sun washed by spring rain

21. (13)

It rained heavily after New Year's Day, and it was cloudy for the next few days.On the street in the evening, the ponded water reflects the colorful neon lights on both sides of the road.In this bustling city, the roads are always crowded, even on rainy days.

Today the sky is drizzled with drizzle, but it has not weakened the cold atmosphere around here at all. Yan Qianming is standing on the side of the road holding an umbrella like a stone statue, as if waiting for something... He is now dressed almost every day. The strict suit already looks like a successful person, but in this cold weather, the tailored suit doesn't seem to be effective against the cold. Yan Qianming couldn't help shrinking his neck, and looked at the hand that wasn't holding the umbrella. He let out a sigh of relief.

"Sorry for keeping you waiting..." Zhang Ke's voice sounded from behind, and Yan Qianming immediately turned his head and met his gaze.

It's just that I haven't seen him for a few days. This person seems to be a lot haggard, and even his normally ruddy lips are a little pale.In my impression, Zhang Ke never seems to be afraid of cold weather, even in the coldest winter in his hometown, he only wears a coat that is not too thick.But today, Zhang Ke's heavy clothes almost covered his whole body, and he, who never carried extra items, wore a thick scarf around his neck.He didn't have an umbrella, but the hat on the back of his coat was fastened on his head.

"Are you cold?" Yan Qianming looked Zhang Ke up and down, and asked in surprise.I wondered if this person had a bad cold.

Zhang Ke smiled and looked around in embarrassment. "Well... it feels a little cold today..."

"It's such a cold day, why don't we meet in another place, but on this street." Yan Qianming frowned displeased.The drizzle falling from the sky was not heavy, so he didn't step forward to cover Zhang Ke under the umbrella.

"Ah... I, I'm in a hurry, I have something to do, I'll leave after a few words with you..." Zhang Ke was a little at a loss, wiping the rainwater off his face from the wind, and then put his hand into his pocket , and took out a crumpled passbook from inside.

"Here, here you are..." Zhang Ke handed over the passbook in his hand.

Yan Qianming looked down at what was in Zhang Kou's hand, frowned and looked at Zhang Ke suspiciously, slowly reached out to take it, and opened it.

"20! Where did you get so much money!" Yan Qianming couldn't help but say it out loud, and then he looked around and asked the latter sentence in a low voice.

"Borrowed." Zhang Ke twitched the corners of his mouth, speaking calmly.

"Borrowed? Why didn't I know that such a generous and rich friend of yours would lend you so much money!" Yan Qianming was completely confused this time, holding the extremely heavy small notebook in his hand and reading it in disbelief look.

"You are only allowed to have friends, but I am not allowed to have friends? It is not so easy to borrow. I promised him that I would go to a remote place to replace him for a year... So, this year you may see It's not for me anymore..." Zhang Ke kept a lukewarm smile, looking at Yan Qianming with reluctance in his eyes.

"One year? Where are you going? What job do you do? Don't be fooled by others!" Yan Qianming still had a look of disbelief.

"I can't cheat. If he cheated me, he wouldn't lend me money, and he wasn't in a hurry to pay it back. He just had a job, and he was sent to a remote area, where there was no shit, and there was no signal, so he It's like being isolated from the world, he can't stand it and doesn't want to go, and he was assigned by the unit, so he wants to find someone to replace him, hey, don't worry, this job is reliable, and the income is very considerable, it depends on you I can't bear to part with this colorful world outside."

"Then... are you willing?" Yan Qianming asked such a question after hearing the ghost.

"Me? What is there to be reluctant to part with? I have nothing to worry about. What's wrong with being able to make money? It's only a year... You take this money first, it should help." Zhang Ke smiled helplessly, and he There is nothing to worry about, if there is, it is the person in front of me.

"Yes... Zhang Ke, I know you are good to me. You are so anxious to make money this time to help me. In short, thank you. I really need this money. Let me borrow it from you. Is it good for you? I have successfully made a lot of money, and I will definitely pay you back double!" Yan Qianming glanced at the passbook in his hand, then raised his head to look at Zhang Ke with firm eyes.

