Yep, it's that shit!

Xia Bing and Feng Tao ordered a lot of wine, both of them wanted to use alcohol to ease the awkward atmosphere, Xia Bing gradually began to feel a little bit up.

"Why did you say those things in the first place?"

"What words?"

"Just the time you scolded me with Zhao Ping."

"What did I scold you for?"

"do not you remember?"

"I remember it happening, but I can't remember what was said."

"I can't remember the details. Anyway, there are many ugly words, but what I remember most clearly is that you said I was not good."

Feng Tao's cheeks were a little red, Xia Bing didn't know if it was because of the alcohol.

"Because of rumors."

"Why do you trust others but not me?"

"When I was young, I believed what others said."

"Then do you now believe me when I said it was my first time?"

"I believe."

"I can still remember Zhao Ping's face and mouth that day. It was extremely ugly. I really don't know how you have such a friend." Xia Bing's disdain for Zhao Ping has not diminished at all over the years.

"Actually, I wanted to be with you well at first."

"It's a pity that you are going to provoke Gao Mo."

"Do you think we'd be together without him?"

"of course."

"Why so sure?"

"If you want to be with me as you said, I understand my own feelings. Without him, of course we will be together."

"At that time, I felt that I was young and it was time to play, and I didn't think about other people's feelings."

"Actually, it's good to meet you this time."

"How to say?"

"I've hated you for six years, maybe I'm holding a grudge too much."

"I'm sorry...then do you still hate me now?"

Xia Bing shook his head.

Indeed, hearing "I'm sorry" is much more pleasant than "I loved you" or "I wanted to be with you well back then". Only Xia Bing knew how sad I was back then.It took him only a minute to realize that his attachment to being a virgin came from Feng Tao's insult to him back then.Even the fact that he was with Wan Dong back then was largely due to him being a virgin.

Thinking about it carefully, I feel so stupid. I have been extreme and hated for so many years because of one sentence.Maybe the hatred for so many years is just to wait for a "sorry".

"I'm glad we met again." Feng Tao put his hand over Xia Bing's.

Xia Bing withdrew his hand calmly, "It would be great to resolve the misunderstandings of the past. One more friend is better than one more enemy."

"I never regarded you as an enemy."

"But I have." Xia Bing showed a bright smile.

"Sorry……"

Xia Bing waved his hand, "I told you, I don't hate you anymore. We can be friends again."

"When you came back from another school and joined our class, I thought you were doing well. I didn't expect you to hate me at that time."

"You look at me as if you look at someone who has nothing to do with you. I have to pretend to be aggressive, right?"

"Then you...do you have a boyfriend now?"

Xia Bing paused and nodded.

"Do I know?"

"It's Shen Xing."

Feng Tao frowned, "It's him again?"

"What do you mean it's him again?"

"At the beginning, I didn't want to look for you anymore because I knew you were with him."

"It seems that you went to find Gao Mo first?"

"Can you not mention him, just talk about us?"

Xia Bing felt that he was indeed able to hold grudges, and he still couldn't forget Gao Mo's problem, but he didn't actually do anything.

"Ok."

"I know you haven't been together for a long time, are you serious this time?"

Xia Bing didn't know how to answer this question.If someone asked him, he would definitely give an affirmative answer.But this person is Feng Tao, the person I spent six years trying to forget but still can't.Although I didn't think about what to do with him, I couldn't answer him "yes".

"I think I drank a little too much and want to go home and rest."

"Then I'll take you back, let's meet again another day."

"it is good."

Xia Bing was glad that he was alone at home today. After meeting Feng Tao and listening to what he said, he was really not in the mood to face Shen Xing.

Every word Feng Tao said would touch Xia Bing's heartstrings, he can still feel the feeling of heartbeat at the beginning, and when he closes his eyes, he can still clearly remember the appearance of him smiling at himself.

If it weren't for Shen Xing, Xia Bing might get along with Feng Tao to see if he could develop, but he can't do anything now.Although the feelings for Shen Xing are not the kind of exciting excitement, but no matter before or now, the two have been together for so long, such feelings are not something Xia Bing is willing to discard casually.

His mind was in a mess, Xia Bing decided it was better not to think about it, and let nature take its course.

……

"Bingbing, have a drink with me at night." Shen Xing's voice sounded particularly tired.

"Your place or my place?"

"Go to my place."

"Okay, I'm off work."

Recently, Shen Xing's condition is not very good. Xia Bing has noticed some, but didn't say anything, thinking that he is just under a lot of work pressure.Today is not a day off, Shen Xing proposed to drink, it seems that there is indeed something wrong.

Xia Bing didn't delay at all after get off work, and took a taxi to Shen Xing's house.

After Xia Bing entered the room, Shen Xing didn't say anything, but just handed him a bottle of wine.There were several empty wine bottles on the table, it seemed that Shen Xing had been drinking for a while.

