Looking at Pearl Rolling Blinds from afar

I feel happy about my success, but also feel a little inferior for my own incompetence.Without the support of my parents, I really don't know what else I can do here besides being a coolie.Shang Junqiu listened to my troubles and said with a smile: "You don't have to do anything, I will support you."

I smiled and said, "The worst thing in life is free food."

Later, I went to work as an apprentice in a mounting shop called Qingwen Pavilion.The reason why I chose this place is mainly because it is more free, no one will take care of you after finishing the calligraphy and painting that you need to frame, and the work here is not tiring, and the boss's temper is barely acceptable.Although the salary is meager, I think this is very good, at least better than that kind of bird in a cage.

Shang Junqiu and I stayed in Shanghai like this.

Winter in Shanghai is very uncomfortable, every day is so cold, there are not many sunny days, and it will rain from time to time.Whenever I face these miserable rains and cold winds, I can't help but think of my home in Beijing.I asked Shang Junqiu if he wanted to go back to Beijing, and he said that he just wanted a stable and comfortable home, and he didn't mind whether Beijing or Shanghai.But I know there will be no Beijing, we can only choose to stay here.I have always wanted to write a letter to my parents, and sometimes I even brought up the pen, but I gave up in the end.I still don't want to lose the life in front of me.

When Shang Junqiu is not singing, he will also come to my shop at home to see my work or look at those calligraphy and paintings.Gradually, he also fell in love with calligraphy and painting. He said: "If there is a chance in the future, I must find a painter to learn from."

That year, it was the first time for me to celebrate the New Year outside.Shang Junqiu and I curled up in bed together from day to night, from night to day.If you’re hungry, go get something to eat. If you’re not hungry, we’ll just lie down, chat and sing.I never thought that a world could be so pure.

Just after the new year, a woman named Yulanchun came to visit with two members of the Qing Gang.According to the gangster from the Green Gang, Huang Jinrong was Yulan Chun's wife, that is, her godfather.Now, the leader of the Youth Gang is all about promoting Yulanchun, so she came here to learn opera from Shang Junqiu. If he teaches, he will be paid quite generously. If he doesn't teach, then she will get out of Shanghai immediately.

Shang Junqiu had no choice but to accept this rather powerful apprentice.Since then, every morning, a chartered car will come over on time, and then take Shang Junqiu to the Huang's Garden, which was recently completed and is said to be extremely luxurious.Shang Junqiu can only choose to accept it, and so do I.Perhaps, we can escape the arrangement of fate for a short time, but we cannot escape the shackles of this world after all.Fortunately, I only accepted an apprentice, and every day watching him leave, I silently prayed for his safety in my heart.

Yulanchun has a relatively good foundation and some talent, so it doesn't take too much effort to learn opera.Later, Shang Junqiu gave up his famous "Hongni Pass" to Yulan Chun, so, after that, Shang Junqiu never sang "Hongni Pass" again.

After learning opera for four months, the famous late master began to let Yulan Chun appear on the stage, and took out a lot of Yinyang to buy newspapers to make a big report.Shang Junqiu said that in order to promote Magnolia Spring, the old man surnamed Huang really spared no effort, bringing a large number of thugs to occupy the four seats every day.As long as Huang Jinrong applauded, those subordinates would applaud desperately.It didn't take long for Yulanchun to become a pillar of the Shanghai Communist stage.

Shang Junqiu disdains this very much, but when he thinks that his apprentice may soon become Huang Jinrong's concubine, he feels a little pitiful for her.

Shang Junqiu and I used to extravagantly think that it would be good to live like this, without adding new friends or expanding our life circle, and we would be ordinary until we were old.

But since taking this Yulanchun apprentice, the scope of our life has expanded uncontrollably.Yulanchun is young and has a gentle personality. In addition to learning opera, she will also drag us to her house to play mahjong every three days.I also met Huang Jinrong once at that time, and his ferocious appearance made people feel very uncomfortable.Fortunately, this old man rarely came.Most of the people who fight with us at the table are the Chinese arrester named Huo Fanlin. Because of his accurate marksmanship, he found a job in the police station in the French Concession.

