Yep, it's that shit!

After returning to the room, Xia Bing lay on the bed and kept thinking about the whole thing. He didn't know how he got himself into such a situation.It is an indisputable fact that there is a rift in the relationship with Shen Xing. No matter how Shen Xing feels, his favor for him is indeed decreasing.

Obviously wanting to have a good relationship, how could it become like this?Don't you really know how to fall in love?

Xia Bing knew that sooner or later she would confess to Shen Xing, but she didn't know how to speak.No matter what the beginning of such a thing is, the result is the same.He didn't want to give up on Shen Xing, he didn't want to give up the relationship he had already paid for, but would Shen Xing have the same idea?

Shen Xing is about to start a new job, can he bear such a blow at this time?Xia Bing wanted to escape, but he couldn't escape his conscience.

After struggling for a long time, Xia Bing finally took out his mobile phone and dialed Shen Xing's number.

"Bingbing, why are you still up so late?"

"Did I disturb your rest?"

"No, I was very happy when you called me. Didn't you just call during the day? Why are you calling again now, do you miss me too much?" Shen Xing is in a good state, and he is in a different mood when he has a new job .

Xia Bing couldn't bear to spoil Shen Xing's good mood, but he knew that the longer this kind of thing dragged on, the worse it would be.

"I have something to tell you."

Shen Xing had a bad feeling, "Say it."

"I..." Xia Bing didn't know how to speak, how could he minimize the damage?

"Just tell me, it's okay."

"I did something I'm sorry for you."

"What kind of thing?"

"I slept with someone else."

There was silence on the other end of the phone, and Xia Bing didn't know what to say.

After a while, there was a voice from the other end of the phone, "Are you trying to get revenge on my original cruelty?"

"I do not have……"

"I know you always remember the things that happened back then, you always want to take revenge on me, don't you!? Give me a fatal blow after I fall in love with you deeply, you are so successful!"

This is the first time the two talked about the events of the year since they contacted again. It would be a lie to say that Xia Bing did not remember the events of the year, but he never thought of revenge on Shen Xing.

Shen Xing began to cry bitterly, "How could you treat me like this? Did I treat you badly? Back then I was ignorant and treated you badly, I admit it was my fault. But I have changed now, I want to be with you wholeheartedly, how could you do this!"

Listening to Shen Xing's words, Xia Bing also shed tears, "I'm sorry..."

Shen Xing repeated incoherently on the other end of the phone, "How could you treat me like this, how could you treat me like this..."

"I didn't mean to hurt you, and I don't know what I was thinking. Can you forgive me?"

"How many times has it happened?"

"once."

Shen Xing was silent for a while and replied: "I'm sorry, I can't do it, take care of yourself." After speaking, he hung up the phone.

Xia Bing lay numb on the bed, he was not surprised by this result.The person who is wrong is myself, but my heart still hurts.

……

Xia Bing let himself go back to his usual life and kept himself as busy as possible.

Humans are strange animals, and they are all vile.When we were together back then, even though we were separated by such a long distance, Xia Bing never missed Shen Xing strongly.Now that the two have broken up, they can't help but think of each other.

Shen Xing has gone to L City to start his new life, Xia Bing doesn't want to disturb him, but also wants to know if he is doing well.Tried to contact Shen Xing several times, but the other party's attitude was cold.But Xia Bing is still grateful, at least Shen Xing did not cut off all contact with Xia Bing as decisively as he did back then.

Xia Bing asked for reconciliation several times, but Shen Xing refused.He told himself that the relationship was over and that he should move on.

Xia Bing went to a bar this Friday, wanting to change his mood.There were many people in the bar and the noise was noisy, which made Xia Bing feel better.He looked at the room full of people, and finally sat in front of the bar.

"What would you like to drink?" the bartender asked.

"What are you best at?"

"There's nothing I'm not good at." The bartender smiled confidently.

"Then you can do it."

After a while, the bartender handed over an orange cocktail, "Although it's not summer, I hope this glass of 'Summer Sunshine' can make you feel better."

"Do I look unhappy?"

The bartender nodded, "Want to chat?"

"I'm dumped."

"Dumped by a cheating boyfriend?"

Xia Bing put down his wine glass and looked at the avant-garde man in front of him, wondering how he could see through his own sexuality, the man winked at him.

"I'm the one who betrayed his heart."

The bartender smiled, "I'm not too surprised."

"Do I look like a heartbreaker?"

"Based on your conditions, it's easy to find a partner. Generally, people like you have the physique of a scumbag, but I have experienced it. It's only when I see you so frustrated that I think the other party is the bad guy."

Xia Bing drank the whole glass of wine and said with a smile: "I'm really a bad person."

"Continued Cup?"

"it is good."

Xia Bing came down one night and drank a lot of wine. At two o'clock in the morning, there was almost no one in the bar, but Xia Bing was still sitting in front of the bar.

