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15. (7)

"Follow me!" Zhang Ke pulled Yan Qianming's collar and pulled him up from the seat. Yan Qianming was as helpless as a puddle of mud.Just being dragged to the door, Yan Qianming suddenly threw Zhang Ke away with all his strength.

"I have nowhere to go!" With too much strength, he threw Zhang Ke away, and Yan Qianming himself took two steps back, his half-tilted body seemed to be unable to stand still, and his face was covered with plaster. It was a bruise, and Zhang Ke on the opposite side looked fierce again.Everyone in the bar looked at the two of them, but out of cowardice, no one came to help.

"Follow me!" Zhang Ke yelled again, and then, regardless of Yan Qianming's resistance, he walked over and grabbed his uninjured arm, pulling it with all his strength.Even though he loves exercise and sports, Yan Qianming, who has always been pampered, is no match for Zhang Ke, who often does heavy physical work.

Zhang Ke dragged Yan Qianming like a dead dog, and the two reached an empty alley, Zhang Ke threw him out.

With all his strength, Yan Qianming fell heavily to the ground and even turned somersault, falling in a daze.

"Get up! What a waste! Why, you have no place to go? Then why don't you die? What's the use of complaining here! Your father is still in the hospital, so you can earn money if you can't afford it! You're still drinking here , Drinking can make money or not cost money?" Zhang Ke yelled at Yan Qianming who was lying on the ground, in his heart Yan Qianming should live arrogantly instead of just using alcohol to escape his worries and escape everything like now.

"I don't know! I really don't know!" Yan Qianming huddled on the ground, completely ignoring the injured arm, holding his head in his hands, the alcohol played a role, as if he was using this alcohol to drive away the fear of these days, The psychological gap from heaven to hell is all vented out.

"Get up!" Zhang Ke rushed over and kicked Yan Qianming's feet fiercely, and then lifted him up by his collar.

"Fuck! You're fucking going to kill me!" Yan Qianming, who was pulled up, snorted and said this sentence from his mouth.

"Looking at you like this, I might as well beat you to death, and then I will go to jail if you die, so I can save my worries!" Zhang Ke pushed Yan Qianming to the corner again, forcing him to wake up.

"Fart! How can you go to jail! But what should I do! I really need a lot of money now! Where can I find so much money! Those workers' families are still looking for me! They want to beat me to death, you know? Yes, Rather than being beaten to death by them, I might as well be beaten to death by you! Let's do it!" Yan Qianming barely stood up straight, and simply closed his eyes with a dignified look.

Looking at Yan Qianming, Zhang Ke didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He thought he had come to his senses, but he didn't know if he was stunned at that moment.

"You're the one who farts! If you beat me to death, I have to collect your body, so I won't do this kind of money-losing job!" Zhang Ke put his arms around his waist, took a deep breath, and looked at Yan Qianming's sluggish expression after a while. The look couldn't bear it again, and he walked over and said in a serious tone with a calm tone.

"Qian, I'll help you figure out a way."

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It is not suitable for Yan Qianming to leave now, and the families of the injured workers are indeed difficult to deal with. Yan Qianming’s company has gone bankrupt due to huge compensation for losses, and some family members of the dead workers still feel that the compensation they received is too little. After all, no amount of money can be exchanged. To save a life, most of these workers are still the pillars of the family. Without them, those people seem to have lost the security of their lives, and they will inevitably take some extreme actions, but they will still take no matter how much money the company has gone bankrupt. If not, he could only vent his anger on the boss's son Yan Qianming.Yan Qianming was indeed seriously injured.

Zhang Ke rented a small house near his home, and Yan Qianming was temporarily placed here by him to recover from his injuries.As for the medical expenses of Yan Qianming's father in the hospital... Zhang Ke promised that he would find a way first.

Zhang Ke originally didn't want his uncle and aunt to know that he was back, but as soon as he came back, he looked for Yan Qianming all over the world, and he had already appeared and wanted to hide, but he couldn't hide. Some money, unfortunately just in time for this year's cousin who failed the college entrance examination and didn't want to repeat his studies. My uncle has already used all his savings to give my cousin the back door to go to college... There is no hope of borrowing money. Zhang Ke who came back was severely beaten by his aunt lost a lot.

After so many years of eating from this family and using this family, I went out for three years and didn't get much money back. This time I came back to borrow money by licking my face!

Zhang Ke was so hurt by his aunt that he wanted to find a crack in the ground to sneak in, and he really didn't have the face to speak again.