Singing opera and mahjong became the main rhythm of life at that time without knowing it.The four of us are getting acquainted with each other through constant communication.Yulanchun and Huo Fanlin were a little strange about my relationship with Shang Junqiu. We pretended to be relaxed and said that we were just friends. I said that I came to Shanghai alone and had no place to live, so I had to find my friends to find a temporary rest.

Cover up, cover up again, we feel like we have to cover up our relationship wherever we go.I don't think life is as easy as it used to be.

Chapter 17

Once, after sending us back, Huo Fanlin told us quietly that he liked Yulanchun, and hoped that Master Shang Junqiu could help.Shang Junqiu persuaded him to give up early, because Yulanchun's future will definitely belong to the old man Jin Rong.Huo Fanlin cried and said, "Then I will kill Huang Jinrong."

Shang Junqiu immediately covered his mouth and said, "You really don't want your life."

"If you don't get Yulanchun, it's worthless to keep this life." Huo Fanlin's attitude was very difficult, and it was obviously not something we could say in one or two words.

We took Huo Fanlin back to the apartment in the alley on Xiafei Road, and then we talked about the powerful relationship from all aspects in a low voice, but he still refused to give up.Before leaving, I said: "There is no grass in the end of the world, there are swings within the wall and roads outside the wall."

He didn't listen to it, but said coldly: "In my heart, there is only one fragrant grass."

Later, we saw that the relationship between Huo Fanlin and Yulanchun gradually became more ambiguous. As for how many stories were behind it, we never cared or asked.We come here just to play our mahjong, and after a few laps, we go home and live our own lives.

Afterwards, Huo Fanlin quietly disappeared in Shanghai Bund.It is said that he shot at Huang Jinrong while watching a play, but he missed the fatal shot, and then a large group of thugs beat him unconscious and dragged him out without mercy.

Huo Fanlin was missing from the poker table, and then another woman came. Yulanchun said that she was her partner on stage and her name was Hongyue.There are a few small pits on Hongyue's face, but the flaws are not concealed, she is still an excellent beauty.I think if it weren't for those few pockmarks, Huang Jinrong might have his eyes on her.

A person's personality can be easily revealed by the brand, so you can get to know a person very quickly at the poker table. You only need to watch her play two rounds of cards, and you can roughly know what kind of temper this person is.Hongyue is very cheerful, even though it is the first time we meet, chatting is like rolling beans, and from time to time she will say "Hey" shyly, and she will look straight at you shyly.

That day, the four of us were playing cards again, and I suddenly felt someone rubbing against my leg. At first I didn't care, but after a while, it happened again.Pretending to be casual, I glanced down and saw Hongyu stretching out her jade feet and teasing my trouser legs.

I hurriedly looked away and glanced at her, she gave me a wink and continued to play her cards.I started to get a little restless, and from time to time I slipped my eyes under the table.Hongyue was sitting next to me, a light yellow embroidered cheongsam opened all the way up, revealing her slender thighs as white as jade.Although my feelings towards women have never been very strong, the temptation from Hongyue still made me swallow my saliva.

I started to get a little nervous, and my eyes became blurred.Next to you, Shang Junqiu, took a sneak peek at my cards, pushed me and said, "Why are you in a daze? You're playing cards."

"Oh, silly." I smiled and pushed the card.

When shuffling the cards, Hongyue's hand would touch me from time to time, I knew she did it on purpose, Shang Junqiu and Yulanchun didn't know about it.

"Hasn't Liancheng married yet?" Hongyue asked me casually while looking at the cards.

"There is an engagement in Beijing, but I don't like it."

"Then you are running away from marriage?"

"That's right, everyone has the right to pursue happiness."

"I see that you have an extraordinary appearance, and you are also a great person in Beijing, why do you come here to do some unscrupulous errands?"

"Mr. Shen just came out to play. You ask so many questions. Do you have any ideas?" Yulanchun said with a smile.

I glanced at Shang Junqiu, he was looking at his cards intently, without any expression on his face.

