I'm not the only one in the mountain

Zhuxuan is a sake bar, it is still early, there is no band singing, people sitting in twos and threes sitting at each table talking in low voice, the waiter behind the bar is not busy yet, looking down at his mobile phone.

Xiao Greed found a relatively remote corner and sat down. The bamboo-shaped decorations blocked the view of the outside world very well, and the lights above his head were dim, which looked a bit like a bamboo forest at night.

I ordered a glass of blue margarita, the sweet and sour taste permeated the tip of my tongue, the blue liquid was extraordinarily cool under the light, Xiao Lian put the phone flat on the table, waiting for the person he wanted to meet.

It was almost nine o'clock, and a figure sat opposite him.

"Long time no see, Xiao."

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Xiao Greed raised his head, and replied without any emotional fluctuations, it was not like a greeting from a friend reunited after a long absence, but a formulaic greeting.

Neither of them spoke, until the soda ordered by the man was served, and the silence was broken.

"Zhiyan is gone."

Xiao Greed's eyelashes trembled, and the finger touching the wine glass stopped. It seemed that nothing had changed, but it seemed that his whole body had changed. He took a sip of the wine, and the grains of salt melted on his tongue. It was very salty, faintly mixed with lemon acid.

The acid overflowing from the heart,

"Condolences."

Finally he said.

"Don't you feel anything else?"

The man looked up. His face was the outline of an Asian, with very fair skin and blue eyes.

In the blue eyes, there is sadness, longing, and a hint of disappointment.

"Yize," Xiao Greed raised his eyes to meet his gaze, "I'm very sad."

"It doesn't look like that at all."

Guo Yize's tone was slightly mocking.

"Because I have no position to be sad." Xiao Greed pretended not to hear, and said to himself, "I won't see you again, I won't be friends, I won't forgive you... Do you remember who said this?"

"I regret."

Xiao Greed smiled, but there was no light in his eyes: "This is not playing games, this is life."

Guo Yize's eyes were red, he covered his face with his hands and fell silent.

Opposite him, Xiao Greed looked at him, his eyes drooped, and he slowly said: "Zhiyan's accident happened, I never regarded myself as an outsider, I always regarded her as my own sister."

Guo Yize raised his head, grinning with an ugly smile: "Yes, I was too impulsive back then."

"I thought a lot when Zhiyan was lying on the hospital bed, how could it be you who were wrong."

"But she's my sister, and I can't calm down."

Xiao Greed said calmly, "So what did you want to talk to me about today?"

"I'm sorry," Guo Yize looked at him with red eyes, and rarely called out his full name, "Xiao Greed, I'm sorry."

Xiao Greed lowered his head and smiled lightly: "I'm sorry."

"I know, you had a hard time. I was too impulsive at the time. How can I blame you for things that no one can think of."

Guo Yize said with some embarrassment, he glanced at Xiao Lian and there was nothing unusual, and then continued: "You have always regarded Zhiyan as your own sister, Zhiyan thought about it and shouldn't, it was me who lost my head, and actually took Wrath is on you."

"There is no right or wrong, no one can think of it."

Just like he didn't expect that Zhiyan would want to confess his love to him, that she would just see him kissing Lin Su, that she would encounter a car accident when she turned around and ran away.

Guo Yize also never imagined that Lin Su was his favorite.

The vulgar script of making good fortune and tricking people, the plot that originally only appeared in dog blood TV dramas, but it really happened like this.

What happens leaves no room for it.

The blood visible to the naked eye was dripping, and the pain pierced my heart.

Guo Yize only knew that Zhiyan wanted to confess to Xiao Greed that day, but left crying, and he watched her being hit by a truck across the street.He thought it was because Xiao Greed made her sad, he couldn't think normally about the notice of his sister's critical illness, and forgot what kind of person he was as a friend, and he only burned out several years of friendship with his anger .

Xiao Lian also didn't know what Zhiyan broke through. When he received the call and rushed to the hospital, Guo Yize punched and kicked him. He was supposed to hold him back to calm him down, but he learned about the surgery from just a few words. The girl in the room had an accident because of herself.

Let go of your strength and let him be beaten and scolded.

Facing Guo Yize, who was extremely restless, and Xiao Greed, who fell into an unstable mood due to stimulation, Lin Su and Song Li had no time to figure out what was going on.

In the end, Guo Yize said "I will not see you again, I will not be friends, and I will not forgive you".He took Guo Zhiyan, who had been saved but became a vegetable, to go abroad to seek medical treatment. Xiao Greed lived in a daze, almost like a walking corpse, not communicating with others, and not going out of the house until Lin Su and Song Li brought the doctor to break the door. However, he was forcibly taken to the hospital for treatment before he got better.

