity!
Professor Qu executed the instructions of his brain very well. Even if the muscles in his legs ran like stretched springs and screamed when he moved, he still had to go shopping along with him!
This journey made Li Xunran tremble with fear.Qu He's hands were always dishonest, he took every opportunity to rub his hands, touched and hooked his fingertips, Li Xunran dodged left and right under his sleeves, very embarrassed.
He glared at Qu He: On the main road!
Qu He looked straight and serious, looked ahead, bowed his waist, put his hands directly on Li Xunran's shoulders, turned his head and gave a look: Is there any problem now, my legs hurt and I can't walk.
Officer Li was too angry to speak.
Why not eat in the store?Because there are so many people in the store, it is inconvenient to get tired of it!
So now they are sitting at the dining table at home, and Li Xunran is pouring out the small wontons from the packing box: "Eat it while it's hot, or it will dry out if you don't eat the soup. It's just you, you have to pack it."
Qu He now tastes sweet even if he drinks Coptis chinensis water, and he feels that he is praising himself for everything Li Xunran says: "The house is so clean, and I can take a shower after eating. I'm sweating all over." Move, look at the wontons in the bowl, look at Officer Li pitifully, and use all your skills to be cute: "I'm too tired, I can't eat..."
Officer Li said to him, "You can run with your hands?"
He didn't speak, he was determined to sell his cuteness to the end, but he just flashed his eyes at people, making people dizzy and heart-warming.
Li Xunran couldn't take it anymore, scooped up a wonton and stuffed it into his mouth: "You're going to make me sick! How can I have breakfast?!"
Professor Qu succeeded in showing off his cuteness. He received his supernatural powers and chewed wontons with his eyes closed: "It's delicious! Let's have another one!"
Li Xunran was too lazy to talk to him.He opened his eyes and stared at the person: "You can't eat it? Do you want me to feed you?"
Police Officer Li was startled, and quickly changed the subject: "Did you say you went crazy on the main road today?"
Professor Qu acted coquettishly: "I haven't run seriously since high school, my legs hurt. Besides, no one saw me."
Li Xunran put down the spoon, supported his head, and looked at him tenderly with his beautiful round eyes: "From now on, we will take a walk on Shaoxing Road every night."
Qu He was in a daze, and after a while, he choked out a sentence: "Oh, I see."
☆, I love you, like a mystery (3)
E. I agreed to take you to eat delicious food
"Officer Li, where have you been?" Qu He sat by the French window, keeping his eyes on the road outside.
"Get out of the subway. Which way did you come?" The voice from the receiver was hurried and panting.
"Shaanxi South Road, Xiangyang Road, intersection. Don't worry, I didn't rush you, just cross the road and watch."
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