I'm not the only one in the mountain

In a blink of an eye, it was a sunny day in July and August. The scorching sun baked the earth, and the Chu River and Han boundary divided by light and shadow lay across the bottom of people's feet. Even the wind was blowing weakly. Tongue drooping tail, even if someone passed by, he didn't bother to lift his eyelids to take a look, and only occasionally whimpered from his throat.

Xiao Greed was free, so he bought groceries and went home to cook when he got off work. Gu Donghe was late when he had to get off work. It was wet and stuck to the face, and the short distance from the garage to the door of the house was already too hot. The suit jacket used to resist the low temperature of the air conditioner in the office building was draped over the arms, and the white shirt inside was soaked with sweat and stuck to the back. , you can vaguely see the lines behind it.

"What are we eating today?"

He put away his briefcase and walked into the kitchen. He brushed his hair while walking, his wet bangs were pulled up, messy, and two or three buttons were unbuttoned to reveal a large chest. Turned into a prudish gentle hooligan.

"Sweet and sour pork ribs," Xiao Greed didn't even look at him, he simply moved the bowl over with a shovel, tilted the pot with his hand, made two clicks, the ribs fell into the white porcelain bowl, and then poured it on The juice is bright in color, just right in thickness, and its fine and dense fragrance penetrates directly into people's hearts. Only then did he turn his head to look at Gu Donghe, and then quickly looked away, "Go take a shower, you're covered in sweat."

Gu Donghe came out of the shower and Xiao Li just put all the dishes on the table. The rice grains were plump and distinct, exuding steaming heat, three dishes and one soup, the appearance was especially good.He opened the chair and sat down, took the chopsticks from Xiao Greed, and impatiently grabbed a piece of ribs, the taste was moderate, not too soft and not too hard to crack his teeth.The juice between the teeth clenching exploded, and the fragrance spread, filling the whole lungs, the taste on the tip of the tongue was sweet but not greasy, the taste buds boiled, and the cells all over the body clamored for comfort.

"You don't have to wait for me in the future, you eat early, don't hurt your stomach again."

"Not so delicate."

Xiao Greed lowered his head and took a mouthful of rice. Gu Donghe saw that he was a little bit out of interest, and he didn't know why, so he asked him, "What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"

"No... He called me today." Xiao Greed was the only one who called "him" directly, and Gu Donghe immediately understood, "Your dad is a sure thing, Qiu Sisi, you How are you going to deal with it?"

Gu Donghe silently swallowed the last mouthful of rice, and filled a bowl of soup: "She didn't get involved in that matter."

Xiao Greed lightly tapped the table twice with his fingers, and said lightly, "I can't say for sure, it's not up to her to decide whether to mix it up or not."

Gu Donghe paused, put down the bowl, frowned, looked at the table with deep eyes, and looked at him after a long time before saying: "Let's be taught, as for how to do it, you have the final say."

Xiao Greed said: "It's enough to let her live in peace, she should stay away from your things."

The meaning behind the words can no longer be obvious.

Gu Donghe replied: "Okay."

No one should be a saint and forgive others for their malicious actions.

Gu Donghe walked to the kitchen with the bowl in his hand, the cold water washed down to remove the stains from the bowl, he turned on a medium-sized stream to fill the pool, squeezed a little dish soap and rubbed it in his palms, Xiao Lian leaned against the door frame and stood by , looking with arms crossed.

"I've been thinking a lot lately," he said, "if my mom was still around, would she want to see what's happening?"

"I don't want to." Gu Donghe answered firmly.

"Well, I don't know what to say to the two of them." Xiao Greed looked down at the ground, and the reflection of the lights on the tiles was not dazzling, "My father's fault was not only for me—if it was only my side , but I don't feel so much, he is not my father after divorce."

Gu Donghe took a look at him when he put the chopsticks on the shelf.

This is emotional.

"But for my mother, his mistakes can't just be let go." Xiao Lian took a deep breath, "The things that are set in stone can't be made up for even if he leaves."

