what is it like

Mo's mother would never have imagined that the airport was temporarily suspended due to the weather, and she would see such a scene when she got home first to clean up, two children hugged and kissed.

His lips moved, but he couldn't even utter the question.

This is more sad than a breakdown, how could this be?Mo's mother would rather be wrong, but the pale faces of the two children undoubtedly confirmed her guess.

"Have a meal at our house at noon, and we will leave in two days." Father Mo's voice came in with the sound of the door opening.

Xu Yi's whole body was so stiff that he couldn't move. Mo Heng's expression seemed to be as calm as usual, but Xu Yi could feel a slight tremor in the hand holding him.

Even though it was June, Xu Yi still felt that his body was already cold from the inside out.

Why is he so careless? It's all his fault, if he wasn't depressed?If it wasn't for him to worry about gains and losses?Mo Heng would not be so anxious to comfort him.

If it wasn't for the short time to go to the vegetable market and neither of them locked the door, maybe they would have noticed that someone was at home today.

But, not so much if...

"Hey, my son is back, and Xiaoyi is back too. Shuhua, have you found your things? Why are you standing there?" Father Mo asked suspiciously, and when he saw the expressions of the three of them clearly, the smile on his face also eased. When I got down, the atmosphere was too stagnant, "What's wrong?"

Xu's father and Xu's mother were also very puzzled about everything, and their eyes followed Mo's mother to the hands held by the two children, and the hesitation in their hearts gradually grew.

"Dad, Mom, we are together." Mo Heng's voice seemed to be scratched on the dry bark, each word choked in his throat, which was shocking and extremely painful.

Mother Xu stepped forward and grabbed her son's hand, "Xiao Heng said, what did Xiao Heng say?"

She was eager to hear the answer she wanted from Xu Yi, but Xu Yi finally let her down, "Mom, we are together, I'm sorry."

All of Xu's mother's words were blocked in her throat, together?Two boys together!

There was no chaos, only a palpitating silence in the room.

Father Mo changed his shoes with a sullen face, "When did it start?"

"Sophomore year."

Snapped!

"Shuhua!"

"Aunt……"

Mo Heng's head was tilted to one side, Xu Yi wanted to step forward, but there was Mo's mother between them, and his own hand was also tightly held by his mother, but Xu Yi felt that the strength to break free was extremely heavy.

Mo's mother clenched her hands tightly, and her palms were slightly numb. This slap on Mo Heng's face was not a slap in her heart. Her son, the son she has raised for more than 20 years, how negligent is she? No clues were found!

If it was earlier, how could it be possible to reach this point today.

Homosexual, what a horrible word.

Putting this label on, how much indifference and discrimination her children will receive from the society.

"You guys break up." Mo Mo's mother had already calmed down, she didn't look at Xu Yi, but just stared at Mo Heng.

She wanted to tear up his son's so-called lover like those shrews who don't care about face, but she knew Mo Heng too well, if he wasn't willing, who could force him.

It is also because of her understanding that she can 'despicably' take advantage of her child's weakness. Even though her son seems to have always been indifferent, he has no less respect for his parents.

This matter can no longer define who is right and who is wrong, and no one can escape, including their parents.

"Mom, I..."

Mo Heng wanted to say something more, but Mo's mother interrupted directly, turning her head away from Mo Heng's pleading eyes, "I'm not threatening you, you should separate, it's good for everyone, this, this is not normal."

The other three elders were silent. They didn't know what happened before they entered the house, and they didn't want to know. They just acquiesced to Mo's mother's decision.

Xu Yi bit the tip of his tongue, the tingling sensation made the tinnitus gradually subside, but the words they denied countless times were still lingering in his mind.

This is not normal, two people of the same gender and with the same organs, normal people would not want to be pressed under the same sex to wantonly/provoke/tease, but they will get pleasure/sensation from mutual caress/comfort.

This is a mistake, a shameful existence, and an existence that makes people look down.

Xu Yi thought about countless possibilities. When they confessed to their parents, they were hysterical and scolded. If so, they could still kneel in front of their parents and beg for forgiveness. But now, they are calm and without a trace of smoke, cutting off all escape routes .

Parents are already like this, without persecution or contempt.

A huge sense of guilt filled the whole body, and there was nowhere to put it.

The mother was crying all the time, and the father was comforting at the side. Xu Yi was dragged home in a daze. During this time, he met Mo Heng's deep eyes. Even if there was no communication, Xu Yi understood.

Waiting, powerless, then only waiting.

So far, this situation has been as good as it could be for the two of them.

No restrictions on travel, no deliberate isolation.

Alone on the train to go to school, Xu Yi quietly watched the rapidly receding scenery outside the window, his heart was never clearer than before, as long as the two of them are firm, no matter how long the wait, he will be happy.

Mo Heng, do you know?

We no longer contact, does not mean I do not want you.

The author has something to say: The stupid author will have time to write non-stop these two days!If there is no accident, it will be updated every two hours~

This level should be lighter than micro abuse (╯﹏╰)