Male heart trembling

No matter how melancholy I am, how disappointed, how entangled or even panicked, the matter of physical marriage still has to start step by step.

Mr. Tang and Ms. Zhao frequently attend various gatherings. Even though many people know that they are acting, no one will make it clear.Although I didn't have the opportunity to know what it was like when they appeared in front of others as a couple, I could appreciate how boring it would be.

The number of times Mr. Tang came home on time after get off work began to gradually decrease, and he spent more time acting with a woman.Every lonely late night, I am not in the mood to fall asleep, just like at this moment, I curled up on the sofa, did not turn on the TV, nor played with the mobile phone, but stared at a jade pendant intently.

This is the jade pendant hanging on Mr. Tang's chest when we first met. It is crystal clear and valuable. The gentleness and elegance of that kind of jade perfectly sets off Mr. Tang's strong chest.I thought that chest hair or tattoos should be used to set off the burly body of a man, but I never thought that a piece of jade that might be more suitable for women could also play the same role.

Mr. Tang once presented this jade pendant to me. In the environment at that time, I thought he was rich enough and had enough jade pendants, so he didn’t care about giving me one of them.But later I learned that this jade pendant also has its own story.

That was when I was in Wenrou Township, Mr. Tang touched my chest and asked, "Why don't you wear the stone I gave you?"

"It's too expensive, I'm afraid of losing it."

"Well, in fact, if you don't wear it, you won't wear it. I'm not willing to let you wear it now."

I didn't understand what Mr. Tang meant, so he explained it to me.It turned out that this jade pendant was bought by Mr. Tang for the boy before, and it was very expensive.After the boy's temper turned bad, he quarreled with Mr. Tang, and the jade pendant was thrown on the sofa.

This was the first gift Mr. Tang gave him, and it wouldn't be an exaggeration to say it was a token of love.Mr. Tang was very disappointed and disappointed.However, he had an inseparable love for that boy, so he kept wearing the jade pendant on his chest.

After getting to know me, Mr. Tang didn't intend to keep me at first, he just wanted to play with me a few times, and when he saw that I was obedient, he gave me the jade pendant as a gift. With this jade pendant disappeared into the sea of ​​people.

But who would have thought that Mr. Tang fell in love with me later, not only did I not disappear, but stayed together with this jade pendant.

This is the story of this jade pendant, so Mr. Tang is not willing to let me wear it now.

I was very obedient and didn't choose to wear it. Anyway, I didn't dare to wear it because it was too expensive.It's just that every time I miss Mr. Tang, I will take out this jade pendant. Although it was a gift he gave to others back then, it is still full of the taste of the two of us.

In the lonely late night, I don't know when Mr. Tang will come home, so I can only curl up on the sofa, quietly staring at the warm jade pendant in my hand, humming the song that I often hum.

I still think of you sometimes

In the dead of night

Maybe I'm not used to being without you,

I still think of you sometimes

repeating familiar scenes

as if i can still hear your voice

I still think of you sometimes

but won't stop

Maybe I'm used to not having you

Every time Mr. Tang came home, he would scold me for not sleeping well, but he enjoyed seeing me waiting for him as soon as he opened the door.He enjoys my dependence on him so much, as I enjoy my dependence on him so much.

He acted happy and didn't feel any pain from going out with a woman to put on a show, and I could tell he was genuinely excited, happy, and at ease, as he finished pistoning me. The feeling after exercise is the same, and I feel happy from the bottom of my heart.

I asked him after his first date with Ms. Zhao how it felt.Maybe because of my feelings, he just said calmly at that time, "Let's deal with it, what else can I feel." But judging from the feedback of the next few dates, he enjoyed it very much.

I don't quite understand why this kind of thing is happy?Could it be that Mr. Tang doesn't just like men in his bones?No, no, he has expressed his distaste for marriage more than once, even though he said he would definitely get married, but he still told me that sleeping with a woman is a terrible thing that I dare not even think about.

So why is he so at ease and happy?Could it be that Ms. Zhao, who doesn't like men, is also happy at the moment?

Mr. Tang came to my side and whispered in a low voice: "When I went to see the orchestra performing just now, I saw those men wearing bow ties and I was thinking, you haven't tied a bow tie for me for a long time."

This is Mr. Tang's little taste. Even though it was late at night, I still put on a black bow tie and twisted my body in front of him, took off my clothes one by one, and let my naked body fall into his burly arms.

He likes me so much, hugs me very tightly, caresses my body greedily, his eyes are full of desire to eat me into his stomach.I am even more confused, why does he like men so much, but enjoys the time with Ms. Zhao so happily?