Male heart trembling

After dinner, I chatted with Ms. Xu in the cafe, and then came to the reserved guest house to stay.It was a Saturday night. I took a shower alone, drank a drink alone, and couldn't wait to send Mr. Tang a WeChat message.

I dare not call, because all the receptions seem to be held in the evening, and all the receptions must last until very late, and all the receptions must be full of entertainment, so that there is no time to answer me.But unexpectedly, Mr. Tang quickly replied to me on WeChat, and it was not text, but voice.

"I'll call you when I get back to the hotel, don't sleep."

I have listened to a short voice many times. Although I can hear Mr. Tang’s voice every day, a voice message can still touch the softest part of my heart, as if that familiar sexy voice is a Feathers scratch my heart.

This time, from ten o'clock in the evening to midnight, I didn't receive a call from Harbin until after one o'clock.When the familiar voice is no longer transmitted through the mobile phone software, but is transmitted to the ears in real time, the feeling of being sure that two people live together on the same earth is even more exciting.

Mr. Tang asked, "How are you going today? Where do you live?"

I didn't answer his question, but said in a slightly coquettish manner: "Brother Wu, I miss you."

"It's worthless, why don't we meet tomorrow night?"

I smirked and said, "You replied to my WeChat so quickly today, do you miss me too?"

"Shameless, I happened to be using my mobile phone." Mr. Tang paused, and said, "Well, actually, I miss you too."

"Do you want to go home for dinner tomorrow night? I'll cook something delicious for you."

"No, we fly back very late, don't wait for me."

Hearing the word "we", I remembered that Mr. Tang was not on a business trip alone, but attended a friend's winery party as Ms. Zhao's boyfriend, so I asked, "You... are going well too?"

Mr. Tang seemed to understand my feelings and worries, as well as the questions I wanted to ask but dared not ask, so he simply said bluntly: "Acting in front of outsiders, it is inevitable to hold hands and arms, but don't worry, We're not interested in kissing."

I whispered: "Brother Wu, I also held Miss Xu's hand today, just for a moment."

Hearing my tone of confession, Mr. Tang smiled softly and said, "It's just right, it's really hard for you. If you really don't want to do it, I'll go talk to Ms. Zhao and let's think of something else."

When it comes to holding a woman's hand, I, a man who likes men, thought it was a particularly disgusting thing that I couldn't accept at all, but after I did it, I found that it's not that bad. When the thing called "love" is deposited, all superficial efforts are just touches between skins.

"Brother Wu, it's okay, I don't feel sad, as you said, everything is acting." I said, "In fact, Miss Xu is not used to it, so we just held hands and then let go, just keeping It’s just a little bit of meaning between couples.”

This topic doesn't seem suitable for talking on the phone, but we have talked enough, and the rest can only be an awkward silence.Fortunately, Mr. Tang would not let such an embarrassing situation happen, but changed the subject and asked, "You haven't told me where you live yet."

"The school's hostel."

"Why don't you stay in a hotel?"

"The hostel is very good. Ms. Xu will show me around Beijing tomorrow. It will be more convenient for us to start from the school together." I asked, "You must live well, right?"

Listening to the question I meant, Mr. Tang scolded me, and then hung up the phone. A few seconds later, the video chat on Wechat rang, and Mr. Tang’s picture that made me miss immediately appeared on the screen of the phone after connecting. Twilight's face.

Looking at this face, my eyes always seem to sparkle. I really like every detail of this man.But instead of asking me to look twice, he scanned the entire room.

This is an absolutely top-notch hotel suite, spacious, gorgeous, and tidy. After scanning around, Mr. Tang said, "What's on your mind can't be hidden from my eyes. Do you see that? I'm the only one in the room, and there are no messy men." .”

I immediately blushed and said, "Brother Wu, that's not what I meant..."

Mr. Tang did not continue to tease me, but said calmly: "Although my friend booked the same room for us, Ms. Zhao booked another room in advance. Even if you are acting, you have to have a bottom line. Don't worry about me Going around outside, since I have you, no matter how nice others are, I can't get used to it."

Still the same sentence, even if Mr. Tang is sleeping with other boys outside, I don't have the courage to say anything.But looking at Mr. Tang's tone of voice when he spoke to me, seeing his yearning for me, I believe that he really can't eat other boys except me, at least for a short period of time.

Before hanging up the video, Mr. Tang instructed: "Take Ms. Xu to the shopping mall tomorrow, and buy more gifts for others. You want to be high-end, you know?"

"Don't worry, Brother Wu, I won't embarrass you." I said.

Not long after I hung up the phone, there was a power outage in the guest house, the WIFI was gone, and the TV could not be watched.I simply lay on the bed and looked at the sky outside the window. Whoever said that Beijing can't see the stars, there are obviously many, many of them.