Despite all the cold looks, in order to help Yan Qianming, Zhang Ke chose to stay temporarily.Yan Qianming has been recuperating from this injury for nearly half a month. During this period, his health has improved. He also thought about going out to make money as soon as possible, but he was forbidden to go out by Zhang Ke, who was still being frantically searched by the workers' families. Yan Qianming was also by those workers. People were scared of being beaten, as soon as Zhang Ke said that he would stay in the room quietly, and never mentioned going out again. In this way, during this period of time, Yan Qianming's only contact with the outside world was Zhang Ke...

During this period of time, Zhang Ke was indeed helping him with all his might. Apart from working to make money, he would cook for Yan Qianming when he was free, and then report to him everything outside and his father's situation in the hospital.

The situation has been much calmer recently, and the matter is not so serious as restricting Yan Qianming's going out.In fact, the current situation is largely due to Zhang Ke's selfishness...

During the days when Yan Qianming hid here to recuperate from his injuries, he almost relied on Zhang Ke for everything...and Zhang Ke seemed to enjoy this other way of getting along with Yan Qianming, he was almost morbidly thinking , Thinking that Yan Qianming had better never go out, he just wanted him to rely on him and rely on him... Maybe this would make him feel that Yan Qianming completely belonged to him alone.

Zhang Ke didn't know what he was thinking, he obviously hoped that this person could cheer up, but now, he was hindering this person...

Admitting that his thoughts are a bit crazy, he can't imprison Yan Qianming for a lifetime, but he just can't control his thoughts... We have known each other for so many years, although Yan Qianming always says that they are the best buddies , but Zhang Ke felt that the distance between them has always been so far away, and this time, Zhang Ke felt that Yan Qianming was very close to him for the first time, but this kind of proximity made him feel as if he would become close again the next moment. It's far away, and it will be too fast for him to catch it...

But Zhang Ke was wrong, he didn't know that his actions would make Yan Qianming sick, but he still enjoyed...enjoying this seemingly interdependent time...

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Yan Qianming stayed in this room for half a month, and the only contact with the outside world was Zhang Ke. He was originally a person who liked to go wild and couldn't rest for a moment. It was the first time he was bored for such a long time. The feeling of boredom made him almost go crazy, but every time he wanted to go out, he would hold back when he thought of Zhang Ke's words.

He believes in Zhang Ke and trusts him to give everything to him, so all he can do now is wait...

During this period of time, Yan Qianming found himself becoming more and more sensitive. Since he found out that such a big thing happened, only Zhang Keshi was willing to help him unconditionally... Grabbing Zhang Ke is like catching a life-saving Straw... And now, when he couldn't get through the phone that was the only connection with the outside world, a feeling of fear suddenly emerged, which almost made him collapse.

Therefore, when Zhang Ke opened the door of Yan Qianming's room again that day, what he saw was such a person who was almost roaring and his eyes were bloodshot.

"Why didn't you answer the call!" Yan Qianming yelled at Zhang Ke at the top of his lungs, his whole body trembling.

Seeing Yan Qianming like this, Zhang Ke was stunned for a moment, then quickly took out his phone.

"There's no electricity, what's wrong?"

"Why didn't you answer! I thought... I thought even you were going to leave me..." Yan Qianming still yelled at the first sentence, but his voice gradually weakened after that, his whole body was almost exhausted, and he looked incomparably Fragile.

"I, I'm sorry, the phone is really out of battery this time, I didn't mean it, and I won't do it in the future." Yan Qianming's reaction really surprised Zhang Ke, and immediately lowered his tone to comfort him.

"Don't leave me! I really beg you! Don't leave me..."

"I will not leave you."

Yan Qianming lowered his head and was still muttering, Zhang Ke knew that he might be really scared.But when he also wanted to lower his head to look at the other party, Yan Qianming suddenly raised his head again.

"You love me, right? Zhang Ke! You love me, right!"

Hearing this sentence, Zhang Keru was shocked...he knew he knew everything...

Only now did he understand that they were careful to maintain their friendship before the layer of window paper was pierced. Although they didn't want to be content with the status quo, they never thought about what it would be like if they were really pierced one day. situation.

"Tell me, do you... love me!"

16. (8)

"What are you talking about..." Zhang Ke didn't know what kind of expression he had on his face now, Yan Qianming's eyes looked extremely serious, this question that had no doubts from the beginning made him at a loss .

"You love me! Right!" Yan Qianming repeated.

"I..." Zhang Ke subconsciously opened his mouth but only uttered one word. How should he answer?Since this question is not a secret between you and me, why bother to embarrass us by asking it knowingly.

Zhang Ke was still in a daze, while Yan Qianming was obviously dissatisfied with his hesitation, his breathing became heavier, and the sound of him inhaling and exhaling could be heard all around.