One side is the real sister, and the other is whether the real sister is better than the real sister. They both hold the same girl in their palms, but in this accident, they have become estranged from each other.

At that time, they were only young people, and when the tragedy hit them, they couldn't even breathe well, they just stared at each other, and they didn't care about the real situation or accountability, and with the blood of their foreheads, they broke each other's backs. road.

Both lost their sisters and their best friends.

Xiao Greed could understand him, but he couldn't let it go.

He felt ashamed of Guo Zhiyan, but he couldn't forget his months of suffering.

He is not a saint, he can be so tolerant and magnanimous, forgive others who hurt himself, and forgive himself who hurt others unintentionally.

But facing Guo Yize's apology and remorse, he still maintained a calm attitude.

Not bearish, but pierced.

The stabbed heart was still bleeding, but it was already numb from the pain.

The half-drunk Margarita on the table was illuminated by the cold blue light, Guo Yize stared blankly: "You didn't like Margarita before."

"Occasionally."

"I came to you today mainly to say I'm sorry." Guo Yize lowered his head, the broken hair on his forehead covered his expression, paused for a few seconds and said, "I heard that you and Lin Su broke up."

"Ah."

Xiao Greed responded lightly.

"I don't know how to face you and him. Although you don't need to take any responsibility at all, I can't solve this knot." He wiped his face, his eyes were shining, he didn't know it was the light Yes, still tears.

"It doesn't have to exist."

Although they didn't explain it, they used to know each other and Guo Yize knew what he was talking about.

They broke up, so there is no need for this knot to exist.

"I wish you happiness." Guo Yize looked at him and spoke slowly.

Xiao Li knew that this was probably the conclusion. The first conversation between the two of them after several years was almost coming to an end. It seemed that he should say something more, but he didn't know what to say. He felt calm or numb. .

"Zhiyan is buried in the Showa Cemetery, go and see her when you have time."

"it is good."

"I am leaving."

Guo Yize gave him a deep look, got up and left.

When he walked to the door, his footsteps stopped, and when he turned around, Xiao Lian still maintained the posture he had holding the cup when he came, the light came down from above his head, his pale skin took on a little warm color, and his whole person was still the same. Just sitting there is like a painting just like back then.

Even if the protagonist himself has never had this kind of consciousness, he is always immersed in his own emotions.

"Xiao, will we still be friends?"

Xiao Greed didn't move, didn't answer, probably didn't even blink his eyes, it was like a painting, motionless, frozen in place.

Guo Yize couldn't wait for an answer, he smiled at himself, turned and left.

After the person walked out for a few minutes, Xiao Greed seemed to come back to his senses. He raised his head and drank the liquid in the glass. The glass hit the table mat with a "dong" sound. He turned on his phone and sent a message to Gu Donghe, saying: I waited and went straight home without waiting for him to pick me up.

Then he waved to the waiter.

Gu Donghe was busy at the company until after eleven o'clock before returning home. Xiao Greed said he didn't need to pick up the phone, so he drove home by himself.

Although it was late, the surroundings of the company were still brightly lit. Gu Donghe turned the steering wheel and turned a corner. Unlike the past, it was the same whether he returned home or not. He suddenly realized what it was like to "come home like an arrow" a feeling.

Thinking of someone waiting for him at home, four wheels seemed not enough to run.

When they got home, the living room was turned on, and there was no one there. Gu Donghe thought that Xiao Li had already fallen asleep, so he carefully put his bag on the cabinet, and walked to the bedroom with his slippers on, but there was no one in the bedroom.

Gu Donghe couldn't imagine where Xiao Greed would go, or did he not come back yet?

He said yesterday that he was going to meet a friend, a... ex-friend?

The heart skipped a beat, and Gu Donghe grabbed his phone and was about to make a call, but he heard a sound from the bathroom, like the sound of his body bumping into something.

He took a few steps to the bathroom, turned on the light, and saw Xiao Lian sitting on the ground, leaning on the wall as if trying to stand up, but failed.

"what happened?"

Gu Donghe hurriedly stepped forward to support him, the smell of alcohol came to his face, he didn't need to think about it, he probably had too much to drink.

Under his support, Xiao Lian staggered to his feet, slumped and vomited into the toilet.

"Cough, cough, cough!"

