Yep, it's that shit!

Feng Tao's house is very clean, and it can be seen that he lives here alone.Feng Tao brought some wine, and the two drank silently, each with their own thoughts.

Comparing his feelings for Feng Tao and Shen Xing, Xia Bing has always firmly believed that his feelings for Feng Tao are love; the lack of such passion for Shen Xing made him unable to judge.

Feng Tao stayed Xia Bing overnight, and Xia Bing agreed.The two were lying on the bed with only their underwear on, but Xia Bing was very calm in his heart.Counting this as the third time the two shared the same bed, Xia Bing was a little surprised, after so many years he still remembered it so clearly.

"Xia Bing, in fact, I haven't forgotten you all these years, and I regret what I did back then."

"It's been so long, and I also said that I don't hate you anymore."

"At the beginning, I really wanted to be with you."

"I know, you told me."

"Are you still with Shen Xing?"

Xia Bing is thinking about this answer. If the answer is negative, the other party will definitely ask to be together.So do you want to be with Feng Tao?

Seeing that Xia Bing didn't answer, Feng Tao continued: "Give me a chance, I won't do anything to make you sad again."

Xia Bing looked at Feng Tao, this man who had been in his heart for many years, but at the moment he only thought of Shen Xing in his heart.

"We had some conflicts recently, and I came back just to reconcile with him."

"Do you really think he is suitable for you? The person you fell in love with first was obviously me."

"A lot of things, if you miss it, you miss it, go to sleep."

Xia Bing turned his back to Feng Tao.

He finally figured it out.Maybe Feng Tao will have a place in his heart for the rest of his life, maybe his first love will never be forgotten, but as he said, if you miss it, you miss it.For so many years of attachment to Feng Tao, is it obsessed with love or obsessed with hatred, or is it neither, just obsessed with that little man's self-esteem?

No matter what he is obsessed with, Xia Bing does not regret having Feng Tao in his life, at least the first love back then was wonderful.

The relationship with Shen Xing was different from the very beginning. The two of them changed from good friends to lovers without even a little transition, which led to a quarrel for several years.Of course, all of this has something to do with their personalities. Who hasn't been young and impulsive?

From the moment Xia Bing wanted to reconcile with Shen Xing after contacting again, his feelings for Shen Xing were love.It's just because of the shadow of the past, Xia Bing's self-protection consciousness is too strong, and subconsciously he always tells himself not to fall into it.If feelings could be controlled artificially, there wouldn't be so many frustrated people.

Except for the two breakups, there were almost no ups and downs in the relationship between the two, and the beginning of the relationship did not feel like the beginning of love. It is no wonder that Xia Bing has been suspicious.After all, Feng Tao was the only person Xia Bing was attracted to before. No matter whether it is good or bad, compared with that relationship, the relationship between Xia Bing and Shen Xing seems too ordinary.

The cohabitation life of the two also terrifies Xia Bing. Xia Bing has never been too close to anyone since she was a child, and she has never been together day and night between lovers.

All of this is very clear at this moment.Xia Bing knew clearly that he wanted Shen Xing not because of anything else, but because he loved him.

Xia Bing sent Chen Sheng a text message after returning home the next day.

"I still decided to stay in City A and stay with my lover. It's a pleasure to meet you."

Chen Sheng is a decisive person. It is true that he likes Xia Bing, but he will not try to force Xia Bing to change his mind.

"If you need anything, you can always find me, we are still friends."

Xia Bing was thinking about how to win Shen Xing's heart back.He looked at the graffiti that Shen Xing gave him in the room, and remembered the scene at that time, and felt warm in his heart.He told himself again with certainty that this is love, and he will fight for it again.

Since Shen Xing gave himself a painting as a Valentine's Day gift, then he should give him the painting too.

There are still two months until Valentine's Day, Xia Bing decided to draw a picture book of what he and Shen Xing have experienced in the past seven years, and it should be completed in two months.

Xia Bing stays in the room to paint every day, and even during Chinese New Year, he only goes back to his room after having a New Year's Eve dinner.His parents didn't bother him. Although they didn't know what he was painting, they were still afraid of disturbing his train of thought.

After drawing page by page, Xia Bing didn't expect that he clearly remembered everything that happened when he was with Shen Xing.

On the day after the painting was finished, Xia Bing read through it carefully to see if he had missed anything.When I see happy episodes, I will laugh, and when I see sad episodes, I will be sad. It seems that I have lived these seven years again.

Xia Bing found the letter that Shen Xing wrote to him back then, and took out the note that said "Xia Bing, I love you" in the envelope.I wrote "Shen Xing, I love you too" on it, and pasted it on the last page of the album.

Xia Bing didn't know whether Shen Xing would forgive him, he was afraid, afraid that he would ruin his love with his own hands.But he can no longer be afraid to run away, even if his body is covered with bruises, he has to work hard this time.

On Valentine's Day, Xia Bing packed up her things and went to the station to buy a ticket to L city.

Looking at the fast-running scenery outside the window along the way, I felt uneasy and excited.He told himself that he must be strong, even if Shen Xing rejected him.In fact, Xia Bing didn't expect much, after all, Shen Xing had rejected him several times before.

After four hours of ups and downs, the bus finally arrived in L City.Xia Bing has never been to City L, but it is not a big place, and there is only one traffic bureau, so you can always find it by taking a taxi.

After a while, Xia Bing arrived at the traffic bureau smoothly, and he felt his heart was about to jump into his throat.

Xia Bing took out her mobile phone and dialed Shen Xing's number.

