Male heart trembling

I tried my best to breathe the air here, listened to the sound of the sea, and felt the softness of stepping on the beach through my sneakers.Regardless of the severe cold temperature and the significance of the Spring Festival.Walking alone in the city called hometown, but I am embarrassed to go to other people's homes to take a look at my father or mother.

I was wronged, lonely, wanted to cry, and wanted to leave here, but I didn't want Mr. Tang to know about this grievance, so I could only curl up and wait for the much-anticipated Spring Festival to pass sooner.

Fortunately, with Mr. Tang's arrangement, I always feel that I have a direction again. No matter what the result of the arrangement is, it is better than hiding alone in a magnificent palace-like hotel room, curled up on the sofa and playing with my mobile phone alone. You can't feel at home in this charming city called Yantai.

I waited until the middle of the night for the phone to ring, and seeing the word "Wu Ge" displayed on it, the hairs all over my body stood on end happily.But it wasn't Mr. Tang's voice that came over there, but the driver's.

The driver said, Brother Wu has an important dinner today, he drank a little too much, and has already laid down to rest, but everything he arranged has been properly arranged.The driver helped me buy a plane ticket to Hangzhou. The flight at [-] o'clock tomorrow afternoon gave me a hotel address and told me to go there directly to find Mr. Tang.

Although I don't know why I have to go all the way to Hangzhou, but as long as it is Mr. Tang's arrangement, I will obey it.Thinking of being able to snuggle into Mr. Tang's arms tomorrow, I almost couldn't sleep for the remaining few hours.I seem to have felt his warmth, his caress, his smell, and his love for me.

At noon the next day, I packed my bags and saluted briefly, called my family and said that I was planning to return to Tianjin early.In the midst of their polite concern and the embarrassment of my parents' inability to stay, I boarded the plane as if flying, and flew towards Hangzhou, which I had never been to.Although it is still unfamiliar there, I am not worried about getting lost at all, because there is a reliable man waiting for me there.

After landing, he went straight to the hotel and knocked on the door of the room in a hurry. The driver smiled and said, "Brother Wu, you are still right, we arrived more than an hour late."

"He is an idiot, it is impossible to find him smoothly. I am very relieved that he can arrive so quickly, after all, he is stupid."

The familiar and fascinating voice of Mr. Tang came from inside, I nodded to the driver, and then walked in impatiently. The familiar figure was sitting on the sofa, drinking tea and smoking.

The driver said: "Brother Wu, I'll go first, and you can call me if you need anything."

The door was closed by the driver from the outside, and the house fell into a brief silence. I put down my backpack and threw myself into Mr. Tang's arms. He hugged me affectionately, touched my face and said, "Let me see you little idiot. What a grievance."

I looked at him pitifully, the grievance and loneliness of the past few days broke out completely, like a kitten begging for comfort in Mr. Tang's arms, waiting for his touch with his belly open.

Mr. Tang handed me a cup of tea and said, "Since we met, you haven't been far away from me. You have been wronged just after going back. That's not okay. I have to buy a chain in the future to tie you up properly." by your side."

I gulped down the water and said, "Isn't that a dog?"

Mr. Tang laughed, and said dotingly: "Aren't you my puppy?"

I said helplessly: "It doesn't matter whether it's a cat or a dog. Anyway, I don't want to leave you in the future. I don't want to talk about my grievances. I think about you all day. It's not good."

"Look, I didn't act coquettishly before, but now I just open my mouth to act coquettishly."

I scratched my head and said, "It's all true."

"I know you're telling the truth, otherwise you can't say anything else if you're clumsy." Mr. Tang asked, "It's just that I always feel that it's impossible for parents to ignore you as you said. Regardless, there should always be some reason, I think you are exaggerating."

I lowered my head and said aggrievedly: "I dare not lie to you. In fact, when I go back this time, it is really different from before. When I was young, my parents divorced. I heard from my grandma that they had a bad temper at that time. Later, I analyzed that they were They were taking revenge on each other, and they took all their anger on me. They ignored me and cared nothing. But this time it was different when they went back. They were willing to be with me, to talk to me, and to hear about my experience in Tianjin. Is it good or not. It's just..."

Mr. Tang lit a cigarette and said, "It's just that they have a new family. Even if they want to make up for you, they have more than enough energy to make up for you. They always have to consider the feelings of the new family."

"You know all about it?"

"You're stupid, but I'm not stupid. If you can't figure out this matter, don't live." Mr. Tang said.

I took out the money my parents gave me from my backpack and said, "These were given to me by my father and mother separately, secretly. Compared with before, they have treated me very well."

Mr. Tang said: "Yes, seeing such a good-looking eldest son, who is handsome and well-behaved, and has been admitted to university, how could he not like it? As you said, I didn't care about you before because They put the resentment of divorce on you, which is immature, but they were young at that time, weren't they? And they re-established a family, so naturally they won't have much relationship with you. "

"It's always going to get better, isn't it?"

Mr. Tang smiled bitterly: "Actually, I have to thank your parents for their indifference to you in the past, otherwise if they gave you the money last year, you wouldn't know me because of the tuition."

"Then you might meet someone better," I said with my head down.

"Don't be petty with me. This is not your character. Go take a bath and have a comfortable dinner. I have something important to tell you."

"What's important?"

"About why we came to Hangzhou." Mr. Tang said.