Epigenetic edge

Chapter 13 evening

Grandma Ryuzaki treated him very well and took care of him like a relative.But after all, she came to take care of him because of her father's entrustment, and Yamato came to get close to him because of her entrustment.The only two people who want to approach him and care about him are not because of Ye Shenyi himself.

Relatives are given by others, and friends are given by others. He thought that at least he finally met someone who came here simply because of him. The person he loved was also given by others.They were all false, even what he saw was not Ye Shenyi.It doesn't matter, he's always been like this, he's always had nothing.

It's just a pity, he thought Echizen Nanjiro was nice to him because he saw Ye Shenyi.He kept thinking that if he knew he was hospitalized, it must be because he cared, so he paid attention.He felt that Echizen Nanjiro had always been willing to take care of him, whether it was pity or guilt, it was because of Ye Shenyi that he cared.But in the final analysis, in the end, it was still all his wishful thinking, all his wishful thinking.

I always thought that you might have a little reason to love me, but it turned out that it was all begging from others.

Echizen Minamijiro, so you really don't care.It seems that no matter how much you say sorry, no matter how much you say sorry, you can't ask for your forgiveness.

Ye Shenyi's condition is deteriorating very quickly, and her physical condition is not as good as when she was first discovered. It is best to have an operation as soon as possible.Both Ye Shenyi and Ryuzaki Sumire agreed.When signing the consent form, Ye Shenyi was in a daze for a moment, feeling as if the dust had settled.There is no need to be afraid or reluctant, fate has already chosen the path and the future for him, and he does not need to struggle.

This... is also very good...

As expected, Echizen Minamijiro came the next day.

"Yoshi, young man, you should like the freshly made vegetable soup." Echizen Nanjiro prepared dishes for him as usual.

Ye Shenyi closed the book and put it aside, he took Echizen Nanjiro's busy hand.His expression is calm, if you look closely, there is probably deep sadness hidden.

"Nanjiro, why... are you approaching me?" He took a deep breath, and smiled slightly, "Is it because of Grandma Ryuzaki?"

Echizen Nanjiro thought that there was nothing to hide about this matter, but he felt that Ye Shenyi was very wrong at the moment.He considered it: "It's related to that old woman. No..."

Ye Shenyi suddenly stood up. He stood barefoot on the ground and stared at him: "You taught me tennis because she asked me to? Just answer me yes or no."

Echizen Nanjiro, he didn't know how to deal with this situation: "Yes. Put your shoes on first..."

"Did you contact Grandma Ryuzaki the day I had a fever?"

"Yes."

"Grandma Ryuzaki told you I was sick?"

"Yes."

"You have been taking care of me no matter what, she asked you?"

"Yes. No..."

Ye Shenyi smiled suddenly, covering his face and shrugging his shoulders slightly.He laughed, not loudly but with great force, and his throat even made an overwhelmed sound.

Echizen Nanjiro hugged his shoulders: "Yi..."

"Go away!" Ye Shenyi pushed him away with all his strength.

Echizen Nanjiro took several steps back, his feet hit the chair, making a dull crashing sound.

Ye Shenyi pushed back her forehead hair, revealing her tear-stained cheeks.Those tears fell out of his eye sockets like broken beads without stopping, slid across his cheeks, and fell drop by drop from his pointed chin.

"Why did you, that night, why did you do that?" Ye Shenyi staggered, he tried his best to stand still, his hoarse voice seemed to be roaring, but he said silently, "Can you understand me?" ?”

Echizen Nanjiro squeezed his voice out of his throat, word by word: "I'm drunk, I can't remember clearly. However, I should take care of you."

Ye Shenyi shook his head, he wanted to laugh with the corners of his lips curled up, but it could only be a mocking arc. "But I'm not drunk. Heh, I'm not drunk. I am willing, willing. You are not wrong, and I don't need you to bear anything. If you want to say something wrong, it is my fault, and it has nothing to do with you. I did not I pushed you away because I was greedy, and I couldn't figure it out. Echizen Nanjiro, I seduced you when you were unconscious, so you don't have to feel guilty. If you don't hate me, you are already generous."

His body was shaking slightly and he couldn't stand still, but he insisted on walking in front of Echizen Nanjiro: "I asked this last time, and you answered it for the last time. Do you love me?"

Echizen Nanjiro rolled his eyes: "Young man, you are too excited. I will come back tomorrow."

He wanted to escape again, and hurried towards the door, as if he was escaping from some scourge.Ye Shenyi stood in front of the door, raising his chin: "Tell me, and answer me one last time, and I won't ask any more."

"Yi." Echizen Nanjiro didn't dare to push him, "I..."

"One last time!" Ye Shenyi coughed twice but was still firmly standing in front of the door: "One last time. Just tell me today."

Echizen Nanjiro gritted his teeth and said in a low voice, "I don't love you."

Ye Shenyi heard it, so he seemed to be done with something, opened the door with his own hands and pushed Echizen Nanjiro out.He said: "I love you. Then we don't want to meet anyone in the future. If there is a next life, it's best...don't meet."

With that he closed the door.