Gu Donghe helped him to follow his back, watching him turn pale from vomiting, and there were some physiological tears in the corners of his eyes.

Xiao Greed seemed to have run out of vomit, he leaned against his arms and panted slightly, his voice was very soft: "Help me to the bed."

Gu Dong and Yiyan helped him to sit on the bed, Xiao Lian closed his eyes and leaned against the head of the bed, his brows were tightly wrinkled, his temples were wet, as if he had been picked up from the water, his lips were stretched into a straight line, and his hands were covering his mouth. Stomach.

"Stomach pain?"

Xiao Greed didn't have the energy to speak, so he nodded slightly, and covered his stomach with one hand, the heat was continuously transmitted into his body, the coldness all over his body seemed to be relieved, and his strength recovered a bit.

He opened his eyes to meet Gu Donghe's, his head was dizzy, and his eyes were spinning.

"gosh."

"Drunk." Gu Donghe stroked his cheeks that had turned red from the effects of the alcohol, "I'll go get some hangover soup."

Xiao Greed nodded, turned around and closed his eyes again.

When Gu Donghe came in with a bowl, Xiao Greed fell on his side on the bed, got him up, and finally fed the soup in.

"I want to take a shower."

Xiao Greed's voice was very weak, but it was much more stable, it should have slowed down a bit.

Gu Donghe hesitated for a moment, then sighed: "Baby, you want to play with fire, can I wipe it for you tonight?"

Although Xiao Greed was dizzy, but understood what he said, he couldn't help but smiled, and waved his hand to let him do whatever he wanted.

Wet the towel with hot water and rubbed it on the body to make it warm and soft, from the face to the neck, from the arms to the thighs, from the chest down... Gu Donghe had already taken off Xiao Li's pants, looking at the last underwear, I swallowed.

Xiao Lian noticed that he stopped, opened his eyelids to look at him, and saw him staring at his lower body without taking his eyes off, and blurted out without thinking, "What are you looking at, do you want to fuck?"

The body moved ahead of the brain, and while talking, it pushed up against Gu Dong and his throat was dry, and the blood rushed down his body.

He pushed the towel to the side, and at the same time turned over and straddled Xiao Lian, but supported his knees to prevent his body from being pressed against Xiao Lian.He pinched Xiao Greed's chin, and the two exchanged a wine-flavored kiss, then he stared intently at Xiao Greed's eyes, which were as wet as small animals, but were suppressing unspeakable anguish and sadness deep inside.

"What's wrong?" Gu Donghe asked softly, "What happened?"

After a while, Xiao Greed leaned his head on his shoulder and said, "Zhiyan is gone."

Gu Donghe tilted his head.

"I have always regarded her as my own sister."

"But four years ago, she got into a vegetative state because of a car accident because of me."

"And then I had a falling out with her brother."

Xiao Greed said it lightly, but Gu Donghe knew that things were definitely not that simple, but he didn't want to ask those details that were omitted.

For example, she had a car accident because of you, why you and her brother had a falling out, and what happened to you afterwards.

He just asked, "Is her brother looking for you today?"

Xiao Greed nodded.

"He apologized to me, can we still be friends?"

Xiao Greed was still a little drunk, and his speech was extremely jumpy, completely ignoring whether others could understand or not, but Gu Donghe guessed the general idea from his confused narration.

That person's brother probably misunderstood the cause of his sister's car accident four years ago, and angered Xiao Lie. The two broke up badly. Later, they found out the reason and came to Xiao Lian to apologize.

As for whether they can be friends, it's not a question that Xiao Greed would ask.

"I didn't answer, how should I answer?" Xiao Greed blew on Gu Donghe's body with alcohol-smelling breath, covering up the faint milky fragrance that was always on his body, "I don't know, how do I know, I shouldn't blame him , he said sorry to me, but I couldn't let it go, I hurt Zhiyan, but I don't know..."

The more Xiao Greed spoke, the more chaotic he became, gradually becoming incoherent.

Gu Donghe patted him lightly on the back: "Don't think about it."

Xiao Greed closed his mouth and didn't move, the slight heaving of his chest showed that he was a little excited just now.

"Sleep well and talk about it tomorrow."

After turning off the lights, probably because of drinking, Xiao Greed fell asleep quickly, Gu Donghe quietly walked out of the room with his mobile phone.

"Hey, Song Li, are you asleep?"

"Not yet, what's wrong?"

"Xiao Greed met someone today..."

The moonlight hung heavily in the sky, the wind blew past the window, the man picked up a dead leaf from the window sill, holding the phone, thoughtful.