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Jiang Dezhi got drunk more and more often, once a day before, now twice a day.

Sometimes Xu Meiyin was busy in the store and didn't have time to pick him up, or someone else called Jiang Yu's mobile phone and told him to take Jiang Dezhi home. Every time I brought it home, I was smelled of alcohol.

Just like now.

Jiang Dezhi vomited directly on him.

Jiang Yu was still holding the mineral water that Jiang Dezhi drank a few sips in his hand, and he was so startled by such a spit, he stood there without moving for a long time.

"It's everything!" Jiang Dezhi was still talking drunkenly, "Looking down on me, I even look down on you! If you say that my son is dead, what are you!"

In the cold winter, Jiang Yu had no choice but to take off the padded jacket. He didn't want to look at it, and he didn't want it anymore. After taking out the things in his pocket, the padded jacket was thrown directly into the roadside trash can.

Jiang Dezhi watched this scene with his red eyes open, grinned again, and shouted, "Jiang Yu."

"Go home." Jiang Yu didn't look at him, and supported his shoulder, "Go home and sleep."

Jiang Dezhi was covered in dust, and when Jiang Yu went to pick him up, he was lying down on the side of the road and sleeping, and the people on the side of the road were discussing and leaving.It's been a long time since I walked a distance, and I don't know when I will get home.

"Little bastard..." Jiang Dezhi patted his hand, "You hate Dad?"

"No."

Jiang Dezhi laughed again: "I used to drink too much, and Jiang Lai would carry me home, you know?"

The wind poured into his neck, and Jiang Yu looked forward: "I don't know."

"Yeah, you don't know, you don't know anything." Jiang Dezhi's voice became louder as he spoke, and then he spat out swear words again and again, and Jiang Yu didn't reply until he got home.

Not only was Jiang Yu's hands cold, but there was nowhere in his body that was warm.He went to pour a glass of water and put it on Jiang Dezhi's bedside: "Go to bed, I'm going to do my homework."

"Jiang Yu—" Jiang Dezhi called him with his eyes closed, "You, if not..."

Jiang Yu had already left the room, but he didn't finish listening to what Jiang Dezhi said. He stood in the room for a while, feeling a bit dazed, as if he didn't know what to do next.But as soon as he lowered his head, he got a headache from the smell of alcohol on his body, and immediately went to the bathroom to take a shower.

In the room, Jiang Dezhi didn't fall asleep, he closed his eyes and muttered for a while, probably complaining.Jiang Yu listened, guessing that Jiang Dezhi heard someone gossip behind his back, and he was not in a good state, so hearing it would make him feel even more uncomfortable, Jiang Yu knew this clearly.

Xu Meiyin called: "Did you take him home?"

"Ah."

"Get him some water."

Jiang Yu had just finished taking a shower, and his voice was a little hoarse: "I took it."

Xu Meiyin was silent for a while before saying: "Don't talk to him, you go back to your room."

Everyone probably knew what Jiang Dezhi was like when he was drunk, not only Xu Meiyin, but even Jiang Defa told him to talk less to Jiang Dezhi.Jiang Yu rubbed his eyes: "I know."

There was an open homework book on the table. Jiang Yu was not in the mood to write, so he lay on the desk and sent a message to Zi Luo.

Encounter: The other party invites you to chat, do you agree

drop: no

Encounter:?

Luo: I regret it, yes

Yu: Are you at home?

Luo: Lying on the bed

Encounter: The other party asks to meet, whether to agree

Fall: Agree Agree Agree

Jiang Yu finished playing childishly with a smile, packed up his books, went out, and sent another sentence——

Your friend is on his way, welcome with open arms.

The heater in Zi Luo's room was turned on so well that he wouldn't feel cold even wearing just a shirt.Jiang Yu came into his room with his half-dry hair, and took off his sweater in a short while because of the heat.

Zi Luo lay on the bed for a while before getting out of bed, and glanced at him: "Why take a bath at this time?"

"My dad drank too much." Jiang Yu threw up all over his body, threw his homework directly on Zi Luo's desk, and lay limply on the big bed, "Your room smells so good."

"What is the taste?"

"The smell on you."

Zi Luo didn't understand, and asked again: "What's the smell on me?"

Jiang Yu opened his eyes to look at him, and hooked his hand at him: "Come here and I'll tell you."

As soon as Zi Luo leaned over, Jiang Yu grabbed his collar, raised his head and sniffed his face a few times, then turned his head to probe his ears, and then went down to the white and delicate neck.Jiang Yu deliberately breathed there, and then turned his eyes to see the red rope around Zi Luo's neck.

"fall--"

The words were stuck in his throat by a hug. Jiang Yu was already lying on the bed, but the hug was firm. Both of them collapsed on the bed, and Jiang Yu was so crushed that he couldn't move.

"Welcome with open arms." Zi Luo didn't know whether it was intentional or not, and whispered in his ear, "You said it."

After the person left, Jiang Yu rubbed his ears, and the temperature of his cheeks rose rapidly: "...the air conditioner is too high, it's really hot."

