the name engraved in your heart

I heard that someone violated the rules of the dormitory and slipped out in the middle of the night, and was arrested by the dormitory supervisor.

The first time Ah Han heard the news, he rushed back to the dormitory before he finished his meal, and stepped into the corridor of the dormitory, when he heard the voice of the dormitory supervisor scolding: "New here, you'd better not mess it up as soon as you come here." Destroy! I don’t care what you did in other schools before, you should abide by the rules here!” Almost every dormitory door has people sticking their heads out, wanting to know who is so bold to make the dormitory so angry?

Ah Han walked near Birdy's room, and saw the instructor and the dormitory supervisor standing in front of Birdy. The instructor put his hands behind his back, with a serious face. The dormitory supervisor deliberately kicked down the trash can, pointed at the plastic bowl that was obviously packed with food, and scolded Birdy. "Is this what you eat? There is no such bowl in the dormitory restaurant! It is forbidden to take outside food here! Didn't you read the rules?" The instructor sternly accused: "And what kind of hair do you have? It is so long!" Pull out the clippers, forcefully press Birdy's head down, and use the clippers to draw a line on his head, "Come over next week for a reexamination, do you hear me?" Birdy kept his head down and didn't make a sound, but Ah Han vaguely saw that he seemed to be calm. Seeing Ah Han in the dormitory supervisor, he said angrily: "Is there anything good about Zhang Jiahan that you want to see?" Ah Han hurriedly turned around and walked back to his dormitory. I thought it was the people who were caught! "That idiot, leave evidence after eating!" Lao Fei then said that there was a dull sound of slap, slap, slap outside the dormitory.

Ahan poked his head out of the dormitory quietly, and saw Birdy lying on the low stool being spanked by the housekeeper with a thick wooden stick. He didn't yell out a word of pain, but saw Ahan peeping, and even smiled at him.

Ah Han couldn't bear it, and retracted his head, listening to the irrelevant gossip of the other three people in the dormitory, for some reason, he felt very uncomfortable.

At 10:30 in the evening, the lights in the dormitory were turned off. Han sneaked out of the dormitory, trying to find Birdy and the students who shared the dormitory with Birdy, saying that he was still in the bathroom and had not come back.

As Han walked towards the bathroom, he thought, at this moment there is only cold water left in the bathroom, it must be very cold!

Walking into the dark bathroom, there was only a sound coming from a shower room. As he approached in the dark, Ah Han whispered: "Birdy, are you there?" "Yes!" Birdy's voice came from that shower room. Lai Ahan stepped forward, handed a jar of ointment through the door, and said, "This is very effective for reducing swelling. You can wipe the place where you were beaten today." Birdy reached out to take Ahan and asked worriedly: "Is it painful? Actually Next time, you can put a few newspapers in your back pocket.” The sound of the water stopped, and Birdy came out after taking a shower, wearing only a pair of underwear all over his body, and his hair was pushed into a cross by the instructor’s clippers, look It sounds quite funny. Han was about to sneak back to the dormitory with Birdy, but he saw Lao Fei walking towards the bathroom with a skinny junior!

Ahan hurriedly pushed Birdy back into the shower room, and he hid in with him, then motioned for Birdy to be quiet, and the two listened to the movement outside.

The voice of the bus came first: "Don't talk! Go straight to Aruba!" Shuaiji opened the door of a shower room, and Lao Fei lifted the junior's leg and pointed the junior's arm directly to the iron door After bumping it a few times, the junior who was in so much pain was thrown on the damp bathroom floor!

"Damn! Bitch! Are you going to report to the dormitory supervisor?" The bus cursed in a low voice, "No..." The skinny schoolboy hugged his crotch with both hands, trembling with pain, Lao Fei picked up a wet towel , Violently slammed onto the student!

"Grab the rake! Tell you, there is nothing we don't know about this dormitory! Don't tell the truth there!

Also, where do your eyes look when you take a shower? "Old Fei scolded, "I didn't see anything..." The bus kicked up angrily, and cursed: "Damn! Your eyes are fine, don't wander around! Why are you peeking at me when you have nothing to do? You fucking kid! Pervert!" "Same-sex meeting Go to hell! Disgusting handsome chicken voice Han and Birdy hid in the shower room, listening to the three people bullying their juniors outside, Han couldn't bear it, struggling to come forward, but Birdy next to him couldn't stand it anymore and opened the door Just wanting to go out, Ah Han hurriedly hugged him, and found that he was shaking. Was it because of the cold? Or was it because of anger?

