sun washed by spring rain

12. (4)

Yan Qianming was awakened by a ray of dazzling sunlight. After waking up, he found that his upper body was lying on the sofa, but his legs were bent on the ground.With a sweet and delicate face leaning on his left shoulder, Yan Qianming remembered that he was dragged by a group of good buddies yesterday afternoon to attend a party that was said to be a festival with many friends.Afterwards, a girl he had noticed since the beginning of school confessed to him in public...

Yan Qianming smiled. It turned out that they had planned this party a long time ago. A girl whom he had always liked confessed to him, and the people around him were booing again. Yan Qianming agreed after not thinking for a long time, and then Somehow I drank Fragment and played all night...

The posture of being leaned on by someone like this is obviously not comfortable, Yan Qianming sat up in a daze, and found that half of his body was already numb.The surrounding environment was in a mess, a pile of large and small beer bottles were poured down, several people were lying on a small sofa, and more drunk, unconscious men and women were lying on the ground...

He touched his pocket and the phone was not there. It seemed that he had sent a message of congratulations in a daze in the early hours of last night... Yan Qianming kicked away the person who was pressing on his leg, finally straightened up, and searched in the mess. looking at his cell phone.

There were five or six missed calls on the phone, all of which were from Zhang Ke. Yan Qianming woke up like a dream, as if thinking of something, regardless of the drunk people around him, he grabbed his coat and ran out.

In front of the gymnasium in the city center, some workers were unloading the giant poster of Ye Linfei's concert.Yan Qianming stood there watching in a daze.This time it was Zhang Ke who did not answer his calls, and Yan Qianming only found out now that they have been in this city for almost half a year. Zhang Ke didn't answer the phone and didn't take the initiative to contact him. He really couldn't find him...

In fact, it's not that Zhang Ke doesn't want to answer Yan Qianming's call, it's just that he doesn't have the energy at all now.

After receiving a text message from Yan Qianming last night, Zhang Ke finally let go of his heart. Although he didn't know why Yan Qianming didn't answer his call, Zhang Ke didn't call again...

After midnight, even if Christmas has come, there are still very few pedestrians on the street, and even the bright street lights and festive lights beside the road look lonely...

There is no longer any means of transportation to go back, and all the money in his pocket has been bought for concert tickets. Zhang Ke has no choice but to wander aimlessly.There are thousands of lights in this city, but at this moment, none of them belong to him.

Zhang Ke finally sat on a bench by the roadside and fell asleep at some point. The morning sun had not yet risen, but the sky had already begun to light up. He was woken up by a cleaner who cleaned in the morning.Even in the south, winter is still cold, not to mention the cold wind blowing outside for a whole night. Sure enough, Zhang Ke woke up trembling and his voice became hoarse. At school, when I go back, I will be stuck in bed and can't get up.

The phone kept ringing again, but Zhang Ke didn't answer it. One reason was lack of strength, and the other reason was that he felt aggrieved.Just like a child who is looking forward to eating candy, the adult holds a piece of candy in his hand, but the child can't get it no matter how hard he tosses. gave him.At this time, the child will not laugh happily, but will cry aggrievedly. You can give it to me directly, but why did you torture me for so long...

Always running outside, Zhang Ke basically doesn’t have any friends at school, sometimes because of part-time jobs or looking for Yan Qianming, it’s too late to go back, so my roommates are used to the situation where I didn’t come home last night...

A person spent a whole night on the street, but no one asked him... During this night, he felt extremely cold, and finally realized that it is not someone who likes someone naturally, even if he is already used to it... …

The ringing of the phone continued, and he couldn't settle down to rest, so Zhang Ke simply answered the phone without saying a word, to see what Yan Qianming over there had to say.

Heyed a few times on the phone, and fell silent after hearing no answer.Zhang Ke was a little disappointed, thinking that he would just hang up the phone over there, waiting for the beep of the hangup, but he didn't expect that after a while, Yan Qianming's voice came from there again.

