Yep, it's that shit!

Xia Bing laughed, laughing at herself being stupid.I don't understand why I don't know how to learn from a fall, and I always stumble. This kind of stupid thing may only happen to me.

My heart hurts so much, Xia Bing can't feel anything except heartache.He put Shen Xing's cell phone back on the coffee table without saying anything, and Shen Xing didn't notice anything.

"I'm a little tired, I'm going to sleep first."

"So early?"

"Ah."

Shen Xing watched Xia Bing walk back to the bedroom in a low mood, thinking that he must be really tired, so he continued to watch TV by himself without saying anything.

Xia Bing returned to the room and lay in the dark.He needs a little time to think, what do those text messages mean?

Shen Xing didn't return that night, so he should have gone to meet Wang Yu.Although he didn't ask about it afterwards, it shouldn't have happened if he didn't explain it.What did the two say after they met?I love you, you love me too, shall we make up?Judging from the content of the text message, Shen Xing must still have feelings for Wang Yu.So what role did you play in the process?

Xia Bing felt that he had walked into a dead end, and he must not be able to figure it out on his own.But why didn't Shen Xing say anything?Do you think you are still useful, or do you think you like him so much that you don't care about anything?

In the following week, Xia Bing hadn't made up his mind whether to confront Shen Xing or not. Was it clear that the result would be a breakup?

"Bingbing, what's wrong with you? Are you sick?" Shen Xing asked worriedly seeing Xia Bing's preoccupied appearance.

"Do you love me?"

"Love, why do you ask that?"

"Then do you still love Wang Yu?"

Shen Xingzheng paused, "It would be a lie to say that I don't have this person in my heart at all, but I can't say I'm in love. I only have you in my heart now."

Xia Bing stared into Shen Xing's eyes, not knowing how to believe this sentence.

"I saw your text message, you obviously still have feelings for him."

Shen Xing lowered his head, Xia Bing couldn't see his expression.

"What do you want to express?"

"If you can't let go of this person for so many years, why are you still pestering me. Is this fair to me?"

"I'm serious about you."

"Your text message didn't say that."

"You've seen it all, and I don't know what to say."

Xia Bing suddenly felt angry, did this person even bother to explain?In this case, then ask thoroughly, so that you can understand yourself.

"What did you two meet?"

"We didn't meet."

Xia Bing became even more angry, what could be wrong with what he saw with his own eyes?Did he really think of himself as an idiot?

"Didn't you make an appointment to meet?"

"Well, I was going to see him. But halfway through the drive, I couldn't understand why I was going to see him. Yes, he may always have a place in my heart, but the person I love now It’s not him, it’s you. What can I say when I meet him? I miss him, not simply thinking about him, but more about my own memories of so many years. Maybe I’m still a little unclear when I’m texting. Halfway through, I felt that I shouldn't meet him. So I parked the car on the side of the road and thought about it carefully. Who knows, I fell asleep later, so I slept in the car all night, and went straight to work the next day gone."

"Since there is nothing shameful, why don't you tell me? All this can only show that you have ghosts in your heart, so you don't want me to know."

"If you knew about my promise to meet him, you would definitely be angry. Since it didn't happen, I don't think it will affect anything."

"From the moment you told him you missed him, and decided to meet him, everything changed."

"I really don't know what to say. If you think I don't love you and want to break up with me, I have no objection."

Xia Bing was completely speechless at the moment, he just felt angry and needed to vent.Looking around the living room, he smashed everything that could be smashed.This is the first time Xia Bing has made such unreasonable troubles. He has too little real love life, and it is the first time he encounters such a thing, and he has no idea how to deal with it.

Shen Xing stood where he was, quietly watching him smash everything.

Xia Bing sat in a pile of ruins, his eyes were blank. "Do you want to break up?"

"Do not want to."

"Then why are you talking about breaking up?"

"I feel like you don't trust my feelings for you and don't want to be with me anymore."

"I ask you one last question, and you answer me honestly."

"Okay, you ask."

"Do you really love me?"

"I love you."

Xia Bing walked up to Shen Xing and hugged him, "I love you too."

"Then we don't break up?"

"Do not break up."

Xia Bing doesn't know how to manage relationships, all he knows is that he doesn't want to let go of Shen Xing at the moment, and the only people he has cared about over the years are Feng Tao and Shen Xing.No matter what happens in the future, he must grasp the present.

……

The summer vacation flew by, Xia Bing went back to A University several times, and there were only a handful of people left in the class.Xia Bing has officially started an internship in his father's company, doing simple jobs.He is not very interested. One is that the work is not related to the major, and the other is that the work is too simple and not challenging.

