what is it like

In early summer, in front of the library of University A, another group of graduates wore academic caps and academic uniforms.

What do you think when you throw your bachelor's hat up into the sky?

At the graduation ceremony, at the moment when the tassels were turned, what would you think in your heart?

It will take another year for Xu Yi to feel it, but he still has an unrepeatable joy in his heart, and his eyes follow Mo Heng who is wearing a waistless bachelor's uniform but is still very handsome.

When I pressed the shutter, I just wanted to take a picture of the back, but Mo Heng happened to turn around at that moment, and everything was recorded in the camera.

Xu Yi moved away from the camera in front of him and looked at Mo Heng who was walking towards him, the person who could make his heart beat like a drum every step of the way, the person who made him obsessed with everything.

Mo Heng always likes to cover his eyes, just like now he is pressing his bachelor's cap firmly on his head.

He asked why by chance?Before answering, Mo Heng's ears turned red first, and coupled with that unremarkable face, the strong contrast made people laugh.

Mo Heng said that as long as he met his eyes, his heartbeat would speed up uncontrollably, and he wanted to kiss him, hug him, and touch him, as if this could calm the restlessness in his heart.

Xu Yi supported the bachelor's cap on his head, lowered his head, with a smile on his lips, and lightly bumped Mo Heng.

This familiar little action has been done countless times, their first kiss before, from that spring to this summer, nearly seven years.

"The ticket has already been bought." However, this time Xu Yi did not go to the front, but stood side by side with Mo Heng.

"En." Mo Heng brushed Xu Yi's hand through the wide sleeve of his bachelor's uniform, met Xu Yi's frightened and angry eyes, and turned his head in satisfaction to suppress the smile on his face.

……

Back in Lincheng, this small city whose changes seem a bit slow compared to frontier cities is still quiet.

Xu Yi and Mo Heng went home and put away their suitcases. After a while, they went out to the market together.

Two years ago, the company underwent rectification, and the parents of the two families are now colleagues in the same subordinate unit. Recently, they were sent abroad together on a public trip, which happened to be today's plane.

The two went out from the back door of the community, and not far away was the newly planned 'vegetable basket' in the city. Not to mention the cheap vegetables, it was also convenient for the residents of the nearby community.

There are quite a lot of people in the vegetable market, and from time to time, you can meet retired aunts in the community. It is inevitable to drag the two of them to chat. I can't stand it.

Mo Heng protected Xu Yi and walked forward slowly without any trace, just buying simple vegetables, because it also took a lot of time for the two of them.

After walking out of the market, the two looked at each other helplessly and smiled.

When one gets older, this kind of thing cannot be avoided at all. The people around them unintentionally remind the two of them that their relationship will never be accepted by ordinary people if it is exposed.

Do you have a girlfriend, no?Then it's time to find a girl, marry a wife and have children, it's not good if it's too late, get married early and have children, parents can still help...

How many times have these words appeared in my ears, and how many times Xu Yi has woken up from a dream in the middle of the night.

Xu Yi and Mo Heng will be even more powerless just because the person urging them is not their parents, what should I say?

This incident seems to be fundamentally wrong, otherwise...why would he be sneaky and lack confidence, Xu Yi is sometimes even afraid of returning to the home where he has been raised for more than 20 years, he is a little out of breath, he seems to be burdened with sins, Make it difficult for him to sleep.

It wasn't obvious when he was in high school, but after going to school in the capital and letting his mind fly, Xu Yi's heart began to worry about gains and losses.

Seeing the same kind around you is kind, but also fearful.

There are happy ones, but I have also seen too many people who are bruised and bruised because of their sexuality, and the panic in my heart gradually becomes clear. Will one day, he and Mo Heng will become like this.

He denied it countless times in his heart.

Mo Heng discovered his anomaly when he had such an idea, he didn't have any extra words, and he used his own way to calm his helpless emotions every time.

Just like now, after Mo Heng closed the door without even changing his shoes, he hugged him in his arms while standing at the door, the pain was so tight, but it made him inexplicably at ease.

From the forehead to the eyelids, to the tip of the nose, and finally to the lips.

Xu Yi raised his head slightly to facilitate Mo Heng's movements, no, the two of them will not make it this far, they can tell their parents slowly that they still have time.

'click'...

The sudden sound made the two people who were kissing suddenly parted and turned their heads. When they met Mother Mo's astonished and shocked face, their minds went blank for a moment.

The author has something to say: The stupid author returned from the train last night and resumed the update. I am working hard to code and get through it as soon as possible!

I feel uncomfortable writing, papi sauce, this ghostly woman, can't save me/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~