Zi Luo glanced at him and said with a smile, "You're so cowardly, you can't tell when you're fighting."

"..." Jiang Yu buried his head in the quilt, took out a bunch of keys from his pocket, and hung a light yellow guard on it, "Can I take a look at the jade inside?"

"can."

Even though he got the correct answer, Jiang Yu still kept this posture and looked at him without blinking.Zi Luo reached out and took out the jade around his neck, put it in his palm, and said, "My grandma gave it to my mother, and my mother gave it to me."

Jiang Yu glanced at the safety talisman: "Is it the same?"

Zi Luo looked up at him and replied, "They are a pair."

No matter how good Jiang Yu's psychological quality is, he would pretend to be stupid this time, he was still shocked, very shocked.So much so that he opened his mouth without saying anything, and subconsciously clenched the piece of jade tightly.

Zi Luo didn't let him go: "Do you understand?"

"...Understood." Jiang Yu stuttered and buried his head under the quilt again, "They are a pair."

Why give it to him?

The person Zi Luo likes is a boy.

This jade must be very expensive, why did you give it to him?

The person Zi Luo likes is a boy...

It's a boy...

No one else has touched Zi Luo, but he has.

Zi Luo has never been hugged by others, but he has.

Many things they did were beyond the scope of friends. Jiang Yu knew it very well, so it was impossible for Zi Luo not to know.

Since the person he likes is a boy——

Could it be that this person is himself? !

Zi Luo looked at Jiang Yu's motionless with great interest, and picked him up because of his boredom: "I'm quite a shrewd person, but now I'm looking stupid."

Jiang Yu's cheeks were hot and probably flushed. He didn't dare to turn over, but just lay on his face sideways without saying a word.

"I think you still don't understand." Zi Luo patted his head: "Get up and do your homework."

Jiang Yu's depressed voice sounded: "Wait a minute."

After waiting for half an hour, Zi Luo put down his pen and picked up Jiang Yu, without saying anything else, opened the exercise book and pen for him: "Be good, and do your homework honestly."

He was absent-minded and wrote very slowly. It was getting dark outside, and the phone rang suddenly, making Jiang Yu tremble in fright. He glanced at the screen, it was Xu Meiyin calling.

"mom……"

"Where have you been?!" Xu Meiyin snarled, without waiting for him to answer, "Come home!"

A better mood was shattered just like that, Jiang Yu sighed and looked at the ceiling for a while, Zi Luo stopped writing at this time, and said, "Auntie is so angry?"

Jiang Yu was a little annoyed: "Who knows what's wrong."

"Go back and talk carefully, listen and don't talk back." Zi Luo did not clean up his homework for him, "Go back first, let's leave the homework here and do it tomorrow."

"Yeah." Jiang Yu put on a sweater, stepped out of his feet, then shrank back, pointed at Zi Luo's phone before going out.

Zi Luo looked through the window and saw Jiang Yu walking towards the door with his head down. A few seconds later, his cell phone rang——

Encounter: Your friend is away temporarily, and you are allowed to miss it.

Zi Luo couldn't help laughing out loud.

Luo: Thank you for your permission, I miss you very much.

Xu Meiyin's car was parked in front of her house, she probably just came back, and her clothes were still the same as when she went out.When she came out of the bedroom and saw Jiang Yu after she came back, she had a very sullen face and said, "You just left your dad at home like this?"

Jiang Yu stood in the living room: "I didn't go anywhere, I went to Zi Luo's house to do my homework."

"Can't you write at home?" Xu Meiyin just looked at him with a frown, and her tone was full of blame, "He doesn't like to sleep honestly when he's drunk. If you don't like talking to him, go back to your room. You can still go and see him when you hear something, you are so lucky, you threw him at home and ran out by yourself, he fell off the bed and got his hand cut, you know that?"

It was originally Xu Meiyin who told him not to talk to Jiang Dezhi when he went back to his room, but now he didn't like talking to Jiang Dezhi.But the fire in Jiang Yu's heart didn't take shape when he heard "fall off the bed and cut his hand", so he asked, "What's going on?"

Xu Meiyin passed him and walked outside, said angrily: "Look for yourself!"

The bedroom door was not closed, and the room was well heated. Jiang Yu didn't go in. From outside the door, he saw Jiang Dezhi who was still lying on the ground sleeping. There were several conspicuous bloodstains on his hands.

He looked up again, and found that the water cup he poured water for Jiang Dezhi was gone, and it fell to pieces on the ground. It is estimated that Jiang Dezhi's hand was cut by the fragments.

Xu Meiyin came back with a broom, Jiang Yu put on her coat and said, "I'm going to buy some gauze."

Xu Meiyin didn't answer, she lowered her head and swept away the broken glass. Jiang could still hear Xu Meiyin's voice when she met the yard, she was not so angry anymore, she just called Jiang Dezhi, said it was cold on the ground, and went back to bed to sleep.

I don't know if it's because of the discomfort of being drunk or because of the pain in his hands. Jiang Dezhi closed his eyes and seemed to be asleep, but he still screamed from his throat.Jiang Yu applied medicine to his wound, and he didn't know how to bandage it. It took him a while to finish the treatment.