"It's nothing to worry about, so you can use it with confidence, and I'm fine as a shareholder. I believe you...you go back to see your parents during the Chinese New Year. This year...don't miss me if you can't contact me...don't worry There are too many things, and after I finish this year, the earnings will be remitted to this account."

Zhang Ke spoke with sincerity, and Yan Qianming always felt uncomfortable with the passbook in his hand.

"Thank you Zhang Ke, thank you very much. Don't worry about this side, work hard, and contact me when you come back. I, I'll wait for you!"

These words made Zhang Ke, who was a little sad, suddenly raised his head and looked at him...he said, he waited for him...

There seemed to be another surge of hope in his heart.

"Yan Qianming, I want to ask you something off topic." Zhang Ke trembled a little.

Yan Qianming was puzzled for a moment. "What? Say it."

Zhang Ke pursed his lips, and clenched his hands in his pockets nervously.

"What do you think of a man with a fertile physique..."

Yan Qianming was stunned for a moment, then slowed down, without thinking too much, shook his head and said directly: "Me? I can't accept it. It's not a job for women to have children. I don't know why in this world. There are also men who can have children, this man is not a man or a woman, how disgusting..." After finishing speaking, Yan Qianming curled his lips without concealing his disgust, and said again: "Why ask this!" Yan Qianming frowned again Frown, he clearly remembered that Zhang Ke said that he was not a person with a sporty physique.

"Oh...it's nothing, I suddenly saw it on the road today, I think it's quite magical..." Zhang Ke smiled a little awkwardly this time. "I... I'm leaving now, don't change your number, a year will pass soon."

Yan Qianming nodded and stood there and couldn't help shivering. Zhang Ke took off his scarf and put it around his neck at once.

"Too little to wear! Don't wear a suit outside to keep you warm... Remember to eat well when you are busy..." Zhang Ke sniffed. "gone!"

Yan Qianming looked at the back of Zhang Ke who was going away without looking back, and felt a little lonely for some reason. The figure walked further and further away, looking extremely lonely.

"I'll wait for you!" Yan Qianming roared, he didn't know if the man heard it, but he couldn't see the back clearly.

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Zhang Ke sat in the car for a long time, his head was a little dizzy, and he returned to this quiet place, and rang the doorbell. As soon as the door opened, the person who came out of the door gave him a lecture.

"Oh! You're back! It's so late, and it's still so cold. Where are you going? If something happens to you, how will I explain to my wife!" A middle-aged man in his 50s was speaking. Women, as soon as Zhang Ke entered the room, there was a burst of cold air rushing towards his face. The man pulled him in complaining, frowning fiercely.

"This embryo has just been implanted not long ago! Dr. Liang said you can't walk around at will, why did you run away if I didn't pay attention! If something goes wrong, who can afford it!" The woman was still talking endlessly. , but he didn’t forget to help Zhang Ke take off his damp clothes and increase the temperature of the air conditioner in the room.

"I'm sorry, I won't do it again..." Zhang Ke repeatedly nodded and apologized, and after that...it really won't happen.

"Okay, I've made soup for you, go to rest after drinking it. Let me tell you, if you want to go out secretly next time, I will tell my wife."

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Zhang Ke took off his coat and finally felt warmer. His hands were still cold and he didn't dare to touch his warm belly.In it, another little life has been hidden.

21. (13)

How long have you been here?Zhang Ke has no idea, someone always remembers the days for him, he just stays here and lives the same life day after day.

The flowers in the yard seem to be blooming, and you can hear the sound of birdsong when you open the window. If you want to retire, Zhang Ke has to admit that this is a good place, with a beautiful environment and far away from the hustle and bustle. In the middle of an ocean with no land on all sides, there is no hope of survival in sight.

After lying on the bed for a whole week, not being allowed to get out of bed, and getting wet, Zhang Ke finally took a shower today, and was able to half lean on the bench, waiting for the regular checkup by the private doctor.

"The operation was quite successful, but it's better not to move around recently. It's better to lie flat on the bed. If your waist is sore, you can change the position and lie on your side. If it's uncomfortable, ask Aunt Li to rub it for you." The young man with gold-rimmed glasses is Dr. Liang, who was invited by his employer to examine Zhang Ke regularly since he was pregnant.He was also wearing a neat suit, and he always spoke in a soft and gentle tone.

