fragrant like sunlight

Even though I've gotten closer, I still can't hold your hand.

Just liking you doesn't seem to be able to stand by your side.

So I tried my best to go to you, whether I would get a smile from you.

"Queen, let me take a look at my homework." Jiang An said.

Since the art festival, Keshan has added a "dignified" title-Queen.

During the drama performance, Ke Shan's appearance can be described as stunning, absolutely impressive.However, everyone who is in reverse is actually quite subversive. In Lu Ziming's words, it means that everyone has dedicated their lives to art. — Bah, you are still artistic. "Snow White" rolled her eyes completely disregarding her image at that time.

A few classmates who have a good relationship are always making fun of the queen, but Ke Shan himself doesn't care, and occasionally talks about classic lines to satisfy everyone's bad taste.

Because in Ke Shan's heart, this is a special memory.Discuss scripts with classmates, rehearse together, and everything with the person you like.

I am usually not nervous, because I know that he is paying attention off the stage, and I have a kind of anticipation and restlessness that I have never experienced before during the performance.Among the hundreds of pairs of eyes in the audience, only one pair of eyes can ignite the earnest desire in my heart.The moment the light came on, he almost instinctively found the owner of those eyes, and his eyes shone with the light he was eager to pursue.

The last words of the magic mirror seemed to be still echoing in my ears. Amidst the applause after the curtain fell, Ke Shan couldn't help smiling.

The satisfaction after the end reminded Ke Shan of the words Pei Jing said - "expectation and satisfaction".

I probably like this performance with everyone.

At that time, as a commemoration, Lu Ziming asked Pei Jing, the hero behind the scenes, to take a photo with everyone in the drama.

Ke Shan stood beside the teacher calmly.

The habitual scissors-hand movement when I took pictures made the teacher couldn't help but raise his hand to cover his face and smiled.She looked at him in embarrassment, secretly watching his side face, but was captured by the camera, revealing her thoughts.

It was also at that time that I noticed that because of the cold weather, those hands that had always been beautiful were turned red from the cold.

If you are just a student, what reason should you use to hold the teacher's hand?

I want to hold your hand and keep you warm.

But there is a distance between us that I can't even reach out.

Looking at his ridiculous costume, he asked him suddenly.

"fairy or witch?"

"witch."

"evil?"

"dark magic."

At that time, I thought, if there is black magic, I can turn into a vine and easily wrap around your fingertips.

In the second half of the day, the weather became very cold.

Pei Jing exhaled moist and warm breath to his hands that were red from the cold, but the temperature was immediately taken away by the biting cold wind, leaving only a cold and slightly painful stiff feeling on his fingertips.And the exhaled breath turned into a cloud of white mist, floating in the blue sky.

It is only at this time of year that we deeply realize that the real winter is coming.

Putting your hands into the pockets of the knitted jacket, the warmth of the wool gradually eased the coldness of your fingers.Cheerful music was played on the corner of the street, decorated with silver, Pei Jing remembered that today is Christmas.

When I was in graduate school, a foreign classmate said that only when I really feel the joy of the festival can I hear the crisp bells on the reindeer.I shrugged at the time and said that there were bells in the background of Mariah Carey's Christmas song from beginning to end, and I will play it for you if you want to hear it.At that time, the classmate rolled his eyes, and deliberately replied in broken Chinese: No, thank you.

As for why he knows this sentence in Chinese?Because it was Pei Jing's mantra, the foreigner deliberately learned one.

I seem to use this sentence to maintain a safe distance when interacting with people.

Pei Jing walked into the office and accidentally knocked over the storage box while putting the backpack on the table, and two photos fell out, which were photos with Ke Shan and his drama group on the day of the art festival.

In the first photo, Ke Shan looked at the camera and made a scissors hand with his right hand beside his eyes, while Pei Jing looked at him sideways.In the second photo, Pei Jing covered his face and smiled at the camera, but this time it was Ke Shan looking sideways at Pei Jing.

Originally, I wanted to retake a picture where everyone looked at the camera, but Lu Ziming said that these two pictures are like continuous sub-shots in a movie, and they have an unexpected visual sense.So he made the mistake, and specially washed a copy for Pei Jing.

Pei Jing put the photos away with a smile, and found that there was an exquisite packaging box with plant patterns on the table. When it opened, it was a metal tube-style hand cream.It is a design that boys will not feel embarrassed about, with black English characters on a green background, and a simple and refreshing color scheme.