"Uh... Hey, Zhang Ke, well, it's my brother's fault this time, I'm sorry, I let you go, it's normal for you to ignore me, but you just told me the time and place from the beginning, who knows it's coming Going to the concert... Besides, I just said that that day, who knows that you really took it seriously."

"Hey, you didn't really wait for me all night yesterday, did you..."

"Okay, if you don't want to talk, just listen to me! Hey, yes, I have good news for you. I have a girlfriend, young master. She is very beautiful. I will introduce you to her when the time comes!"

"Hey, you don't have to envy me. Our school has a lot of beautiful girls. If you don't have time, my buddy will introduce one to you. You're not bad looking, so you can't be a bachelor all the time!"

Yan Qianming over there talked like an unstoppable sluice, probably to alleviate the guilt of putting Zhang Ke in his heart for a night, or as if he had nothing to say and was trying to find a topic to avoid embarrassment... ...but the matter of having a girlfriend is specially emphasized.

There is still no sound on the phone side, and Yan Qianming on the other side is already getting a little impatient, thinking when he coaxed people so much, he doesn't even have a girlfriend now, if it wasn't for this time that he was really wronged, Zhang Ke The kind that made him talk for a long time and still keep farting, he would have scolded him long ago.

"Hey! I've been talking for so long, you should be angry, you should give me a shout!" After holding back for a long time, Yan Qianming felt that Zhang Ke was pushing his nose and face, and he was already giving him face by not scolding him. up.

"Have you finished?" Zhang Ke here finally managed to say a word, but the tone of his voice had already changed, and there was an indescribable hoarseness.

"You..." When he spoke, Yan Qianming was stunned for a moment, his voice was really hoarse, if he didn't speak very slowly, he really couldn't understand what he said.

"Are you finished? Then I'm going to sleep." Before Yan Qianming could continue to speak, Zhang Ke finished the sentence in a twisted manner, and then hung up the phone.

His eyes were wet at some point, his head was completely buried in the pillow, and even the pillow was wet... There seemed to be something choking on his chest and throat, and he kept swallowing but couldn't swallow anything.I have a girlfriend, how nice it is to have a girlfriend, I have someone to accompany me during the holidays, and when I am bored, I have someone to talk to me sweetly, the girls hug me softly and sweetly, and I don’t look like a boy who loves sports. stench...

"Hey..." Zhang Ke sniffed his nose, took a deep breath and sighed loudly, since he's not a girl, there's no need to cry... But, why is he so sad.With a sigh, the suffocated chest finally felt better, Zhang Ke wiped the tears on his face indiscriminately, turned over and lay down, and forcibly closed his eyes.Go to sleep, I'm too tired, everything will pass after I sleep...

This time it was Zhang Ke who hung up the phone first, before he could finish speaking.Yan Qianming originally thought that he would be angry, but now, he was holding the phone in a daze.

Hearing Zhang Ke's hoarse voice, I felt vaguely uncomfortable. Was it because I waited for him for too long last night and got sick?He did deliberately emphasize that he had a girlfriend, but the intention was not to show off.

Yan Qianming also sighed, it turned out that I was still afraid...afraid that you really loved me...

13. (5)

Time never slows down its pace, no matter how hard it is to keep it, it is still galloping chicly.In a blink of an eye, three years have passed since I was in college, and it is the summer vacation after my junior year.

Zhang Ke went to a culinary technical school, and three years is exactly the time to graduate.Yan Qianming also finally went to Zhang Ke's school once in the past three years, and attended his graduation ceremony when he was about to leave.It is said to be a graduation ceremony, but it is actually a group of people taking a group photo and issuing a certificate. They will not wear a set of bachelor uniforms like those graduating college students, and wantonly sway their youthful posture.In Yan Qianming's view, Zhang Ke's life in the past few years is really nothing exciting to speak of. He graduated smoothly without any disturbances. Everything about him seems to be ordinary and simple.

Yan Qianming took the initiative to bring up Zhang Ke's graduation ceremony this time. It is the first time and the last time... Zhang Ke is very grateful to Yan Qianming who came here on purpose, but now he is no longer as persistent and dependent as he was at the beginning Yan Qianming, I don't know when he started to have his own circle of friends, walking a completely different path from Yan Qianming.

