Yep, it's that shit!

On the way back to the inn, Xia Bing wanted to ask Chen Sheng a lot of questions, but the latter walked forward wholeheartedly, which made it difficult for Xia Bing to ask.

After arriving at the inn, Xia Bing and Chen Sheng went back to their rooms to tidy up.

Xia Bing knocked on Chen Sheng's door during dinner, "Have dinner together?"

"Okay, I'll leave when I get my coat."

After the two sat down, Xia Bing couldn't wait to ask: "Are you really Y?"

In fact, Xia Bing knew that Chen Sheng was Y, and he had seen that signature countless times, and he would not admit his mistake, but he couldn't believe that this person was actually in front of him!

Chen Sheng nodded, "Is there anything else you want to ask?"

Xia Bing actually had a lot to ask, but suddenly he didn't know where to start.

"Why are you called Y?"

"If you tell me, don't laugh at me, hahaha."

Xia Bing's face twitched a little, and he told himself not to laugh, but he laughed first.

"You say it."

"When I was about to graduate from high school, I was just as confused as you are now. I wanted to study art, but my family members disagreed, thinking that there would be no future in the future. I filled out the university volunteering quietly by myself. Afterwards, my parents and I had a long cold war. I also Since then, I started to get in touch with graffiti. When I wanted to give myself a stage name, I thought of 'why', because there were too many question marks in my life at that time. But I think it's a bit too silly to simply call 'why', So I took a homophonic 'Y'."

Xia Bing felt a little empathy, and felt admiration for the successful Chen Sheng now.If a person can pursue his dream without external resistance and achieve something, it is worthy of admiration.

"You have your own business now, should your parents be relieved?"

"Parents always feel that their choice for their children is the most correct. Although they are pleased with my current success, they always think that I can develop better. Back then they asked me to study finance, you can imagine my What would it be like to study finance?"

"Unbelievable."

"I can't even imagine it. But I'm lucky to break into a small world."

"Indeed, many art students have changed careers in the end."

"So I cherish talents like you."

"I also want to relax and plan for my future when I come here this time."

"Don't worry, I can wait for you to think about it."

Xia Bing suddenly blushed and said, "Can you sign it for me?"

"Of course! But we are so familiar, do we still need to sign?"

"That's different, I'm going to save 'Y''s signature."

"Hahaha, okay. But you can't let others know who I am."

"Do not worry."

Xia Bing returned to the room after the meal and found that he had left his mobile phone in the room. The mobile phone displayed several missed calls from Shen Xing. When he was about to call back, the other party called.

"Why haven't you answered my calls?" Shen Xing's tone was not very good.

"I forgot to bring my phone when I went out."

"What have you been doing?"

Xia Bing didn't like the feeling of being questioned, so he said impatiently: "Of course it's time to go out for dinner, otherwise, what else can we do?"

"How do I know what you're doing out there? I can't see it. Is it just you?"

"No, with friends."

"What friend?"

"It's just a friend, what a friend."

"How long have you been there, what friends can you have?"

"It's possible to make friends even if I only stay for a day."

"What kind of friend is that?" I don't know if Shen Xing stayed at home for a long time, and even his personality has changed. He never questioned Xia Bing like this before.

Xia Bing didn't want to continue such meaningless conversations, "I'm tired, I'm going to sleep."

"Going to bed so early? You don't have other arrangements to send me off on purpose, do you?"

Xia Bing felt that Shen Xing was making trouble out of no reason, so he hung up the phone directly.Shen Xing called again, but fortunately Xia Bing turned off his phone.He didn't know much about Shen Xing's thinking, and he didn't want to understand.He needed to find a direction in life for himself. If Shen Xing continued to do nothing like this, the two of them might soon come to an end.

In the following days, Xia Bing spends time with Chen Sheng every day. The two talk about their ideals and life, sketch together and graffiti together, so happy.

Xia Bing has never experienced such a life before. A mature and handsome man has the same hobbies as himself. Not only can he do many things together, but he can also give himself many suggestions.

Xia Bing enjoyed such a life, and began to wonder whether it was a mistake to be with a man younger than herself.It's good to be with someone who is similar in every way. You don't need to explain everything clearly. A tacit understanding can solve everything.

Chen Sheng is a very good person, it is normal for Xia Bing to have a good impression of him.Especially after learning that he is the 'Y' she admired, Xia Bing couldn't control the excitement in her heart, and wanted to know him better and get closer to him.

It would be a lie to say that Xia Bing had no unreasonable thoughts, but he would not rashly tarnish the special feeling between him and Chen Sheng, who was his idol anyway.Thinking about it, Xia Bing still had scruples about Shen Xing in his heart, but his boredom towards him continued to increase.

After the last unpleasant conversation between the two, Xia Bing has not turned on the phone.Xia Bing is a selfish person. When he is unhappy, he always cuts off all contact, no matter whether the other party is family, friend or lover.Xia Bing didn't think too much about the issue between him and Shen Xing, but simply ignored it.

Chen Sheng's vacation is coming to an end, and the night before his departure, he asked Xia Bing to drink in his room.The two drank a lot of wine, and the parting made both of them feel a little depressed.

"I'm leaving tomorrow, but if you have any questions, you can contact me at any time, by phone or email. You should think about your work carefully, and I'll wait for your reply."

"Well. Do you save all your graffiti works on your computer? I think the pictures on the Internet must be incomplete."

"You really know me. There are indeed many works that I have not put on the Internet."

"Then can you show me?"

"You can, but I'm afraid you won't like it."

"why?"