I looked around blankly, this is not my own, but the brand new packaging does not seem to be left here by others.Reminiscent of today's day, shouldn't someone give you a Christmas present?Still so caring to notice the condition of his hands?

Pei Jing suddenly had a strange feeling in his heart, a kind of shyness after being cared for and inexplicable nervousness of being paid attention to.If you give it to yourself face to face, you can still use "No, thank you" to refuse.What should we do now?It was the first time he encountered such a situation, and Pei Jing was a little overwhelmed.

The scene where Ke Shan smiled and asked him to choose with a candy in his hand flashed across his mind.The student gave himself throat lozenges when he had a sore throat.Will it be him this time?Is it because you are afraid that you will refuse, so you choose this way?

Pei Jing shook his head, trying to dismiss the idea.Ke Shan is also very considerate to the students in the class, and it seems that there is nothing special about giving the teacher a throat lozenge.It would be too cheeky to think that he would pay special attention to his situation just because of this.

Forget about these doubts for the time being, Pei Jing seriously marked out the final review points for students in class.After class, like a deliberate coincidence, Ke Shan was the student on duty cleaning the blackboard, and Pei Jing couldn't help thinking about the hand cream.

Pei Jing's eyes fell on Ke Shan's right hand, which was wiping the blackboard. It was a hand that could be seen to be played frequently. It was very big, and blue veins would appear when it was exerted. The fingertips were not like his own, but rather round. A little rough.It is the hand shape that boys should have that I envy.

Looking at my hands again, I have always felt troublesome before, and it will be very obvious when it is slightly scratched or injured and turns red.And I'm not a musical instrument learner, so having such slender fingers is useless.

"teacher?"

Pei Jing recovered from the call, and looked at Ke Shan who was looking at him.

"Ke Shan, are you... Forget it, it's nothing."

Ke Shan didn't know why, but he still smiled and said, "Teacher, Merry Christmas."

Pei Jing was stunned for a moment, and the strange feeling came out again.

Time flies so fast at the end of a term, and it's time for the winter vacation in January.

The days of the final exam seemed to be Pei Jing's birthday, and Ke Shan only found out when he overheard other teachers talking.On important days, I am not only slow-witted or even unable to do anything.

Celebrating his birthday seems to require a qualification.

I am just a student who likes him, is this qualification acceptable?

In front of him was the finished homework for the winter vacation. Ke Shan lay on his arms, smelling the fragrance of his coat.

In the past three months, whenever the family ran out of laundry and washing products, I always volunteered to buy them, and finally found a taste close to the teacher, deluding myself that this would bring him one step closer.

The light from the lamp cast his shadow on the glass window, reflecting his lonely face.

There is no way to see him after the holiday, and there is no way to hear him call his name.

It was the first time that Ke Shan didn't want to have a holiday so much.

It suddenly occurred to me that email was the only way I could contact him during the holidays.

Ke Shan held his breath and sent an email.The content is very short, and it is a pattern that can only be understood between two people.

- "songorpoem?"

When the number reached No. 15 seconds, the teacher replied to the email.

- "poem."

Ke Shan's heart beat faster, and his fingers tapped on the keyboard excitedly.

—"Philosophical?"

--"Everlasting."

Back and forth, Ke Shan imagined in his mind the expressions the teacher might have.Ke Shan continued to reply emails.

——"song."

--"touching?"

- "Free."

After 2 minutes, the teacher replied:

——"I find my song, when I find my freedom. Are you watching Tagore?"

Ke Shan smiled slightly at the screen.Teacher, how could you guess it all at once? I can't help thinking that this is our unique tacit understanding.

—— "Lead me in the center of hy silence to fill my heart with songs."

(Lead me to the center of your silence, fill my heart with song.)

Pei Jing's heart tightened.This kind of comfortable dialogue may be addictive, and the joy in my heart makes me unknowingly let go of my defenses, and enjoy the fun in the game together.

Pei Jing caught something out of the corner of his eye, and the previous conjecture was magnified infinitely.

—— "You sent the hand cream?"

——"Teacher, how did you guess that?"

It really is you.Pei Jing held the hand cream in his hand with a smile on his face.I said the answer in my heart: because its taste is very similar to yours, the fragrance of straight-growing grass and trees.

At this moment, a light and pleasant bell sounded suddenly in my heart.Tomorrow is a month late.

——"Keshan, thank you. MerryX'mas."

After Ke Shan clicked on the email, his heart skipped a beat.What expression will he use?shy, smiling?

——"Teacher, happy birthday."

Teacher, I want to see you.