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The sun is hot outside, ushering in the real high temperature and scorching heat.

Xu Meiyin's shop was temporarily handed over to Meng Lu's management. She didn't leave the house these days. Jiang Yu followed Zi Luo to learn how to cook, stir-fry, porridge, and soup, and Xu Meiyin ate every meal. Not much.

He can't disappear for too long, because Xu Meiyin is always worried, with a cold face every day, and Jiang Yu pretends not to see it if he doesn't speak, but when he speaks, it hurts more than before.

Since Jiang Dezhi's death, Xu Meiyin has become abnormal. She would yell at Jiang Yu when she didn't see him, and she would still yell at him when she saw him. Once Jiang Yu was so scolded that she wanted to go out to get some air, but Xu Meiyin grabbed him. Almost begging him not to go, not allowed to leave.

But next time it will change back to the original.

Zi Luo's substitute class has ended, he didn't go anywhere, just stayed with Jiang Yu at home, occasionally took care of Xu Meiyin with him, and he would help Jiang Yu when cooking, under his guidance, Jiang Yu's Cooking skills are getting better and better.

This night, after Xu Meiyin went to bed early, Jiang Yu was able to go out.

He and Zi Luo went up to the top floor together, with a few cans of beer beside them, and they looked up at the night sky while shaking their legs.The sky in July has always been good, and there are stars every night, shining brightly.

Jiang Yu poured himself a can of beer, but Zi Luo didn't stop him.

It was too bitter, and it was hard to swallow at the end of the drink, Jiang Yu frowned: "Luoluo."

Zi Luo responded, "Yes."

He looked up at the sky: "You said, when will there be shooting stars again?"

Zi Luo didn't speak, Jiang Yu looked at his profile and said with a smile, "I want to watch shooting stars with you."

"There will be." Zi Luo turned to look at him, stretched out his hand to stroke his earlobe, and said softly, "Wait a little longer."

They stayed very late, and no one offered to go back to the room.There was a wind in the night, Zi Luo put his coat on Jiang Yu's body, leaned against each other and talked, and stopped for a while after talking. During the silent time, they didn't know what each other was thinking.

Nobody mentioned their separation next month.

Jiang Yu drank two cans of beer, his head was dizzy, and he was too lazy to walk: "Just sleep here..."

"No, the wind is too strong." Zi Luo squatted down in front of him, "I'll carry you on my back."

Jiang Yu opened his eyes and looked at his back, took off his coat, and wrapped him around him from the front.He didn't let Zi fall on his back, but just hugged Zi tightly from behind and said, "Let's go."

When Meng Lu came, she brought Meng Chunxin with her. Ever since she helped manage the store, she was always too busy to go home. She came to ask Xu Meiyin about the goods, and asked Meng Chunxin to stay when she left.

Jiang Yu and Zi Luo went to buy vegetables, and went into the kitchen when they came back.Meng Chunxin sat bored in the living room, and went to the yard to tease Sanbai.

Sanbai kept wagging his tail at her, hiding around, refusing to let her touch her, the bell hanging around his neck kept ringing, Meng Chunxin was in poor health, so he stopped chasing after a while.

"Brother Jiang Yu." Meng Chunxin opened his mouth and asked the questions that even the sophomores had in their minds, "Do you really want to stay here?"

Jiang Yu was still washing vegetables, water in one hand: "Yes."

The little girl also had the eyesight to see a person, and after seeing Zi Luo, she stopped talking.

After eating, Meng Chunxin helped clean up and sat in the living room to take out his books and do his homework. Jiang Yu glanced at Xu Meiyin's door with a little gap, and stopped at the door and said to Meng Chunxin: "I Next door, call me if something happens."

Meng Chunxin nodded.

When Jiang Yu entered Zi's compound, he didn't see anyone. The door of Zi Luo's room was open. When he looked over, he suddenly stopped in his tracks.

The scorching sun outside shone into the house, the sun was everywhere, Zi Luo's figure stood motionless in front of the desk, his face was covered with golden light, Jiang Yu followed his line of sight and saw the A University admission Notice.

