I'm not the only one in the mountain

What does it mean that a threesome must have a light bulb? Song Li felt it for a while.

Gu Donghe spent more time calling him this month than in the previous months combined, and every time he spoke, even if he didn't ask Xiao Greed, the topic of swindling and turning would still be related to Xiao Greed.

Dr. Song was tired, and Dr. Song didn't want to answer the phone.

But Doctor Song still answered the phone.

Gu Donghe said that Xiao Greed met someone at night and came back completely drunk.

"You live together?"

"That's not the point."

"Oh."

"But he's staying with me lately."

"..."

Song Li wanted to hang up the phone.

"You ask me all day, does Xiao Greed know?"

Dr. Song put on a professional smirk, but he couldn't see it through the phone.

At this time of deja vu, Xiao Greed must have fallen asleep.

"He's asleep." Gu Donghe coughed lightly to cover up his unease.

"He told me something today, but it was vague, so I came to ask you."

"Go ahead."

Pretend to be a gentleman and play sloppy.

Song Li secretly slandered in his heart.

"He met a man whose sister was involved in a car accident four years ago because of him."

Song Li took a breath, clearly aware of this matter.

"……I see."

Gu Donghe stopped and listened to him.

"This matter can be said to be a misunderstanding." Song Li's voice was transmitted through the radio wave, which was not the same as his original voice, "Yize's younger sister likes Xiao Greed and wanted to confess to him, but she ran into him and Lin Su together , and then got into a car accident and became a vegetable."

What Song Li knew was a conjecture based on the combination of what Lin Su said and what Guo Yize said, but the truth was inseparable. Because the little girl couldn't accept that her sweetheart was with another man, she had an accident on the spur of the moment.

From Guo Yize's point of view, he only knew that her sister had a car accident after confessing, while Xiao Li only knew that the reason why she had a car accident was because she planned to confess to him.

"At that time, things were unclear, and the state of the two of them couldn't communicate. All the conflicts pointed to Xiao Greed. You also knew about the car accident in his senior year and freshman year," Gu Donghe said quietly while holding his mobile phone. Listen, "Then he had some psychological problems. He took a year off from school. After this happened, he blamed himself very much. In addition, Yize was impulsive, and he had some... misunderstandings about him."

Gu Donghe held the dead leaf between his hands, and with a slight force, cracks appeared on the dry leaf.

The younger sister who regarded herself as her own was misunderstood by her friends because of her own car accident, but she couldn't explain it. She accepted responsibility and did not speak to others.

How much has he endured?

"Afterwards, Yize took Zhiyan abroad. He was in a very bad state during that time, and he didn't see anyone when he didn't go out. Lin Su and I took the doctor to force our way into his house, and then took him out to the hospital for treatment."

Song Li's voice is steady, just like he usually reports the illness to the patient's family, but turning this page of the past will hurt everyone indelibly.

He was also very sad when his friend collapsed and was helpless.

Gu Donghe lit a cigarette, watched the white smoke rising slowly, trying to calm himself down.

"It's been adjusted for about a year. His mental and physical conditions are too bad." Song Li took a deep breath and continued, "But some time ago, Zhiyan still left.

"Before Yize went abroad, he said a word to Xiao Greed: never see each other, never be friends, never forgive.

"Later he found out what happened, but he never had the chance to explain it to Xiao Greed.

"He didn't know how to tell Xiao Greed. First, he couldn't leave Zhiyan's side. Second, what he said at the time was too decisive. Third, Xiao Greed's situation was not optimistic at that time."

Gu Donghe's hand holding the cigarette trembled, and the ash fell on the window sill. He closed his eyes forcefully, resisting the surging pain from his heart.

not optimistic……

God is not beautiful, he always likes to add another layer to the suffering people before giving up.

After finally walking through a period of shadows, mustering up the courage to live a good life, and then being pushed into a deeper darkness, with nothing to earn, how desperate it must be.

Xiao Greed endured far more than he thought, and was also more tenacious than he knew.

What a tenacious soul, it took one muddy step at a time, carrying scars all over his body, to come to the present.

He is negative, lazy, indulgent, probably too tired.

It's hard enough to survive.

It's really hard.

"So how is he doing so far?"

Song Li was silent for a while before answering: "It looks good, and you know it."

I just don't know if the wound inside has festered badly.

Gu Donghe understood his voice-over, and turned his head to look out the window.

You see, the world is as beautiful as it is beautiful, but it is not immune to such dark moments.

"You can't force Xiao Greed. If you are ruthless to him, he can be even more ruthless to himself."

This is probably the most uncomfortable thing Song Li said to Gu Donghe—this person is not cruel and selfish, he is clearly only cruel to himself, and soft-hearted to everyone else.

"I see, hang up first and rest early."

Then he planned to hang up the phone.

"Donghe."

Song Li stopped him in time.

"He treats all his friends with heart and soul, so everything brings him a cloud that can cover everything." Song Li said slowly, "I always hope that Xiao Greed can come out, he Need to come out on your own, and hopefully you can be that reason."

People's self-help needs a firm belief to support.

Gu Donghe felt that his body became much heavier all of a sudden.

