sun washed by spring rain

33, (25 on)

"I will be with you, protect you, the sky is falling, and me."

The soap bubble drama at [-] o'clock in the evening was broadcasting on the TV, and Zhang Keying snuggled into Yan Qianming's arms and watched it vigorously. Apart from the male and female protagonists, another secondary male supporting role was played in the plot.In the picture, a man hugs another man from behind, speaking some touching sweet words.

Seeing this, Yan Qianming couldn't watch it anymore, took the remote control aside and turned off the TV.

"Hey, why did you turn it off when it was so good?" Zhang Keying sat up from Yan Qianming's arms, a little dissatisfied, and pretended to grab the remote control from Yan Qianming's hand.

Yan Qianming dodged, threw the remote control in his hand aside, and pressed Zhang Keying's hand.

"Don't watch it... why is this TV series so disgusting, two men, why do you say such things." Yan Qianming frowned, his tone a little irritable.

He was in a state of confusion right now, and he didn't know what was going on in his head. The pictures on the TV stimulated his nerves, and he lost his mind for a moment.When I came back to my senses and found what I was thinking, not only did my mind not calm down, but even more irritable.

"What? Do you think the two men are so disgusting? Heh, I don't know what the scriptwriter of this TV series thinks. Originally, the supporting actor liked the heroine, but later he fell in love with the man." Zhang Keying leaned on the back of the sofa , sneered twice, seemingly dissatisfied with the scene just now.

Yan Qianming didn't answer, and was in a daze again. Zhang Keying turned around to look at him, and took his arm again.

"Dad said, we can get engaged now. He is very satisfied with you, and he didn't expect that you could make such a big business by yourself. I haven't graduated yet, and I'm still an intern, so let's get engaged first, and wait until we get married." Now, Dad said that the company can be managed by you." Zhang Keying smiled happily, and leaned his head on Yan Qianming's shoulder again.

"Ah? Engagement? Are you too anxious? We..." Yan Qianming was startled, but Zhang Keying covered his mouth before he finished speaking.

"There's no hurry. We've known each other for almost two years. Besides, it's just an engagement..." Zhang Keying paused and continued: "Although it's just an engagement, Dad also wants to make it bigger, and the date is still picking." , you can invite all your good friends. Oh, by the way, don’t you have a friend whose name is very similar to mine?”

"Ah? It's..." Yan Qianming was taken aback for a moment, and it took him a while to realize that the person she was talking about was Zhang Ke.

"Hey, why is your expression so tense? I said, you can invite all your friends, but it seems that you don't have many friends, so let your friend whose name is very similar to mine come too, but let him wear it when the time comes." Be better, just don't lose your people." Zhang Keying smiled again after speaking.

Yan Qianming was still in a daze, Zhang Keying ignored him this time, and went back to the room by himself after speaking.

got engaged……

This word kept flashing in Yan Qianming's mind, but gradually, it was replaced by what Zhang Ke said in the phone call this afternoon.

Zhang Ke didn't take the initiative to contact him for a long time, and it's been a month since he was sent to the hotel when he was drunk last time... So Yan Qianming was excited when he received a call from Zhang Ke again. But when he heard Zhang Ke's slightly tired voice and helpless tone on the phone, he couldn't restrain his heart.

"Yan Qianming... can you, uh... can you, pay me back some money first?"

……

Thinking back to this, Yan Qianming couldn't help frowning again.He used Zhang Ke's money, spent several months, and finally won the order recently.After earning part of the principal, he also wanted to pay back some of Zhang Ke's money as soon as possible, but he didn't expect that it was Zhang Ke who spoke first.

……

"Okay, I just earned some back recently, but... it's not enough to pay back all of your money. Well, what's wrong with you, do you need money for something?" Yan Qianming hurriedly asked, he knew Zhang Ke's Personality, if he hadn't encountered some difficulties and needed money, he would never have opened his mouth.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's just that money is a little tight recently...you don't need to worry, you don't need a lot, just give me some back..." Zhang Ke's voice on the phone seemed a little flustered, which was hard to detect, but Yan Qianming caught it.

"Okay, then I'll go find you at night and bring it to you directly." Zhang Ke's voice made him worry, and his tone became much gentler unconsciously.

"No, no, don't come to me Well, I'm a little busy, maybe I'm not at home, I'll give you a card number, just call me."

"..."

What difficulties did he encounter?Why, don't you tell me?

Yan Qianming clenched his arms, and couldn't sit still on the sofa.No matter what happened, he must go and see.