"Xingxing, are you busy?"

"Okay, what's the matter?"

"Long time no contact, how are you?"

"Still the same, how about you?"

"I'm fine too."

Xia Bing covered the microphone of the mobile phone and said to the security guard in the duty room: "Hi, I'm looking for Shen Xing. I'm his friend. Could you please call him out for me?"

The security guard sized Xia Bing up, "Wait a minute."

"Why did you suddenly think of calling?"

"I miss you, do you miss me?"

At this time Xia Bing heard someone shouting in the background, "Shen Xing, someone is looking for you outside."

Shen Xing walked towards the door and said, "I'm sorry, someone is looking for me, so I won't talk to you for now, let's talk when I have time."

Xia Bing stared at the gate closely, Shen Xing walked to the gate just as he hung up the phone, and saw Xia Bing who was not far away froze in place.Seeing that Shen Xing hadn't moved, Xia Bing felt a little embarrassed, so he took the initiative to step forward.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Shen Xing didn't reply, but just pulled Xia Bing to a distance, and stopped when he felt it was far enough away.

"How did you come?"

Xia Bing could see that her arrival did not surprise Shen Xing.No, only surprise, no joy.

"I just said, I miss you."

"Then you shouldn't even come here without saying hello, this is where I work."

Xia Bing felt aggrieved, "I just came to see you, and I didn't do anything out of the ordinary."

Shen Xing also realized that his attitude was a bit tough, and his tone softened.

"What the hell are you looking for from me?"

"Are you with anyone else now?"

Shen Xing shook his head.

Xia Bing beamed with joy, "Then is there still a possibility for us?"

Shen Xing shook his head again.

Xia Bing's smile froze immediately, and sure enough, he still couldn't forgive himself.

"I have never been sure whether my feelings for you are love. Even though I have said 'I love you' to you so many times, my heart is always doubting. You are right. I have hated you for so many years What you did, but I didn't think about revenge on you. But the memory of that year did leave a shadow on me, making me unconsciously avoid facing my feelings for you, and I was afraid of encountering what happened back then. "

Shen Xing's expression didn't change much, he just listened quietly, Xia Bing could only continue talking on his own.

"I finally figured it out now, and I regret doing that kind of thing to hurt your heart. I dare not ask you to completely forgive me right now. I just want you to give me, give us another chance, let I'll prove it to you. I love you, and this is my voice from the bottom of my heart."

Xia Bing stared at Shen Xing, trying to understand something from his expressionless face.

But Shen Xing just lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry."

Xia Bing took a deep breath, and he told himself to be strong and not to cry.The person who made the mistake was my own fault, but I always hope to be forgiven when I come all the way to admit my mistakes.Since you can't get it back, let it go.

Xia Bing took out the album from his backpack and handed it to Shen Xing.

"Thank you for all the memories you gave me and Happy Valentine's Day."

Shen Xing held the album and looked at the back of Xia Bing leaving.

Xia Bing felt so cold, no matter how cold the biting wind was, it was not as cold as it is at the moment.Not knowing the way or where to go, Xia Bing just walked forward aimlessly.

After walking for a long time, Xia Bing suddenly felt that someone pulled his arm, and turned around to see Shen Xing who was out of breath.

"What's the matter, Star?"

Shen Xing adjusted his breath and said: "Using what you said two years ago, let's give each other another chance."

Xia Bing looked at Shen Xing with red eyes, and said with a trembling voice, "What do you mean?"

"Reason tells me that there will be a second time for cheating, so I will reject you again and again, but I can't control who I want in my heart. We have hurt each other, two years You were able to say to me before, 'Let's give each other another chance', and I think I can do the same now. I really like your gift, let me see the bits and pieces of us over the years, really It makes me very sad. Although these few months have been sad, my love for you has not diminished in the slightest. I just want to ask you, do you really love me?"

"I love you, I don't want to show my sincerity by talking too much, I want to prove it to you with practical actions."

Shen Xing hugged Xia Bing, choked up and said, "I love you too, I love you so much, don't make me sad anymore."

Xia Bing finally couldn't help crying, "Never again, I swear."

"I didn't expect you still kept the letter I wrote to you back then."

"That letter was what supported my dreadful boarding life, and it was the only way I could feel your affection for me."

"Although so many years have passed, I still want to apologize to you for what happened back then. I don't know how I was willing to make you sad. Thank you for giving me another chance two years ago."

Xia Bing was sobbing at this moment, "Having you...is my greatest happiness."

Shen Xing wiped away tears for himself and Xia Bing, "Let's go, I'll take you to meet my colleagues."

"How would you introduce me?"

"Wife."

Xia Bing followed behind Shen Xing with a smile, although he knew that Shen Xing could not tell others about the relationship between the two, and he also knew that the relationship between the two could not return to the past immediately.But their love belongs only to themselves, as long as they love each other and treat each other sincerely, they can go on together.

-Finish-

The author has something to say:

It's finally over. In fact, this article was written very hard. Originally, I planned to write the original story. After writing some, I found that there are so few materials!But the hole has already been opened. In order not to abandon the hole, I tried my best to brainstorm, and I was a little confused when I had to substitute the original shape.

The two articles were written for three consecutive months, but almost no one cares about them.However, I managed to keep up the pits every day, and I can give myself a little applause.I want to write all kinds of articles. Maybe my writing style and imagination are too far behind to attract readers. It is really heartbreaking to have no comments so far.I need to take a break and think about my life. Thank you to everyone who has passed by, and we will see you in the future!