Male heart trembling

The nights with Mr. Tang are always so charming.Those just right lights, gently reflected on the expensive and rich food on the table, people can't help but want to take a picture that can feel like a gluttonous feast without filter beautification.

Those lights will not forget to pour on the face of Mr. Tang who exudes masculine charm across the table.With this kind of light, with the blurred and gentle music, the appearance of Mr. Tang chewing things is so intoxicating to me.

For a glass of red wine, I no longer need to be taught how to taste it. I am already used to twisting my tongue and feeling the mystery of it with my heart, but I still feel that Coke tastes better in my heart.

Mr. Tang gently rubbed my basketball shoes with his shiny black leather shoes. I looked up at him and asked softly, "Brother Wu, what are you doing?"

"Aren't you curious what I want to say?"

"It seems to be very important. When you want to say it, you will naturally say it. I won't force you."

"Hmph, I always look like a coward, but I just like it. It's really a crime." Mr. Tang put down his glass and said to me: "I asked you to come to Hangzhou this time, not for tourism. I don't have that." Free time, but something important."

What I heard next was indeed an important thing, even absurd and unbelievable.After realizing the fact that I like men, I thought I had opened the door to a new world.When I got a lot of money by selling my body, I thought I had stepped into the door of a new world.When Mr. Tang and I lived together for a long time, like living a husband and wife life, I have entered a new world.

Now, after listening to what Mr. Tang said, I realize that the new world is far from being as simple as I thought.

Mr. Tang looked into my eyes and said calmly: "It's just that I like you and want to live with you. Maybe you will think that my promise will not be too long. It may be a year or so, and we will meet again." Separate. I will not avoid this topic. After all, even real couples still have divorces, not to mention our shaky life. I am thinking, maybe one day you will feel that this kind of sneaky life is now It’s not suitable for you, you will choose to live a decent life with a man with more quality, or find a woman to live a normal life. In any case, these are your choices, and I am destined to have my own life.”

Mr. Tang paused, and said: "I told you before that I will definitely get married, and I will definitely find a woman to marry and have children, to give my parents an explanation, and to give the family a continuation. I came here today because I want you and me Meet two people together, and one of them will be my future wife."

I was very shocked, such words came out of Mr. Tang's mouth, it was so calm, as if the role of wife is just a role, without any emotional color, plain appearance, plain existence, plain standing in the corner, as if A golf amateur trophy.

I believed that my eyes were a little dazed, Mr. Tang hurriedly said: "Don't worry, it's completely different from what you think, hey, are you going to cry? There are so many people here, I can't go over and hug you."

I lowered my head and said in a low voice, "I don't cry. I didn't cry when I was so sad before, but now I'm so happy with you, how could I still cry."

Mr. Tang sighed and said, "It's better not to hang on to your appetite, or if you cry, I won't be able to recruit. That's right, Ms. Zhao is just like us, she likes the same sex, but what she likes is Woman. How are you, do you still feel wronged now?"

It was indeed not a grievance, I raised my head and looked at him with wide eyes, but he smiled and said: "You look so surprised, I really wish I could take a bite."

"Brother Wu, what's going on?"

Mr. Tang said: "This Miss Zhao is the daughter of a wealthy businessman in Beijing. She likes women and has a regular partner. Her family is very troubled by this matter. After a long time, it is of course useless. Miss Zhao and her My sweetheart is already living together, just like you and me, but Ms. Zhao and I hold the same idea, we must choose the life we ​​want, but we will also give the family, and even the family a perfect explanation."

Mr. Tang took a sip of wine and said: "Her family has been cooperating with my family. They are old friends. Through some means, our parents reached a consensus. Since there is a woman in her family who likes women, my family has a woman who likes women." A man's man, why don't we get married in a physical way, we are a community externally, as for the family, we will be with whoever we want to be with for a while."

I finally understood that this was a kind of compromise made by the family. Since I couldn't persuade my children, and since the children were willing to give the family an explanation, the deal was reached.

Mr. Tang said: "Although we are not rich and powerful, there are still quite a few people who know us in the circle. Those people will know what we like. In fact, this kind of physical marriage is just a show. Everyone pretends to be I don’t know the truth, we are maintaining a wedding together, enjoying the benefits that this marriage brings to everyone, and after we explain to our family, we will no longer be disturbed by who we live with. That’s right, together Let's win."

Formal marriage has never appeared in my world, but now it suddenly makes me face him.Although I knew it was a show, a game of tacit understanding between rich people, but for me, who was small, I still felt quite awkward.

Mr. Tang understood my feelings and said, "I will marry Ms. Zhao, but after that wedding, she will still live with her sweetheart, and I will live with you."

The wine is like fragrance, and the light is like softness.The man in front of him calmly explained an absurd thing so simply, so naturally, so naturally, and even so logically.

And what can I do besides accepting it?