Male heart trembling

Everything seems to be the aftermath of passion, embracing each other naked, like a pearl in a clam shell, I feel the soft and hard muscles from Mr. Tang, the warm body temperature that goes straight into my heart, and the tobacco residue left on his body. smell.He hugged me tightly behind him, wrapped his arms around my chest, and wrapped his legs around my legs. He was like a toddler who lost his father's love and mother's love, holding me, the only teddy bear, in his arms , eager and full of longing, eager to find a security from it.

As for me, I was still seeking self-comfort in the solitude of selflessness a moment ago, and now I am embraced by a sexy body. No one knows the pleasure of coming from hell to heaven.I leaned on his strong chest, felt the joy of his gentle touch, and enjoyed the peace of stroking the skin of his arm.

It’s just that he was just as hesitant and unhappy as me. Similar to that, Mr. Tang was also not relaxed, and said to me in a low voice: “I dreamed of you just now.”

What Mr. Tang dreamed was not me who was well-behaved and obedient, but a me who became hysterical because of dissatisfaction with marriage. I was full of complaints in the dream, and I kept beating his body. My complaints were like fallen leaves under the autumn wind. , lifeless drifting everywhere.I cried in his dream, very sad, very desperate.This shocked Mr. Tang. Even when he opened his eyes and knew that he was dreaming, he still couldn't calm down. When he saw me sitting on the floor naked and looking at the purple light outside the window, he felt that my back was so beautiful. lonely.

This loneliness should never appear in Mr. Tang's heart. What he wants is happiness, happiness all the time. He supports me and provides me with various conveniences. This kind of emotional support, we should be happy, but why in such an ordinary late night, one woke up because of the hysteria in the dream, and the other showed a lonely back because he couldn't sleep?

Mr. Tang said a lot, even though he was so gentle to me, the masculinity in his bones made his tone so masculine at all times, but the words he said now do not have the domineering aura of a man at all, but are extremely masculine. Depressed, extremely helpless tone.That wasn't deliberate gentleness, nor was it a means to please, he really didn't think it should be like this.Yes, he really thinks it shouldn't be like this. The reason why he accepts physical marriage is that what he wants is a wider emotional space, no matter whether he is with me or with others in the future, he can get a better space, but why in The coming hour turned out to be like this?

"Just right, when you were serving me just now, I didn't dare to look down at you. You are so dedicated, and you want to be happy. I can feel it from your every move." Mr. Tang said : "But I still dare not look directly at you, so I can only raise my head and look away. I am afraid that I will let you down in the end when you want to be good to me."

It turned out that I was wrong. When I knelt between his legs and tried to serve him, the indifference he showed was not because I thought he was superior, but because he felt guilty about me and dared not look at me directly. s eyes.The dignified Mr. Tang, there will be a day when he dare not look at me directly, this should never be a reasonable phenomenon.It turned out that when I groveled and served other people's bodies, the soul that controlled that body was also trembling with fear.

I cried because of Mr. Tang's care and love for me, because of our current situation, and even more because of our future.

What surprised me was that I kept holding back the tears that I couldn't hold back after all, and didn't frighten Mr. Tang. He even laughed easily and said, "You're finally crying, it's fine if you cry." Done. I have always known that you are unhappy because of Ms. Zhao and Ms. Xu, but because you are afraid of me and because you hold me, you have been covering up your true thoughts. Although I know what you are thinking, I also I don't dare to speculate, I just think that one day you will be unable to hold on and will collapse, and then I will be able to protect you well."

Mr. Tang caressed my chest round and round, no longer flirting in the usual way, but trying to calm down my emotions, calm down the fast beating heart, and still said slowly: "Now If you cry out, I can confirm your true thoughts, and I can use a more effective way to let you know how much I like you."

Mr. Tang's meaning is very clear. My tears truly express what I think, so he can comfort me according to what I think.I don't know how he will comfort me, whether to give me more money to spend, or let me feel a more exciting skin kiss, or some other tricks that directly hit people's hearts?

Just when I gradually stopped crying and turned to sobbing softly, just when I regained my composure and prepared to continue comforting Mr. Tang, he turned my body, from hugging me tightly behind to turning into Hold me in your arms face to face.I stared at him cautiously with moist eyes, his face lost its original appearance under the purple light, but he was still handsome and mature.

"Just right, I want to let you know how much I like you, and it's not something anyone or anything can control."

After all, Mr. Tang kissed me face to face. This kiss was unprecedented. It showed Mr. Tang's love for me, his reluctance for me, and his cherishment for me.This kiss is full of strength between men, making me feel his longing and attachment.We didn't close our eyes, but met each other at close range. I don't know what state I am in, but I can only feel Mr. Tang's fiery gaze while being "sealed".

How long this kiss will last is no longer important, and the ups and downs in my mouth have also lost their meaning. What is important is that my heart has become full of love and a sense of stability.

It turns out that no matter how noisy the outside world is, I can still have such a close relationship with Mr. Tang, in the quietest time of night, when the rhythm of life is about to be changed, when he is holding me, when I am being held when.It turns out that even if we have such close contact naked, even if we can touch the most ecstasy place with our hands, we can still maintain the most essential love and the purest feeling. All we need is a look and a kiss. To tell my heart, not to bow my knees and do my best to serve as I thought before.It turns out that I can also enjoy Mr. Tang's love for me honestly, instead of living cautiously.

This kiss is not over yet, because Mr. Tang feels that he has not finished expressing his love for me, and even though my heart is full of love, it can still hold more and more.