In fact, they all knew in their hearts that their relationship has become much stranger in the past three years...

Different from Zhang Ke's ordinary and simple, Yan Qianming can be said to have made full use of the time in the university, living a colorful life every day, basically no one in the school does not know his name, spending money like water, always in the major social activities They all have his active figure, and he has made dozens of friends, if not hundreds.What I have to mention is that Yan Qianming found that he is actually an infatuated person, and the longer he treats the relationship, the deeper it becomes. He has been dating his current girlfriend for three years, and he is a model for the school. For lovers, she can cook, act like a baby, adjust Yan Qianming's appetite, and meet his needs...Maybe they will get married after graduation, and everything is going well.

Zhang Ke is still a bachelor, has a good appearance, never has many suitors, but is still alone, Yan Qian knows that he still can't let go of himself, but every time he deliberately ignores it.

He always leaves everything to time, and believes that Zhang Ke's abnormal feelings for him will one day fade away with time.

Graduation means work. Zhang Ke passed the junior chef certificate. When Yan Qianming started his summer vacation, he had already started working in a restaurant with a teacher and father.Yan Qianming would go home every long vacation, and would ask Zhang Ke every time if he wanted to go back with him, but Zhang Ke's answer was that he had something to do. Counting, Zhang Ke hadn't been home once in the past three years.

This time before going home, Yan Qianming made an appointment with Zhang Ke again, and his girlfriend came with him.In fact, Yan Qianming's girlfriend has heard that he has a close buddy named Zhang Ke, but he has never seen him. The girlfriend finds some pretty little sisters of hers for Zhang Ke to meet, but every time Zhang Ke asks Zhang Ke to meet with this kind of thing, Zhang Ke will shirk in various ways. I don't feel ashamed, so the meeting has been delayed like this.

On the eve of every long holiday, they basically have to meet each other. Zhang Ke didn't think much about it, but he didn't expect that Yan Qianming took his girlfriend directly to the dessert house next to the restaurant where he worked. Zhang Ke worked hard. I ignored it for three years, but I didn't expect it to be in front of my eyes in the end.

Yan Qianming did not delay Zhang Ke's work, so he made an appointment for lunch break. When Zhang Ke entered, he saw Yan Qianming feeding a beautiful girl next to him a cake. This picture was particularly eye-catching in the sunny window. Zhang Ke lowered his head and smiled wryly, rubbed his crumpled clothes with his hands twice, and walked over as if nothing had happened.

"Hey! You're here!" Yan Qianming saw Zhang Ke at a glance, and hurriedly put down the fork in his hand to call him over. Zhang Ke was still wearing the same red T-shirt that he had when he first came to look for him. His skin is very fair, and his figure seems to be much stronger than before because of long hours of physical work.

"Well...how did you make an appointment at this place..." Zhang Ke agreed and walked over to sit down. After asking this sentence, he regretted it. It is clear that girls often come to this kind of place, and why did they make an appointment here? ?Zhang Ke subconsciously glanced at the sweet-looking girl sitting next to Yan Qianming... It was simply asking the question knowingly.

The sweet girl on the opposite side introduced herself to Zhang Ke and said hello, but no one noticed the slightly disdainful look in Zhang Ke's clothes.

"Oh! Look! This is my girlfriend, hey, we have been together for three years and you haven't seen each other yet. Didn't you specially bring her here to check on your brother... You look good... Let me tell you about her A friend is prettier..."

"Get down to business!" Zhang Ke forced a smile at the girl as a response, then interrupted Yan Qianming's words, unknowingly bursting into anger.

The girl opposite was obviously surprised, no one under her influence would speak to Yan Qianming in such a blunt tone.

"It's not summer vacation anymore. Do you want to go home? I want to take her to see my parents... By the way, I'm here to ask you, don't you want to go home after graduation?" Zhang Ke said in a blunt tone It didn't make Yan Qianming angry, but felt normal. If Zhang Ke still looks at him with that kind of affectionate eyes now, he really can't bear it.