Since he knew Birdy, this was the first time that there was no smile on his face. "Is it cold?" He asked Birdy and didn't answer, with a suppressed anger on his face.

Outside the shower, Lao Fei and Shuai Ji supported the junior, pulled down his pants, the bus lit up the lighter in his hand and smiled maliciously, approached the lighter to the junior's naked crotch, and said, "See you later Do you dare to peek in the shower..." Birdy couldn't bear it any longer, and cursed loudly, "Damn!" At the same time, he slapped the door hard, which shocked the three people outside!

"Damn! Who's still here? Which shift?" The bus immediately took back the lighter.

The three of them looked at the shower room that was making noise, and after a while, the door opened, and it was Ah Han who came out.

"It's me! You guys are noisy!" Ah Han said while wiping his hair with a slightly damp towel.

"Damn! I scared your grandpa to death!" The bus heaved a sigh of relief and Lao Fei handed a wooden stick to Han, urging him: "Han, go! Kill him!" Han refused: "Forget it! Just in case What should he do if he reports to the instructor?" "He dare not!" The bus spat at the student.

"This guy kept staring at the bus while he was taking a shower. It's so disgusting! Damn! Pervert!" Lao Fei forced the wooden stick to Han, "I'll give you a few sticks to refresh yourself, come on!" Han didn't even want to Hitting someone, he looked at the wooden stick in his hand and hesitated, Shuaiji suddenly snatched the wooden stick, and hit the junior on the ground hard!Just when he was about to add another stick, Ah Han hurriedly shouted: "Wait a minute." Shuai Ji handed the wooden stick back to Ah Han.

"Hurry up!" Hurry up! "" Kill this pervert," the three clamored, Ah Han hesitated, and slowly raised the stick, looking at the junior lying on the ground, his eyes were full of fear.

"Damn! This kind of guy must be taught a lesson, otherwise it will be more serious in the future, and everyone will be forced to have sex with him!" Bus said on the side.

The thin student lying on the ground suddenly smiled provocatively, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, looked at the bus deliberately and said, "Okay! Hit me! The poison on my body will be sprayed on you, and you will all Become the same sex!" The smug smiles on the faces of Daba and others froze instantly, and Han held the wooden stick in his hand, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

At this time, the door of a shower room was suddenly slammed open, and Birdy, who was already dressed, rushed out, picked up the thin student and rushed out, and suddenly disappeared. After everyone couldn't react at all, Ah Han Putting down the wooden stick, he breathed a sigh of relief, "Damn! What is he doing?" Old Fei asked suddenly.

"Which room did he run out from?" The bus stared at Han and asked, "Did you share the same room with Zhang Jiahan just now?" How did I know he was hiding next door? Well! It’s so late to sleep! He stuffed the wooden stick to Shuai Ji, and quickly left the bathroom and bedroom, snoring everywhere. What happened in the bathroom, can't sleep at all.

He knew that junior, who also belonged to the wind band. The freshman who just came in this year heard from the words of the people on the bus, that junior...is interested in boys?He likes Han, who has never had any imagination about his love. At this moment, he can't help but think of Birdy wearing only a pair of underwear and his own hands, touching Birdy's fiery skin in the cold swimming pool. He has never been interested in girls, at least, not like the bus and the others who just want to throw girls down. He thought it was just because he was in an all-boys school, and his family wanted him to study hard and not be distracted, so he also Naturally, he didn't put his mind on such things as falling in love. For him, it seemed very far away, but... At this moment, he felt a faint throbbing in his chest that began to ferment.A light flashed outside the dormitory door, and it was the dormitory supervisor checking with a flashlight. The light swayed in the dormitory a few times, swept across Ah Han's face, and then disappeared.

The housekeeper left.

But a ghostly figure slipped in behind the dormitory supervisor!

Ah Han's quilt was lifted suddenly, he was startled and almost shouted out!

"Why are you here?" Ah Han asked in a low voice.

Birdy slid onto his bed and lay on his back, hugging him from behind.

