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The days of the military training passed very quickly. Jiang Yu ran back and forth between his home and the dormitory, cooked a meal at home and hurried back to school. The other three people were amazed at the meal he brought. I miss the food at home very much, and now I am greedy: "Jiang Yu, can you still cook?"

"I learned it during the summer vacation. The taste is average. Let's make do with it."

Jiang Yu brought quite a lot of vegetables this time, but he didn't bring any staple food. Xie Mingyu immediately went to the small supermarket in the school to buy a few yuan of steamed buns. After returning, the other two were already wolfing down.

After finishing one steamed bun, Chen Bojie stretched out his hand to take another, and said incessantly, "It's delicious! This kind of home-cooked food is the best. The food in the cafeteria is simply not for people to eat."

Xie Mingyu said: "Your girlfriend is really blessed."

Jiang Yu went home this time and brought the paintings that Ji Wang had drawn for him and Zi Luo, and pasted them on the desk. After hearing this, he smiled slightly: "I learned from him."

Xie Mingyu was taken aback: "Then both of you are blessed."

In the evening, Jiang Yu was videoing with Zi Luo on the balcony. Zi Luo put his phone aside and was cooking.Not long after, Jiang Yu saw a dish and a bowl of chicken shredded noodles, and couldn't help rubbing his stomach: "I'm suddenly hungry."

Zi Luo sat down and pointed the phone at his face: "Didn't you eat enough tonight?"

"I'm full." Jiang Yu said, "But I want to eat your cooking."

Zi Luo looked at him and smiled, "Go back and make it for you."

Jiang Yu pursed his mouth, and Zi Luo said, "It will be National Day in a few days."

"Have you bought your ticket yet?"

"I bought it, and it will arrive in four hours."

Jiang Yu smirked at the camera: "Send me the time, and I'll pick you up."

Zi Luo responded.

Maybe it was because he was excited about the upcoming meeting, Jiang Yu was not sleepy all the time, he dragged Zi Luo to chat all the time when he couldn't fall asleep, the surrounding was quiet, his voice was very low, and his eyes didn't feel sore until one o'clock in the evening .

Zi Luo took a shower and brushed his teeth during the video session with him, and lay on the bed early. He looked at Jiang Yu and said, "Go to sleep if you're sleepy. Is there no class tomorrow?"

"Yes, early in the morning." Otherwise, he wouldn't have slept in the dormitory, Jiang Yu looked at him for a while, "I really think tomorrow is National Day."

Zi Luo also looked at him, his smile receded, and he said seriously, "I think so too."

Jiang Yu touched his face, got up and went back to the dormitory.

The two of them didn't hang up the video that night, and Zi Luo stared blankly at Jiang Yu's sleeping face for a while.Neither of them said what their lives would be like after they separated, how unaccustomed they were to not being around each other, the two people who grew up together did not see each other for more than one hand every year, but now they could only see each other through the cold The screen looks at each other.

It would be good if he knew in advance, at least he would be mentally prepared, but this time he was completely defenseless.

When she first moved in, Zi Luo always suffered from insomnia, and when she woke up in the middle of the night, she wanted to find Jiang Yu, but she was afraid of disturbing him.When he got up in the morning, he sat by the bed for a while before brushing his teeth and washing his hands. He didn't know why this happened, but he just felt that it shouldn't be like this.

It was still very hot in September, even so, Jiang Yu was still curled up in the quilt when he was asleep, with half of his face buried in the quilt, only his closed eyes and white nose were exposed.

Zi Luo sighed softly, reached out to touch him, wanted to hold him in his arms who felt insecure, patted his back as usual, and said, go to sleep.

"Go to sleep." Zi Luo rested his fingers on the screen, "Good night."

The day before the holiday, the class was still full, but Jiang Yu was a little absent-minded.He was in a half-excited and half-sluggish state almost all day long. Xie Mingyu bit the bun in his mouth and said puzzledly, "I really haven't been in a deep relationship before, I don't know... just take a vacation and see each other so I'm so excited?"

Chen Bojie took his books and was about to go to class, and said leisurely: "There is a good saying, a little goodbye is better than a newlywed."