To become the light that guides Xiao Greed, what can he do.

"Actually, he is very pure and simple."

"What he wants is never much."

"It's just a heart."

After finishing the phone call, he didn't go back to the bedroom, but sat on the sofa and smoked a cigarette. His body smelled of greedy wine, mixed with the smell of tobacco, which was very confusing.

Alcohol and tobacco are probably the best tools to numb emotions.

Greedy Xiao, what can I do?

After smoking a cigarette, Gu Donghe leaned back on the sofa, put his hands on his sides, and closed his eyes tiredly.

The next morning, he was awakened by the smell of food. He was lying on the sofa, covered with a blanket, and a familiar figure was turning around in the kitchen.

"Wake up so early?"

"Wake up when you wake up." Xiao Tan scooped up the cooked rice noodles, put them in a bowl, poured the soup that he made in advance, stirred them a few times with chopsticks, and brought them to the dining table, "Why don't you sleep in your room?"

Gu Donghe rubbed the space between his brows, got up and walked to the dining table: "I took care of some things, and accidentally fell asleep later."

Xiao Greed brought him a cup of hot milk, made himself a cup of honey water, and sat down opposite him.

"Does your head still hurt?"

"One thing, it's okay."

The soup was still hot with an aroma, and the few red peppers looked quite appetizing. Gu Donghe put a chopstick into his mouth, paused, and began to eat with big mouthfuls.

"Eat slowly, I won't fight with you."

Xiao Greed took a few mouthfuls slowly, and seeing that there was only the bottom of Gu Donghe's bowl left, he simply pushed his own bowl over which he hadn't touched a few mouthfuls.

"You don't eat?"

"I'll cook another bowl of dumplings."

"I want to eat too."

Gu Donghe put down his chopsticks and looked at him with piercing eyes.

"Did you flee? Eat everything."

Xiao Greed scolded him, but Gu Donghe accepted it calmly with a face of "what will you do to me".

Reluctantly, he still cooked his share, watching him finish the noodles and eat dumplings, Xiao Greed suspected that he had raised a pig.

"Aren't you going to work today?"

While washing the dishes, Xiao Greed looked at the bored people behind him and asked.

"It's a holiday, and it's New Year's Eve tomorrow, baby." Gu Donghe took a bowl and put it on the shelf.

Xiao Greed stopped washing the dishes, and bowed his head in silence.

So soon, it turns out that it will be New Year's Eve.

"Then when are you going home?"

"Afternoon, I used to go back at 29 to accompany Lan Lan until the second day of junior high school."

Xiao Greed gave an "hmm" with unknown meaning.

"Then I'll go out for a while in the afternoon, and then I'll go home directly."

"go home?"

"Go back to my own home." Xiao Greed finished washing the dishes, and wiped the water off his hands with a towel, "I won't leave my relatives, and stay by myself during the Chinese New Year."

Gu Donghe suddenly turned to look at him: "Aren't you coming home with me?"

"Huh?" Xiao Greed was stunned, and Gu Donghe pulled his hand over.

"Will you go home with me? I want to celebrate the New Year with you, and I don't feel at ease if you are alone."

Gu Donghe spoke directly, but he was still uneasy.

He didn't know how far Xiao Greed could go for himself, but he was genuinely worried.

"I won't stay at home all the time, you can stay in my room when there are people in the house."

Xiao Greed lowered his eyes, thought for a while and said, "Okay."

It's not that he likes to celebrate the New Year alone, it's just that he doesn't have a thought that makes him enjoy the New Year.

Who wants to stay alone in a deserted house amidst the sound of firecrackers all over the city, watching the gorgeous TV screen, but it has nothing to do with all the excitement.

As if not in this world.

Although I know that this time it is estimated that it will not be easy, but things that will come sooner or later, it is better to solve them as soon as possible.

After all, he also thought about the future.

"Where are you going in the afternoon? Take you there?"

"Go to Showa."

Gu Dong agreed with Ming Ran, but at the same time he was a little worried: "Look at that girl?"

"Yeah." Xiao Greed took a step back and leaned against the edge of the table, "I have always regarded Zhiyan as my own sister, Yize... I can understand that Yize lost control of his emotions at the time, but if I were replaced, I would not be able to calm down, so I haven't seen her in years, and now it's time to see her."

"I go with you."

After finalizing the plan for the afternoon, the two of them began to enjoy the rare leisure time. Gu Donghe sat on the sofa and watched the financial channel, Xiao Lian leaned beside him, and used Gu Donghe's newly bought tablet to watch the "Green Snake" that he hadn't finished watching before. ".

Unknowingly saw the second part, and followed Fa Hai's sentence "while the Leifeng Pagoda remains unmoved", Xiao Lian sighed softly in his ear, turned off the screen and put it aside after watching, just sat there in a daze.

Gu Donghe sensed the change in his mood, and stretched out his hand to pull him into his arms. Xiao Lian lay down on his lap, and Gu Donghe looked down at him.

I don't know how long they looked at each other like this, and the two kissed together in this posture.

It is said that if two people look at each other and kiss involuntarily, then they must be in love.

Xiao Greed thought that he might really love her.