When Zhang Ke heard that Yan Qianming was going to take this girl home, his body froze obviously, and he didn't know how to react for a while. Yes, since Yan Qianming had a girlfriend, his choice was not to bother... He tried hard to let her go I kept a distance from Yan Qianming, tried my best to restrain my feelings, and even gave up, and made a plan to never see Yan Qianming again... But Yan Qianming didn't seem to want to give up the relationship between their good brothers, and still maintained a sense of distance with him. , and every time Zhang Ke received these contacts from Yan Qianming, those determinations and decisions made by Zhang Ke would be in vain... Maybe it was this kind of lukewarm and weak expectation that gave him humble illusions, but this One sentence made him fall to the bottom again.

That's right, he has a girlfriend, the next step is to meet his parents and enter the palace of marriage, but he himself is not qualified to fight for it from the beginning... Why bother as a brother.

"Oh... I won't go back, I have to meet my parents... Then... bless you..." Zhang Ke's words stuck in his throat, with indescribable bitterness.There is a constant struggle in my mind.Is it like this all my life?I can only watch helplessly.That family no longer needed him, and in order to repay the kindness of his upbringing, he had been working desperately... There was no point in going back to a home without a trace of warmth.

"Okay...then I will bring you the special products from my hometown as usual!" Knowing Zhang Ke's answer earlier, Yan Qianming was not disappointed.

Zhang Ke nodded, and just ended this meeting.

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The plane flew overhead...with clouds blown away by the wind...Zhang Ke looked up in a daze...No one thought that Yan Qianming, who returned home this time, would face earth-shaking changes. From that moment on, the bondage can no longer be separated...

14. (6)

Zhang Ke didn't expect that he would go home for the first time in the past three years, and take a plane for the first time in his life because of Yan Qianming.

Half a month after Yan Qianming left, Zhang Ke suddenly received a call from him. The voice of the person on the phone was exhausted and weak, and there was even a hint of choking...

"Come back, please... help me..." In his impression, he had never shown such weakness, as if Zhang Ke could feel the helplessness of that person on the phone.

Zhang Ke didn't know what happened to the man, and he didn't ask.He seemed to be possessed. After answering the phone call, his body had already started to help him make the decision before he could change his mind.

I don't know how I would be willing to buy a thousand yuan air ticket. In short, when Zhang Ke's thoughts drifted back, he had already boarded the plane and was traveling through the clouds.

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The past few years in his hometown haven't changed much, everything is the same as when he left three years ago, this time Zhang Ke came back in a hurry, and didn't inform anyone in advance that he was coming back, even Yan Qianming didn't know.When I arrived, I called him first, but unexpectedly, the other party's phone was turned off.I don't know why there is a faint uneasiness in my heart, Zhang Ke didn't even have time to go back home, so he rushed directly to Yan Qianming's house.

Yan Qianming's home is in the most prosperous villa area in the urban area. It takes a long car ride to go there. Yan Qianming invited him before, but he has never been there. Inquired about the address, and in addition to the address, Zhang Ke also found out some incredible news.Yan Qianming's company went bankrupt.

This is indeed the case. When Zhang Ke stood in front of the gate of Yan Qianming's house and looked at the dazzling seal, his whole heart trembled.This matter has been quite a big issue here recently, so Zhang Ke didn't take much effort to inquire about it clearly.

Yan Qianming's father's company contracted a large project of a high-rise building. It may be because of greed or luck. The serious collapse accident caused many workers casualties, and even the development zone in that area was affected, like ruins.

Since then, the performance of Yan Qianming's father's company has plummeted, and the bad influence and huge losses and compensation caused shareholders to withdraw their capital one after another. They persisted like this for less than a month, and finally could not escape the doom of declaring bankruptcy.

Misfortunes never come singly... Yan Qianming's father was stimulated by this incident and suddenly suffered a stroke, and is currently being treated in the hospital...