33 (25 down)

"What did you say?! Why! Why do you want to take all the money I earned back!" In a corner of the company, Yan Qianming roared angrily at Zhang Keying in front of him. This was the first time Yan Qianming Get angry with her.

Zhang Keying on the opposite side was stunned. She didn't expect such an ordinary thing to make Yan Qianming so excited. She just came to the company for an internship recently. The two of them are in different departments, and they don't usually meet each other. It's hard work in the company today She could find a chance to meet, but she didn't expect that Yan Qianming would be so angry because she just mentioned it casually.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you so angry? Dad is doing it for you! This is the first money you earned. Dad wants you to make good use of it. He helps you invest the money Buy shares, so that you will have more capital to take over the company in a better way. It’s okay if you don’t appreciate it, but blame him? Besides, the money is not much.” Zhang Keying rolled his eyes, She pursed her lips, expressing her extreme dissatisfaction with Yan Qianming's tantrum against her just now.

"But this is my money! I have the right to dispose of it! What is this now? Without my consent, it is different from a robber!" Yan Qianming said, his fingertips were trembling, and his whole body was covered with anger. shrouded, but it's done, and his anger seemed so pale and powerless.

"What are you talking about? You don't even think about how you got everything you have now! Rob? Do you think my dad would care about your little money? He didn't do it for you and for me! Don't you know Anyway." Zhang Keying also became angry, no one dared to yell at her like this when she was so old, and this person was her boyfriend she loved.

Bang-!

Yan Qianming punched the wall, which startled Zhang Keying.

"You can say that I don't know what to do, you can say that I am ungrateful, yes, everything I do now is because of your help. But I..." Yan Qianming paused again, and it was not only Zhang Keying and her who helped him father.And that person... That person always spared no effort to help him, but he couldn't even fulfill such a small request within his power.

"Are you... in a hurry to spend money? Is your salary not enough? Or, what happened?" No matter how nervous Zhang Keying was, she also found that Yan Qianming's emotions were wrong, and it was impossible for Yan Qianming to understand right and wrong. Those money It's just for investment, and he will benefit in the end, but he is so excited now, he must be eager to use it.

"...This is what I owe others...I have to pay it back." Yes, this is what he owes, but what he owes is more than just money.

Yan Qianming spoke weakly, and was momentarily at a loss for words when asked.But he didn't want to explain the specifics, let alone explain clearly...

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Taking off the thick mask, Zhang Ke packed the lunch box, walked out of the kitchen, and went to help the new delivery man pack the box.He was wearing loose clothes, but his body was obviously much thinner than before.

The baby in the womb is already five months old, but for some reason, his morning sickness reaction has not been relieved.

Everyone's physique is different, and there are many people who have morning sickness that lasts until they give birth. Zhang doesn't dare to be sloppy, and there are many check-ups that should be done.

Most of what the doctor said was to pay attention to rest and lack of nutrition.Maybe the difficult labor last time did have some impact on his body. The antiemetic medicine was prescribed, but it didn't help much. Moreover, the medicine was [-]% poisonous, so Zhang didn't want to take more.

At the beginning of the month, Zhang Ke planned to resign and take good care of his health.But I couldn't bear the proprietress's repeated attempts to persuade her to stay, she said all the pitiful words about orphans and widows, and really used moral kidnapping to embarrass Zhang Ke.

There is no other way, Zhang Ke can only discuss, compromise and persist until the end of the month...

The problem of vomiting has not been alleviated, the food I eat is very little, the natural absorption of nutrients is not good, but I still have to be exposed to oily fumes every day, and it takes hours to stand where I am cooking.After a period of time, Zhang Ke became even more haggard.

Calling Yan Qianming to ask him to pay back the money is really a last resort. It costs money to go to the hospital for checkups, and it costs money to prescribe medicines. In the future, it will cost money to take a good rest and give birth to a child. He can't last long at work, and he really has no choice.

Zhang Ke's complexion is not good, and the clothes are worn more and more, in addition to covering his stomach, it is also because he is afraid of the cold.He no longer went out to run errands to deliver food, but was only responsible for cooking, knowing that it would be difficult for him to stay and continue working, the proprietress didn't say anything.

Zhang didn't deliver food anymore, the store had to recruit a new temporary worker to take his place to deliver food to Yan Qianming's company.This person is also a college student who usually comes out to work when he has nothing to do. He is very curious. Sometimes Zhang Ke will go over to help him pack a mask, or wear very wide and thick clothes. He stopped to look at Zhang Ke.