"What's wrong? Something on your mind?"

"I don't want to be a cop anymore."

"why?"

"Actually, this was not something I wanted to do from the beginning, it was just a request from my family. I have always disliked many things in it, but I still try to endure it as much as possible. Recently, I feel that I can't bear it anymore , everyone's principles are different, this job is not suitable for me."

"Then can your parents agree?"

"They definitely don't want me to resign, but I really can't do it anymore."

Xia Bing didn't know the story behind it, and it was impossible for Shen Xing to tell him.He could only be an audience member on this matter and could not express any opinions. After all, Shen Xing's parents were also caught in the middle.

"What are your plans after resigning?"

"I don't know, let's talk about it."

"Have you made up your mind?"

"Ah."

"When are you going to resign?"

"Let's do it by the end of the month."

Although Xia Bing felt that it was unwise to resign from such a position, everyone had their own ideas, and he didn't want to influence Shen Xing.After resigning, there will be more opportunities for the two of them to meet, which is not bad when you think about it.

Xia Bing received another text message from Feng Tao that day, asking him to have a drink, saying that someone wanted to see him.

It seemed that there would not be two people alone at night, and Xia Bing was also a little curious about who that person was, so he didn't refuse.

"Xia Bing, this way."

Looking closer, it turned out that the mysterious figure was Jiang Yu.

"You bastard, you still play mysteriously with me!" Xia Bing and Jiang Yu warmly embraced each other.

"I want to give you a surprise! How about it? Is there a surprise?"

"Surprise is there, but joy is gone."

Jiang Yu sent him a kick, "You white-eyed wolf, it's a pity that I saw you as soon as I came back."

"Didn't you say that you will come back after the New Year? Why is it earlier?"

"There are no classes in school. My parents said don't waste time in school and come back early."

"Where's your girlfriend from college?"

"Let's divide up."

"Then I see you are not sad at all?"

"Does it make me feel sad if I hold your thigh with snot and tears?"

Feng Tao finally couldn't stay still anymore, "Have you two forgotten that I'm here too?"

"Hahaha, I can't stop when I see him." Jiang Yu put his arms around Feng Tao's shoulders.

Xia Bing knew that the two of them had known each other for many years, and that they were in the same class in the first year of high school and the third year of high school, but they didn't know that they had such a good relationship.

In fact, Xia Bing didn't know Jiang Yu's good intentions. In order to take care of his feelings, he hardly mentioned Feng Tao in front of Xia Bing.

This time Jiang Yu ran into Feng Tao as soon as he came back, and said that he would invite him to drink with Xia Bing the next day to surprise Xia Bing.Although Jiang Yu was very curious about the whole thing, he also wanted to surprise Xia Bing, so he didn't call him first.

While Feng Tao was out on the phone, Jiang Yu quickly grabbed Xia Bing and interrogated him.

"What's the matter with you two? You won't be together, right?"

Xia Bing's face darkened, "Your imagination is too rich, isn't it?"

"You don't know that when Feng Tao told me that he wanted to surprise you, I was taken aback. I thought it was impossible for the two of you to meet in this lifetime!"

"We two big living people live in the same city, how could we not meet?"

"If you really want to be friends with him, why did you wait so many years to be friends? Did you talk to him more than ten words in the same class in the third year of high school?"

"...we've all grown up."

"You have other plans, right? We're so familiar, it's okay, just confess!"

"Not really..."

"Then why did you two start contacting again?"

"Come across one day, and then connected."

"that's it?"

"that's it."

"I do not believe!"

Feng Tao walked back, "What are you two talking about so happily?"

"I'm talking about Xia Bing's love life."

Xia Bing stared at Jiang Yu relentlessly, already beating him bruised and swollen in his heart.

"Then take me to talk."

"He's joking, we're just chatting, what's there to talk about about my love life."

"I also want to know how your love life is going."

Jiang Yu winked at Xia Bing from the side, making Xia Bing very embarrassed.

Xia Bing's cell phone rang, "It's Shen Xing, I'll go out and answer the phone first."

Feng Tao's face instantly sank.

"Bingbing, where are you? I'm at your house."

"I'm drinking outside, why don't you go to my place without telling me in advance?"

"Did you forget that today is my last day at work?"

Xia Bing really forgot... "I'll be back in a while."

"Who are you drinking with?"

"And...Jiang Yu." Xia Bing couldn't tell the truth.

"He's back, no wonder you abandoned me to drink. Then you drink, come back early."

"it is good."

Xia Bing leaned against the wall, not knowing what he was doing.Meeting Feng Tao is not something shameful, why am I afraid to tell Shen Xing?Could it be that, as Jiang Yu said, he actually had other intentions?

Seeing that Xia Bing was restless after answering the phone, Jiang Yu asked, "Are you all right?"

"Oh, it's all right."