Zhang Ke nodded, like a puppet without any expression, he was lying on the bench, his abdomen had protruded a large arc.

The young doctor in front who was recording the condition of the fetus sighed softly, looked at Zhang Ke and shook his head.

This young man is also pitiful. Three months after the successful embryo transfer operation, he checked that the embryo split and developed into two.The rare twins, he and the employer were very happy, but the young man was only taken aback for a moment, still expressionless.When the fetus was five months old, he found out that one of the fetuses was underdeveloped and was being absorbed by the other. There was no other way, so he had to perform a fetal reduction operation for this young man.The employer was very disappointed... But it was already difficult to keep an embryo, and it was a blessing in misfortune to keep one.During the operation, he gave the man anesthesia, and the man clenched his fists tightly the whole time, asking him if it hurt, and just shook his head. Afterwards, he stayed in bed for a week, and the man still said what he said and listened to, but Still deadpan.

"Be happy. If you are in a bad mood, the fetus will also be affected. And you, if you continue to be so depressed, you may suffer from prenatal depression." Dr. Liang pushed the gold-rimmed glasses frame on the bridge of his nose.Seeing the sullen look of this young man, I can't help but feel a little worried.

"I'm not unhappy, I'm pretty good, I just don't like to laugh..." Zhang Ke raised his head as he spoke, pulled the corner of his mouth reluctantly, and lightly touched his stomach with his hand.

"That child, it's not because of my problem..."

"No, it's not your problem. You've done a really good job. Maybe if it's someone else, the fetus may not be saved. Don't think too much about it. Be happy. I made it clear to my wife, and she understands. "

Zhang Ke nodded, looked at his stomach, and touched it carefully.

"Oh, by the way, I know that you can only rest and rest recently and it's boring. I brought a few CDs here. You can also listen to prenatal music. I've listened to it. It's very good." He took out a few CDs from his bag and handed them to Zhang Ke.

"Huh? Ye Linfei's song?" Zhang Ke took the CD with a rare smile on his face. It seemed that he hadn't listened to Ye Linfei's song for a long time...

"Do you like him? I like him a lot, but this young singer is very headstrong. He has been in a lawsuit with his company for two years and insisted on terminating the contract. He was sentenced recently. Even if he breached the contract, he still has the backbone to pay for it." It’s quite a lot of money, and now I’m going to study abroad. This matter has been making a lot of noise in the entertainment news recently.” It’s rare to see something on Zhang Ke’s face that he seems to be interested in, so Dr. Liang quickly found the topic, and that’s it. chatted.

"Really? I really haven't paid attention to it for a long time... It's great, I have the courage to do what I want to do." Zhang Ke flipped through the CDs in his hand, and there seemed to be a few CDs here. New, he has never seen Ye Linfei's new look on the cover. After a few years, it seems that he is not as young as before.

"Yeah, actually, I don't understand why he wants to terminate the contract at this juncture when he is so popular, stay out of the public's sight, and give up his future for the sake of freedom. Will the gain outweigh the loss?"

"No way, he knows what he wants, so he will be happy..." Zhang Ke smiled again, raised his head and replied sincerely.

The young doctor nodded.He continued to ask: "What about you? Did you do what you wanted to do? Are you happy?"

Zhang Ke paused, seemed to think for a while, and smiled sincerely.

"Happy... This is all my own choice, I voluntarily, there is nothing unhappy... Thank you, Dr. Liang, I like these CDs very much."

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I don't know what are you doing now?Will you miss me?

In the past few months of staying here, apart from eating, walking, and checking, Zhang Ke has almost no other pastimes...He has completely cut off all contact with the outside world, no TV, no computer, no telephone... There are things that can relieve boredom here There are only books and CDs brought by Dr. Liang, and Aunt Li, who takes care of Zhang Ke, occasionally brings back a few newspapers, which is the only way for Zhang Ke to know what is going on outside.Zhang Ke never remembers the days, nor does he want to remember the days. The only information that can make him feel that time is passing is the stomach that is getting more and more obvious every day and the deeper and deeper miss for Yan Qianming... This kind of deepening miss makes him feel Extremely panic and uneasy... He was really afraid, he was afraid that this year would be enough to make Yan Qianming's feelings for him fade away, and even forget him...