Although Xia Bing's job is relatively simple, people in the company dare not ask him to serve tea and water, so Xia Bing has a lot of free time every day.When she has nothing to do, Xia Bing engages in creative work, or thinks up some ideas for company advertisements.Although it is not used now, it will always be helpful to record it in the future.

Xia Bing thought of some good ideas that day, and stayed in the company to write and draw, and only left after dark.

"Xia Bing."

A somewhat familiar voice came from behind, and he turned around and saw a figure walking towards him.Because the other party is in the backlight, Xia Bing is not sure if that person is the person he thinks in his heart.

"What a coincidence, I ran into you here." The visitor walked up to Xia Bing, and he finally saw the other person's face clearly.

"What a coincidence, Feng Tao." Xia Bing was somewhat surprised.Not to mention that I haven't seen Feng Tao in a few years, the two barely talked when they were in the same class before the college entrance examination, and now he would take the initiative to call him to stop.

"Why are you here, didn't you go to school?"

"I'm an intern with my dad. What about you?"

"I also came back for an internship in my senior year, but I just passed by here after having dinner with my friends."

Xia Bing smiled. I haven't spoken for so many years, so I don't know what to say.

"Let's come out and sit together when we have time."

"Oh that's fine."

The two exchanged contact information, Xia Bing made an appointment to go to Shen Xing's house tonight, ended the conversation hastily and left.

On the way to Shen Xing's house, Xia Bing was puzzled all the time, Feng Tao's appearance was indeed a coincidence.But why did they call him to stop and said they want to meet again.Could it be that Feng Tao has been able to face himself so calmly?But in Xia Bing's heart, he still didn't let go of the past. Even seeing Feng Tao still made him uneasy.

"Xing Xing, guess who I just met?"

"Who?"

"Feng Tao."

Shen Xing's face became ugly in an instant, but Xia Bing didn't see that he was busy eating with his chest pressed against his back.

"Have you talked yet?"

"Well, I said a few words."

"What did you say?"

"Just say that I'm an intern now, but I left without saying anything." Xia Bing didn't mention Feng Tao's meeting. He didn't know why he didn't mention it. He only knew that he didn't want Shen Xing to know about it.

"When did he return to City A?"

"I don't know, I didn't ask."

"You should eat first, don't eat in such a hurry, and be careful of choking."

Shen Xing knows what kind of person Xia Bing is emotionally, and any of his exes are nothing to Shen Xing.Only this Feng Tao, who was not his predecessor, made Shen Xing particularly mindful.Although Xia Bing has never told anyone what his feelings for Feng Tao are like, Shen Xing has always known that Feng Tao is special to Xia Bing, otherwise he would not have given Feng Tao the first time. up.

Feng Tao was nothing to Shen Xing in the past, but now his feelings for Xia Bing are getting deeper and deeper, and he cares more and more. Feng Tao's existence is a terrible threat to him.Although six years have passed since what happened to them back then, Shen Xing is still worried, but judging from Xia Bing's attitude just now, it seems that there is no possibility of the two of them intersecting.

Xia Bing didn't know what Shen Xing was thinking. After all, in his heart, Shen Xing was a person who was fearless and everyone would revolve around him.

……

"Xia Bing, do you have time for a drink tonight?"

Xia Bing stared at the text message sent by Feng Tao, but he didn't expect that what he said "come out and sit down" was true, and he came to make an appointment so soon!Xia Bing thought for a while, then called Shen Xing, confirmed that the two of them would not meet today, and then texted Feng Tao back.

"What time? Where are you going?"

"Let me pick you up, we just have dinner together."

"Okay, I get off work at six."

"See you tonight."

"See you tonight."

Xia Bing is looking forward to seeing Feng Tao in his heart, but he will not take the initiative to ask him out.Since the other party made an invitation, there is really no need to refuse it.It's not that Xia Bing wants to do something with Feng Tao, but this person's invitation really makes Xia Bing unable to refuse.It's been so long since what happened back then, it would be a good thing if the two could become friends again.

Feng Tao received Xia Bing on time, and Xia Bing decided to find something to talk about after getting in the car, so he couldn't be embarrassed.

"Why did you all pass the driver's license test?"

"Isn't your first thought after you're full to get a driver's license?"

"I still don't have the idea..."

"Why? It's so convenient to drive by yourself. You can go wherever you want."

"Driving is too hard, I don't want to be tired of nothing."

"Hahaha, you are right."

Looking at Feng Tao's smile, Xia Bing lost his mind for a moment. When was the last time he saw him smiling at her?six years ago?

"What's wrong, Xia Bing?"

Xia Bing came back to his senses, "It's nothing."

"Shall we go eat grilled fish?"

"Okay, it goes well with beer."