He just watched like that, Jiang Yu didn't know what he was thinking.

Perhaps because he was engrossed in his thoughts, Zi Luo didn't notice that there was another figure outside the door. Jiang Yu watched him for a long time, clenched his hands into fists, turned and left silently.

He went home and locked the door, took out the pack of cigarettes.

During this time, in order to take care of Xu Meiyin, he could count the number of times he went out on one hand. Although Zi Luo would help, the two of them really spent very little time together. video, chatted a few words and became quiet again.

No one mentioned it, but everyone knew it.Jiang Yuen still dare not ask Zi Luo about A University, even if he joked, "You are not allowed to watch the cherry blossoms with others", he does not have the courage. Everything about A University has always been the two of them things.

The phone on the table turned on, and it was a spam text message. Jiang Yu glanced at it, but froze when he scanned a line of numbers.

7 month 31 day.

Jiang Yu rubbed his eyes and smelled the faint smell of tobacco on his fingertips.He returned to the bed and lay on his stomach, and played with the recording doll for a long time. The force was heavier and heavier. It seemed that all the strength of the whole body was used on his fingers. He grasped the bear doll tightly, and finally relaxed suddenly.

He buried his face with the doll and took a few deep breaths.

The night was quiet, and Jiang Yu climbed up to the top floor alone. He dangled his legs and drank beer and looked at the houses in the distance. When the phone rang, Jiang Yu happened to see Zi Luo in the yard.

Zi Luo heard the voice, looked up, and Jiang Yu waved to him.

The two houses were only separated by a wall, and the top floors were almost connected. Zi Luo climbed over the railing and got to his side, only to find that there were already four empty beer bottles beside him.

And with the light of the night, Zi Luo could clearly see Jiang Yu's eyes that had begun to blur, and he was looking at him foolishly and smiling.

He didn't ask anything, just sat down next to him, Jiang Yu still held the half-drunk beer bottle in his hand, and said, "Luoluo."

Zi Luo didn't make a sound.

Jiang Yu didn't mind either, but just yelled again, Luoluo.

They were silent for 30 seconds.

Jiang Yu looked ahead, and asked in a low voice, "... When will the cherry blossoms in Big A bloom?"

Zi Luo was silent for a while, Jiang Yu waited patiently, and heard him say after a few seconds, "I don't know."

"Ah," Jiang Yu shook the wine bottle in his hand, "Then, if it blooms, can you take a picture for me?"

Zi Luo didn't speak.

"Can you take a picture for me?" Jiang Yu tilted his body and pressed the wine bottle against his chest. He was very drunk, but he said very soberly, "You don't want to, watch it with others..."

He lowered his head, and fell silent after saying this. Zi Luo kept looking at him for a long while, and then reached out to support his crooked body.

Jiang Yu sat up straight suddenly, raised his watery eyes, looked at him a few times and then moved away, raised his head and poured the remaining half bottle of beer into his stomach.Zi Luo frowned, and parted her pursed lips: "Jiang Yu."

Seeing him ignoring him, Zi Luo snatched the bottle directly, and raised his voice slightly: "Don't drink any more!"

The unswallowed wine slid down his chin and wet his neckline. Jiang Yu barely sat still with his hands on the ground. He looked at Zi Luo with such heavy eyes: "...I can drink well."

Jiang Yu didn't wait for him to speak, nor did he go to see him: "Do you know what day it is tomorrow?"

Zi Luo's throat tightened slightly, and Jiang Yu laughed: "I just found out today that tomorrow is August."

"Luoluo," Jiang Yu said, "you're leaving in less than a month."

Zi Luo squeezed the wine bottle tightly, raised his head and drank the rest in one gulp, turned his head to meet Jiang Yu with a smile in his eyes, opened his mouth to speak, but found that he couldn't say anything.

"It would be great if time could stop." Jiang Yu murmured, "Or go backwards, to which day... Ah, it's so hard to choose, I'm happy any day."

"Every day with you is a joy."