It was the same today, he stared back and forth at Zhang Ke.

Zhang Ke endured it for a long time, and finally couldn't bear it anymore. He stopped packing and spoke. "What the hell are you looking at? Is it over?"

The man smiled embarrassedly when he heard this, and replied happily: "Oh, brother, it's not cold in the south here in winter, why are you wearing so many clothes, you're not tall and handsome, why do you always wear a mask? "

Zhang Ke felt uncomfortable being stared at by him, and even the last bit of patience disappeared.

"I have a cold, okay?! Just take care of yourself, don't make trouble for nothing!" Zhang Ke choked the man sternly, and the man was a little dissatisfied for a moment.

"I don't think it's uncomfortable for you to wear so much. You always look like a stranger. I want to talk to you." After he finished speaking, he looked over again, and this time Zhang Ke simply ignored him .

"Why are you hypocritical, a big man? You're hiding it like this, you're not pregnant!" The man saw that Zhang didn't pay attention to him, and couldn't stop talking without surprising him.

Zhang Ke visibly trembled when he heard these words, and his hands trembled, almost spilling everything in his hands.

The man was surprised when he saw Zhang Ke's reaction. "Huh? No, I really hit the spot? Are you really pregnant?"

Zhang Ke next to him still didn't say a word, standing there motionless like a stone statue, he didn't know whether to answer or what to answer.He didn't want to deny his child, but he didn't want it to be known either.

The voice in the ear seemed to be continuing, but Zhang Ke seemed to be unable to hear anything.

For a moment, his brain became hot, and he wanted to escape almost the next moment, but he did so...

Zhang Ke froze for a moment, then ran out recklessly, and when he came to his senses, he was already on the street far away from the store.

"Hehe." Zhang Ke gave a wry smile and covered his abdomen. He didn't know why he ran out, and he didn't know what he was afraid of.

34. (26)

When I ran out, I didn't think about any consequences. When I thought about it, everything that happened has already happened.He is still too impulsive...

Zhang Ke was walking in a daze on the street, but he regretted it as soon as he ran out.

Why did he act so guilty? What would that person think? If he said it everywhere, then his patience and painstaking efforts to hide it would all be in vain...

I don't know if the man was talking nonsense, and he didn't have the courage to call the proprietress to explain why he ran out suddenly.Zhang Ke had a headache for a while, and now he only felt physically and mentally exhausted and just wanted to rest.

Now, it's not time to escape completely, so you don't need to explain, but you can't let everything go at once.After thinking about it, Zhang Ke took out his mobile phone and sent a text message asking for leave for no reason to the proprietress, and then dragged his tired body towards home.

When passing by the bank, Zhang Ke took out the passport he had just issued and went in to check it.The numbers inside are still a fraction of a few cents, and there is no change.Zhang Ke was a little disappointed, but the result was as expected.

He is so busy now, how can he have time to take care of your affairs, maybe, he has already forgotten... maybe...

Zhang Ke smiled bitterly, he really had no intention of asking Yan Qianming to pay back the money.

The money was originally earned for Yan Qianming, and he didn't plan to get it back. If it wasn't for this time, there was really no other way, and he was desperate.Zhang Ke thought, he might never say this.

I didn't think about taking it back at the beginning, so why are you still disappointed now?

Zhang Ke smiled to comfort himself, but he could only comfort himself.

There was not much money in his pocket, but when passing by a baby product store, Zhang Ke still picked up his steps and walked in subconsciously.

Zhang Ke came out in a hurry, still wearing the work clothes in the store. When the clerk in the baby product store saw him coming in, he glanced up and down, but didn't greet him.

There are so many products here that Zhang Ke is dazzled as soon as he enters.The clerk ignored him, and he didn't care. He looked at it on his own, which made him feel more comfortable.

I don't know if the baby in my stomach is a boy or a girl, and I don't know whether to buy a baby boy or a baby girl when I buy things.Zhang Ke stared blankly, those baby clothes were so cute that they could be held in one hand.

Without looking at the clerk's white eyes, Zhang Ke picked up a small beige dress and looked at it.

He stared at it in a daze, and it seemed that a little person wearing this dress appeared in his mind, smiling at him, and blinking at him with round and clear eyes like pearls, he just watched, thinking The haze is gone.

"This gentleman? Do you want to buy it? This material is very easy to get dirty." The clerk walked to Zhang Ke's side, and the tone was unmistakable, but the meaning expressed in the words was simple and clear.

"I'll buy."

