I'm not the only one in the mountain

There are a lot of people in the hospital lobby, people coming and going in a hurry, the cries of children mixed with the sound of electronic newspapers, the unique smell of the hospital is drilled into the nose every time, and wherever the eyes look, there are many people who are stunned. Waiting for the patients waiting to see a doctor, and the family members jumping in a hurry.

Depression, everywhere you can see the desperation waiting to explode.

Visible birth, old age, sickness and death.

My chest feels tight.

Xiao Greed sat on a chair in the hall, leaned against the back of the chair and closed his eyes, he didn't like this environment.

He should have been waiting in Song Li's office just now.

Xiao Greed frowned, and began to despise himself who followed Song Li 10 minutes ago.

"No problem," Song Li handed the inspection report to Xiao Greed, "but it won't be so if you mess around next time, so be careful."

Song Li also heaved a sigh of relief when he got the report. As a friend, even if he had objections to Xiao Greed's lifestyle, he had no position to criticize from any angle. Too much care about health, which sounds illusory, but not too casual.

This time is an exception.

Xiao Greed got up and took the report, and the two brothers patted Song Li on the shoulder: "Then I'm leaving."

Regarding Song Li's worries, Xiao Greed is also very clear in his heart, but the friendship between the two for more than [-] years has long been beyond the end of a sentence or two.

"Where are you going, shall I take you?"

"no job?"

"Today is off. I have finished my visit to the hospital in the morning, and I am ready to leave." Song Li said with a smile, "You...go home?"

Xiao Greed was stunned for a moment, and immediately realized: "Well, go back to my own home."

Strictly speaking, there are three places that Xiao Greed can return to: his own house, his father's house, and his mother's old house.

His father divorced and reorganized the family. Although he has not lost anything to Xiao Lie for so many years, he will no longer be like a family after all; It's not a good experience to go back. Although his home is deserted...but it seems to be the only place he can go.

"Lin Su's wedding...you also received the invitation, right?"

The car stopped steadily, Song Li was looking at the jumping red numbers, the two of them didn't speak a word along the way, about Lin Su, although Song Li also wanted to know what happened, but because of Xiao Greed's emotions, he still didn't ask , not to mention that Xiao Greed would be the first to mention this name.

He didn't know what Xiao Greed was thinking, and he couldn't figure out how he was feeling right now - Xiao Greed had always been able to hide his emotions very well.

When Xiao Li's mother was still there, the two families lived opposite each other, Song Li stood outside the door and could clearly hear Xiao Li's parents arguing and even throwing things inside the door.

They were the closest couple, but they insulted each other with the most vicious words.

The ugly words made the still young and innocent Song Li stand at the door of his house and forget to open the door. He grew up in a harmonious family atmosphere, and he couldn't imagine what kind of scene this would be.

He was in a daze, caught off guard, and the opposite door opened.

Xiao Lian was pushed out in a mess. Accompanied by the woman's dirty words, he staggered a few steps before standing firmly against the wall. Then the door was slammed shut, leaving Xiao Lian standing at the door with his white shirt covered in dirt. , with bruises and purple patches on the exposed thin arms, and yellow vegetable leaves stained on the head.

But when he saw Song Li, he showed a big smile.

That was the first time Song Li knew about Xiao Li's family, and it was also the first time he saw such a distressed Xiao Li.

But Xiao Greed, who is about the same age as him, has learned to restrain his emotions. Even if he is kicked out of the house when his parents are arguing, he can still smile at himself seemingly indifferently.

"Yes, I got it." Song Li answered in a low voice, hesitated for a moment and turned to look at Xiao Greed, "You..."

Xiao Greed put his right arm on the car window and turned his head to look out of the window, expressionless, looking very calm.

The cell phone rang very inappropriately, cutting off Song Li's unspoken question, so he had to stop and answer the phone.

"Hello, Mom?"

Xiao Greed slightly raised his head and leaned on the back of the chair, a little absent-minded.He knew that Song Li wanted to ask him how he was doing recently, and he also knew that Song Li was not optimistic about them at first, and he knew that Song Li was worried about his situation.