Knowing the cause and effect of these things, Zhang Ke felt that his scalp was numb. How could Yan Qianming accept such a series of changes...

After that, I searched like crazy...Although Zhang Ke is Yan Qianming's best friend, he has never really integrated into his circle, and the high-end places he often goes to don't even know where the doors open ...But Yan Qianming is different from Zhang Ke, he has many friends besides Zhang Ke...

Zhang Ke spared no effort to find all kinds of ways to find Yan Qianming. He even went back to high school, found the address book of Yan Qianming's graduation class and called one by one, but the result was not optimistic. There were not many contacts. Yan Qianming basically either avoided it or didn't know what to ask.

When Zhang Ke was in a state of desperation, Yan Qianming took the initiative to call him in the end...

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It was Zhang Ke's first visit to a place like a bar, but the place was not as high-end as he had imagined, and even a little run-down.Zhang Ke groped around according to the address given by Yan Qianming, and finally found him in a certain corner of this bar...

At this time, Yan Qianming's state is really not good, and his spirit seems to be a little depressed. The dim light in the bar reflects the stubble on his chin, his clothes are wrinkled, one arm is still in plaster, and the other I had no choice but to keep sending wine to my mouth with my arm.

The scene in front of him was really shocking, for a moment Zhang Ke couldn't believe that this was the usual high-spirited Yan Qianming!All of a sudden, he became so angry that he rushed forward in three steps and knocked down the wine glass in Yan Qianming's hand.

The cup in his hand was knocked out, the person in front of him was obviously blinded, and then he turned his head mechanically, only then did Zhang Ke realize that this person not only had injuries on his arms, but even his face was bruised and swollen...

"What's wrong with you? Who beat you?" After saying this, Zhang Ke's anger suddenly deepened, but at the moment he was not angry with Yan Qianming, but the person who hurt him.

"You're here! You're here so soon...you'd better...don't make me wait so long..." Yan Qianming said in a daze, but he smiled when he saw Zhang Keshi.

"I... have heard all about it, what's going on..." Zhang Ke asked tentatively, seeing Yan Qianming's decadent appearance, the incident might be more complicated than he imagined.

"Do you believe me? It's not my dad's fault! He didn't cut corners! He didn't do it, you and his subordinate! He was framed!" Yan Qianming suddenly leaned over while holding Zhang Ke's hand tightly Sleeves, the words were hoarse.

"I believe, I believe you!" Zhang Ke looked at Yan Qianming seriously and let him drag him.He knew that he must have a lot to say now.

"You believe me...hehe, what's the use of you believing...they don't believe it...no one believes it, you see these injuries were caused by the families of the injured workers...they said we could pay but not My life! They want my life!" As if recalling something terrible, Yan Qianming almost gritted his teeth when he said this, even his voice trembled.

"It's not your fault..." Zhang Ke looked at him like this and felt distressed for a while. He didn't know how to comfort people, and now he didn't know what to say.

"What am I going to do, what am I going to do now? My home is gone, my money is gone, my dad is still in the hospital! I can't get any money out, no one can help me, they won't help me...and those The worker's family is also looking for me... What should I do? She said she would help me, she said she would go home to get the money first, but she never came back after she went back, and the phone number became empty. How? She loves me! She won't leave me and run away, will she!"

Zhang Ke was surprised for a while, that "she" should be Yan Qianming's girlfriend, and they came back together, but they ran away in the face of difficulties?

Yan Qianming is like a frightened child at this time, as if he wants to hide in the warm embrace of an adult the next moment, but unfortunately, he is no longer a child in reality, and there is no warmth in this huge change His wings can protect him and accommodate him...

Living in a pampered environment since he was a child, this accident did deal a big blow to Yan Qianming. Seeing his appearance of losing his seven souls and three souls, Zhang Ke not only felt distressed, but also hated iron for being weak.

Zhang Ke suddenly stared at Yan Qianming fiercely, and pulled up his collar all of a sudden.

"Take out your usual uncle's aura, cheer me up a little bit!