"I think Jun Qiu is also so handsome, is it possible that all of you people in Beiping City are so good-looking?" Hongyue said with a laugh.

"Just go and have a look." Yulanchun accosted.

"If Miss Hongyue wants to go, you can go with us next time we go home. When we arrive in Beiping City, we will find you a good husband. What do you think?" Shang Junqiu raised his head and said.

"It's embarrassing to say that." Hongyue said with a shy face.

Later, Hongyue went to Qingshui Pavilion to look for me, and she was going to ask me out in a blink of an eye.I just shrugged off that I still had work to do, and then walked around the store, pretending to be busy.She saw that she was bored and left.

That day, the shopkeeper gave me two full days off for the first time, and I was very excited about it.In the morning, after seeing off Shang Junqiu, I didn't bother to get up anymore.Lying quietly on the bed alone, enjoying this long-lost leisure.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a knock on the door.I thought it was Shang Junqiu who came back, so I casually wrapped a bath towel in my clogs and opened the door.

"It's you?" When I saw Hongyue standing at the door, I immediately closed the door in a panic, "Wait for me to get dressed first?"

I hastily tore off the bath towel, pulled over my trousers and robe, quickly put them on, then looked at the mirror again, and brushed my hair.

At this time, Hongyue's hippie laughter came from outside the door: "What kind of hospitality do you keep people outside?"

I didn't agree, just put on my clothes and made the bed briefly, then opened the door, smiled apologetically and said, "Why didn't you say hello before you came."

"How do you say hello? I know you're on vacation."

"How did you know?"

"I asked your boss to give you a holiday. Haha." At this point, she laughed again.

I pulled the chair in front of her, "Why are you giving me a day off?"

"I like you, I want to date you, isn't this reason okay?"

I was taken aback, "This..."

"Could it be that you have someone in mind?"

"Actually, if I count someone I like, I still have one in Beijing." I think it's time for me to lie.

"Near waters and towers come first. Now that you're in Shanghai, forget about Beijing." After she finished speaking, she stroked the back of the cheongsam and put it on the chair, then looked at me charmingly.

I glanced at her and sat on the bed, "Girl Hongyue is both talented in sex and art, so don't waste so much time on my crooked neck tree. I dare say that all the characters in Shanghai Beach, as long as you don't like them, There is nothing you can't catch up with."

"No traitors, no businessmen, no corruption, no officials, I really look down on those drunkards. Until I met you, I thought you should be the person I have been waiting for."

"Miss Hongyue has lifted me up. I'm just a paper-paper maker, and I'm very vulgar."

"Do you mean to reject me?" She said, her lips curled up slightly.

I have to say that as a woman, Hongyue looks very good when she is angry.

"Probably." Although I was tempted by Hongyue once when I was playing cards, I know that Shang Junqiu is pretending in my heart, and I can't shake it. After all, our life is hard-won.

Hongyue looked at me, she was obviously a little surprised by my answer, and the room became a little awkward under the momentary silence.

She glanced out the window, then at the bed, "You two just sleep in this bed?"

"We are all newcomers to Shanghai, and the conditions are not very good, so we have to make do with it, and we can still let it go."

"I think you two will move to my villa, where there are still two vacant houses."

"Small family, it's better to live here more comfortably."

Hongyue was silent for a while and said, "You two don't have any relationship, do you?"

I immediately grinned and said, "What does it matter? You mean I'd like a man, right? That's too funny."

Hongyue stood up at this time and sat beside me, "You can move to live with me."

"It's really not suitable." I didn't dare to look directly into her eyes, but when I lowered my head, I saw her white and tender thighs. The cheongsam that Hongyue wore today seemed to be even higher.I hurriedly looked away again.

She looked at me and smiled: "I have been in Shanghai for so long, and no one has rejected me like you."

"I have my reasons."

She took my hand suddenly, looked at me affectionately and said, "You can tell me your difficulties."

I tried to pull my hand out, but she pressed mine directly onto her thigh.A silky touch suddenly came over, as if I had been electrocuted.

