Male heart trembling

Back in Tianjin, back to the home that belongs to me and Mr. Tang, I feel that people come back after a long walk, and my thoughts also come back after a long walk.I am very happy to have an extremely warm home in the cold Tianjin. I have the key to this home, and I am familiar with everything in the house. The most important thing is that there is a man I love so much at home.

Warmth is what I feel when I return to Tianjin. I don’t care about the unique scenery of the cold Haihe River outside the window. with reason.

Mr. Tang did not choose to start working immediately. Taking advantage of the end of the Spring Festival holiday, he gave me three full 24 hours.In addition to going out to buy, we have been staying at home, talking and doing interesting things.

He would hug me while I was cutting fruit, kiss me on the neck, pour two glasses of red wine, or make a pot of tea, and ask me to sit in the living room with him and enjoy the winter scenery outside through the huge French windows.

We will take a bath together, and I will stick my feet on his chest, naughty like a little monkey. He readily accepts my presumptuousness, but he will not let it go, but grabs my feet for a while Tickling, even when I struggled to get water all over the tub.

I will come out of the bathroom with bare buttocks, like a favored concubine serving the emperor, get into the quilt from the position of Mr. Tang's feet, climb all the way up those sexy places, lightly touch, arouse desire , but cleverly wanted to give up, just sticking to Mr. Tang's chest, stroking his face obediently.

Mr. Tang caressed my back and said naughty, and I returned to the quilt as if I had received an imperial order. I came between Mr. Tang's legs and gently took off the cotton pajama pants. Do your best to bring him happiness.

He is happy. Every time I work hard, he will enjoy raising his head and sighing comfortably.I like this man, I like this man's strong muscles, and I always lose myself more and more every time I taste it.When I was immersed in ecstasy, it was also when Mr. Tang enjoyed it the most. He would lift the quilt, press me under his body, and relieve the last desire with a powerful piston movement.

After the work is done, he will hold me tightly, always enjoying and satisfying me.He said that he is greedy for my body, but also enjoys my spirit, and being able to hold a person who is worthy of his thoughts in his arms, that contentment can't be replaced by anything.

Mr. Tang's panting and my trembling after passion are like a perfect match in the world, and also like the most tacit comfort.We will cuddle up to each other in a quiet room, quietly waiting for the recovery of strength, or fall asleep limply satisfied with this, or hug each other and say some love words or sweet words, no matter what, it is always so happy.

Whenever I feel extremely happy, it's like dreaming, but every time I touch Mr. Tang's burly body, all the trance feelings are so absurd.In this unbelievable, happy but real time, I will think about a question.

In this summer, my act of exchanging my body for money is a disgrace to me, or a piece of luck?Is it God's mockery of me, or is it the happiness that God gave me?Did I lose it, or did I gain it?

Thinking of the money my parents gave me in private before I left Yantai, I thought, if my parents had given me the money one day earlier, would I not have to sell my body, and would not have met Mr. Tang?If this is the case, should I be happy because I have remained pure, or should I be sad because I lost Mr. Tang?

Life is always changing like this. I thought I had nowhere to go, but I just opened a door for me.And when this gorgeous door opened to me, everything I got, including material and spiritual, gave me the greatest satisfaction, and all the previous hardships were nothing compared to it.

Life is full of uncertainties, there is no sorrow, no joy, the sorrow of the previous moment will be exchanged for great joy, and my present joy, does it mean future sorrow?

I don't want to think about it anymore. Although I am very successful in my studies, there are many truths in my life that I can't understand.I just want to grasp what I have already grasped, no matter how long I can hold it in my hand, as long as it is still there, I will cherish it.

Mr. Tang is a dissatisfied man, and he seems to have unlimited energy in physical contact.Just like when we met, there are not many words, as long as I open my mouth to hold what should be held, as long as he takes off his pants and enjoys what should be enjoyed, we are successful.

It's the same now, as long as I put my hand into Mr. Tang's underwear, he will enjoy it happily.As long as I open my mouth to kiss his skin, he will turn upside down.I used to think that all I could do was to give this man with unlimited energy to enjoy unlimited skin happiness, so every weekend when I met him, I would take off my pants, take off his pants, and open my eyes. Your own mouth, blooming your own chrysanthemum.

But now it is different. On this basis, I can do more and more.I can cook for him in different ways, and I can wash every piece of his clothes. When he is sick, I will take care of him wholeheartedly. When he is happy, I will celebrate him. When he is angry, I will comfort him. calm his heart.

This is me now, more and more enjoying the little things that life brings, instead of being like a hungry beast, every time I see Mr. Tang, I have to get into his underwear, or stick my ass and wait for him .

This summer, autumn and winter have given me a lot of gains. The most important thing is that I have a big man by my side. He is rich and powerful, but the most important thing is that he treats me sincerely, and as time goes by , I can feel that goodness is not a good thing that is hypocritical and playful, he really likes me.

I used to always feel that he would abandon me at a certain moment, and that the relationship between us depends entirely on his novelty to me, but now I slowly find that I am no longer worried or afraid, I can I live a stable, comfortable, peaceful, and steady life, all because of Mr. Tang's love for me, which is so clear and firm.