But when Zhang Ke was still evasive, he only felt that the person in front of him took a step, and then there was a shadow in front of him...

His mind was blank, Zhang Ke had no time to react, his lips were suppressed by another lip, this lip was soft and warm, maybe because he didn't drink water often, it was a little dry, such a close touch, Zhang Ke But he could even feel the outline of the lips, and when he finally realized who the owner of the lips was, he pushed him away forcefully in the next second...

"What are you doing!" Zhang Ke exerted a lot of strength, Yan Qianming might as well be pushed a few steps by him, and then looked at him puzzled.

"What? Don't you like me? Don't you love me? I kiss you, shouldn't you be happy?"

Yan Qianming's words made sense, and Zhang Ke stood there in a daze, looking at him, his eyes full of bewilderment.

"What on earth do you want to do? If you are just afraid that I will leave you, you don't need to test me! Yes! I just like you, what's wrong? What's wrong with loving you? I don't think I'm wrong! I like you, it doesn't matter to you What happened!" Zhang Ke didn't know what he said, he just felt that his mind was blank now, and Yan Qianming's sudden kiss made him confused.Logically speaking, it should be a very happy thing to be kissed by someone I have always liked, but Zhang Ke not only did not feel happy at the moment, but even felt a little panic.

Yan Qianming's kiss has no warmth, it seems to be perfunctory, and it seems to be trying to please...he is afraid that he will leave him...so he deliberately pleases himself?Zhang Ke smiled wryly... From the moment Yan Qianming kissed him, Zhang Ke knew that he had fallen...

He fell in love with Yan Qianming's aura, and the moment he pushed him away, he was even thinking...even if he deliberately pleases him, so what if he got the result...Finally, there is no need to hide his feelings secretly, finally I can get his fair and square kiss...

Thinking of this, Zhang Ke's frown that had been frowned all the time suddenly smoothed out, and then he leaned towards Yan Qianming's head suddenly, and bit his lips fiercely again.

Zhang Ke's last paragraph had a direct impact on Yan Qianming.Or what I feel in my heart is one thing, but hearing that person admit it is another thing. My good brother and buddy for many years really fell in love with me...

Yan Qianming didn't understand why he took the initiative to kiss Zhang Ke just now, maybe it was just like what he said, he grabbed a life-saving straw, afraid that he would leave too, afraid that he would really lose everything all of a sudden...

If you want to grab something, you have to find a way to make him stay, and the way Yan Qianming thought of was to do what he likes...

When Zhang Ke took the initiative to kiss him again, Yan Qianming was really taken aback. Zhang Ke's kiss was strange and disorderly, it seemed to be catharsis, but it also seemed to be retention.

I like you, none of your business...

A far-fetched cover-up, a stubborn excuse...

Yan Qianming suffered a lot from his unruly biting. He is no longer a stranger to kissing, and the person in front of him is obviously a novice...

Although it was not the first kiss, but the first time he kissed a man, it was with his good brother. This was a big shock to Yan Qianming, but gradually, he found that Zhang Ke's lips were not as small and soft as a girl's. Also don't have a flavor.

Yan Qianming began to respond to Zhang Ke... Soon, the kiss became dominated by Yan Qianming, and soon, the kiss became more and more passionate, and the breathing of the two became heavier. It came down... Zhang Ke, who was taller in comparison, was crushed by Yan Qianming.

"I like you, Yan Qianming! I...I love you, Yan Qianming..." The corners of the mouths of the two finally left inseparable. Zhang Ke vaguely said this sentence in the gap between opening his mouth to take a breath. He felt The person on the body also reacted, and after speaking, he took the initiative to lick and bite Yan Qianming's neck, almost paranoid to provoke the desire of the person on the body.

So what if it's just to keep me, so what if it's wishful thinking... At least everything is good now.

"I...have never been with a man..." Yan Qianming's voice was a little hoarse because of desire, and he didn't know why he had feelings for a man, and he was still his buddy... Reason told him that he should now Just get up and take a shower of cold water, calm down, but his heart tells him...

Zhang loves you...he loves you...as long as you satisfy him...he gets what he wants from you, he will never leave you again...

"I...I'll tell you..." Zhang Ke under him suddenly blushed, and said this sentence hesitantly. Yan Qianming's rationality was defeated by his heart, but he was wrong about one thing, and he was completely wrong... …

The love Zhang Ke wants...he can't afford it...

17. (9)

The summer night was extremely sultry, and the stars that were originally in the sky were gradually covered by gray clouds.When the sky was finally about to turn pale, the sultry heat in the air reached its peak, there was a rumbling thunder, and it began to rain.

