what is it like

During the vacation internship, Xu Yi worked as hard as he had ever done before.

Just because they were separated by two places, Xu Yi had a taste of what it means to think like crazy.

He couldn't think of a better way to divert his thoughts that would surge out at any time, miss Mo Heng's taste, miss Mo Heng's every move, and the memories became extremely precious.

Every bit of the past can be taken out and savored carefully.

"Doctor Xu, this is the medical record explained by Director Li." The young nurse walked into the room with a stack of paper medical records. This is a consultation room reserved for interns. She usually helps the teachers who intern with them organize the medical records and is busy. Some simple pre-diagnostics are here to help when dealing with it.

"Thank you." Xu Yi thanked with a smile. The white cotton mask covered half of his face, but it highlighted the smiling starry eyes. The little nurse blushed unconsciously, and hurriedly put down the medical record. He walked out lightly.

The medical records are very complicated. At this time, there is not a sufficiently complete hospital networking system, and the information that can be retrieved from the computer is very limited.

Xu Yi looked at the pages carefully, and from time to time, he would take a pen to make notes on the notebook.

The mentor who took him was Director Li just mentioned, and Xu Yi benefited a lot from his rich professional knowledge. After just a few months of study, both theory and practice have improved by leaps and bounds.

Xu Yi was concentrating on sorting out the medical records. Time flew by. When it was getting dark, there were urgent footsteps outside the door, "Xu Yi, follow up. There is an emergency case. You are here to assist."

Director Li's angry voice came, and Xu Yi simply got up and responded, closed the handwriting on the table, closed the door and quickly followed.

Xu Yi calmly listened to Director Li's instructions, and neatly handed over the diagnostic equipment needed by the instructor. After preparing the auxiliary equipment and starting the treatment, he began to record the patient's symptoms from the side.

The red light was on in the operating room, and all the medical staff inside had serious expressions and worked quickly. Xu Yi can now calmly face various situations during the operation, and sometimes he can also perform some suturing work as an assistant doctor.

In the intern clinic, Xu Yi's cell phone vibrated over and over again, and a familiar cell phone number was displayed on it.

The uninterrupted rhythm brought a sense of urgency, and Xu Yi in the operating room felt inexplicably flustered.

"blood pressure?"

Called back by the instructor's voice, Xu Yi hurriedly shook his head, and once again focused on assisting the whole operation from the side, "Within the normal range!"

After walking out of the emergency room again, it was already six hours later, and it was already late at night.

The family members rushed forward, weeping with joy when the instructor announced the success of the operation, and Xu Yi also smiled. This was the most satisfying moment as a doctor.

"Yihang, senior, why are you here?" Xu Yi looked away and saw the two people walking forward.

The hesitant expression, the feeling of paleness and powerlessness, and the feeling of suffocation all over his body made Xu Yi flustered again, "What's wrong? What's the matter?"

"Xiaoyi..." Shen Yihang's voice even had a crying tone, and the broken face was reflected in Xu Yi's eyes.

Xu Yi looked at Wei Chuan, the tall man's eyes were red, his lips moved, and finally he said hoarsely, "Something happened to Mo Heng."

Something happened to Mo Heng?

Xu Yi's eyes kept confirming between the two, it was just an accident, maybe it was just a scratch, or just a slight fracture?why are you crying

"Mo Heng is gone." Wei Chuan closed his eyes fiercely, gritted his teeth and told the cruel truth.

"What do you mean by not being here? Are you kidding me? Didn't you say that you went out to pick up the project with your tutor? You are lying to me, right? You must be lying to me, I should make a phone call!" Xu Yi pushed the two away. Rushing to the consulting room, more than 30 missed calls on the mobile phone, what is this proving? !

Xu Yi looked at the screen blankly, he was timid.

But the phone vibrated suddenly at this moment, and Shen Yihang and Wei Chuan, who were chasing after them, had just arrived at the door when they saw Xu Yi pick up the phone dumbly.

"Xiaoyi... Mo Heng had a car accident, you come back... come back, send him off..."

The two people at the door looked at Xu Yi's instantly dejected expression, as if all his vitality had been sucked away, the sound of the phone falling to the ground, followed by Xu Yi's limp posture on the ground.

"Xiaoyi!" Shen Yihang hurried up, trying to help him up.

"You're lying to me, aren't you! You're lying to me, aren't you!" Shen Yihang opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything, Xu Yi was almost hissing at the end of his lungs, and a shrill roar came out of his throat. , all at once, "Mo Heng, you promised me to wait for you, how could it not be counted!"

"Why him?! I want to go back to see him." Xu Yi said incoherently, tears kept falling uncontrollably.

Shen Yihang's arm was aching from Xu Yi's grip, and seeing Xu Yi's crazy appearance, his heart ached, "Xu Yi, let's go now, Mo Heng is still waiting for you...he is waiting for you."

"Yes, Mo Heng is still waiting for me. He is waiting for me. He must be in pain. I have to hug him. Every time I hugged him when I was a child, he would be very happy." Xu Yi seemed to have found a trace. Supporting his own strength, he stood up slowly.

The night can swallow all the sorrows, and the train runs alone on the rails.

Xu Yi opened his eyes and looked at the darkness that merged into one body outside the window. The dry and painful eyeballs from constant tears stimulated his fragile nerves, making him extremely awake.

Ordinary people can't predict the future, Xu Yi is an ordinary person, Mo Heng is also an ordinary person, they can't escape a fate.

Some things, before you have time to work hard, everything is a foregone conclusion.

Some wait, just once, will miss a lifetime.

The author has something to say: ╥﹏╥... I am crying

Some things really can't stand the wait...