every breath

Because it's not a relationship at all, so it can't be called a broken relationship.

It's all just a game and no one is taking it seriously.

Since returning from the outside that night, Zhuang Yu really did as Qin Xuanyang asked, deleted his communication method from the phone, and never contacted him again.Only a few times when my mother called from my hometown to ask about Qin Xuanyang's situation, he said impatiently "I don't know", and after a few times, my mother stopped asking.

He re-invested in job hunting activities, and lived every day in a busy, fulfilling, ups and downs and bored life.

Although he was not used to it at first, he would immediately think of that face when he encountered a problem.But as time passed, he gradually began to forget everything related to the three words "Qin Xuanyang".

Time is indeed the greatest magician.

From the second year onwards, Zhuang Yu no longer took the initiative to think of things related to him.

One day in late May, he participated in the graduation ceremony held in the school auditorium together with the graduates of the whole school.

Taking the departments as the big unit, each department is arranged to sit in different areas of the auditorium.Zhuang Yu's department happened to be next to the English department, and among the seats in the English department, Shang Ying was the closest to them.

It's not that enemies don't get together.

Zhuang Yu sat in the outermost seat, listening to the boys in his dormitory chatting enthusiastically with the girls from Class [-] of Shangying who had attended the sorority together in the next area, feeling a little uncomfortable.

Although he was extremely reluctant, the face of Qin Xuanyang still appeared in his mind.

He also naturally thought of the sorority party that happened at the seaside in the summer a year ago—if it wasn't for that sorority event, there would be no series of bad things that happened later.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt inexplicable, and his eyes couldn't help but searched for him.

However, there was no Qin Xuanyang on the seat in Class [-] of Shang Ying.

At this time, he heard the conversation between Zhao Xiaolang and Shang Ying's girls: "How is the employment rate of your class? How many people have found jobs so far?"

"Well, only half of them have officially signed the contract. I'm not very optimistic."

"It's pretty good that [-] of you can sign [-]. Now the employment situation is so severe."

"Ah, there are 29 people in our class now. One of them has dropped out."

"Drop out? Why?"

"I'm not sure about the specifics. I heard it's because of my health." The girl shook her head, "He also went to the sorority. You should have the impression that it's Qin Xuanyang."

Zhuang Yu sat stiffly on the spot.

Qin Xuanyang dropped out of school?health issues?

He didn't care that he would appear abrupt when he asked a question suddenly, so he suddenly asked the girl, "When did he drop out?"

"Oh, last year. When he started his senior year, he rested at home for a period of time due to physical reasons, and then came back for a few days, but soon dropped out of school. The specific time, probably in October."

That was the day.It was last October.Qin Xuanyang returned to school from home, waited for him downstairs in his dormitory, took him out to watch a movie, invited him to dinner, and then proposed to him to end the game in October.

In other words, Qin Xuanyang dropped out of school a few days after that.

The more he thought about it, the more his hands trembled.But he still couldn't help asking: "If he dropped out of school due to physical reasons, did he suffer from some kind of disease?"

The girl probably felt that it was not good to gossip about other people's privacy behind her back, so she hesitated.But seeing Zhuang Yu's anxious look, he still said: "It is said that it is a heart disease, inherited from the family. Because of this, he has been unable to participate in strenuous activities. He has never participated in the military training for freshmen and the subsequent physical education classes."

Zhuang Yu felt chills all over his body.

He remembered that when he called him for a while last year, he could always hear the voice of a hospital nurse on the other end, when it was time for an injection, remember to take medicine, take a good rest and don't make so many calls.Every time he had a little doubt, Qin Xuanyang said that he had a cold and a fever and went to the hospital to see a doctor, nothing serious.

He remembered the helpless and sad expression on Qin Xuanyang's face when he proposed to end the game in October, and those words that were obviously unfeeling but seemed to be forced to say.

He remembered the words that Qin Xuanyang said with a foolish smile when he asked him for a relationship a long time ago: "I have too much time and I'm bored. I want to find something to pass the time." .”

He remembered that summer Qin Xuanyang stuck to him and ran to the library every day, and took him to various attractions in the city when he was free, and even followed him back to his hometown.The whole summer revolves around him.

At that time, he really thought that this person was really too boring and had too much time to waste, so he proposed such an inexplicable game, and was so willing to waste time with him, a boring person.

But thinking about it now, he felt a pain in his heart:

Qin Xuanyang, how boring are you, that you actually want to waste your precious time on me, and waste a whole summer with me?