Besides, so what if it can be made up for?A person's life is a one-way journey, and there is no turning back.

"Hmm." Gu Dong replied in harmony.

"I don't want to forgive him."

"Then don't forgive me."

Xiao Greed followed him around the kitchen: "Will I be... very bad?"

"What are you worried about?"

After Gu Donghe finished his work, he wiped his hands, sighed softly, and walked out with his arms in his arms: "You also said that some mistakes cannot be overcome."

Pushing him down on the sofa, he poured a glass of warm water and put it in his hand.

"Just do what you think," he looked into Xiao Greed's eyes, "There is no absolute right or wrong in the world, and there is no absolutely correct way of doing things. For me, you are the most correct."

Xiao Greed smiled: "Hey...don't be like this."

I don't care what other people think, I only care about you.

For me, you are absolutely right, and I support everything you do unconditionally.

The two saw the secret thought from the other's unspoken thoughts, and they didn't need to say anything for a while, they knew it without saying a word.

Xiao Greed took a sip of water, the warmth slid down his throat, and his eyes were a little moist.

"Going out for a walk?"

"Let's go."

Take a deep breath on a summer night, the air is warm, with the heat that has not completely dissipated during the day, and I feel sweating on my back within 2 minutes.

"Bangdang-"

Gu Donghe took out two cans of orange juice from the vending machine, opened one and handed it to Xiao Lie, Xiao Lie took a sip, and most of the hotness was washed away instantly.

cool.

He sighed in his heart.

The two walked slowly along the road on the bridge side by side at a distance that was not very intimate.From time to time, there are speeding cars passing by, whizzing by with their horns on their horns.

There is a gurgling river under him, and on the other side are the lights of Wanjia in the distance. The T-shirt is bulging when the wind blows, and the hair is blown back, revealing a smooth forehead.Holding the can, Xiao Lian saw a puppy by the side of the road. He put his fingers around his mouth and whistled. The puppy barked and ran into the bushes as if frightened by him and disappeared.

"Timid." Xiao Lule's body trembled, his shoulders were slouched, and he walked out of style.

"Do you know, according to traditional thinking, nothing is unforgivable." Xiao Greed said with a half-smile.

"Is the concept of the older generation that men are superior to women?" Gu Donghe sneered, and the cans flew into the trash can by the side of the road, making a crisp sound.

"Although many people now say that equality between men and women is advocated, this kind of thing is engraved in people's blood." Xiao Gu put his pockets in his pockets and swayed step by step, "Things in the mind don't change just by saying."

"Well, these things that have been rooted in the mind for thousands of years, if you say that everything is turned upside down in one day, there is no credibility."

From time to time, people around them rubbed shoulders with them, Xiao Greed said calmly, his voice wrapped in the wind: "In this era, when there are conflicts between the two parties, most people's first reaction is to find the woman's problem first, and the man's mistakes are always It is so easy to be forgiven-this is undeniable, no matter what the reason is, filial piety, or the teaching that knowing a mistake can improve the best, is always more tolerant to men than women.

"Many people nowadays are not patriarchal, but doing unequal things under the banner of equality. Words can deceive people, but subconscious minds can't. There is really no way to erase the bias in one thing."

"Fairness is difficult," Gu Donghe said, with a casual and natural tone, "People are emotional creatures, so there must be deviations caused by emotional influences. It is difficult to make subjective judgments completely objective, at least most people do. not reach."

"I know." Xiao Greed said.

Of course he also knows, what is absolute in the world?Absolute right and wrong, absolute fairness, and absolute equality do not exist.

People have greed, ignorance, hatred, desires and thoughts, all living beings are different, how to unify?

How absolutely fair?It is necessary to meet the interests and needs of everyone, and there must be a set of standards recognized by everyone. Both conditions cannot be met, let alone absolute fairness.

As for relative fairness, it is inevitable that there will be injustice. The balance of society always needs some low-level victims. Otherwise, what is the point of people trying their best to climb up.

He thought of his mother, that woman was so strong that it was unbearable, and in the end everything was lost.