Hongyue took my hand and rubbed it on her leg. My heart couldn't help but pounding. The sound of the heartbeat was getting faster and faster like a drumbeat. My restraint and patience were suddenly suppressed at that moment. knocked back.I looked at the clock hanging on the wall, and finally threw Hongyue down on the bed out of hunger and thirst.

It was near noon when I was freed from the lingering crimson moon. I looked at the time and said, "Jun Qiu should be back, it's not good for him to see."

"You, why don't you two move to my house." Hongyue hugged me, still reluctant to let go.

"I can't go." I said firmly.

"You don't really like Shang Junqiu, do you?"

Hearing this sentence, my heart seemed to be cut, and the shame that was covered up by the momentary joy suddenly appeared again.I suddenly sat up from the bed, took Hongyue's clothes from my side, threw them to her and said: "Those are none of your business, you go."

After finishing speaking, I shook off her hands, got out of bed, and put on my clothes very neatly.I feel that I have done a huge wrong to Shang Junqiu. Before the guilt surges up, I want to clean up this place immediately. Of course, Hongyue is the first one that should be cleaned up.

Hongyue pursed her lips and said reluctantly: "You are too unkind, and you are going to drive him out of the house just after playing?"

"Let's go, I still have things to do." At this time, I have already started to figure out how to clean up these new perfumes in the house after Hongyue left.

Hongyue got dressed reluctantly, then looked at me eagerly and said, "Should we go out for dinner?"

I opened the curtains, opened the window again, looked at Hongyue and said, "Next time I have dinner with you, let's come here today."

"Are you driving me away?"

"No, I just don't think it's good."

"There's nothing wrong with being in love with a man and a woman. If you're concerned about your status, I can just marry you. Who made me fall in love with you?"

"You go first." Listening to Hongyue's words, my thoughts were in a mess.

Chapter 18

Hongyue put her hands around my neck, added a little strength, and I leaned down.She kissed me lightly on the face and said, "Tomorrow, I will come to you early."

"Can you not come?" I begged.

"No, I said I like you." After she finished speaking, she picked up her bag and walked out with light steps.

I leaned on the window to see if she had really left.

Walking out, Hongyue walked along the side of the road, suddenly raised her head, looked at me and smiled charmingly, and then blew another kiss.

"Monster." I said bitterly, and left the window.

I couldn't wait to open the door a little, and went to the bathroom to wash myself from forehead to neck.I pulled up the quilt and smelled it, there was still a faint smell of perfume, I frowned, and put it closer to the window.

Seeing that everything was almost tidied up, my stomach also growled loudly.At this time, I remembered that I hadn't even eaten breakfast yet.

After lunch, I took a nap amidst the guilt and the fact that I had nothing to do.After Shang Junqiu came back, he saw that I was still sleeping, so he closed the window, and then lay on his side beside me.In fact, when he came back, I was already awake, but I didn't open my eyes, I continued to pretend to be asleep, because I still didn't know how to face him.

When I opened my eyes and saw Shang Junqiu, I put my arms around him as usual.

Seeing that I was awake, he reached out and took a note from the table and handed it to me: "This is a telegram from your home."

I made it immediately, and as a result, the paper read:

"Jun Qiu: If my son is here, tell him to come back quickly."

I put the paper back on the table next to the bed and lay back down again.

"Is there something wrong with your family?" Shang Junqiu said.

"It's nothing, they should just miss me. I won't go back."

"It's been almost a year since we came out, you should go back and have a look. I'm still waiting for you in Shanghai."

"If you go back, you won't be able to get out. It's not like you don't know my dad's temper. If you meet him, you must break a leg first."

"But what if something really happened?"

"I won't go back then. I've had a good time in Shanghai."

"You were a small boss in Beijing, but here you are just a boy in a paper shop. Are you doing well?"

"Being with you, eating bran swallowing vegetables, I am also willing."

Shang Junqiu finally stopped talking after hearing this, he hugged me quietly, but my heart shrank even tighter at that moment.

The next day, the red moon came again.Although I was determined not to do that again, I still couldn't resist the urge, and I was easily captured by this woman.

