Male heart trembling

In the photo, Mr. Tang looked younger, not wearing the usual suit shirt, but a simple combination of jeans and a T-shirt. Even so, he was quite handsome and sexy.

What caught my attention was the big boy next to Mr. Tang. He was not tall but had a rather simple, honest and lovely face. He had short hair, a fair face, and a gentle and shy smile.He held Mr. Tang's arm, like a bird, but not feminine at all.

I knew who this was, and asked in a low voice, "Is this him?"

Mr. Tang said without hesitation: "This is when I knew him for about half a year. I took this photo when I went out to play. At that time, I had already brought him to meet friends. Look at how pure he was at that time, but a year and a half later , After we got along for more than two years, he became a person flooded by money, became crazy, hysterical, and disgusting."

In fact, you don’t need to look carefully to feel the purity and shyness of that big boy. He is handsome, well-behaved, honest, and cute. close.

I still remember that the introducer once said that Mr. Tang especially likes people like me, who are handsome, clean, well-behaved, sensible, honest and simple, and don’t need to be particularly glib.

Relying on these characteristics, I successfully became Mr. Tang's weekend plaything, and was sublimated in such an awkward relationship to become a regular partner.The experience of the big boy and Mr. Tang in the photo may be the same as mine, or even exactly the same.

I am the same kind of person, the same kind of character, and the same kind of appearance as the big boy.It's just that under the temptation of money, that big boy turned into a man with a hideous face in Mr. Tang's mouth in a short period of time, but I still don't understand why this big boy with a hideous face who has already broken up with Mr. Tang became a man of Tang Sir live up to my reason.

Mr. Tang looked at me. He didn't speak, as if he wanted to wait for me to speak first. I could feel his meaning, so I could only stammer, "What can I say?"

"Look at him in the photo, what a wonderful child, you can't even imagine what he turned into later on." Mr. Tang said, "I broke up with him before, but he felt that I didn't give enough money, so he kept giving me money. I made a fuss with me, but I was bored and didn't want to satisfy his desire anymore, so he came to my house to make a fuss yesterday."

My eyes widened, I couldn't believe it, how could this kind of private relationship be put on the family level?After all, those of us are just playing and being played, accompanying and being accompanied, which belongs to the relationship of comforting each other in the shadows, and should not be involved in the family.

"He... went to your family?" I asked.

Mr. Tang picked up a cigarette, and I turned on the lighter to light it. He stroked my head in satisfaction, just because of my small act of lighting his cigarette, as if I was so considerate.

He said: "Actually, I like men. For many years, my family has already known about it, but I didn't say it out of face. As long as I marry a woman when I need it, and complete the family lineage, no one will control me outside." with someone."

Mr. Tang continued: "Such a delicate relationship has been maintained for several years. Whether it is a family member or a friend, or even a business partner, everyone is tacitly aware of it. But in the end, just yesterday, he broke it. He found my family. Exposing this family ugliness completely on the table has made my family feel very embarrassed."

Mr. Tang stood up, walked to the window, pointed to a villa area next to him and said, "I remember I told you that the community next to it called Tanfu is where my family lives. When he came to make trouble that day, the neighbors Knowing what was going on, my parents moved away overnight in anger and couldn't stay any longer."

I whispered, "It's really inappropriate."

Mr. Tang said excitedly: "But it just so happened. Look at him in the photo. He was so pure and a good boy at that time. How could he do such a thing? What he said and did yesterday was like a prostitute." Yes! Dirty, despicable, shameless, disregarding face, no bottom line!"

Mr. Tang said "it's for sale", which was a blow to my self-esteem. Although it came from Mr. Tang's mouth, it still made me a little sad and even a little inferior.Although I only sold it once, even if it wasn't to Mr. Tang, even if Mr. Tang and I only got together for one weekend, I don't plan to sell it a second time, but it still makes me feel very sad.

The keen Mr. Tang immediately knew that he had used the wrong word. He returned to my side, hugged me in his arms, and comforted me: "Exactly, you know that's not what I meant."

Being held in Mr. Tang's arms will always be like taking a kind of magic medicine. As long as you stick to his chest, as long as you are tightly clamped by his thick arms, no matter how much grievance you have in your heart, it will melt away in an instant. For nothing, and even blame yourself, blame yourself for being too sensitive.