There were two classes in the afternoon, and the two classes lasted four hours. Jiang Yu sat in the classroom and didn't listen to much.Zi Luo would come back tomorrow, and he hadn't been in the mood to study for the past few days, so it seemed as if he could see Zi Luo today.

Jiang Yu flipped through the book and calmed down a little.

After school, I went back to the dormitory and simply packed some things. Both Qin Tian and Chen Bojie bought tickets for the afternoon bus, and they were also packing their luggage at the moment.Jiang Yu greeted them and got on the bus back to Baihua Lane.

Baihua Street was still lively, Jiang Yu bought a bottle of Coke when he passed by Wang's convenience store, and stopped for a while when he turned into the alley.

The alley in front of me is empty, the flowers at the door are still lush, and some green leaves have fallen in front of every house, and the wind blows again, slowly drifting away.

Xu Meiyin didn't say anything when he came back, and continued to sweep the fallen leaves in the yard with a broom.Jiang Yu took Sanbai for a walk nearby, took out his phone and sent Zi Luo a message.

A sentence was still being edited, and Zi Luo suddenly sent a sentence——

Falling: Xiaojiang Yu

Three hundred bells rang in his ears, Jiang Yu walked slowly, moved his fingers, and replied: Ah?

I don't know if it's an illusion, Jiang Yu seemed to hear a chuckle, before he raised his head to find out what happened, he felt the rope in his hand suddenly tightened, and Sanbai ran forward like crazy, Jiang Yu's phone Almost missed it.

"three……"

His voice was stuck in his throat.

Jiang Yu opened his eyes and looked at the figure at the end of the alley. The man was wearing white casual clothes, with a tall and tall body, elongated shadows under his feet, and the light of the sun behind him.

Sanbai ran forward with him, Jiang Yu was stunned for a long time, it was so long that he was standing in front of him and he still hadn't recovered.He looked at Zi Luo stupidly, and Zi Luo was always looking at him with a big smile.

Sanbai kept picking at his trousers, which left a dog's paw print on his trousers.Zi Luo patted its head to calm its agitation, then rubbed Jiang Yu's head.

"It's over, I haven't seen you for a while, we Xiao Jiangyu is stupid."

Jiang Yu didn't blink: "You...Didn't you say that you will come back tomorrow?"

Zi Luo looked at him with a smile: "I want to surprise you."

"..." Jiang Yu took a deep breath, and his eyes began to heat up for no reason.

At the entrance of the alley, an aunt came out with a fan and a small bench. The first time she saw Zi Luo standing there facing her, the aunt said, "Luoluo is back?"

Zi Luo called out, "Aunt Wang."

Without saying a few words, Zi Luo pulled Jiang Yu, who was still staring at him, to walk forward until he reached the dead end where no one was going.

He opened his arms: "Hold me."

Jiang Yugou didn't even want him anymore, and rushed towards him, reaching out to hug him.

His heart was beating hotly, and his cheeks were slowly heating up.His arms gradually tightened, pressing Zi Luo to himself, the tighter the better, the more he could feel his heartbeat, the better.

Zi Luo could not only feel his heartbeat, but even feel his body trembling slightly.

The smile faded from the corner of his mouth, and he slowly stroked Jiang Yu's back with his hands. The little surprise was suppressed by sadness, and gradually filled his entire chest.He told Jiang Yu that it was the bus ticket for tomorrow morning, but he only had one class in the afternoon, so he rushed back with his bag after the class, just wanting to give him a surprise.

He didn't expect that the surprise he obviously wanted to give, but making people like this made him feel even more distressed.

"I'm back." Zi Luo said softly.

Jiang Yu hugged him tightly and didn't let go. After a long time, he hummed and replied, "...why didn't you tell me."

Zi Luo let go of him slightly, touched his cheek with his fingers, and said helplessly, "I really just wanted to give you a surprise."

Jiang Yu couldn't listen, and looked at him with open eyes: "You have to tell me."

"Okay, next time." Zi Luo leaned closer and kissed him, "You've lost weight, didn't you eat well?"

Jiang Yu bit his lips: "It's delicious."

"I do not believe."

Jiang Yu said, "I just don't eat much."

Zi Luo looked at him for a while: "Go home."

