as always

After that, although Yu Yange and Cheng Lin were still living their lives as usual, a trace of uneasiness and worry still faintly appeared between their brows.

Whether it's joy or sadness, the saddest thing in the world is the kind of unknown answer, because they don't know what kind of mood they should use to meet the coming judgment.

On Saturday morning, both of them got up early.Looking at Cheng Lin who was dressed neatly, Yu Yange handed him an umbrella: "Take your umbrella, there may be a typhoon from tonight."

Cheng Lin silently took the umbrella and put it in the bag, then raised his head to look at Yu Yange, his eyes were clear and determined: "I'm leaving."

The light in Cheng Phosphorus' eyes flashed for a moment, and Yu Yange lost his mind. When he recovered, Cheng Phosphorus had already gone out.Cheng Lin didn't let Yu Yange take him to the station, he said it wasn't a farewell.

After a two-hour journey, at around 09:30 in the morning, Cheng Lin was already standing at the door of his house. When he took out the key to open the door, his face was also in a daze, as if he hadn't come back for a long time.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Cheng's mother came out with a bag of things: "The words on your father's tombstone are already very faded, so you can repaint him this time."

"Yeah." Cheng Lin took the bag and looked at it. The tools for painting were all ready. He put down the bag and followed his mother to the mountain in the village.

Except for Yu Yange, Cheng Lin and everyone else walked half a step behind others, even his mother.Cheng's mother looked back at her son who was a head and a half taller than herself, and felt a little embarrassed.

Just like what she said to Yu Yange that day, she has been busy making money and keeping the house in order, so that others will think that even if she is alone, she can take care of this house as well as other families.

Indeed, she worked hard as a woman to make the house as tall as other houses, and almost all the facilities that should be bought are complete.In the eyes of others, this is really not an easy task, so Mama Cheng's reputation in their village is excellent.

But in the past few days, Cheng's mother has only noticed one thing, that is, she cares so much about these external things that she has always ignored Cheng Lin's inner feelings.She was even a little shocked to find that as a mother, she knew nothing about her son's preferences.

So although her son doesn't say anything, it can be seen from his unintentional actions that he is not close to his mother.Before that, she thought she had given Cheng Lin a lot, but now that she thought about it carefully, she didn't give him the care Cheng Lin really longed for.

Since childhood, Cheng Lin has been looking at her with those quiet eyes, waiting for her.Thinking about it now, every time I brought him disappointment, that's why after a long time, he often fell asleep while waiting.

During those countless disappointments, Cheng Lin locked up his heart, even her mother was locked out.What she didn't expect was that it wasn't a gentle and beautiful girl who opened the door of her heart, but Yu Yange, who was also a boy.

Since hearing what Cheng Lin said, although Cheng's mother has been a little unbelievable, as long as she thinks about it carefully, all the threads will lead to the answer, and only the answer will make everything explainable.

Why did Yu Yange come to their house to spend the night several times, why did the two graduates live together so coincidentally, why did Cheng Lin refuse that pretty girl, why did Cheng Lin feel so awkward when facing Yan Ge? There are those expressions that are not often seen...

Cheng's mother knew that she really owed Cheng Lin, but she couldn't agree to the two being together.Not to mention how bad it would be for others to know that her son was with a man, the saliva of these people alone could drown Cheng Phosphorus.In addition, Cheng Lin's father has passed away. As the only son of their family, Cheng Lin fell in love with a man, which made her explain to his father a hundred years later.

No matter what the reason was, in the eyes of mother Cheng's generation, they always felt that Cheng Lin and Yu Yange were wrong.As Cheng Lin's mother, when her child is going down the wrong path, she is naturally obliged to pull him back from that path.Fortunately, it's not too late. Fortunately, no one knows about Cheng Lin and Yu Yange. Fortunately, Cheng Lin is still young.

While Cheng's mother was meditating all the way, they had unknowingly arrived at Cheng Lin's father's grave.Looking at the stubborn weeds growing on the grave as always, Cheng Lin folded his hands together, silent for a few minutes in front of his father's tombstone, and then began to pull up the weeds.Cheng's mother put the things aside, picked up the broom and swept the weeds that Cheng phosphorus had pulled out into the bamboo forest below.

Although it was September at this time, due to the influence of the typhoon, there were large swathes of dark clouds floating in the sky, and the air was not as hot as in the past. I don't know if it was because of the mountain, but there was a hint of coolness in the wind.

By the time Cheng Lin finished clearing the weeds on the grave, more than half an hour had passed.Looking at the re-exposed tombstone, Cheng Lin took out a brush and paint, and began to trace along the lines of the inscription on the tombstone.

Cheng's mother has been standing aside, looking at Cheng Lin quietly, looking at the tombstone, thinking about Cheng Lin, thinking about her hard life in the past, thinking about the hateful person in front of her who died forever, regardless of their mother and child. , thinking about his love for him.After thinking about it, Cheng's mother began to cry.

Hearing some suppressed cries around him, Cheng Lin's hand holding the brush trembled. At this moment, he happened to trace the word "filial piety" for that dutiful son. His eyes stayed on this word, and Cheng Lin's hand stopped.

Dad, do you also think I am unfilial?But, I really... really want to be with him.

"Mom, don't cry, I will break up with him." Cheng Lin didn't look back at his mother, but just stared at the words on the tombstone that began to blur, as if separated by a layer of water mist, no matter how you look at it, you can't see it. clear.

That night, Cheng Lin had a dream about his father whom he hadn't dreamed of for a long time.In the dream, he couldn't see his father clearly, but he just knew that this person was his father.

Cheng Lin stood face to face with his father, some distance away, he couldn't see his father's expression clearly.It's just that Cheng's father held a bow and arrow in his hand and pointed at Cheng Lin's back. At that time, Cheng Lin was being held hostage by the man behind him.But he couldn't see this person, but subconsciously knew that this person was neither Yu Yange nor Cheng's mother, but a stranger.

Waking up from the dream, Cheng Lin sat up from the bed without turning on the lights, listening to the crowing of cocks and dogs barking outside, the sound of tree branches being blown down, and knew that the typhoon in the weather forecast was still invited to the city.Although the city where Cheng Lin lives is located in the center of the province and not in the coastal area, typhoons are not common, but under the influence of typhoon weather, there will be heavy rainstorms.

Hearing the rapid sound of raindrops hitting the window outside the window, remembering what he said to his mother during the day, and thinking of Yu Yange who was far away in the apartment, Cheng Lin opened his eyes wide and couldn't fall asleep for a long time.