But he didn't know how to answer him, just like he didn't know whether Lin Su's wedding should go, or what would happen to his life.

There is so much he doesn't know.

When he was a child, he didn't know why his parents always quarreled endlessly, why that woman always tortured himself, and why he had to say sorry to his father when he left.

Now he didn't know how he should face Lin Su, whether he was unwilling or angry.

hate him?Why leave yourself to choose to marry a woman.

What is the relationship between the two of them over the past few years?

He loves Lin Su, but does Lin Su love him?

If you love him, why would you marry that woman?

Xiao Greed suddenly became confused. He thought of his father, the word in the day-to-day quarrel between his parents: "fraudulent marriage", and the last sentence his mother yelled at his father: "Go find that man!", Think of the family my father has now with his homosexuals.

Will Lin Su be the same as her father?

Xiao Greed was hysterical indiscriminately, and he didn't even hear Song Li calling him, until Song Li stretched out his hand and patted him, and then he came back to his senses as if awakened.

"Ok?"

"What do you think?"

Song Li glanced at him while driving the car.

"It's nothing."

The seat belt was a little uncomfortable, Xiao Lian adjusted a more comfortable sitting position.

"My mother asked if you would come to my house for dinner." Song Li said, "I made tea mushroom soup today, don't you like it?"

"Okay, I just happen to be too lazy to cook at home." Xiao Greed put a smile on his face again, "It's been a long time since I tasted Auntie's food."

This person is always like this, no matter how many things are in his heart, he can always face others with a strong face and smile, hiding his riddled emotions to the bottom.

Song Li looked at his forced smile, turned his face away to focus on the road, and suddenly regretted asking him to have dinner together.

When they were still facing each other before, Song Li's mother felt sorry for the child who never had a meal at home, and often asked Song Li to take him home for dinner after school.

The two were classmates at that time, and Xiao Li's husband and wife moved away after their parents divorced, and his mother was often away from home, usually returning home in the early morning, so the two of them went to Song Li's house to do their homework and have dinner together after school.

Until one day Xiao Li's mother unexpectedly returned early, Xiao Li didn't come back from Song Li's house until a long time after returning home, and was furious on the spot, picked up the teacup in hand and threw it over.

Xiao Greed was hit on the shoulder before he could dodge, and fell to the ground, while Xiao's mother was relentless, rushing up and kicking while cursing indiscriminately, the stiletto high-heeled shoes stepped on her body, the pain Xiao Greed couldn't stop Dodging, until the woman's strength was exhausted, she stumbled back to the room cursing.

Xiao Greed huddled on the cold marble floor in the living room, and he didn't know how long it took until he heard someone knocking on the door before he reacted a little.

Open the door and see Song Li and Song Li's mother outside the door.

"Xiao Greed, are you alright?!"

Song Li heard Xiao's mother beating and scolding Xiao Li, fearing that Xiao Li would be injured and no one would take care of him, so he came to take a look. At this time, he was relieved to see that Xiao Li had no injuries except his hair was a bit messy. .

"Is Xiao Greed okay?" It was Song Li's mother who spoke. She never cared about other people's family affairs. Oak out to see.

"It's okay, auntie." Although Xiao Greed's body hurts everywhere, he still forced a smile.

Although Song Li was worried, but seeing that he didn't want to say anything, and there was nothing he could do, he could only say dryly: "Then, if you have anything to do, come to my house to find me."

After closing the door, Song Li heard his mother sigh.

"This child... was forced at such a young age."

Song Li didn't understand, so he asked his mother again but didn't say any more, so he could only give up.

Song Li didn't know why he suddenly thought of this incident many years ago. At that time, Xiao Lian had grown up and would not be beaten and scolded at will, but Song Li always felt that he was looking out of the window. Xiao Greed coincided unexpectedly with the Xiao Greed who could smile and say "I'm fine" after being beaten.

Over the years, it seems that Xiao Greed has never changed.