The bartender passed by Xia Bing when he got off work, "Let's go?"

"Walk."

The two went to a hotel to open a room with a tacit understanding.

"Are you going to take a shower first or me?"

"I'll go first." Xia Bing said and went straight to the bathroom.

After a while, Xia Bing came out wearing a towel, "You go."

Xia Bing lay on the bed, feeling dizzy, he really drank too much.Countless pictures flashed through my mind, all about Shen Xing.He kept telling himself that it was impossible for him and Shen Xing, there was still someone waiting for him in the bathroom.

The bartender came out of the shower and saw Xia Bing who was staggering in his clothes. He leaned against the door, "Can't you forget him?"

"Can not forget."

"Then go find him."

"I will."

The bartender stepped forward and grabbed Xia Bing, "Just rest here, you drank too much, I'll go back first."

Xia Bing looked at him with gratitude in his eyes.

The bartender helped Xia Bing back to the bed, and kissed him on the forehead, "If he doesn't want you, you know where to find me."

After the door closed, everything returned to calm, but Xia Bing's heart could not be calm.He couldn't forget Shen Xing, although he was still not sure if his feelings for Shen Xing were love, but he knew that he needed to meet him.

The next day Xia Bing returned to the inn with a heavy body, and as soon as he entered the gate, he met Zhang Di who was about to go out.

"Where did you fool around last night?" Although Zhang Di's tone was very serious, he knew that Xia Bing was sad and didn't want him to get drunk.

"I was going to fool around, but I didn't think about it."

Zhang Di took Xia Bing back to his room, let him lie on the bed to rest, and brought him some breakfast.

"Talk to me."

"I'm going back to find Shen Xing."

"What's his attitude?"

"Rejected me several times."

"Then are you sure you still want to look for him? I understand his feelings very well. I still remember that Zhang Jing looked for me several times, but I ignored her. If I were you, I probably wouldn't bother him again."

"But I can't let him go."

"So you love him?"

"I don't know...I don't know..." Xia Bing held his head, feeling a headache.

"I won't stop you if you want to go back, but if you don't love him, it's better not to provoke him again."

Xia Bing didn't speak, just kept covering her head.Zhang Di shook his head and sighed, and left the room.

What Zhang Di said was reasonable, but Xia Bing couldn't restrain the idea of ​​going back, so he decided to go back first.

After making up her mind, Xia Bing quickly bought the ticket, and when she was packing her luggage, she saw the note left by Chen Sheng.He hesitated, and finally put the note in his wallet.

The house that Xia Bing rented in City A before has been returned, and after returning to City A, he can only live with his parents.Xia Bing's parents were very excited. The baby son finally came back and lived at home.Although they knew it would be short-lived, they still cherished the time they had with their son.

Xia Bing had been thinking about what Zhang Di said, and was not in a hurry to find Shen Xing.Although it takes four hours one way from City L to City A, Xia Bing feels much more at ease in the same province, at least he can leave whenever he wants to find him.

Xia Bing was wandering aimlessly in the street that day, and unexpectedly ran into Feng Tao.Too many things happened during this period, Xia Bing didn't think about this person at all.

"Xia Bing, you are finally back!" Feng Tao was very excited to see Xia Bing.

"Yeah, it's time to come back."

"Shall we have dinner together?"

Think about it, I really don't have any arrangements, and it's not bad to have dinner with one person.

"it is good."

The two came to a restaurant that Xia Bing liked very much before, and Feng Tao ordered a lot of his favorite dishes.

"Going out for so long, I must miss the food in my hometown."

"Yeah, it's nostalgic."

"Eat quickly, it's all you like to eat."

"I didn't even know you knew what I like to eat."

"I always knew."

Xia Bing did not speak, and ate silently.

"Why did you leave without saying hello?"

"I just suddenly wanted to go out for a walk."

"You're just too capricious! How about City J? Is it fun?"

"I quite like it there."

"Then why did you come back suddenly? Tired?"

"homesick."

"Well, it's good to be back. You don't know, when you left suddenly, I panicked."

Xia Bing smiled and said, "It's not like I won't come back."

"It's really hard to say!"

"How are you recently?"

"Well, as always, the work is getting better and better."

"That's a good thing. You see, I'm still idle. I don't know what to do."

"Then you come to our company, I can tell my dad."

"No, it's not difficult to find a job, the hard part is not knowing what you want."

"Isn't it enough to go out for half a year?"

"Enough is enough."

"Then let me know when you want to work."

Xia Bing smiled and said nothing.

After the meal, the two walked on the street, and they walked to the door of Feng Tao's house without knowing it.

"Let's go up together."

"it is good."

Xia Bing is quite speechless to himself, once he meets Feng Tao, he doesn't know how to refuse.