Gradually, Zhang Ke developed another habit of passing time, writing a diary. He presented all his daily thoughts on paper, and also vented his longing for Yan Qianming in another way.

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During the days when Zhang Ke disappeared, Yan Qianming was really not used to it. No one told what was in his heart... He never dared to take off his disguise, and unscrupulously revealed his vulnerable side to others... He would sometimes think of calling Zhang Ke Call, ask him how he is doing recently, but he has been unable to answer the phone call, Yan Qianming is a little disappointed and remembers, no longer call... A while ago, Yan Qianming deliberately stretched himself, never in Zhang Ke I said a word of complaint in front of him, did he really have no complaints?

When encountering difficulties, what Yan Qianming needs most at this time is warm words of comfort and practical help. Zhang Ke has achieved the second, but will never be able to do the first.Now Yan Qianming has not grown up yet, what he needs may be an extremely simple sentence of comfort, he needs a support, a voice that is completely on his side... But Zhang Ke thinks differently, he wants to use his own way to ruthlessly He encouraged him fiercely, but he didn't think that sometimes this trick didn't work, and Yan Qianming formed a gap between him... He thought, since the way I vent my pain will annoy you and make you look down on me, then simply don't I shared it with you... But that person thought exactly the opposite, what he thought was unreserved sharing...

Starting a business is not as simple as Yan Qianming thought... He took 20 yuan in his hand and made a vow, but the actual implementation was not always as smooth as imagined.The operations of a company are intertwined, and if one is not careful, a problem in one of them may cause the overall collapse. Just when Yan Qianming made a problem in a certain link and the funds were tightly tied up, another problem suddenly appeared. An unknown company helped him.

In the past, Yan Qianming didn't care about the previous affairs of his company and never asked.Therefore, when this uncle who appeared out of nowhere and was said to have had a close relationship with his father for many years appeared, Yan Qianming was completely confused.But the only thing he knows is that with the help of this uncle, his small company has gradually moved on the right track, and because of this, he met a girl, the daughter of the uncle's family...

This hearty girl showed him a sweet smile, and said her name generously, Yan Qianming felt in a daze.

She said, "Hi, my name is Zhang Keying."

22. (14)

Zhang Ke's delivery date was approaching, and frequent routine checkups made him feel even more numb.This difficult-to-keep fetus is growing up healthily in Zhang Ke's strong body. The past few months of living in captivity did not make him fat. If it weren't for the obvious big belly, he really didn't look like usual What a difference.

Dr. Liang couldn't help sighing every time during his routine checkups. Thanks to Zhang Ke's healthy body, the supposedly weak fetus seemed to be nourished by his body. If it was someone else, it might really Can not bear.

The month is getting older, and the date of labor is only a few days away. Recently, the fetus in the stomach has been moving violently. Zhang Ke has not slept soundly at night for a while, and he has been nervous and restless.It turned out that he was also afraid.

The way of production is of course to choose the best natural delivery for the fetus.Dr. Liang gave Zhang Ke a device to expand the birth canal a week ago, asking him to use it as much as possible before the due date, and explained how to use it.But Zhang Ke saw how that thing could do anything to him... He has always been unfamiliar with that kind of thing, and there are only three times that can't be said to be good with Yan Qianming, and he has never explained it by himself... Shaking his hands and imagining, and reluctantly I tried it once, but I can't tell what kind of strange feeling I felt in my heart. In short, in the end, he threw it away like an electric shock and never used it again...

The due date is only a few days, and it has entered a stage of high tension.Dr. Liang simply moved here and lived next door. Aunt Li, who took care of Zhang Ke, was always ready.

The labor pains started in the middle of the night, and Zhang Ke fell into a drowsy sleep on the bed, his stomach throbbing and throbbing in pain.He is in good health and is careful when working, so he has not suffered any injuries. Because of this, it is only at this time that he knows that he is so sensitive to pain...

It was four o'clock in the morning when the pain was so unbearable that Zhang Ke couldn't sleep at all, so he checked the time.It's still early... Dr. Liang and Aunt Li should still be sleeping... Zhang Ke took a breath, closed his eyes, and endured it...just be patient.