Yan Qianming squatted on the balcony, watching the rainwater fall on the ground and gradually form a pool. Occasionally, when a breeze blew, the rainwater would be blown onto his face.

The sound of the shower coming from the bathroom mixed with the sound of rain outside.Listening to the voice, Yan Qianming was in a daze, and his heart was as cloudy as the sky outside, full of guilt...

He ended up having sex with Zhang Ke... with his best buddy...

In fact, this process was not smooth, Zhang Ke said he was teaching him, but in fact he didn't know much about it, and finally the two of them fumbled... It was Yan Qianming's first time with a man, and he didn't know how to help him expand. People have their own concerns, and their moods are very complicated... I can't say that I enjoy it, but my desire can be regarded as relieved.

It was the first time for Zhang Ke, but he was trying his best to cater to Yan Qianming. After the two of them finished, he was injured and bled...

Yan Qianming was stunned there at a loss, the atmosphere was awkward for a moment, but Zhang Ke laughed, told him it was all right, and then ran to clean up by himself...

His thoughts were recalled by the sound of water flowing in the bathroom. Yan Qianming turned his head and looked over. Zhang Ke was already dressed and was wiping his hair with a towel. He walked forward very slowly, and his posture was a little strange.

"I'm done washing...well, you go and wash." Zhang Ke smiled reluctantly, his tone a little unnatural.

Yan Qianming didn't speak, but just looked away and looked out of the window.He is in a very complicated mood now, and he doesn't know what kind of form they will get along with after having this relationship.Now, he has even begun to regret... After all, he still doesn't have that special feeling for Zhang Ke, but what he can't do now has been done, and he seems to have responded to Zhang Ke.How to face it, how to take it back...

Zhang could see that Yan Qianming didn't answer, nor was he annoyed, he just twitched the corner of his mouth, shrugged and sat not far from him.The two were silent for a few seconds. Suddenly, Yan Qianming suddenly turned his head to look at Zhang Ke as if he had thought of something, and said something that made him also freeze.

"Are you... are you physically fit?"

Yan Qianming was still in a daze just now, thinking all kinds of wild things, and for some reason suddenly remembered what his roommate Xiao Fang said a few years ago... Is it possible that Zhang Ke is a man with a good physique and a man who can have children?If it's...they didn't have protective measures this time, just in case...it's already enough to worry about.Yan Qianming's scalp became numb at the thought of this, and he didn't dare to continue thinking about it.

Obviously, upon hearing this question, Zhang Ke obviously paused for a moment while wiping his wet hair, and his expression became a little stiff.

"Ah? Uh... no... I'm not, of course not." Zhang Ke quickly explained, and continued the movement of his hands that just froze as if nothing happened.

"Really? Don't lie to me...it's not a trivial matter..." Of course it's not a trivial matter, and there really can't be more accidents.

"No, really not, why am I lying to you! Heh, you don't have to worry, although we... But it won't change anything, you can pretend that nothing happened... This is what I want, even if I'm a man I won't ask you to take any responsibility." Zhang Ke seemed to see through his inner thoughts, smiled wryly, and pointed out all the things that Yan Qianming was worried about.

"No...I didn't...I'm not a person who evades responsibility, but...in this situation, there really can't be any more accidents, and we..." Yan Qianming hesitated to speak.

"You don't need to have too much psychological pressure. As I said, I won't leave. And this is my voluntary, and it won't change anything. You can just pretend it never happened..." Zhang Ke said, as if the words in his mouth The bitterness was swallowed together with the breath.

"..." Yan Qianming opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but swallowed it all back.

"Are you hungry... go take a shower first, I'll cook something to eat." Zhang Ke stood up, looking around with erratic eyes, he deliberately dodged not to meet Yan Qianming's gaze, he I'm afraid that as long as he looks away, the calmness he tried to maintain will fall short.

"Okay." Yan Qianming nodded emphatically, and didn't say any more.

The rain outside the window has almost stopped, the dark clouds have gradually dispersed, and the morning sun shines through, reflecting the fresh air after the rain.

Yan Qianming took a shower, changed into the clean clothes that Zhang Ke had prepared and walked out.

The small room was filled with the aroma of food, and Yan Qianming followed the aroma to the table, where a bowl of steaming chicken shredded noodles in clear soup was placed on the table.Needless to say, Zhang Ke's cooking skills, the aroma of food can be smelled from a long distance across the wall, making people feel the appetite to swallow their mouths when they smell it.

Yan Qianming looked around, the room was so small that he could see all around at a glance, but Zhang wasn't there.Yan Qianming knew that this person still had a job to help him...

The bowl of shredded chicken noodles was still steaming, but the people at the table didn't have the slightest desire to eat now, they just stared blankly and sighed softly.