From that day on, my heart was full of guilt and struggle.On the one hand, I fell in love with Shang Junqiu obsessively, and on the other hand, I threw myself into the red moon and couldn't hold back. I felt like I was burning myself. I knew that I would suffer retribution sooner or later. It's that fast.

One month later, when Hongyue and I were having sex in the room, Shang Junqiu came back.

When I heard the sound of the door being opened, my whole body collapsed.I panicked to find my clothes.But Hongyue hugged me at this moment and said: "Jun Qiu will know sooner or later, we are all friends, it's no big deal."

I just broke away in a panic to find my clothes, when Shang Junqiu had already entered.

He stood there, staring blankly at me and Hongyue on the bed, then looked at me and roared, "Shen Liancheng, what are you doing here?"

At this time, Hongyue covered her chest with the quilt, and said with a smile: "Jun Qiu, don't be angry, you go outside and wait for a while, let's change our clothes first."

Shang Junqiu looked around the room angrily, slammed the door and walked out.

When I got dressed and opened the door, Shang Junqiu was gone.At that moment, my loss shrouded my heart like layers of dark clouds.

At this time, Hongyue put on her cheongsam and came out, looked at me in a daze, "It's okay, if he doesn't let you live here, you can live with me."

I glanced at her angrily, but felt that I couldn't say anything, because I knew it was my fault.

That night, Shang Junqiu did not come back.It was very late, and I thought the performance in the garden should be over, but he still didn't come back.I was alone in the room, and it felt like I was about to suffocate.I walked from upstairs to downstairs, and from downstairs to upstairs again and again. At the end, I sat on the bed a little tired, and I knew: tonight, he will not come back.

Lying on the bed, I tossed and turned again. Without Shang Junqiu, I would have difficulty falling asleep after all.I looked at the time, it was already past one o'clock at night.I dressed in a hurry and came downstairs.

The dark night enveloped this bustling city, and the streets were quiet. I never thought that Shanghai would have such a quiet moment.The rickshaw was gone, and I ran along Huaihai Road to Yitai.

The gate of the garden was locked, I knocked on the door, and an old man came out through an arched door, he was wearing a jacket, looked at it and said: "It's so late, what are you doing? "

"Is Shang Junqiu still there?"

"The play has already ended, and no one is allowed to stay in the garden." After finishing speaking, the old man turned around and walked back.

Where did Shang Junqiu go?I walked aimlessly while thinking about those corners of this strange city.

The next day, Shang Junqiu did not come back.

On the third day, he still did not come back.

I know, I've lost him.That day, I went to Yitai to find him.At first he was reluctant to see me.I said I only had two words to say to him.

Shang Junqiu followed me out of the backstage. In a secluded corner, I took out the key from my pocket and gave it to him, saying, "Since you can't forgive me, I think I'd better go back to Beijing."

"It's time to go back, it's meaningless for you to be here." He took the key, as if he didn't even bother to look at me.

"I know you don't want to see me, but I still hope that I can leave tomorrow. I think you can go home tonight."

"If you are here, I won't come back."

"Okay, that's it. I'm leaving today, you can go back."

After returning to Huaihai Road, I bought a pot of Junexue blooming brilliantly in a flower shop. The green leaves and young white flowers show a kind of simple beauty among the intersecting staggered. I like this style. Know he will like it too.I placed the flowerpot carefully at the door of the apartment, and went to the porter to collect my luggage.

The journey I took was as lonely as when I came here, but at this time, I had no expectations.

After returning to Beijing, I found out that my mother was sick because she missed me, and my father beat me with a thick wooden stick until I couldn't get out of the kang for a month.I cried, not because of the physical torture, but just because Shang Junqiu was still alone in Shanghai.

Later, when I recovered almost, my father asked me if I wanted to go to the teahouse to help. I said I didn’t want to go, and I wanted to find a framing shop to mount paintings.Although I know that my tea house is still my world, but I just want to find a place that belongs to me.My father didn't object any more, so I continued my painting career like this.

Mo Qiuwen came to me twice, and she asked me why I came back just like I asked her at the beginning.I simply stated the facts.She asked me, "So are you going back?"

