Born to haggard my heart

The first time I flew on a plane, I really felt bad.Animals are afraid of heights. A 500-year-old fox is the same as a five-month-old fox.

Nervous to death, instinctively huddled up on the seat.

Kai asked with concern: "Are you feeling sick? Are you airsick?" I nodded and shook my head, and he gave me a pill, "What?" I asked him with my eyes.

I didn't want to take the "anti-emetic motion sickness medicine", but he still stubbornly brought a bottle of water to his mouth, drank it, rang the bell and asked for a blanket, and covered it up: "Do you want to sleep for a while? It's not like this when you sleep. It's hard."

I'm so nervous, how can I fall asleep?Shake your head.

He looked at me nervously with pity, and comforted me: "It's okay. I often fly by plane. I don't feel much about flying. After a long time, I will get used to it. The safety of planes is fifty times that of cars. It's okay." of."

He reached out and held my hand, his hand was generous and warm, "Your hand is so cold, are you so afraid?" He asked, "Is this better?"

I nod.He separated his fingers and interlocked with mine: "How about this? Isn't it better?"

It's better, but I really don't want that action.As I said, I want to be self-reliant and stop relying on others.

I tried to let go of his warm and thick hand, but he held it even tighter: "I'm so scared to death, I want to, but I still want to let go and hide."

This sentence hit my heart all of a sudden, I knew he was talking about the immediate matter, but didn't this mean the end of my attitude towards An Feifan?

Obviously like it, obviously want to be together, but want to hide, and hide so far!

My heart suddenly hurts. In Guangzhou, there are memories of An Feifei everywhere, but where I am going, there is no shadow of An Feifan, no trace, no breath!

I have no memory of him, no trace of him, no breath of him, how can I survive?

Guangzhou is full of him, I can't bear the torture, Europe without him, I can't bear the torture without him.

But now, the plane has taken off, and I'm getting farther and farther away from him.Sadness came from it, and tears gushed out.

Kai panicked and let go, "Don't cry, don't cry, do whatever you want."

I faced him with guilt.I couldn't respond to his devotion, and cried even harder.

Suddenly, the fuselage shook, and then the voice of the flight attendant sounded: Sorry, passengers, the plane suddenly encountered snow clouds mixed with hail.The pilot is trying to adjust the course and fly out of the clouds.Passengers who leave their seats, please return to their seats immediately and fasten their seat belts.

The flight attendant was a little nervous and tried her best to keep calm, holding on to the handrails on both sides of the corridor with both hands to prevent her from falling.

The air atmosphere immediately became tense, and everyone calmed down.Only my futile cry remains,

Kai stretched out his hand and hugged me tightly in the turbulent air: "Don't be afraid, Bai Bai, I'm here. I will hold you tight and never let go. Even if I die, I will die with you."

I looked at him with red eyes from crying, his eyes were firm, brave, and warm, and I was stunned.

The tip of his nose almost touched mine: "Even so, I am very happy."

His scent was coming.I know he loves me, but I don't know that he loves me so much.

His lips touched mine, and I closed my eyes.If I was killed in an accident when I was flying for the first time, it would be considered a meritorious deed to Kai before I died.Grant his wish.

If I die, I will be free, and I will no longer have to endure the pain and torment of longing day and night.

Don't refuse, don't take the initiative, let him kiss

Kai hugged me hard, as if kissing me with his life, deeply feeling his passion, longing, and urgency.Lips, teeth, tongue, every inch, every thread, never let go, asking, endless, wanting more after wanting, delicate, gentle, lingering. . . .

After an unknown amount of time, the voice of the stewardess sounded again: "Passengers, the plane has successfully flown out of the clouds, and the blue sky and our families are waiting for us in front of us. Moreover, this sudden bad weather has caused a series of accidents. The couple is also a windfall of our voyage, and I wish them a happy life in the future.”

Kai let me go, looked at me with a smile, and wiped the drool from the corner of my mouth with his hand: "Okay, don't cry anymore, cry again, and use this method to deal with you."

I reached out and interlocked my fingers. This time, I didn't move.

The plane landed safely, the hotel came to pick him up, and he stayed in the hotel where he often stayed. He is a VIP member and knows the roads well. Whether it is a Chinese boss or a European waiter, they are all warm and friendly.

The rooms, food, and services are all attentive and considerate.Standing in the hall, watching him chatting cordially with all kinds of people, I don't like such an overly enthusiastic way of meeting with hugs and kisses.It's okay to be lightly on the side.

Soon, Kai noticed it, and he pulled me back to the room: "Tired? Go to sleep. I'm used to this kind of long-distance flight. I have to read the information on the gilded bronze Buddha tonight, and I can negotiate with them tomorrow." .”

I fell asleep, the cold in northern Europe has exceeded my imagination, the instinct of animals to hibernate, and after I flew away nervously in the sky for more than ten hours, I was dizzy to death.

He came over and took off his shoes, covered the quilt, and went out gently.

In the morning, I fell asleep peacefully under the protection of Duke Zhou, and he whispered in my ear: "Bai Bai, wake up."

Opening my sleepy eyes, I saw his apologetic eyes: "I have to see the owner of that museum, you are bored in the hotel by yourself, and you don't speak English, or you can go with me .”

I looked at my watch, it was nine o'clock, it looked like it was just dawn outside, I thought about it, and nodded.Get out of bed, get dressed, and the clothes are ready.Everything is thick and warm.

I'm Xuehu, although it's colder than I thought, I don't need to wear so much, and considering Lin Xiaolu's timid body, I still put it on.

Outside the car window, the snow is white, and it has been snowing heavily. It started to fall in the middle of the night, and it hasn't stopped yet. Sparse snowflakes are falling all over the sky.

The hotel's car sent us there, driving very slowly along the way, just taking the opportunity to enjoy the snow country in winter, it really tastes like winter.

I opened the car window and took a breath of the sweet and cold air, which was so cold that it pierced through every alveolus. I was so happy that I quickly closed the car window.

I pointed out the window and smiled: "Do you want to ski? After we finish our business, we will go skiing. It will be interesting. I really like snow."

I smiled and nodded, me too.It's as if when it snows, all the ugliness, vulgarity, and sharpness of time are suddenly beautified and softened by the white snow.Snow contains everything, leaving only the beauty of the earth.

Nordic architecture is very distinctive, with a unique momentum, covered with snow, more attractive charm, pure beauty, clean, white like a fairy tale.

The museum is very large. In winter, few tourists come because of the weather, which makes the museum even more empty and lonely.

We took off our hats and gloves on the porch and walked in together.Both sides are full of antiques of different periods, or beautiful, or elegant, or mysterious, or original.

Suddenly, I felt the call of a mysterious force, and I walked in another direction involuntarily.