Ah Han hurriedly looked at the other people in the dormitory, and after making sure that the three of them were all asleep, he turned his head to look at Birdy, and saw the boy was also smiling at him, the body temperature of the two overlapped. It's warm and sweet, I can't tell what it feels like.All he knows is that he is happy.

"I'm so cold! What are you thinking? Why haven't you slept yet?" Birdy asked Ah Han, lowering his voice, and asked: "You just rushed out like that today to take people away, aren't you afraid that the bus will trouble you?" Birdy didn't Answered, but pulled the quilt further, as if afraid that the three people would find out.

Then he took out a bag of things, handed it to Ah Han like a treasure, and said, "Look!" It was a bag of walnuts with shells. Birdy picked one up, put it in his palm, and pressed it hard with both hands. With a sound, the walnut shell cracked, and he picked up the walnut that exudes a fresh aroma inside. Sai Ahan said, "Where did it come from?" Ahan smiled and ate it.

While Birdy continued eating walnuts, he said: "In the dormitory supervisor's office." Ahan almost spit out the walnuts in his mouth.

"Will you boast too much?" Before he finished speaking, Birdy stuffed the peeled walnuts into his mouth. He looked at Birdy with an indifferent smile, and ate the walnuts in a few mouthfuls. Birdy continued to peel the walnuts Give him to eat, and occasionally throw some walnuts into his mouth.

It was almost as if he had come all the way to feed him.

Click, click, click, every time, it feels like gently pinching his heart, making his chest itchy and hot. Ahan found that he really liked the "like" of being with Birdy and his previous recognition. I know, there are actually some vague differences, but at that time, Ah Han still couldn't tell the difference. He just simply enjoyed this special "friendship", thinking that he and Birdy hit it off, and they hit it off so well. The next night, Birdy sneaked out of the dormitory again. Slipping out of the dormitory with Han, Han was a little uneasy, and kept asking Birdy what he was going to do, but he just smiled mysteriously and didn’t say anything. The space was breathable and Birdy immediately signaled Han to move the trash can, and put it next to the car window. Han still didn't know what Birdy wanted to do?

I saw Birdy stepping on the trash can, crawling to the car window and unzipping his pants, and actually urinating into the crack of the car window!

Ah Han was dumbfounded!

This trick is too ruthless!

When the sun shines tomorrow, the smell may not go away for a month!

Where did Birdy get the guts?It's crazy!

Ahan looked around nervously, fearing that someone would find out that Birdy had succeeded, he jumped down triumphantly, kicked the trash can aside, and sneaked back to the dormitory with Ahan.

The final exam is coming.

During class, Ah Han looked at the handed out physics quiz papers with a worried look on his face.

He turned a deaf ear to what the teacher on the seven-point platform was talking about. He just looked at the test papers, not only physics, but his chemistry was also poor, almost all in single digits. He was at the bottom of the class. It's just that I can only transfer to the social group, but no matter which one it is, the parents at home will not be happy to see it.

He is the emperor, and his elder brother who is seven years younger than him has already graduated from college, has a job, made a girlfriend, and is about to start a family soon.Although his mother hurt him and didn't give him too much strength, his father Han frowned fiercely. "Ahan" BirdyBirdy's voice brought him back to his senses. He turned his head and saw him squatting at the back door of the classroom waving to him. He slips out quickly.

Ah Han shook his head with a bitter face and is still going up now!

This guy skipped class by himself, and came to him?

Birdy sneaked into the classroom when the teacher turned his head to write on the blackboard, and forced Han to slip out.

Ah Han had no choice but to follow him and slip out, but the bus saw that the bus made a look, Lao Fei and Shuai Ji turned their heads at the same time, so as to see Birdy take Ah Han's hand and leave quickly.

Birdy pulled him to the school wall, encouraged him to climb up the wall, and then climbed up by himself. The timing was just right, just in time to see the house not far away walking towards the beast. The house supervisor who was poisoned by Birdy's tea last night opened the car door, Get in the car, suddenly jumped out of the car again!

The two turned their heads, and smiled at each other with a successful plan. The dormitory supervisor left in a hurry, and came back with a bucket of water and a brush after a while, opened the car door, and scrubbed vigorously. While washing, he didn't know what he was cursing, his face was very ugly. . Birdy jumped down, clutching his stomach and laughing wildly.

Ah Han also smiled.

Only Birdy could think of such a crazy thing!