When the two returned home with a dog, Xie Xiaoan just came out of the living room, and was stunned when he saw the figure in front of him: "...Didn't it mean the car tomorrow morning?"

Zi Luo said: "I came back early."

"All right, give me something." Xie Xiaoan took the bag in his hand, glanced at Jiang Yu, "You two... oh, are you hungry, let me cook and eat together."

Zi Luo pulled Jiang Yu's sleeve and replied to Xie Xiaoan: "You do it, Jiang Yu and I will go out for a walk."

The two went out without saying where they were going, but just walked along the street without speaking to each other first.People passing by would always greet Zi Luo and say a few words when they recognized Zi Luo, while Jiang Yu listened silently.

Walking out of Baihua Street, it was full of unfamiliar faces, Jiang Yu looked at the darkening sky: "Is there anything interesting in your school?"

"Huh?" Zi Luo turned to look at him, "No."

Jiang Yu asked, "Aren't there any good-looking girls?"

Zi Luo smiled and said: "I didn't pay attention. There are too many classes every day, and I still miss one person in my heart. These two things have already taken up all my time."

Only then did Jiang Yu bend the corners of his eyes, and walked further and further away from him: "My three roommates are pretty good."

"Oh." Zi paused for a moment, "There is a pretty handsome one."

"You know this as well?"

"I saw it in the video with you. He passed behind you without clothes."

Jiang Yu: "..."

Zi Luo asked: "He has always been like this?"

Xie Mingyu has a good figure, eight-pack abs, and is quite burly. He showed off a lot during military training, and often walked around without a shirt in the dormitory.Jiang Yu wanted to say, "He's always been like this," but felt that saying that was courting death, so he imitated his answer: "I didn't pay attention."

Zi Luo smiled.

"I don't sleep in the dormitory every day." Jiang Yu glanced at someone who was smiling happily, "You look carefully."

Zi Luo smiled even brighter and stopped talking.The two stopped at Guqiao Park and looked up at the sky together.

"The weather has been nice recently."

Jiang Yu hummed.

Zi Luo turned to look at him: "Let's go for an autumn outing tomorrow."

"what?"

"Take that little tent."

The students on vacation returned home one after another, and the small group of several people was very active. Hou Yi clamored to find a time to get together, Jiang Yu agreed, and went out to tell Xu Meiyin about going out to play tomorrow.

Xu Meiyin's attitude towards him was as cold and indifferent as before, but she was still too strict. She remained silent and looked up at him: "Are you back?"

Jiang Yu was taken aback.

What she asked was not how long she would come back, but whether she would come back.

In fact, Jiang Yu had always known what Xu Meiyin was afraid of. She had lost her biological son and her husband, and the only thing left was him who had raised him for 19 years and was not related by blood.Although the relationship is really average, the two of them can barely be considered a family together.Xu Meiyin was always afraid that he would run away and leave her alone, so she had to check his location all the time, and went into his room to check every day.

Jiang Yu looked at her and softened his tone: "Of course, this is my home."

Xu Meiyin turned around and left a sentence: "Not too long."

The tent was useless for a while, so Jiang Yu took it out and checked it, and it was intact.It was too cold at night in October, so he brought a blanket this time and boarded the bus with Zi Luo.

Zhangcheng is a very small city, and there are not many places to go. The two went to Longji Mountain again, but this time they didn't climb the mountain. They just set up a tent and walked around.

There were quite a lot of people around when I went back, but most of them were ready to leave. After all, not everyone felt at ease to set up a tent in the wild overnight.It was windy at night, so Jiang Yu put on the coat of the same style as Zi Luo.

He and Zi Luo sat side by side outside the tent, watching the starry sky together, with the recording bear doll next to them.

Jiang Yu turned his head slightly, saw Zi Luo wearing the clothes he bought, and felt like they were back in their sophomore year in high school.

The clothes are the same, the people are the same, the environment is the same, but the mood is quite different from that time.

Jiang Yu looked at the sky, turned on Xiongwall's recording, and sang a line of lyrics softly. After singing, he turned to look at Ziluo, with curved eyebrows and eyes, and slowly fell into his arms.