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Zhang Ke hasn't been here for more than two months, but the house Zhang Ke lives in remains unchanged.

The room was spotless, monotonously furnished, empty and quiet, as if there was no trace of life.

Yan Qian didn't go to work tomorrow afternoon, he asked for leave, and came here without a moment's delay... He didn't know why he was like this, and he was anxious, so he couldn't wait for a moment, not sure whether Zhang Ke was at home or not, so he just came here.

Sure enough, Zhang Ke was not at home.Yan Qianming took the spare key, but was surprised that he couldn't open the door anyway.Fortunately, he came here frequently before, and the landlord of this house knows him.After confirming that Zhang Ke hadn't moved out, and after greeting the landlord for a while, he came in smoothly.

After Yan Qianming looked around, he didn't sit down. He kept walking around the room, thinking about how he would talk to Zhang Ke later.

The money that he was going to pay back was still paid off, Yan Qianming felt very guilty, and made a lot of anger for this...

He had another card in his pocket, which contained 5 yuan. After he got angry, Zhang Keying took out his own money and gave it to him.Yan Qianming didn't want it at first, but when he thought that Zhang Ke might be really urgent, he didn't care about face.

Yan Qianming was still striding forward, but suddenly he was attracted by an obvious pill box in the trash can next to him. He walked over and squatted down, picked up the empty pill box, and looked at it.

……

Zhang Ke was carrying a bag containing baby clothes, with a long-lost smile on his haggard face.Although he spent all the little cash in his pocket, he was still happy in his heart.

My waist is a little sore after walking for so long, and I feel a little stressed after wearing so many clothes.Zhang Ke looked around to make sure there was no one around, so he untied the layers of clothes, put one hand on his waist, and carefully went up the stairs.

It was obvious enough that the five-month-old belly was not covered by thick clothes. Zhang Ke walked quickly, and when he reached the door of the house, he quickly took out the key and opened the door, and then froze.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Yan Qianming also instinctively looked towards the door, he was still holding the medicine box in his hand, with an indescribably strange expression on his face.Shock, panic, suspicion, and bewilderment all piled up together.

Zhang Ke's clothes were open, and when he saw Yan Qianming in the room, he didn't have time to be surprised, but subconsciously took the bag in his hand and blocked it in front of him, and then realized that he was holding baby supplies in his hand, and recited it in a daze behind.His two hands were blocked one after the other, but they were not completely blocked, and his flustered movements were even more clumsy and ridiculous.

"You, how did you come in? Why are you here..." Zhang Ke was uncontrollably flustered and trembling, his back felt cold, his feet seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't move.

Yan Qianming looked at him in astonishment, and then at the box in his hand, everything became clear.

35, (27)

Yan Qianming stared at Zhang Ke's unstoppable stomach, his eyes were bloodshot.He gritted his teeth, although his face was still calm, but his heart was already turned upside down.He tried his best to restrain his emotions, and his hand holding the medicine box tightened again.

"I want to hear your explanation! I need your explanation!" Yan Qianming stretched out his arms clenched tightly on the medicine box, and almost squeezed out the words between his teeth.

It was a squashed pill box, which Zhang Ke used to stop vomiting and prevent miscarriage...

Zhang Ke's breathing was short, his eyes were dodging erratically, and there were some things that he might not be able to hide anymore.

"That's what you see... What do you want me to explain?" Zhang Ke breathed out, he said it easily, but he still couldn't look directly at Yan Qianming.Slowly stroked her stomach with her hands, in a state of protection.

"You lied to me! You lied to me! How could you lie to me!"

Yan Qianming roared, he couldn't believe it, everything was so unreal, Zhang Ke was pregnant, and the child was undoubtedly his.

But Zhang Ke doesn't... he's not a good physique... Where did this kid come from? He's been lying to himself all the time. Could it be that he premeditated this lie, did he plan it long ago?

"Yes, I lied to you, but don't worry, this child is my own, I don't need you to take responsibility for it, it belongs to me alone, and it won't cause you any trouble." Zhang Ke held his belly tightly He tightened, every breath of his breath seemed to be full of anxiety, and because of nervousness, a thin layer of sweat broke out on his forehead.

"Your own, hehe, why didn't you tell me that you have a fertile physique, and now you are pregnant with a child without telling me? Why do you want me to pretend that he doesn't exist!"

Yan Qianming felt that the more he talked, the more excited he became, and he was angry, but the source of this anger was more because of Zhang Ke's deception than because of this child who had already appeared.

