I'm not the only one in the mountain

The two still didn't make it that night.

God knows how much effort Gu Donghe took to suppress the heat in his heart.

The person you like asks you if you want to do it in bed. This is probably the biggest temptation in the world.

But Gu Donghe held back, Xiao Lian was sick and his arms were still wrapped in bandages, Gu Donghe absolutely didn't dare to touch him, and didn't even let Xiao Lian help him with his hands.

"But I'm hard."

Xiao Greed looked innocent.

Gu Donghe sighed unrequitedly, leaned closer and kissed the lips that kept flirting provocatively, and held Xiao Greed's thing underneath.

Xiao Greed snorted, and responded lazily.

As the movements quickened, Xiao Greed couldn't hold back his composure, his eyes were slightly closed with emotion.

"Um... umha, you, ah—"

Gu Donghe played with his hands skillfully, but Xiao Lian couldn't hold it anymore, he put his hands on his shoulders, gasped lowly, and couldn't say a word.

Gu Donghe sped up his speed, not forgetting to take care of the tip while circling his fingers to tease Xiao Greed.

Xiao Greed never played so many tricks when he was doing it by himself, and he really experienced desire/immortal/desire/death.

"Uh-"

Trembling all over, Xiao Greed let go of his strength, and his hands softened and slid down.

Gu Donghe grabbed his hand, put it to his lips and kissed lightly, from thumb to little finger, he didn't let go.

Not to be outdone, Xiao Greed grabbed the hand he had just touched with his backhand, which was still stained with his own liquid, white and sticky.

He looked at Gu Donghe jokingly, with a smile in the corner of his eyes.

Leading Gu Donghe's hand to his mouth, he stretched out his soft and moist tongue to lick it lightly. Hearing Gu Donghe's breathing became heavier and heavier, he chuckled lightly and bit two fingers, warmly Wrapped in the hot mouth, swallowing and spitting.

Gu Donghe's eyes darkened a little, and the other hand touched under his body, up and down, and with a muffled groan, Gu Donghe also released it.

Xiao Greed looked at him with the corners of his eyes red, while Gu Donghe had a calm expression, with desire clearly written in his eyes.

"Mr. Gu is so determined."

Xiao Greed squinted his eyes and smiled, like a fox trying to steal food.

Gu Donghe panted heavily, pinched his chin with his body-stained hands and kissed him, eager and ferocious.

After some back and forth, both of them were out of breath, Gu Donghe hugged Xiao Greed from behind, with his arms around his waist.

"I've lost a lot of weight."

After pinching, there is no meat.

"I've never been fat," Xiao Greed opened his eyes, "Song Li always talks about me."

"What did you say?"

"He was jealous when he said I couldn't gain weight."

"Nonsense." Gu Donghe chuckled, and rubbed against each other again.

"If you don't do it, don't flirt with it."

Xiao Greed said ruthlessly, shaking his shoulders, trying to get the head off it.

"You think I don't want to," Gu Donghe quit, biting him lightly as a threat, "but your wound hasn't healed yet."

Xiao Greed raised his arm and untied the bandage.

"What are you doing?" Gu Donghe watched him nervously.

"Why not, just take a look."

Xiao Greed looked at the knife marks on his arm, the kitchen knife wasn't that sharp, and he didn't have much strength, and the wounds were just a few flesh wounds, not serious, but it looked a bit hideous because there were many.

He stared intently, as if looking at some artwork.

"I was wondering if this thing is so scary."

Gu Donghe said: "Scary, not only frightening, but also frightening to death."

Xiao Greed actually laughed, it's rare that he didn't get poor with him.

"Gu Donghe, you don't look like a girlfriend at all."

"It's not like saying that friends with guns are for following you."

"No one has ever done that to me."

"I've never done that to anyone."

Xiao Greed got a little angry and slapped him on the arm.

Gu Donghe just stared at him: "Hey, be careful not to rub your arms."

"I'm serious with you."

Xiao Greed let him wrap the bandage up again.

Gu Donghe didn't say a word. After wrapping up the bandage, he put his arms around him and said, "I'm also serious."

"Gu Donghe, my problem won't be solved for a while, maybe ten years or twenty years, I won't be able to return to the normal track, and I may never have that feeling for you, and I won't be able to have the feelings you want for you."

Xiao Greed spoke with a steady voice.

"I know."

"I can't promise you, it's not fair to you."

"I know."

"I don't pay attention to feelings. When I should be cruel, I am more straightforward than anyone else."

"I know."

"I'm very selfish, I only care about myself, I never consider other people's feelings."

"I know."

"I don't care how nice people are to me, it's useless."

"I know."

"You shouldn't spend too much useless time and energy on a friend with benefits."

"It's my business."

It was rare for Gu Donghe to talk to Xiao Greed in such a tone, his voice cooled down and became somewhat alienated, his tone was flat, but it was coercive and could not be refuted, then he let go of Xiao Greed and turned around.

Both of them didn't talk, this was the first time that Gu Donghe didn't hug Xiao Lian on the bed, but turned his back to him, the two were covered with the same quilt, but it was like sleeping in two beds.

The atmosphere was tense, but no one broke the silence, Gu Donghe didn't speak any more, and Xiao Greed didn't open his mouth either.

I only heard the ticking of the clock hands, suffering and long.

The air seems to be frozen, only time is still walking tirelessly.

After an unknown amount of time, Xiao Greed suddenly moved his head and buried his face in the pillow. Gu Donghe didn't move. Xiao Greed reckoned that he should have fallen asleep.

Maybe it will end.

That's it.

I'm not worth loving.

Xiao Greed felt relaxed, but suddenly a little wronged.

Gu Donghe's feelings are too warm and heavy, Xiao Greed has always stayed away from emotions that are easy to go beyond self-protection, and he doesn't know where Gu Donghe is except, but he has some thoughts of wanting to get closer.

Like a fire in winter, people can't help but want to get closer and want to absorb more warmth.

This will not work.

Xiao Greed desperately wanted to get rid of this thought. He was afraid that others would depend on him, and he was also afraid that he would depend on others.

If it is destined to be lost sooner or later, he would rather not have it in the first place.

He was really cruel to himself.

He couldn't tell why he was wronged, Gu Donghe let go was what he always wanted, maybe it was because he still had some feelings after being together these days, or it was because he was too pervasive, staying strong in every corner of Xiao Greed's life. There are traces.

Very bad.

Xiao Greed grabbed the quilt and shrank further and further inside.

The quilt was not ventilated, Xiao Greed felt stuffy and flustered, but he didn't want to go out either, he didn't want to feel that Gu Donghe was beside him, but he was sleeping with a strange gap between him.

Also said good friends.

That's fine, let's leave it at that.

Let me scold you one last time while you're still around.

Gu Dong and the bastard.

Son of a bitch.

Xiao Greed let himself think about it, but didn't notice that his breathing was getting heavier.

Stars began to appear in front of my eyes.

Slowly, sleepiness came up, and he closed his eyes in a daze.

Why are you suddenly sleepy...

This is the last thought that comes to mind.

When he woke up in the morning, it was already daylight, and Xiao Lian realized that he was sleeping with the entire quilt in his arms. What about Gu Donghe?

He turned around, no one else was in the room.

The light in his eyes suddenly dimmed.

He hugged the quilt tighter, hugging Lengshen in his arms.

The room was deserted, just like when I first came here.

Thinking of what he said yesterday, Gu Donghe would definitely not want to be with such a person.

are you leaving?

Just leave.

Xiao Greed covered his face with a quilt, the dark color spread from the corners of his eyes.