In the process of enduring the pain, it may be because he was too sleepy and tired, he fell asleep again at some point, and when he woke up again, the clothes on his body were basically dizzy with sweat.

There was a knock on the door, and Zhang Ke was gasping for breath. He really didn't understand why it was in such pain. The thing in his stomach seemed to be overwhelmed at this moment. Zhang Ke couldn't help but leaned to the side of the bed and retched. .

Dr. Liang knocked on the glottis many times but got no response, opened the door and came in. Unexpectedly, when he opened the door, he saw Zhang Ke retching in a posture about to fall off the bed, and some broken hair on his forehead was already wet with sweat. , Indescribably embarrassed.

"What's the matter? Did it start to hurt? Why didn't you call us!" Dr. Liang frowned, and hurried forward, helped him to lie down, and then gently touched his lower abdomen with his hand, and was immediately shocked. "How long has it been hurting?"

"I don't know... at night... I fell asleep..." Zhang Ke spoke with a gasping voice, he looked around, the sky was already bright, it should have been a long time...

"You really... just wait a moment, I'll go get ready, I guess if I come later, you'll have to give birth yourself!" Dr. Liang said in a reproachful tone, with a bad expression on his face.

With the help of Dr. Liang's assistant, Zhang Ke changed the maternity gown and raised his legs. This embarrassing gesture was obviously indecent.Zhang Ke's face turned pale from the pain, but also flushed a little because of shame.

The amniotic fluid broke fairly quickly. Dr. Liang used his skillful hands to push the bottom of Zhang Ke's abdomen and the water broke. Dr. Liang's strength was not heavy, but Zhang Ke still made Zhang Ke hold his arm tightly and endured it. Did not shout out.

"Breathe according to the rhythm, don't be so nervous... drive a little slowly..."

Zhang Ke's legs were opened twice, Dr. Liang and several assistants have been checking, he may be really too embarrassed, his whole body collapsed tightly, and his legs cramped without warning Dr. Liang was taken aback, afraid of exacerbating his pain, he quickly massaged him.

"It hurts...it hurts..." At last he couldn't take it anymore, Zhang Ke muttered to himself when he opened his mouth to breathe.His eyes stared blankly at the ceiling.Is it going to be over... is it really going to be over?Then, can all of this be regarded as a dream...

"Open it, open it, you can use your strength, come on, inhale, hold your mouth, push down!" Dr. Liang was wearing a mask, and his words were not vague. He stared at Zhang Ke's legs and encouraged him loudly.

"Hmm...ha..." Zhang Ke held his breath after listening to the words. He didn't know if his face had changed from white to maroon purple because of the force. Blue veins.

"Why don't you come down? Come on, slow down, take a break and try harder."

The assistant came over and wiped the sweat off both Zhang Ke and Dr. Liang. Zhang Ke's sweat was painful, but Dr. Liang's sweat was really urgent. More than three hours had passed, and Zhang Ke's labor process was progressing. It was fast, the amniotic fluid broke smoothly, and the dilation of the cervix was not slow, but in the end, no matter how hard Zhang Ke tried, the fetus just couldn't get out.

"Go and smooth his stomach..." Dr. Liang was surprised that this fetal position is also upright.

"Ah! Don't rub it anymore!" A pair of hands pointed down Zhang Ke's stomach vigorously, and Zhang Ke shuddered in pain, and suddenly yelled out.

"You have to rub even if it hurts, try harder and don't get discouraged!" Dr. Liang shouted, Zhang Ke's legs were shaking all the time, and more blood gradually came out from the delivery port.

"Do you use the appliance I gave you?" Dr. Liang checked again, suddenly remembered something, and asked Zhang Ke, but he was already in a daze of pain, and he didn't understand what he heard.

"I don't know... I don't know, it hurts so much! Ah!"

It was only then that Dr. Liang realized that maybe Zhang Ke didn't use the device to expand the birth canal at all. It was fully opened on the surface, but in reality it was not smooth.

Dr. Liang frowned tightly, slowly reaching in with his hand and pressing carefully, hoping to help it open quickly.He still kept telling him.