Echizen Nanjiro stood at the door in a daze, he heard suppressed coughing and whimpering inside the door.Ye Shenyi leaned against the door panel, he curled up and hugged himself into a ball, the blood stained his sleeves, his chest, soaked through his clothes, he was so cold that he was startled.The sky gradually dimmed, and the darkness surrounded Ye Shenyi.The thin and frail figure gradually merged into it, indistinguishable from the darkness.

Echizen Nanjiro stood leaning against the door, he folded his arms and closed his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.He didn't seem to think about anything, just listening, listening carefully to the voice inside the door.The incandescent light in the corridor hit his face, which was weakly white.

They are separated by a door, as if they are in two worlds.

When the sun was setting, Ye Shenyi stood up. He opened the window and untied the hair rope on his wrist, and then... let go of his hand...

No one knows what he discarded at this moment.

The little boy in a hospital gown was holding a small ball and looked at the man who got into the grass in confusion: "Uncle, it's getting dark. What are you doing, playing hide and seek?"

The man was lying on the ground. He rummaged through the grass without looking back and said, "Go, children, go and play. Don't disturb me looking for things."

The little boy curled his lips and ran away holding the ball in a "clack".

It rained heavily yesterday, and the soil on the ground is still wet. The sky is dark and dark clouds are gathering in large swaths. It seems that there will be another heavy rain in the evening.

Echizen Nanjiro searched all over the grass downstairs of the inpatient building, and finally found something blown away by the wind from a remote corner.Bean big raindrops fell, but Echizen Nanjiro seemed to be ignorant.He stood in the corner, holding the thin thing that he had found with great difficulty, looking through the rain curtain, not knowing which window he fell on.It is probably the most obtrusive unlit one among the windows that let out light.

It was windy and rainy, and a crack was finally torn open in his appearance of ease.He was holding the thin hair rope, but he couldn't even lower his head to take another look.

……

Losing and gaining seem to be just an instant thing.Echizen Nanjiro was boiling a pot of fish soup in the kitchen when he received the call from Sumire Ryuzaki.Who can believe that Echizen Nanjiro can have such a good skill, and Echizen Nanjiro himself didn't believe it before he learned it.

It's just that this pot of soup obviously can't be finished properly.Ryuzaki Sumire's deliberately low growl sounded in his ears, making Echizen Nanjiro think he was deaf, a deaf person.

"Nanjiro, what are you doing! Xiaoyi's operation is about to start, why haven't you arrived yet?"

"Wait for me!" Echizen Nanjiro didn't have time to take care of the pot of soup, he hung up the phone and ran out.

The bicycle was pushed out by him "jingling jingling".Nanako said in surprise from behind, "Uncle, where are you going? Your soup is going to be mushy!"

where to goEchizen Minamijiro pedaled the pedal without any intention of slowing down, and kicked the bicycle out of the momentum of a rocket.But his mind was empty.

The road in front of the hospital was still congested as usual, Echizen Nanjiro threw off his bicycle and ran through the crowd of cars.In the violent panting and thunderous heartbeat, Echizen Nanjiro tasted panic besides bitterness.There was no reason, the panic that could only be explained by intuition.

No one told him.Ye Shenyi didn't tell him that he was going to have an operation.

Japan's medical skills are already developed, and the success rate of gastric cancer surgery is not low.But Echizen Minamijiro was still uneasy.When he found the operating room, Ye Shenyi was lying on the hospital bed and being pushed into the operating room by the doctor.Ryuzaki Sumire followed, encouraging something in a low voice.

Echizen Nanjiro ran over from this end of the corridor, but with all his strength, he couldn't catch up with Ye Shenyi who was about to enter the end of the corridor.He didn't care about the rule of not making loud noises in the hospital: "Yi!"

he shouted.

Ryuzaki Sumire turned his head to look over, Yagami Yi turned his head slightly, he couldn't see Nanjiro's figure because he didn't have eyes on the top of his head.The hand of the nurse pushing the cart stopped slightly, and the door of the operating room was already opened.

Ye Shenyi smiled slightly at her: "It's not good to miss the time."

The nurse subconsciously smiled back and pushed him inside.

Echizen Nanjiro knew that he could not catch up, he said: "You come out, you come out well, survive, I won't lie to you, I will tell you the answer you want."

Half of Ye Shenyi's body had already entered the door of the operating room, and Ryuzaki Sumire had already stopped to watch him.Ye Shenyi saw Echizen Nanjiro, so he smiled softly, his eyebrows were curved, bright and gentle.

"boom."

It was the sound of the door of the operating room closing.Echizen Nanjiro staggered two steps and stopped. He looked up at the bright red letters "in operation" and asked, "Hello, old woman..."

"Huh?" Sumire Ryuzaki sat down on the waiting chair, "Minamijiro, it's not your style to be late. Fortunately, we made it."

Have you caught up yet?

Echizen Nanjiro grabbed his short hair and responded in a low voice: "Ah."

After all, he didn't say anything, didn't ask anything.He kept everything in his heart.

Whether it's his own ignorance, or Ye Shenyi's thin and fake smile.

He had the best look and the most beautiful smile he had ever seen.

He was afraid that he would be late.