The surrounding temperature seemed to drop a lot, Zhang Ke remained silent, he didn't speak, as if he was waiting for Yan Qianming to vent all that he wanted to question and complain.

The air cooled down, and time stopped...the only thing around was the deep and shallow breathing of two people.

"Zhang Ke...the two of us...how could we have children? How could we." Yan Qianming paused, took a deep breath, and tried to stay calm.

The person on the opposite side lowered his head silently at this time, his tall figure became thinner due to the recent fatigue, and his protruding abdomen was also obvious because of this, Yan Qianming couldn't stop feeling sour in his heart, and didn't know what to say next How to speak.

Zhang Ke waited for a while, and seeing that he didn't continue, he suppressed his sobs and said slowly: "Yes! I lied to you... Do you think I'm dirty and disgusting now...I, It's the kind of man with a sporty physique that you can't accept and always find disgusting! You look down on me, but you can't look down on this child..."

"I'm going to get engaged... I'll get married soon. If you give birth to this child, what will he be in the future? It's an illegitimate child! Zhang Ke... We, really, can't... Why keep a child, continue What about this pain..." Yan Qianming interrupted Zhang Ke, he did not expect that the news of the engagement would be told to Zhang Ke in this way.

Yan Qianming only felt that his head was as confused as a muddy jar, and he couldn't tell how he felt about the news that Zhang Ke was pregnant.His instinct was that it was wrong.

Are you disgusted?No...he just couldn't believe it.

"You are... engaged... Hehe, congratulations, congratulations... Did you come to me this time to send an invitation? I'm sorry... I shouldn't be able to go." Zhang Ke's eyes were empty, and he took two steps back .

That's right, I should have thought about it a long time ago. This person will get married sooner or later, so what is he thinking about.

"I'll say it again, I don't care if you marry yours. The child is mine and has nothing to do with you. I will take it with me and won't cause trouble for you..." Zhang Ke said, with wet liquid in his eyes It is constantly surging, but it is stubborn and refuses to slip down.

"You are really crazy! Look at your inhuman appearance! You can't even take care of yourself! How can you take care of a child? Come with me!"

Yan Qianming frowned... Zhang Ke looked really haggard. He was originally a well-proportioned and strong young man, but now he was weak, but he seemed to be blown away by a strong wind.Although there is a belly hanging in front of him, his weight may not be as good as before.

Yan Qianming's heart couldn't help but twitched.With Zhang Ke's current state, he actually wanted to run away with the child!Where can he go?Where else could he go?My own situation looks so bad, so how can I be brave!

Yan Qianming subconsciously thought, although he is still angry about the child's problem, since he has everything, this is a fact, he always has to face it with Zhang Ke, and think of a solution, he doesn't want Zhang Ke to leave , don't worry about them leaving.

After walking a few steps forward, Yan Qianming stretched out his hand to grab Zhang Ke's arm. Zhang Ke's current complexion is terribly pale, and he should have a good checkup.

"Don't touch me! What do you want?! Take me to the hospital for an abortion? Don't even think about it, I won't let you hurt it! Go away!"

The moment the two were about to meet, Zhang Ke suddenly stepped back a few steps like crazy to dodge, holding his stomach with his hands, staring at each other with red eyes.

Yan Qianming was taken aback by Zhang Ke's excited expression. He wanted to take Zhang Ke to the hospital, but it was not an abortion.

Before he knew it, Zhang Ke had already retreated outside the door. He was trembling all over, as if he was about to shrink himself up in fear. Yan Qianming took another step forward, his eyes were full of worry, and he wanted to go over to comfort him, but he didn't Thinking that Zhang Ke dropped the things in his hand, he ran out like crazy.

"Zhang Ke! Don't run away!" Yan Qianming yelled, and chased after him with a tight heart.But this piece of tube buildings is densely distributed, and Zhang Ke disappeared in just a moment.

Yan Qianming held his knees and took a breath. The door of Zhang Ke's house was still open. He looked around and had no choice but to go back first.

The bag that Zhang Ke had just thrown away was still lying at the door, Yan Qianming bent down to pick it up, and entered the room.

The mood right now is really indescribably heavy... Yan Qianming put away the bag containing the baby's clothes, took out the diaper from his pocket and put it on the table.

Maybe, both of them need to calm down... In the near future, it is not suitable to see each other again.

When Yan Qianming left, he left a note on the table, in addition to writing the password of xxx, there was another sentence.

I didn't want you to kill the child, please contact me if you have any difficulties.