Born to haggard my heart

After these few days of actual fighting, I discovered the way to get along with Ma □□. He needs to affirm his status as the eldest brother, don't disobey his orders, and don't laugh at others.

What's wrong with me laughing?Seeing my classmates joking, playing around, chasing and running around, of course I would laugh.I'm in Mount Tai, how can I have such fun?

The teacher asked about the poem about the moonlit night, A: Moths, snow willows and golden strands, fish and dragons dance all night.

B: When the moon is dark and the wind is high, when murder is set on fire.

C: I can't kill and set fire, but I'm the best at destroying flowers with hot hands!

Laughing crazy, this is out of control.

I have to eat with him every day. If I feed him, the day will be better. If I don’t feed him, I will be shrouded in high pressure. If I see me laughing with others, it will be over. I will take it to a secluded place and I can only call him brother Please forgive me.

What a sacrifice I made to keep Lu Xiaohan's first kiss.

I am a boarding student, and I go home two days a month. He is a regular student, and there is a Bentley car to pick him up every day.It is said that after returning home every day, there is a tutor teaching him about business warfare and the like.

No wonder, every day, he looks mature and prudent.

I talk to Sister Rita on the phone every day, because Sister Kuan is always away, and asked her about Sister Kuan, she said: Children don’t care about adults’ business, they just need to study hard.There is anxiety in the tone.

One night late at night, the dormitory phone rang, and the closest guesser answered the phone: Oh?Confusedly: "Lu Xiaohan." As soon as he reached out the phone, he felt an ominous premonition.

Immediately got out of bed to pick it up: "I, Hanhan. What?"

Something happened to Miss Wide!

I immediately put on my clothes and shoes, waited at the gate of the school for the car to pick me up, and wrote a note to the security guard at the gate.Anxiously waiting.

On the phone, Sister Rita only said to let me go to the hospital. She didn't go into details about the specific situation, but only said that we would meet each other later.

Wording like this confuses me even more!

The driver arrived soon, picked me up and left. The car was driving so fast that I didn't dare to ask him for fear that he would be distracted.

When I arrived at the hospital, I was dragged to the ward quickly.

Sister Kuan was lying on the bed, no longer the arrogance of the past, saw me go over, and pushed me to the bed.

"Mommy, what's wrong with you?" I took her fat and white hand, and she looked at me with difficulty, her body was full of tubes.

I looked at her weak appearance, I haven't seen her for a few days, how did she become like this?

I struggled to utter a few words, and I posted it to listen: "Your mother is Aline, a singer, who came to Taiwan from the mainland to develop. I don't know who your father is. I only know that Aline was thrown out after she became pregnant.

abandoned. Aline committed suicide by jumping off the building after giving birth to you. "

I feel very uncomfortable, why did you tell me these things? "Mum, don't tell me." Is she dying?Will you tell me this?hug her.

She exhaled, "Hanhan,,, you are alone,,, you have to live..." She spit out a few words intermittently, and I watched her go.No matter how you call it, you don't agree.

I knelt in front of the bed, tears rolled out: Lu Xiaohan, you are really destined to be a lone star of the devil, you are destined to be lonely and helpless!

God, how did you arrange such a fate for Lu Xiaohan?His mother committed suicide after giving birth to him. She was still in her infancy and had no memory of what her mother looked like.When I was a teenager, my adoptive mother passed away again, so I had no social experience and ability to survive!

Sister Kuan is dead, what should I do in the future?I'm not yet of age?Should I go back to Mount Tai and exchange Lu Xiaohan back?He came back faster?

what should I do?

I realized that it was I who was crying, not Sister Kuan.I'm so selfish.

I'm really tricked, I live well in Mount Tai, Grandma Yuanjun raised me well, in order to concentrate on taking care of me, she has never taken in an apprentice for 500 years.Priest Wuliang respected me even more.

I've never had this setback.What should I do in the future?I cried even harder.

Afterwards, I found out that people from the Green Bamboo Gang surrounded Sister Kuan's studio, fired at her slightly, and the room was in a mess, completely ruined!

The person is fine, only slightly injured, but because of the high mental tension, because the body is fat, and the three heights cause the heart to weaken and stop beating.He was rescued and called me back before he left.

With the help of everyone, the funeral was held.A coffin was set up in Universal Funeral Home, and people from all walks of life came to worship.

Only then did I really know that Sister Kuan's morality is very deep. Needless to say, Tiandaomeng, who is closely related to her, and many people in the entertainment circle were brought out by her.

The scene was very shocking, underworld boys maintained order, there were many entertainers, directors, business leaders, producers, entertainment reporters,

Come out to hang out, just to give each other face.

What's more, the dead have no faults, and it's the last journey of life, so many people come.

I am the only relative, dressed in linen and filial piety, and I bow beside the spirit, which is a great gift in China, and kneel down and kowtow.Sister Kuan is Fuling, a few promising artists.

He also invited the old monk to do something.After this set of funeral itinerary, I was so tired that I was about to collapse.

