I'm not the only one in the mountain

After Song Li got a job, he moved out to live outside, while his parents still lived opposite Xiao Greed's house.

When he got to the door, Song Li took the key to open the door, turned his head and saw Xiao Greed with his hands in his pockets, staring at the opposite door in a daze.

"Xiao Greed."

Xiao Lian suppressed the churning emotions in his heart and followed Song Li into the door.

Since his mother passed away and moved away, Xiao Li rarely saw Song Li's parents. After a few years, they sat together at the dinner table. Song's father and Song's mother couldn't help but lamented how quickly time passed. The little boy is now a grown man.

The two elders at the dinner table were constantly concerned about Xiao Greed, and Xiao Greed responded one by one, but they all tacitly did not mention Xiao Greed's parents, and the meal was considered harmonious.

Before leaving, Song Li sent Xiao Greed home, and when he went out the door, he saw the opposite side again.

"Want to go in and have a look?"

Xiao Greed lowered his eyes.

Those days and nights that I don't know how to get through, quarrels and harmony, warmth and rupture, are all locked in that limited space by that door.

Xiao Greed didn't dare to push it away.

Whenever he entered that space, overwhelming memories flooded in from all directions like a tide and were instantly submerged.

But he hasn't been back for a year or two, will it be the same as before?

Xiao Greed was uncertain and hesitated.

Song Li stood still, waiting for his choice.

When Xiao Greed came back to his senses, the door had already been opened.Familiar scenes crash into the eyes, everything is too familiar, just like many years ago.

The remote control is still casually thrown on the sofa, there are several bags of unopened snacks on the coffee table, scarves and hats are still hanging on the hanger at the door, ignoring the thick dust, the whole house seems as if the owner just went to work, In the next second, he would still push open the door, throw his backpack on the sofa, kick off his tired high heels, and rush into the kitchen with great momentum to drink a large glass of water in one go.

That woman is always so busy.

Xiao Greed took two steps slowly towards the living room, Song Li followed behind and closed the door.

He didn't make a sound, and after entering the room, Xiao Li's whole aura changed, the casualness exuded all over his body disappeared completely, replaced by a cautiousness that he had never seen before.

Humble and vulnerable.

Xiao Greed felt that he was hallucinating.

He saw the woman sitting on the sofa knitting a sweater, with her head down and a few strands of hair hanging down, looking very gentle.

But a woman hasn't knit him a sweater in years

who are you?

Xiao Greed wanted to ask, but then saw the woman raised her head, her eyes changed suddenly, the sweater needle in her hand turned into an iron hanger, the woman screamed and hit him, accompanied by unbearable insults.

You are a beast!

The stomach began to throb, and the things that hit him changed from clothes hangers to ashtrays, Xiao Lian's whole body was stiff, the pain in his stomach became more and more obvious, and the ceiling kept spinning.

Xiao Greed clenched his teeth, beads of sweat slipped from his forehead, and he hugged his shoulders with his hands, as if this could resist the pain that did not exist on his body.

My head also began to ache, and my eyes went black for a while.

I forbid you to see him again

do you want to be like him

he is a bitch

Your name is Xiao Greed

you are his son

you are the same as him

I'm doing it for you

The voices of men and women mingled in my ears.

Greedy Xiao, I'm sorry

dad is gone

Do you want...forget it

have a good time

The heart also began to ache, Xiao Lian arched up, his whole body was trembling, he couldn't help squatting down.

"Xiao Greed?"

separate.

Lin Su's voice sounded, and Xiao Greed's pupils shrank suddenly.

Sweat rained down.

"Greedy!"

In a trance, someone pressed his shoulder, and his tone was very anxious.

Xiao Greed knelt on the ground, supporting his body with his hands, and Song Li squatted beside him to support him. Seeing that he seemed to be responding, he relaxed his frown a little.

"call--"

Xiao Greed's chest heaved violently, he panted heavily as if he had just recovered from suffocation, but his eyes were still foggy.

It took a long time to recover, he supported Song Li to stand up, and swayed a little unsteadily, Song Li looked at him with a gloomy expression.

After he stood firmly, he almost didn't pause, and walked towards the door with a little staggering step by step, but he seemed to flee in a hurry.

"When did it start."

Song Li asked him with a sullen face, the two had already arrived in Song Li's car, but they didn't light the ignition immediately, but remained silent.

"It's fine if you don't come back."

Song Li glanced at him, rummaged through the glove box for a while, and took out a business card for him.

"Need not."

Xiao Greed glanced at it and put it back in place. He needed to see a psychiatrist long ago, not now.

Song Li didn't say anything, he never came back with Xiao Greed before, he only knew that he almost never came back, but he didn't know that such a situation would happen.

PTSD.

But Song Li is not a doctor in this field, so I can't be sure. It was only after Xiao Li rejected the psychiatrist that he thought that maybe if he didn't come back like he said, there would be no problem, and it was far from affecting normal life. Never go to the doctor.

The man always seems to keep his physical condition to a level that is not serious but not excellent.

As for measuring this level, Xiao Greed's standard is that the impact does not affect normal life.

As a doctor, Song Li expressed nonsense.

Pooh.

"Take me home, Dr. Song please make a trip."

After a long time, Xiao Greed seemed to have calmed down, but his face was still pale, but it did not affect his pretentious brisk tone. Song Li knew his temper well, so he glanced at him helplessly and started the car.

Before driving half a meter away, Song Li's cell phone rang again, it was Song's mother.

"Hello mom?"

He was supposed to be fine just after eating, so Song Li stopped the car to pick him up again, for fear of something unexpected.

"Well, are you in a hurry?" Song Li frowned after listening to Song's mother, "Okay, then I'll go over now."

Hanging up the phone, meeting Xiao Greed's inquiring gaze, he explained: "My little niece has a problem with her teeth, and it's quite urgent, I have to go to the hospital."

"You go, then it's the same when I take a taxi home."

Song Li gave him a deep look, full of worry.

"I'll find someone to take you off."

"..."

Xiao Greed had nothing to say.

"I'm fine with myself..."

Song Li glared back at him before he finished his objection.

Dr. Song looked at him with a professional smile, Xiao Greed couldn't help shivering.

"no problem?"

Xiao Greed surrendered with both hands, watched Song Li dial out the phone and put it to his ear.

"Hello, Donghe, are you home?"