Birdy laughed enough, squatted in the corner, folded up the paper airplane, handed it to Han, his eyes drifted to the wall, and said: "Shoot it! Ah Han obeyed, climbed up to the wall again, and forced the paper plane The plane shoots out.

"Why do you suddenly ask me to shoot a paper airplane?" Han asked.

Then I thought about it again: Where did Birdy get the paper?

Sure enough, Birdy smiled and said, "That's your physics test paper, I just picked it up." Hearing that, Birdy, who was behind him, jumped over the wall and chased after the test paper, and smiled even more happily.

At night, Ah Han was sleeping soundly, when he turned over and was half asleep and half awake, he suddenly found someone beside him.

At this time, the person who will touch his bed is probably the only one.

So he didn't make a fuss, just asked sleepily: "You don't have a bed to sleep in? Why do you keep running to my place?" Birdy's voice sounded a little excited, raised a piece of paper in his hand, and said, "Look !" "What is this?" Ah Han took it, but in the dark he couldn't see what was written on it, "Physics exam paper for the final exam!" Ah Han was so frightened that he woke up!

"Where are you from?" he asked in a low voice.

"It was stolen by the Academic Affairs Office! I climbed in through the transom and found this among the printed paper piles. It should be the exam questions for your sophomore natural group." Birdy said.

"So...you stole it for me?" Han asked cautiously.

Birdy glanced at him, "Otherwise?" Ah Han was a little moved.

But isn't that tantamount to cheating?

"Lend me to sleep first." Birdy pushed him away slightly, lay on his side on the bed and said, "Take a look, if you think it's not this one, I'll go and see if there are others?" After finishing speaking, he closed his eyes After a while, I really fell asleep. In the darkness, looking at the young handsome sleeping face close at hand, the indescribable itching and sweet feeling in Ahan's chest appeared again. He found himself having a wild urge, Wanting to touch Birdy's thick and beautiful eyebrows, Han was really sure that he fell in love with Birdy on that trip to Taipei. Not long after the beginning of the second semester of senior high school, the principal announced the news of President Chiang Ching-kuo's death at the flag-raising ceremony. The fence separated the real world outside, and the young children inside the fence were well protected, unaware that the world outside was about to be turned upside down.

They learned the news from the news on TV, and many people learned that the leader of the country had just passed away long before the principal announced, but they always felt that those things that happened on TV and newspapers were very far away, even far away. , a little bit unreal.

The colonel said in a sad tone during the flag-raising ceremony: "...Starting today, the school flag will be flown at half-mast for a week to express condolences. The school will also elect representatives to go north to visit the mausoleum. Next, all students are invited to observe a minute of silence together." Some of them closed their eyes, and some lowered their heads, all with solemn expressions.Ah Han quietly looked towards Birdy, and found that Birdy was also looking at him.

Birdy winked at him, and Han smiled knowingly. With just one movement, they can understand what each other is thinking.

Is there any better opportunity than this to leave school openly and go to the bustling Taipei to open your eyes?

The train going north was rocking slowly and regularly, and the passengers could easily fall asleep with rocking.

Ahan leaned on Birdy's shoulder and fell asleep. The bright sunshine outside the car window swept across the faces of the two boys intermittently. Birdy smiled at the corner of his mouth.Suddenly, he shook Han hard enough to wake him up, and said excitedly, "It's Taipei!" The red letter "Dim Sum World" signboard is particularly conspicuous. Next to it is the bustling Ximending. There is a constant flow of people. The train passes through an iron gate. Soon after, there is an announcement that it is about to arrive in Taipei. The speed of the fire slows down. The two first The big boys who went to Taipei last time squeezed in front of the window, curious and excited. When they got off the train, the two hailed a taxi and went to Zhonglie, but the taxi in Taipei was not priced, but metered. The money, and then Birdy has to pay for it, because I am afraid that I will not be able to get the taxi fare.

Fortunately, the car soon arrived at the Martyrs' Shrine, and the taxi fare did not exceed their budget. Zhonglie was already full of dark crowds, and there was no end in sight. After getting off, the two took off their casual jackets, revealing their uniforms. Then I walked along the long road for a long time. On the way, there were many gendarmes controlling and directing the crowd. The people who came to visit the mausoleum were all mournful. Seeing this with BirdyBirdy, he also showed a sad face, occasionally cried a few times and squeezed out a few tears.