So much so that when I heard that Ma Yuanhui, the president of □□entertainment company, and his son came to worship, I felt like I was hallucinating.

When I looked up, through half a frame of tears, I really saw □□ and was surprised, why is he here?My adoptive mother died, you came to bully me?Finding fault with me?Are you kidding me?What are you doing?

He and his father were dressed in black, with hundreds of flowers on their chests, and looked solemn and dignified, as if they were looking for trouble.

After bowing before the spirit, incense was offered.He was standing and I was kneeling, which made him look taller.What do you mean by looking at me before leaving?Pitiful?Distressed?pity?This expression doesn't appear on his face very much, so I don't understand what he means.

From the big funeral at 11 o'clock to the solution of dirty wine at 6 o'clock in the evening, it is over.The ceremony was full of mourning and honor.

Holding Sister Kuan's portrait in his arms, he left the funeral home and went home.In the parking lot, I saw the first Bentley drive out, has he been there all the time?

Sister Rita made me something to eat when she got home, and arranged for me to sleep.

But I was woken up early the next morning, what time is it?ten o'clock.exhausted.

I changed my clothes and went downstairs, and heard that they were from the loan department of the bank to press for the loan.

When Sister Rita saw me going downstairs, her eyes turned red: "Gentlemen, Sister Kuan only left behind such a minor child, and me, an old servant, we don't understand your affairs, and there is nothing you can do if you quarrel. "

The two looked at each other, and then at the two of us, and they were indeed useless: "Let's go through the legal process. The situation between you two is indeed,,,"

After sending them off, I asked Sister Rita, "What's going on? Do you still owe the bank?"

Sister Rita sighed: "Sister Kuan is going to make a movie, which is starring your brother Mick. She mortgaged the house. It was originally bought with a loan, but it was mortgaged again. I owe money to two places. I don't know what I owe. Who is owed and how much is owed."

Looking at me, "No matter what happens, we have to leave a way for Hanhan to survive."

I was secretly surprised, why has the world changed so much in the past few days?Once Sister Kuan died, I went from being a student in an international school to suddenly having to be left with a way out?

Sister Rita said: "Your tuition fees and living expenses have already been paid. This semester must be finished. The next semester is up to you."

He also said: "This house can't be kept. The bank has applied for asset freeze, and all of them have to pay the bills. Xiao Ting and I also packed up and left. We are looking for new homes. Xiao Ting will give you rice. Brother Ke drove the car. I followed Luo Li, after all, we are all acquaintances and know everything."

I suddenly realized what it means when a tree falls and the monkeys scatter, and when people leave, the tea becomes cold.

Sister Rita said: "Sister Kuan's address book is for you. It contains the contact numbers of the artists she has managed over the years. You really can't live. They will help you out for Sister Kuan's sake." .”

What does it mean?Am I going to beg someone else?

"You go to school first this semester, and transfer to an ordinary school next semester. That way the fee is lower. Call me often! I don't have the money to help you, but one more person can think of a way."

I nodded, knowing that Rita's life is indeed not easy, and I don't have the money to hire her to work for me.

Someone knocked on the door again, a gentle man with gold-rimmed glasses, followed by two young and Dangerous boys holding baseball bats: "We are from Huitong Trading. Sister Kuan borrowed NT$5000 million from us, and we gave the lowest interest. We I also know the relationship between Sister Kuan and Brother Yitang of Tiandaomeng, giving each other face. I also know that your family is currently in the period of filial piety, so it is really not polite.

But as far as I know, Sister Kuan has borrowed money from other underground banks. If we don't hurry up, we may be robbed by others.

How much money do you have at home?Take them all out! "The last sentence has revealed its fierceness!

Sister Rita supported me, feeling the trembling in her hands.

The man with gold-rimmed glasses: "You guys paid a lot of money for your funeral yesterday. Give me the rest!"

Sister Rita looked at me: "The child still has to go to school."

The man with gold-rimmed glasses glanced at me: "Do you still want to go to school? Your family is ruined, and you still want to be your son?"

Seeing that Rita didn't move, she waved her hand, and the young and Dangerous boy next to her slammed and smashed the TV with a baseball bat.The wires were tangled and trembling on the wall.

Pulled me to the scene and took a photo: "Sorry, it's not easy for us, I will go back empty-handed and my brother will scold me, so that we can make business easier!"

The man with the gold-rimmed glasses said to Sister Rita: "Will you give me money? Let me see what the next one is for? How about the fish tank? This fish is really good, and I just have soup at noon."

I said, "Sister Rita, give him all the money."

Reluctantly, Rita went to the inner room to take out the money, NT$100 million.

After she gave them the money, she threw herself in front of Sister Kuan's portrait and cried, "Sister Kuan, look, these people bully us! You are alive in heaven, have you seen it?"

Then he scolded the man with gold-rimmed glasses: "Then bullying orphans and widows like this will not be rewarded!"

The man with the gold-rimmed glasses was used to such scenes, and he typed a receipt of 100 million, put it away for me, waved his hand, and left.

