Male heart trembling

Walking into the luxurious hotel room, this is the last night of my trip to Hangzhou, and I will return to Tianjin with Mr. Tang early tomorrow morning.I don't know where they got the car they drove in Hangzhou. I only heard the driver say to dispose of the car and left.

I bought an oversized fruit cup and put the organized fruits of various colors on the exquisite porcelain plate provided by the hotel. When I walked into the living room, I saw Mr. Tang leaning on the sofa and smoking a cigarette, looking very unhappy.

It was only at this time that I suddenly realized that although Mr. Tang has been persuading me to accept the matter of physical marriage, even though Mr. Tang has been saying that physical marriage can make life easier between us, but in the final analysis, this form of physical marriage And who is really willing?

A person who likes men, no matter what the purpose is, hopes to live with men more than to have anything to do with a soft woman who is full of fragrance.Mr. Tang, who has always been aloof and immovable as a mountain, can only be forced to choose in order to live a relatively comfortable life.

It turned out that Mr. Tang not only asked me to agree to the matter of physical marriage with a firm tone and attitude, but also asked himself to agree with it with the same, even more firm attitude.I always thought that I was the most wronged, but Mr. Tang, who has always been fearless, also suffered a lot in this matter.

I'm very self-aware. Mr. Tang didn't accept physical marriage just because he wanted to live a happy life with me. What he wanted was a brand new life, a more comfortable life, which could reduce some burdens , reduce some guilt, reduce some tension.

What Mr. Tang wants is a way of life. After marriage, he can live with men in a relatively relaxed manner.This person can be me or not, it can be any man he likes, what he wants is the space to freely follow the footsteps of his heart, not necessarily a specific person, such as me.

I should be happy, at least for now, Mr. Tang made the choice to live with me.I should also stay sober, Mr. Tang didn't just make the choice just to live with me.One day in the future, if we separate, he can still look for the next man who is willing to live with him under the same roof under the aura of physical marriage.

But I can maintain such rationality, but I still can't bear Mr. Tang's aggrieved expression. I should act like a baby, at least I should use the way of acting like a baby to make Mr. Tang feel warm.So I acquiesced that everything Mr. Tang did was for my own good, and that there were only me and him in the whole world.

Based on this premise, I sat next to him and waited for him to take his last puff, put the butt of the cigarette in the ashtray, and put a piece of fruit in his mouth.He gently rejected her, and his sexy face revealed the comfort and happiness after being moisturized.

Neither of us spoke, we ate fruit tacitly for a while, I put the china plate on the tea table, curled up obediently beside Mr. Tang, pillowed on his leg, and touched his leg.I didn't show any desire for sex, I just stroked his thigh gently, even through a thin layer of pajama pants, I believe he can still feel a little bit of comfort.

The inner thigh is a piece of sensitive skin, and it feels wonderful to touch it gently.When I'm not expressing my desire for sex, this action is a small affair between lovers.Infinitely close to the skin-to-skin relationship, yet maintaining a distance that is neither too far nor too close, as if teasing, but also as the most intimate comfort.

Mr. Tang stroked my head, like stroking a well-behaved puppy curled up beside him, with a gentle stroke, which made me feel so comfortable and made me sleepy.

"Brother Wu..." I took the lead and said, "This matter must be uncomfortable for you. I wondered why it had to be like this before, but since I learned that all of this is for my own good, I feel that you are so great. "

I'm being coquettish.

Mr. Tang chuckled and said, "I want to give you more space, so that you don't have to live a life of grievances. But in the end, I am also selfish, and I also hope to give myself space so that I can live with you openly. .”

"I know your good intentions, so I will follow your arrangements in the future, such as... For example, the matter with Miss Xu."

"No, just right, I will ask you to do many things, but this is the only thing I will never force you to do. Formal marriage is destined to be a tragedy, and the process is full of bitterness. I don't know how intense this sad tragedy will be. Even if I really want you and Miss Xu to do the same in the end, at least I have to make a decision after I have experienced physical marriage."

"If this is a bitterness, I am willing to eat it with you." I said, "You have given me too much sweetness, so I should share the bitterness with you."

Mr. Tang pampered my face and said, "Exactly, the same sentence, I forced you to do many things, many things you are not willing to accept, but those are all things I have experienced, experienced, Knowing is the right thing to do. I have machismo, and I make you feel dominated, but those things that I don't know are right or wrong, I will never let you do."

After a short pause, Mr. Tang continued: "You are a treasure in my heart, I love you, and I don't want you to touch any unclean things, whether it is spiritual or material, you have to accept the purest things, no matter flowers or flowers. No matter how much money, no matter how much effort I put in, I want you to be clean, because I love you."

Mr. Tang's words were full of sincerity. Although he knew he liked me, he never thought that he would be liked so much.I can understand his feelings for me, because don't I also love Mr. Tang to the same extent?

I looked up at Mr. Tang, and said, "I know how good you are to me, so I will listen to you, cleanly, and be the obedient and obedient Lu Zheng in your heart."