When the incident happened, the neighbors gossip behind their backs, blaming his mother for despising men, which led to such an unethical incident.

Others are all outsiders, so if you enjoy the truth and gossip, what they say is the "truth" they think.

It is true that public opinion creates people.

Xiao Greed said: "Ignorance is obviously my own fault, but it always hurts others. Isn't it ridiculous?"

Gu Donghe looked at the street lights in front of him, squinted his eyes, and said, "But we still have to get rid of ignorance, not for others, but for ourselves. People have to live soberly and know who they are before they can know what they are doing." , what to do."

"How to live is for oneself, a clear conscience is for oneself, and committing crimes is also for oneself. Sometimes belief is still very useful. If a person has a belief, at least there is something to restrain his behavior."

"It doesn't sound like morality is such a thing." Xiao Greed said.

"Moral, probably." The two of them walked slowly to a nearby park. There are many people who come for a walk at night, and the place is very lively. Gu Donghe looked around and said, "It is a convention for people to live together. The code of conduct... But it is just a social ideology, whether it is obeyed or not is not mandatory. Moreover, there is no clear code for this thing, and what you say depends on your mouth.

"Except that the law clearly stipulates that it is compulsory, most of the rest can be classified into the category of morality, and this scope is too wide."

Xiao Greed chuckled: "On the contrary, these things are the deadliest."

How many people have been harmed by gossip, how many things can be spread by one mouth, and what kind of person can be destroyed by one sentence, in this society, no one will know.

But there are still people who do it, presumptuously and recklessly.

Like black filth, layer upon layer, people are buried underneath, desperately wanting to climb up, stepping on others to get up, and go to the top to draw air to continue breathing.

Pulling from below, stepping from above, the whole body is covered with cuts and bruises, but it is born and never dies.

"Your father's fault, no matter what others say, it's all wrong, you don't need to listen."

The fountain in the center of the square was turned on, the lights were turned on, and colorful water splashes splashed, laying colorful colors on the retina.Children frolicked around the water column, and not far away, there was a square dance team of aunts and uncles dancing happily. On the stone benches that no one cares about during the day, there were young people sitting in twos and threes doing homework, and the atmosphere was full of joy.

The two stopped in front of the fountain, Xiao Lian said "hmm", stretched out his hand, and caught a few splashed water, a pinch, and his palm was wet.

With the fiery chest on his back, Gu Donghe put his arms around him, resting his chin on his shoulder: "Hey, don't think about that, think about me more."

Xiao Greed smiled, and said with this posture: "I'm thinking of you."

He took out a small box from his pocket, Gu Donghe was taken aback, his heart was beating wildly, only to see Xiao Lian let go of him, took a step to the side, and knelt down on one knee.

"Mr. Gu, are you willing to be with me? The kind that will never be separated for the rest of your life."

The diamond ring shone brightly under the light of the pool, more beautiful than the stars.

Someone next to them spotted them, a girl couldn't help but let out a "Yeah", which attracted the attention of the crowd, and people began to surround them, and the two were surrounded in the middle.

Gu Donghe looked into Xiao Greed's eyes, his lover's eyes were filled with a slow smile, like a sea of ​​stars.

"Mr. Gu, would you like to?"

People around were talking about it, some people were surprised and some were envious, all kinds of voices mixed in, making it very noisy.

"Promise him!"

An uncle shouted out first, and a girl also called out in conformity.

"Promise!"

Someone followed suit one after another, their voices getting louder and louder, and finally turned into a neat "promise him", resounding in a small area.

"Mr. Gu, even though I know how dark this world is, I still believe that there are mostly good people."

"The road of life is bumpy and bumpy. I want to invite you to go through it together. Would you like to?"

Gu Donghe didn't speak, he pulled him into his arms and put his lips together.

The passers-by booed and applauded. They may not accept it that much, or they may not understand it, but they also sent a kindness to the sincere and beautiful feelings.

I see the world is messy and confused, but I also believe that there is light in the dark night.

Mr. Gu, I love you.

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