When I went out, I heard greeting others: "Brother, are you here too?"

"Yeah, the same business." Another group came in, and this group was not polite, and Sister Kuan also owed them money.

Rita cried and said, "We have no money, and the people just took all the money."

With a wave of the elder brother's hand, the younger brother was like a wolf like a tiger, rummaging through boxes and boxes of gold and silver, and looting them all.

Rita stopped like crazy, but couldn't stop.

I looked at the ugliness of human beings, and the etiquette, righteousness, honesty, five principles, impermanence, and five virtues learned in Baiyun Guan were all subverted. I saw human greed, greed, shamelessness, and cruelty!

I covered my eyes, not wanting these dirty things to pollute my memory, worrying that I would remember such an unbearable scene today many years later.

The eldest brother laughed, apparently satisfied with today's harvest.After packing up their things and leaving, Rita kept crying and cursing. Seeing that they were about to leave, she hugged her legs and said, "Looters, bandits, return our things."

Before going out, a group of men in black came in again, and said to the eldest brother: "You are doing this wrongly, you have taken other people's things, you have to give a receipt, or they will call you a robber." Wrinkled eyebrows.

Big brother laughed again: "Brother's receipt." A 300 million receipt was stuffed in my hand.gone.

The third wave of people looked at the messy home and knocked on it with a baseball bat in their hands: "Do you have any valuables in this house? The furniture is too heavy, and the home appliances can't be sold for much money! The decoration can't be done anymore." !"

Staring at me: "Young master, I met you yesterday. He is very clean. You are the only one who is worth the money in this house! Take it back to the elder brother!"

When Rita heard this, she came up and hugged me: "No one can touch him! I'm going to call the police!"

"Call the *police? Afraid of you? Your Sister Kuan owes us 1000 million! Father's debt is paid! It's only right and proper! Call the police, and you have to pay back the money! Let's do it!"

A few people come up, Lalita, punch and kick!I went up to protect Rita: "Stop! Don't do it!" I put a foot on my waist, and I was slapped on the face. My ribs and face were burning hot.

In the middle of the chaos, another group of people came, Rita recognized: "Brother Jun, save us quickly, they are going to grab Hanhan!" People from Tiandaomengyitang!

Immediately, the people on both sides started fighting in the living room!Rita took me to hide in the kitchen, and heard shouts of killing outside!The shards of glass from the furniture splashed onto the glass door of the kitchen, jingling, and finally, the glass couldn't stand it and cracked!

Rita and I crouched in the corner of the kitchen cabinet with our arms around each other. "Hanhan, don't be afraid, they won't be rewarded!" The two of us leaned on each other tremblingly.

It was finally quiet. Someone opened the broken door, and Rita and I came out slowly.

I didn't recognize the honor of Big Brother Yitang because of the emergency just now, but now I realize it.

Brother Jun has a short stature, but he is also sturdy and capable.

"Thank you bro."

Brother Jun looked at the two of us: "I expected that group of bastards would come to you and trouble you, but I didn't expect it to be so soon! What are you going to do in the future?"

"Hanhan will continue to study in the future, I have already found my next home."

"Reading? Today's posture, haven't you recognized it yet? Reading is useless! Is it useful for you to reason with those scumbags? Don't you use force to solve the critical moment? Mess with me!"

I was taken aback. "I'm not physically fit." Why do you want to recruit me as a younger brother?I don't like to kill and kill all day long!Sister Kuan's lesson is obvious.

"Just practice!"

In the future, I will be like them today, collecting money for the lives of orphans and widows?If you can't get it, just grab it?I can not do it.

Big brothers in the underworld want face, if they come out to mess around, they will have to pay it back sooner or later.Saved me today, and will return it to others in the future!I still understand this truth.

I thought about it carefully, and slowly knelt down to Brother Jun, "Brother Jun, you saved me today, I have no ability to repay you, and I can't be your little brother, I'm sorry."

He probably didn't look very good-looking. "For my mommy's sake, please let me live my own life."

He stroked Mao Limaozha's chin back and forth with his hand: "Since I moved Sister Kuan out, well, I'll sell her face, and today this matter will be over."

"Thank you Jun."

Before leaving, he ordered again; "This house cannot be lived in, so you should leave quickly, lest other people come to trouble you again!"

Rita agreed, sent Brother Jun away, and immediately went upstairs to pack her things, including winter, spring and autumn clothes, whatever she could bring, packed two big bags, and sent me to the MRT, not even the TAXA money. Gone.

On the way, I made another stop. Along the way, I felt uneasy. I was afraid that I would meet another debt collector. My ribs hurt faintly, and my face was swollen. I was afraid of being watched, so I wore a mask and lowered my head.

Seeing the gate of the school, I was actually moved, comparing it to my temporary safe haven.I can stay here safely for a while, and make plans when I recover.

When I dragged my luggage and returned to the dormitory, the exhaustion of the past few days and the fright of the morning were all relieved, and they all hit me at once. I lay on the luggage bag and passed out.