When they walked to the registration office at the entrance of Yeling, a policeman stopped them and asked, "Which school are you from?" We are representatives of Weite Middle School, from Taichung!Ahan said that Birdy hurriedly took out a huge cloth strip from his schoolbag and spread it out. On it was written in black and white letters: Miss the leader!Representative of Werther Middle School Yeling.

The policeman nodded, and a staff member handed over two black seconds and asked them to pin them on their arms. They were black filial piety, which represented mourning for the country to express their condolences.

After the two pinned Hei Xiao on, one of them opened the cloth strip, and wanted to line up with the crowd, but the police just said: "Don't jump in line! You have to line up from the back of the line!" Han nodded and Mr. Birdy Leaving the crowd, I stood aside and wanted to find the end of the line, but no matter how I looked, I couldn’t see the end. “Why? Really go to line up, it’s dark and you can’t even line up, right?” Ahan said.

r It's good to have what you want! "Birdy put away the cloth, "Let's worship here!" Ah Han thought it made sense, so he closed his eyes, clasped his hands, and prayed in a low voice: "Almighty Father, please take care of President Jiang, just like you Take care of us, because he is great, although I can't tell, what is great about him, but he should be a good person, everyone likes him very much..." Birdy clasped his hands together and said, "Thank you Jiang Yingtong, I hope you can go to Western Paradise as soon as possible with peace of mind. The world! Become a fairy or a Buddha!

…May the Lord bless President Chiang to go to the kingdom of heaven after his death, with no worries and no pains to follow by your side, Amen! "The Chinese and Western prayer ended.

"Okay, it's time to pay homage!" Birdy said, "Then what's next?" Han asked.

"It's not suitable to stay here for long!" After Birdy finished speaking, he dragged Han away and ran away. Han looked at the endless line of people, looked at those sad faces, and thought, if one day he died, what would happen to him? Will no one grieve for him?

He looked at Birdy's smile in the sun, and suddenly wanted to ask: If I die, will you be sad?

Would you be as sad as these people are to yourself?

Ah Han opened his mouth, but did not ask after all.

But he already knew in his heart that if one day, Birdy disappears in the world, he will be very sad. It is very sad to come to Taipei. Of course, he has to walk around and have a look. Full of curiosity, especially when Birdy sees everything, he wants to go over to see it clearly, or pick it up to play with.

They came to an overpass. There were many kids on it, and it was extremely lively. There were magicians performing, stalls selling children's toys, and many clothing stalls. Ahan squatted down and picked up a piece of clothing curiously to look at the original Do people like to wear such fancy clothes?

A foreign street performer is playing the accordion. It is an exotic tune they have never heard before and the familiar smell of grilled sausages. Boys who are in puberty have a bottomless stomach. When they smell the smell of food, they are greedy, and they are looking for the scent. I didn’t see the sausage stand, but I saw a tall and thin man in bridal attire, standing at the other end of the overpass, holding a sign in his hand, which read: “Marriage is everyone’s right! Homosexuality is not a disease!” People passing by They cast their gazes one after another, some out of curiosity, some out of fear, and some out of contempt at the man. Seeing a very friendly smile from them, "Is that a man?" Han asked in a low voice.

"Why is he dressed like this?" Birdy also widened his eyes, and even wanted to step forward to see clearly, but Ah Han found a group of men behind the man, approaching menacingly, he quickly grabbed Birdy and saw the group of people going straight towards him. The tall and thin man went away and insisted on pulling him away, but the man refused, and a group of people began to drag him away. Finally, the man was dragged away in embarrassment. The lively crowd even sneered, "What are you talking about homosexuality...

"Stay away from him! Who knows if he has AIDS..." The two boys heard such gossip.

Seeing this, Birdy was so angry that he wanted to rush up to help the man, but Han stopped him again, "Why are you doing this to him? I want to call the police!" Birdy called on Han to quickly turn his head away. Only then did Birdy realize that, There had been two policemen standing beside them a long time ago, watching what happened with half-smiles. Birdy was so excited that he even wanted to rush towards the policemen. Ah Han used all his strength to hold him back. At the same time, he felt Birdy trembling again. Just like the last time in the shower, he found that Birdy always seemed very impulsive to this kind of inexplicable bullying, and it was difficult to control his emotions.

why?