"You know that we art people often create just to talk and express our emotions. I have had a lot of disappointments, and my works are very dark. The reason why I didn't upload those works is that I don't want others to read my works. And depression, after all, art can infect people.”

"As long as it is your work, I will definitely like it. Although your works have matured a lot in recent years, I like your early works the most. Maybe it's because I am now at your stage at that time, so I can empathize with you more some."

"Come and sit." Chen Sheng patted the seat beside him, "I'll find it for you to see."

Xia Bing hugged the computer and admired each picture, the expression on his face also changed slightly, as if he was reading a novel.He can feel Chen Sheng's state of creation from the works. As Chen Sheng said, some works are very depressing.

Chen Sheng stared at Xia Bing, "I was wrong last time."

"Huh?" Xia Bing turned to look at Chen Sheng, meeting his fiery gaze.

"You are not only charming when you are serious about creating, your every move, every frown and smile are so charming." After speaking, Chen Sheng hooked Xia Bing's chin and kissed his lips.

Xia Bing didn't move or resist, and Chen Sheng just covered his lips without deepening the kiss.

"What does this mean?" Xia Bing asked as his lips parted.

"I like the feeling of being with you. I like everything about you. I think you need a mature man who can take care of you and give you warmth. And I am a man who can give you everything."

"I have a boyfriend."

"Don't you have feelings for me?"

"Yes." Xia Bing said truthfully.

"You've been with me for the past two weeks. I haven't seen any connection between you and your boyfriend. Are you sure your feelings for him are love?"

"We've had... some conflicts recently."

"You long for a man like me, don't you?"

Xia Bing didn't speak, his thoughts were a little confused.Alcohol was haunting his brain, and the man in front of him was mature and stable, and he hit it off with him.He really longed for him, but what about Shen Xing?

Chen Sheng didn't give him time to continue thinking, he took away the computer with one hand, and put his arm around Xia Bing and kissed him with the other.Unlike the kiss just now, Chen Sheng seemed very excited, and Xia Bing cooperated with him passively.

……

When Xia Bing woke up the next day, Chen Sheng had already left. The hangover gave him a headache, and what made him even more headache was that he knew that he had betrayed Shen Xing.

There was a note left by Chen Sheng beside the bed, "I will wait for you to give me an answer."

Xia Bing covered his head with the quilt, he couldn't think, and decided to continue to sleep.

After waking up, she still had to face the reality. Chen Sheng left, and Xia Bing felt empty.He thought about the question Chen Sheng asked him yesterday, is his feeling for Shen Xing really love?

He did like Chen Sheng, but who wouldn't like a gifted scholar?The matter has already happened, how Shen Xing should deal with it is the first problem to be solved at the moment.

Xia Bing took out his mobile phone and finally turned it on.Shen Xing called as soon as the signal was connected.

"Bingbing, you finally turned on the phone! I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have spoken to you in that tone that day. I love you, and I believe in you. No matter what friends you have, I believe in your feelings for me. Can you forgive me?"

Hearing Shen Xing's trust in him, Xia Bing only felt pain in his heart as if being cut by a knife.

"Bingbing, why don't you speak? Are you refusing to forgive me?"

"No."

"Then you just forgive me?"

"Um……"

The other end of the phone jumped up instantly, "I have some good news for you."

"Really? What's the matter?" Xia Bing didn't pay attention to what Shen Xing was saying at all, but kept playing the scene from last night in his mind.

"I have a new job! After resting for so long, I also feel that it's time to work. My mother arranged for me to work as a traffic policeman in City L. I know that City L is relatively remote, but I will be able to transfer back to City A in a few years."

"When will you start working?"

"Next Monday. I'm going to pack my luggage, so I won't tell you. I love you."

I love you too?Xia Bing really can't speak now. "Okay, good luck."

Xia Bing lay on the bed, feeling powerless like never before.Maybe I have broken countless people's hearts before, but this is the first time that I cheated.He himself didn't know what he was thinking the night before, he just followed his current feeling.

Xia Bing called Zhang Di out during dinner.

"Brother, I did a very bad thing."

Seeing Xia Bing's decadent look, Zhang Di was a little worried, "What's wrong, Bingbing?"

"I betrayed Shen Xing."

Zhang Di frowned, "And that bearded man?"

"how do you know?"

"You hang out with him every day, how could I not know. I was worried that something would happen, but I didn't expect something to happen. "

"what should I do?"

"You should know my attitude towards cheating, right?"

Xia Bing nodded.Zhang Di's external conditions are good, and his family situation is also good, but he is too honest and not romantic enough. He broke up with his previous two girlfriends because of each other's cheating.

"Although you have always been bothersome, you have never done such a thing, and I have never said anything about you. What is the most important thing in a person? Integrity. Once the trust in a relationship is broken, many things are difficult to restore. "

"Then we can only break up?"

"If you still want to save this relationship, you can fight for it, but it's hard to say what Shen Xing's attitude will be."

Xia Bing lowered his head and did not speak.

"Do you still love him?"

Xia Bing didn't know how to answer. This question had troubled him for a long time, and he wanted to find out.

"I am not sure as well."

"Don't you know what kind of feelings you have for him?"

"I always feel that it is between love and not love. The only thing I can be sure of is that I have feelings for him."

Zhang Di sighed, "Bingbing, you are not young anymore. No matter you like men or women, if you are not serious, don't waste other people's time."

"I meant to be serious, but our relationship has been strained since he resigned."

"Whether you decide to stay or not in the end, you must tell Shen Xing the truth. He has the right to know the truth of the matter, understand?"

Xia Bing nodded.