"If there is still room to go back, I will not come back."

"Then what are you going to do now?"

"No plan, listen to my father."

There is a feeling that there is nothing to love in life. Since there is nothing to be attached to, it doesn't matter how you live.This is what I am now, except for some memories, I have no extravagance for this world.But memories are also bitter, and I want to forget them slowly.

My mother said that I seemed to be a different person after I came back from Shanghai, and praised me for being a good person.I said that people will always learn to grow up slowly.Actually, I really don't want to grow up.If someone took me to Shanghai, or Beijing before Shanghai, I would definitely go there.However, there is no going back.I had no choice but to accept this depressing life, so life became even more depressing.

Not long after, my grandfather fell ill and passed away, and my mother hadn't recovered from her illness. The family put my marriage on the agenda again to rejoice.My father asked me what to do, and I said he can do whatever he wants, and I will listen to him.

At that time, my father didn't know where he got it. Knowing that Mo Qiuwen was a lost lady, he even had some dislike for the Mo family, so he took me to find a girl from another family for a blind date.But the two girls I saw, not to mention me, even my father looked dissatisfied.My marriage was thus delayed again.

Once, Mo Qiuwen and I were having tea together, and I said, "Do you like me?"

She said: "I like the face you ticked off."

"what about me?"

"It's okay to look at the appearance, but you like men."

"I don't like men anymore. I want to live a normal life. If you still want to, come back with me. I won't run away this time."

Mo Qiuwen laughed when she heard this, "I ran once, you ran once, and now they are together again. It's really interesting."

"Yes, if you don't dislike my past, you can marry me." I thought for a while, and then added: "I guess there are not many people in Beiping City who are willing to want you."

"I can live on my own. I said I don't want to get married."

"I don't want to get married either, but my father forced me to do it. We are quite suitable. We can live if we think about it, and we can live if we don't want to. It's not too wronged for you and me to live together for the rest of our lives."

"Have you thought about all this?"

"No, if I'm being honest. I don't want to go on blind dates anymore."

"But what about Shang Junqiu?"

"Forget him, and you forget him too."

Chapter 19

A month later, Mo Qiuwen and I held a wedding ceremony in Shen's teahouse.When I was praying, I suddenly wanted to cry when I looked at the heaven and earth card that I worshiped again and again.

My father set up two hundred tables of banquets for this purpose. I don't know where the two families recruited so many relatives and friends, but the situation that day was just one word - trouble.Both lively and disturbing.

During the dinner, Mr. Wang, who taught opera, asked me how Shang Junqiu was doing. I said that he was very successful in Shanghai and had already become the master of Taizhuzi.My husband asked me again why I didn't ask him to come back. I said that the letter had been mailed, and he always had an excuse for not coming.In fact, I didn't send a letter at all, and any news from me was no longer important to him.

After marriage, the relationship between me and Mo Qiuwen was neither cold nor cold. He knew that there was another man in my heart, and I also knew that she didn't marry me because she loved me.The reason why we choose to be together is just because we all need such a shelter from the wind to comfort our wounded hearts.We pretend to snuggle together, not to keep warm, but more like to show others.

Therefore, our relationship has always been neither cold nor cold. If she makes any request, I will try my best to meet it. If I have any willfulness, she will also accommodate.We have been married for two years, but we haven't had a single fight. My parents say that our harmony is a model for young people.In fact, they don't know at all that there are two broken hearts hidden in this seemingly peaceful marriage.

In 23, that is, the [-]rd year of the Republic of China, Mo Qiuwen gave birth to a son for me, and my father named him Shen Fang.Fang'er's arrival somewhat eased some of the relationship between me and Mo Qiuwen, I will appear in front of her more, I will help her take care of the children more, and I have also learned a lot of things that a man should do.In this way, our family seems to be more "harmonious".

When Fang'er was one year old, he was already quite a naughty little guy. He ran around the house and yard all day long, babbling non-stop, and would pull me when he saw me. Give him a horse to ride on.I also never tire of it, thinking that this is my own child, I always feel that this is an extremely wonderful thing.