Jiang Yu grabbed his hand, gradually using more force, more and more force, he stared at Zi Luo seriously for a while, and after a long time, he burst out laughing, laughing unsteadily: "I'm talking about love, give me something React."

Jiang Yu smiled until his eyes turned red, and he reached out to open the wine, Zi Luo directly grabbed his arm and moved forward, bowed his head and kissed him fiercely.

The two people's mouths are full of alcohol, and they are even more intoxicating when they are together. The breath of each other is hot. What is different from the past is that this kiss is full of anxiety, panic, restlessness, and unwillingness. Without hesitation, without mercy.

Jiang Yu leaned forward and hugged Zi Luo tightly, and opened his mouth to bite his lips, but he was not as strong as Zi Luo, and his kissing skills were not as good as Zi Luo's, and his body softened after a while.

Zi Luo still didn't let him go, the summer night was scorching hot, without air conditioning, both of them were sweating finely.Jiang Yu was pinned to the ground, with the hard and cold ground behind him, and Zi Luo pressing in front of him, his head was dizzy and he didn't want to hide.

"... Want to go crazy?" Zi Luo locked him in his arms, his voice was very small, and it sounded a little more charming, "I'll accompany you, Jiang Yu, don't be afraid."

Jiang Yu closed his eyes, bit his lips tightly, and let out an indistinct sob: "I just..."

Zi Luo looked at him sideways, kept moving her hands, and lowered her head to kiss his flushed ear.

Jiang Yu was tormented until tears came to his eyes, curled up and hid in his arms, burying all his voices in his chest.

...He just hoped that time would not go so fast.

Ziluo's clothes were rubbed badly by him, Jiang Yu moved slowly from his arms after recovering, and when he looked up, he saw Ziluo's hand hanging there, and there was no paper beside him, so he couldn't wipe it off.

Jiang Yu, who was drunk, went crazy, grabbed every bit and licked it clean, and kissed each other again.

Zi Luo was completely defeated by him. He took out the things in his pocket and put them in front of his eyes. The things in his palms were shining under the moonlight. Jiang Yu saw clearly that it was a key.

"what?"

Zi Luo looked at him: "The key to that room."

Jiang Yu was stunned for a few seconds: "The one in City A...?"

"Yeah." Zi Luo wiped his reddened eyes, "There is a place for the two of us, and there will always be a place for you."

Jiang Yu looked up at him, and the two looked at each other again.

"Jiang Yu, no one is afraid of separation, and I am too." Zi Luo and his foreheads were pressed against each other, and their voices were as soft as whispering, "Whenever I think of you staying here, I want to take you regardless of the consequences." leave, but no."

"I respect your choice, your decision." Zi Luo said, "It only takes four hours by car from City S to City A. If you really can't make it through, then I can come back, so you see, it doesn't matter. fine."

Jiang Yu hugged him, closed his eyes and opened them again.Zi Luo comforted him like this, and he was also comforting himself in his heart, he could only accept that there was no other way except this.

"Then," Jiang Yu whispered, "Tomorrow I'll look at household items. I'll buy two pairs of slippers, toothbrushes and towels. I'll buy two."

Zi Luo hugged him in his arms: "Okay."

Jiang Yu was bored for a while: "I want to take you there."

Zi Luo answered after a long time, and answered again: "Okay."

The wind blew up at night, Jiang Yu smelled of alcohol, and there was some dust on his body. Zi Luo patted him clean, arranged the wine bottles, and slowly took him downstairs to the bathroom. It took nearly an hour before he came out.

This night he slept in Zi Luo's room, he was still drunk, and was tortured by Zi Luo in the bathroom, and now he was lying on the bed and fell asleep.Zi Luo glanced at him, turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, and lay down beside him.

Jiang Yu's hand reached around, and after touching him, he burrowed into his arms, inserted his legs between his legs, and found a comfortable and safe position.

"Jiang Yu."

Zi Luo thought he was fast asleep, but unexpectedly heard a humming sound, which was regarded as a response.

He chuckled: "It's okay, go to sleep."

Jiang Yu snorted again, his voice hoarse: "Then, good night."