Zi Luo reached out to catch him, and sang along——

"The sound of cicadas came from the napping playground. After many years, it is still very pleasant to hear."

"Send the wish origami plane as a letter, because we can't wait for the shooting star."

"Seriously toss the coin that determines fate, but don't know where it will go."

Bear Baby recorded the singing of these lines, and slowly slipped from Jiang Yu's palm.

The moment Ziluo kissed, Jiang Yu's heart beat like a drum. He held on to Ziluo's coat tightly, and if he tried harder, he had already pinched his flesh, but he was unwilling to let go.He still doesn't know how to kiss, and Zi Luo's kiss was hot and forceful, he opened his mouth and felt each other's smooth, tender and soft tongues, and the breath he exhaled was hot like fire.

Jiang Yu's brain was buzzing, and he closed his eyes to endure Zi Luo's frenzy.He couldn't hear anything, and he also clearly felt that he had become more and more sentimental recently, and he also cried more and more. Sometimes when he was in a daze, thinking about Zi Luo, his eyes turned red again, and he kept holding back the tears Come down, and finally reassure that it's okay.

Zi Luo often told him it was okay, so this time it was okay.

Jiang Yu opened his eyes and looked at Zi Luo's eyelashes. He panted and stretched out his hands to stroke them, and saw Zi Luo opened his eyes.

They stared at each other for a while, both panting, their eyes reflecting each other's faces.

Jiang Yu held his cheek and looked at it seriously, as if he hadn't seen him for a long time and wanted to see how he had changed.He knew that nothing had changed, the facial features of the person in front of him were still familiar to him, the smell was still good, and people still loved him.

But he just wanted to see, and didn't want to miss Zi Luo's changes, because he was afraid that these changes would happen when he was not by his side, would there be more and more of them, and eventually they would become strangers, and the barrier blocked the two of them.

Zi Luo stared at him firmly, leaned forward, and kissed him again.

This kiss was even more frantic than before, Jiang Yu was forced by him to have nowhere to put his hands and feet, he couldn't take it anymore and could only lie back slowly.

When they finally had each other, Jiang Yu buried his face in his chest and didn't move for a long time. The night was too quiet, and Zi Luo heard a suppressed, trembling panting from his arms.

He froze, and raised his hand holding Jiang Yu. He wanted Jiang Yu to raise his head, but Jiang Yu held him tightly and refused to let go.

"...Jiang Yu." Zi Luo's voice was very low, "What's wrong?"

Jiang Yu thought he could hold it back, but no one could stand such a gentle question. His panting became heavier and heavier, and finally he let out an extremely suppressed sob from his voice.

Seeing that he was unwilling to raise his head, Zi Luo took a light breath: "Tell me what's wrong."

Jiang Yu still didn't speak, he was crying, he didn't dare to cry loudly, his crying was a little annoyed, as if he was complaining why he couldn't help it.

Zi Luo just hugged him like that, thinking he wasn't used to it, and patted his head: "How about I..."

"No..." Sensing his movement, Jiang Yu hooked him tightly. He was trembling, grabbing the blanket covering the two of them, and lowered his head, "I just... miss you so much."

The light in Zi Luo's eyes froze, and he didn't speak for a while.

He seemed to be frozen, without any reaction, but after more than ten seconds, he suddenly hugged Jiang Yu tightly again, and he lowered his head to kiss him, from the ear to the forehead, from the forehead to the tip of the nose, from the tip of the nose to the already wet eyes eyelashes.

This kiss is like the joy of being lost and found, but also like the sadness after reunion.

He didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what to say to make Jiang Yu less insecure.He can only tell him with kisses, hugs, and actions to make him feel that he is here and won't go, it doesn't matter how far away, as long as we are together.

As long as he's safe and healthy.

Jiang Yu hugged him and was unwilling to let go, and trembled unbearably in the end, but he still didn't let go of Zi Luo.

He just wanted to hold him like this.

I am sensitive, insecure, and afraid to accept new people and things. I choose to avoid them all the year round, and I will choose to live in familiar places, so I am afraid of separation, and I hate separation.But I understand that all of these will disappear when I see you, and I can't help running towards you, because I know that you will always open your arms to catch me.

I always knew.