Xu Meiyin took off her coat, her slender eyebrows were still tightly frowned, and it seemed that her anger had not subsided: "I know you are not close to him, but he is your father after all, how could you leave him alone? Now, what if something unexpected happens?"

Jiang Yu packed up the medical bag and said nothing.

"You also know that it's special recently. What your father really said was so tolerant and tolerant. It's not like you don't know that other people are like this. You are his son. How can a son be angry with his father? Others will say that you are not at all I'm not sensible." Xu Meiyin said, her voice gradually lowered, and she walked over to look at Jiang Dezhi's hand.

Jiang Yu put the bag on the bed and sat down without saying a word. Xu Meiyin turned around and asked, "What are you still doing here?"

"Don't you tell me to watch him?" Jiang Yu said blankly, "I'll just sit here until he wakes up."

Seemingly well-behaved, Xu Meiyin knew what he was thinking in his heart, and the anger that had just subsided a little rushed straight to the forehead: "What do you mean, I can't talk about you now, can I? I usually provide you with good food and drink Can't I say a few words to you?"

Jiang Yu turned his head away: "Say it, I've been listening."

"Jiang Yu!" Xu Meiyin was completely annoyed, and started to growl, "Look at you now, do you still see us? What do you think of your father? What do I ask you to do every day? Housework, shopping, etc. Don’t I do all the purchases in the store by myself, and I have to do it when I return home from the store, don’t you know how to be considerate and considerate of me? Didn’t I just ask you to pick up your dad a few more times these days? , are you wronged like this?"

"I don't feel wronged." Jiang Yuxin was very tired, unspeakably tired. This was not the first time Xu Meiyin said these words to him, and he knew clearly that he was not suitable for talking back, otherwise Xu Meiyin would be even more angry , had no choice but to say softly, "I only went out today, I didn't know that such a thing would happen, pay attention next time."

Xu Meiyin stared at him with red eyes, Jiang Yu didn't feel wronged, but it seemed that the meal just now made her feel wronged: "What crime did I do!"

Jiang Dezhi turned over and continued to sleep soundly. Jiang Yu waited for a while, and returned to the room when he saw that there was really nothing he needed to do.

The bear was placed next to the pillow by him. Jiang Yu hugged him and lay on the bed for a while. His face was buried under the quilt and no air could get in. He felt dizzy for a while, and he turned his head a few seconds later. It was finally easy to breathe.

But his heart is still blocked.

In fact, he was not a good boy who could swallow his anger, as he could tell by talking back to Jiang Dezhi since he was a child.But Xu Meiyin always advised him, "Don't take it to heart if he says he is your father", or "He is your father, can you ignore him?" Talk back and don't talk back.

But this doesn't mean that nothing is wrong in his heart as it appears on the surface, on the contrary, the tightness in his chest makes him feel even more uncomfortable, and he has never had a chance to vent.

Jiang Yu got up and drew the curtains tightly, sat on the desk and took out a half-pack of cigarettes.The flames lit up in front of his eyes, the smoke was inhaled into his lungs and exhaled slowly, he stared at a certain place in a daze, his mind was in a mess and he didn't think about anything.

The phone rang.

Fall: [Shiba Inu spit bubbles]

Jiang Yu held a cigarette in one hand and a cell phone in the other, bending his lips as he looked at the screen.

Encounter: [Reported by Shiba Inu]

Lai: It's okay

Encounter: no

Fall: Are you sure?

Luo: Don't hold back, tell me

Yu: Really not, I’m in my room now

Luo: Do ​​you smoke?

Jiang Yu was slightly taken aback, raised his hand to look at the half-remained cigarette, and wondered if he was monitoring Zi Luo.

He didn't reply, but fortunately, Zi Luo didn't continue to ask. About half an hour later, Zi Luo sent a message.

Fall: Come to the wall

After Jiang Yu opened the door, he stood by the wall of the yard and waited for a while. When he heard the movement, he raised his head and saw Zi Luo sticking out his head.

"What are you doing?" Jiang Yu couldn't help laughing, "If you don't go through the gate, you have to climb over the wall, abducting people."

Zi Luo said, "Can I take you away?"

"Don't bother." Jiang Yu looked at him and said, "I'll go with you myself."

The fence was quite high, and Zi Luo stepped on the stone pier much higher than Jiang Yu. He looked down at him and smiled, then handed him the bag in his hand: "I haven't eaten yet, I bought a stone pot mixed with it." For rice, there is no stone pot, only bibimbap."

Jiang Yu took it over and touched it. The food was still hot. He sighed Zi Luo's thoughtfulness in his heart, and hooked his fingers at him: "Come."

It was very difficult for Zi Luo to get closer to him.

"Thank you—" Jiang Yu raised his hand and pinched Zi Luo's face, "You are the best."

Jiang Yu finished the meal by himself in the room. After resting for a while, he opened the box and squeezed a piece of candy into his mouth. After washing, he threw himself on the bed, looked at the bear and said, "Good night."