"Knead harder, go down a little bit! Zhang Ke, bear with it for a while, and I will let you push harder later!"

Zhang Ke snorted twice more. It is easy to use force with the pain, but it is not easy to hold back the pain... He still couldn't resist the instinct of the body, but he heard Dr. Liang's words and felt the pain in the birth canal. The hand that was exerting force could also feel that the fetus did not go down, and instinctively exerted force and deliberately suppressed it. The clothes on his body were completely soaked, and his hair seemed to be fished out of the water. The assistant Still trying to follow his stomach...

"Ah——! Help! Yan Qianming, save me!! It hurts so much! Ah!! Yan Qianming! Yan Qianming! Help me!" Zhang Ke shouted, and he felt like a huge hammer was constantly chiseling under his abdomen He said, he must be smashed to pieces before he would stop, he was trembling all over, screaming desperately, the tears had been mixed with sweat, it was hard to tell the difference...

"Zhang Ke, don't shout! Save your energy." Seeing Zhang Ke's reaction, Dr. Liang knew that he had reached the limit.His lower body was still bleeding continuously, and the amount of bleeding was almost unstoppable.

No matter how calm Dr. Liang was, he panicked. He asked his assistant to stop stroking the belly, and then raised Zhang Ke's dick.

"Hurry up, ask Aunt Li to call my wife! Tell her to send a car to pick up Zhang Ke and go to the hospital. Zhang Ke has a dystocia, and there is no equipment at home! He needs a caesarean section now!" Dr. Liang was already sweating anxiously, Zhang Ke over there has stopped shouting, his eyes are empty, and he has no strength anymore.

"Zhang Ke! Wake up, be sober, bear with it for a while, we will go to have a laparotomy, and you will be relieved immediately, don't sleep! Be sober!" Dr. Liang took off his blood-stained gloves and patted Zhang Ke lightly. His face was covered with sweat, he was really scared, afraid that this young man would not be able to hold on...

"Doctor Liang... am I... going to die..." Zhang Ke's eyes were still looking at the ceiling, as if he had no strength to turn his head back. People are used to pain.

"Don't talk nonsense! You're fine, and the child is fine too. Be patient, you'll be fine soon." Dr. Liang was in a hurry. He comforted Zhang Ke and kept talking to him...

"If I can't do it, let's protect the child. There must be many people who love him...and..." Zhang Ke took a few breaths and turned his head around as he spoke. "Help me find... Yan Qianming... tell him...don't wait for me..."

After Zhang Ke finished speaking, his mouth was still open but he seemed to have no strength to breathe. Dr. Liang was startled and quickly put on an oxygen mask for him.

"Dr. Liang! Dr. Liang! My wife asks you, can you try again, after all, a natural delivery is better for the child!" Aunt Li's voice sounded, it was supposed to be life-saving, but it brought a fatal message.

"Go and tell your wife! It's too late! His grandson won't survive!!"

23. (15)

"Huh...?" Dreaming back in the middle of the night, Yan Qianming raised his head from the table, his eyes were a little hazy, and his consciousness was in a trance...

Did you just fall asleep?Yan Qianming rubbed his eyes and looked around... Except for his office, the rest of the place was completely dark, with only a little light shining through the floor-to-ceiling windows.Yan Qianming looked out of the window and was a little lost. For some reason, there was always a feeling of being lost in his heart.

It seemed that he did fall asleep just now, and it seemed that he had a dream?What did you dream about?I can't remember clearly, I just feel like he saw a blurry face just now, that face opened his mouth, and he couldn't hear what he said, but he felt that the person seemed very sad...

After that, I woke up in a trance... Then my heart seemed to be empty...

Yan Qianming was in a daze, and didn't hear the slight footsteps behind him. It wasn't until there was an extra piece of clothing on his shoulders that he recovered from his absence, and then said the words that had been flashing in his mind like a conditioned reflex. name.

"Zhang Ke..."

"Yes, it's me, Zhang Keying. Why are you still working overtime so late? Everyone else has left, so you don't have to work so hard."

Yan Qianming turned his head and saw the face of a beautiful girl, his voice seemed to be still on his mouth just now, Zhang Ke... Ying.