In the summer of the 24th year of the Republic of China, Shang Junqiu came back to Beijing.At this time, he was already a famous star in Peking and Shanghai, and all the newspapers spared no space to report on his return.Of course, the theater also carefully prepared several bubble scenes for him.

That day, Mo Qiuwen saw me sleeping with my child, so she asked me, "Jun Qiu is back, why don't you go and see?"

"Don't go."

"Are you really over?"

"Well, it's over. I've been with you for so long, and of course it's over with him."

"This is the best. But I still hope that everyone can meet, after all, we are all friends."

"No, I won't see you if I say no." After I finished speaking, I left angrily.

I found out in the newspaper the next day that Shang Junqiu's play was sung at Guanghe Building, and that the evening in Yuanzi was unprecedentedly grand.I didn't go, I didn't want to see him, just because I still love him.

I have never had the courage to go to the theater to find him. Thinking about the mistakes I made in Shanghai, I think he will never forgive me.But I really wanted to see him - if only for a brief glimpse.

Three years, I never thought we could be apart for so long.

Two days later, Shang Junqiu came.He smiled and called me "Liancheng", as if nothing had happened in the past.I forced a smile in response.

He came to Mo Qiuwen and said happily, "I just found out that you are married a long time ago. It's really gratifying." After speaking, he took out a red envelope from his pocket and handed it to Mo Qiuwen.

Fang'er ran over at this moment, blinked at the stranger, turned around and hugged Mo Qiuwen's thigh.

"Is this your child? It's so pretty." Shang Junqiu bent down, looked at Fang'er and said, "Come on, give Uncle a hug, Uncle will give you a big gift."

Mo Qiuwen patted Fang'er's head and said, "Go, he is your parents' friend, don't be afraid."

Fang'er still didn't let go of his hands. Shang Junqiu smiled happily when he saw it. He took out a few more oceans from his pocket and stuffed them into the child's pocket.

Shang Junqiu stood up, looked at Fang'er, then at me and said, "Your son is up to you, Jun. When he is older, you have to bring him to recognize me as a godfather."

"If Fang'er likes it, I have no objection."

When I was talking, I kept staring at him intentionally or unintentionally. I wanted to see if there was any change in him, if there were any signs of degradation.Fortunately, he still seems to be the same as before. To be more precise, he is more like the first time I saw him outside the city, so bright, so happy, but at this time, I can't see through him. heart.

After a while, my mother also came, and my mother held Shang Junqiu's hand tightly for a while to say hello.

Shang Junqiu didn't stay for dinner. Before leaving, he said to Mo Qiuwen, "Can Liancheng come with me to drink a pot of tea? It only takes a pot of tea time."

Mo Qiuwen smiled and said, "Go."

I looked at her calmly, and she looked at me again and said repeatedly: "Go, we haven't seen each other for a long time, if it wasn't for this little guy, I would go too."

"It's okay to go together." Shang Junqiu looked at Mo Qiuwen and said.

"Forget it, it's not convenient to take children. You go."

The place where Shang Junqiu and I drank tea was Mingyue Tower. After sitting down, I poured two cups of tea, then looked at him and said, "How are you doing in Shanghai?"

"Not too good." He said softly, as if he hadn't finished speaking.After hesitating, he took a sip from his teacup, then slowly put down the teacup and said, "After you left, Hongyue came to the apartment to look for you."

"Oh, if you don't mention it, I will forget about this person, so don't mention it."

"She came to you several times later, and the last time, I left her behind."

Hearing this, I suddenly burst into anger, but I immediately suppressed the dissatisfaction in my heart. After thinking about it, I sneered and said, "Did you have a good time?"

"I didn't want to keep her, but after you left, I was very lonely."

"That's an interesting excuse. Can I say I was lonely too?"

"No, when you were looking for her, I was still by your side. You are not lonely, but wandering."

"Wandering, haha, what are you doing?"

"Lonely, it can only be regarded as lonely. I need someone to accompany me. At that time, I was not used to the kind of night that belongs to one person."

"You and Hongyue have been together?"

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