Male heart trembling

All the confusion, panic, ignorance, pursuit and experience have undergone earth-shaking changes in the past year. Until now, I dare not draw a conclusion whether my behavior of selling myself to make money should be forgiven.

For a person who should be walking on the bright road, this incident seems to never be forgiven. He is a secret that I will always keep, even if he is turned into ashes.

However, even such a disgraceful experience has made me feel extremely excited. I met Mr. Tang, a big man named Tang Wu, who is my most precious treasure.So I will be confused, if I have not sold myself, will I enjoy the happiness I am today?If I hadn't sold myself, would I be happier than I am now?

Since the Spring Festival, Mr. Tang and I have been in a stable life stage. There is no sex trade, no cold and dark, no ups and downs. Although we still can't appear in front of others openly, at least we don't have too much feeling of sneaking.

I was taken care of, but I could feel the endless warmth, and I felt that the gap brought about by the status was constantly narrowing.Gradually, I could also lose my temper or be unhappy, and he would coax me and make me happy. We are like all ordinary partners, and we are no longer the young me who was full of erotic transactions in the past.

The next year was a very happy one.

During the spring vacation, Mr. Tang took me to experience the ancient and modern in Europe. He wore an exquisitely fitted suit and windbreaker, showing the unique charm and gentleman of oriental men, and he would not be compared with the tall and charming local men at all.

We sat quietly on the street and drank coffee, tasted the most authentic western food in the high-end restaurant, and experienced the incomparable night and red wine in the wine cellar castle.

During the summer vacation, Mr. Tang took me to the seaside in Southeast Asia to feel the blue sea and blue sky, the clouds and birds, and the golden sand and white sand there.

Mr. Tang stood on the beach in a pair of shorts and looked into the distance, exposing his sexy muscles to the sun.He was so big, so sexy, so masculine.He is not only the brightest star in my eyes, even other people on the beach will secretly watch this charming body.

I smiled secretly, you are envious, you can only see with your eyes, but I can enjoy his embrace in every quiet night, I can act like a baby endlessly, I can touch endlessly, and I can taste endlessly.

During the autumn vacation, Mr. Tang took me to Tibet to experience the temperature difference between morning and evening, the vastness of the grassland, and religious beliefs.We stood side by side in front of the lake, and he asked me what I was thinking now, and I said I wanted to hold your hand tightly, but I didn't dare.He smiled and grabbed my hand, and I wanted to stretch it back timidly, but he held it tightly, not caring whether anyone around would cast strange glances.

He said: "In such a beautiful and holy place, who cares if a gay couple holds hands?"

I like to see Mr. Tang wearing a jacket, wearing a cowboy hat, and riding a tall horse. He is chic, free, wild, and masculine.When I stood below and hesitated to get on the horse, he had already run a lap and said to me with a mocking smile: "Lu Zhenghao, if you dare not get on the horse, don't come home with me."

I got on the horse and felt a different kind of prairie. Mr. Tang became gentle. He jumped off the horse and became my horse-leader.We walked into the grassland and walked towards the sunset. He said to me affectionately: "For the sake of your hard work, you should take it home and raise it."

During the winter vacation, Mr. Tang took me to spend the winter in the south. Seeing him wearing a short-sleeved shirt, white sneakers, and playing golf on a green course, I was intoxicated for a long time.

He lowered the brim of his hat and asked me to try it too, but I only knew how to swing and didn't hit the ball. He laughed and laughed at my stupidity, and then took me in his arms in the next moment, controlling my body. The body demonstrates itself.

He whispered in a low voice: "I don't want to teach you how to play, I just want to hug you, but the caddy is by my side, so that's the only way to go."

I also whispered: "Didn't you hug enough last night?"

"I can't hold enough."

This is my new year, spent in heavy studies, happy feelings, peaceful life, and eye-opening travel.This is the happiest year of my life so far. I even feel that I am not myself, but a character in an idol drama.

Friends look at the photos I show off in the circle of friends and express envy, but only I know that no matter how far I go, even if I see more beautiful scenery, all I hope is to walk with this man, no matter what outside How fun, as long as we can return to our home together, that is the continuation of happiness.