"Are you sleepy? Then I'll take you back to rest... Hey, don't blame my dad. It's for your own good that he let you start as an ordinary clerk. You say it's not the time to start a business. If it wasn't for this time I Dad helped you, didn't you lose all your capital? Your company said it was bought by my dad, but in fact he just helped you take care of it first. You can take control of yourself."

The girl's voice is very crisp... She has a hearty personality, and she is not a coquettish girl like Yan Qianming's first love. She looked at Yan Qianming, and the information revealed in her eyes would never lie, her feelings were revealed inadvertently, she liked it he.

"I know..." Yan Qianming nodded, feeling a little helpless.Indeed, what he can do now is just a plan, and the real practice will never be as easy as imagined.He has always been proud, and therefore he overestimated himself.

If it was in the past, Yan Qianming would definitely feel that he was overqualified for himself, but now, the reality in front of him has indeed defeated him, and what he can do now is to start from the basics and continue to enrich Own.

"Oh, don't look so sad, okay?" Zhang Keying stared at Yan Qianming who seemed to be in a daze again, and shook him.

"What? Do I look sad now?" Yan Qianming was a little strange, as if, since he woke up from a trance, his heart...has been in a bad mood.

"Yeah, you look sad, as if you've been wronged so much, let's go, I'm hungry too, let's go have a late-night snack." After Zhang Keying finished speaking, she stood up, regardless of Yan Qianming's answer, just Pulling him up, he naturally held his hand, interlocking his fingers...

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Zhang Ke was leaning quietly on the hospital bed in his hospital gown. The hospital was filled with the smell of disinfectant, which was a bit pungent. The cold medicine flowed into the blood through the needle tube, and his whole arm was cold.The towering belly is gone, replaced by a long unhealed scar on the lower abdomen.

All this is really like a dream, but the pain is still so real, so real that as long as I think about it, my body still can't help trembling.

Zhang Ke no longer remembers how he was brought to the hospital, and how the child was taken out of his belly. After he woke up, he was already lying here. It was a spacious and independent ward. Only nurses and nurses came to see him. The nurse, and Dr. Liang.

"Why are you in a daze, why don't you lie down, your wound hasn't healed yet."

Zhang Ke was still in a daze, not realizing that Dr. Liang had already walked in holding a bouquet of flowers.

These days, the only one who has been thinking about him and still visiting him is Dr. Liang.

"I don't want to lie down anymore..." Zhang Ke murmured, he felt a little better, and he didn't want to lie down anymore after he could sit up by himself, he didn't want to make himself look so fragile.

"Well, it's not good to lie down all the time. Fortunately, you are in good health. It was really dangerous at that time, but fortunately, you are all safe, and the child is also healthy." Dr. Liang put the flowers in Zhang Ke's bedside Put it in the vase, and then sat on the edge of the bed.

The child... Hearing Dr. Liang's words, Zhang Ke was taken aback for a moment. It had been a few days since he was born, but he hadn't even glanced at it... I just heard that it was a boy and he was in good health...

"Doctor Liang, can I..."

"No."

Seeming to know what Zhang Ke was going to say, Dr. Liang interrupted him before he finished speaking.

The words that Zhang Ke had already reached his mouth suddenly stopped, choked in his throat, and his expression was indescribably lost and sad...

Dr. Liang couldn't bear to see him like this. "Don't be sad. It's for your own good that I don't let you see him. Even though he is not related by blood, he is also the flesh that fell from his body, isn't he? I'm afraid you will be reluctant to see him, so it's better not to see him. But don't worry, he looks very good. very healthy."

After Dr. Liang finished speaking, seeing that Zhang Ke still had his head down and did not respond, he continued: "Think about it, no matter what kind of difficulties you encountered to do this job, it has passed, hasn't it? Now you have You are free, and you must live a good life in the future. Forget all this and live a good life, you are still young, and the outside world is waiting for you." Dr. Liang spoke earnestly. He didn't know how to persuade this sad young man, but he knew There must be something out there that he misses.

"Yan Qianming. Didn't you tell me to help you find him and send him a message? Now, you can go to him by yourself. He may still be waiting for you."

Hearing this, Zhang Ke finally raised his head and had a slight reaction.

Yes... he said, he will wait for me.