wild love theory

134.

At first, Yang Ou didn't notice anything wrong, because he was too focused on filming, and he was tired after the scene, so he just fell into bed and went to sleep, so the decrease in interaction with Xing Wanghai is understandable.Their dialog box is on top, but the time is still several days ago.On the last day of the end of the year, Yang Ou finally remembered to get in touch. He excitedly edited and sent out the words he missed, but he waited until the countdown to the New Year's Eve, and still did not wait for Xing Wanghai's reply.Surrounded by the high-spirited happy New Year's Day sounds, he felt a little uneasy, and dialed with his mobile phone. After a long beep, he went directly to the busy signal.

It was only later that he realized what had happened.

He thought for a while, then called Xu Huansen instead.

It took Xu Huansen a long time to answer the phone, and Yang Ou cut to the chase, asking him to help contact Xing Wanghai.

Xu Huansen suddenly fell silent on the opposite side.

This silence made Yang Ou tremble, and his sixth sense told him that the other party might know something hidden.

"Is there something you are hiding from me? About Xing Wanghai, right?" Yang Ou couldn't help asking.

After the short silence ended, Xu Huansen coughed dryly, and then said: "Yang Ou, you promise me first, if I tell you, don't get excited, okay?"

Yang Ou was a little impatient, "Yes, you can tell."

There was an inhalation sound from the opposite side, and then a soft exhalation sound, as if he was making some major decision, so he needed to adjust his breathing.

"Xing Wanghai had an accident and is hospitalized. He is currently in good condition and recovering. Only family members can visit him."

"What? What did you say..." Yang Ou was stunned, "What's wrong with him?"

It was really impossible to connect the words "Xing Wanghai", "accident", and "hospitalization" together, but these words pulled each other and formed a string, which made his heart beat wildly.

Holding his mobile phone, he walked to a quiet corner, and heard Xu Huansen say in a deep voice, something happened to him, Yang Ou.

Someone walked nearby with a smile, he turned his back, Xu Huansen continued, comforting: "But the most dangerous situation is over, don't worry..."

He interrupted him, with grievances and slight trembling, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"I don't want to say, the situation is a bit complicated," Xu Huansen paused, "Do you want to see him, I advise you to give up this idea as soon as possible."

"why?"

"His mother has returned to China and has been by his side... Do you know who the mother is? Director of Peppermint Chromatography... Ye Mi! She is furious now and does not allow anyone to approach him at all, Even Qi Qing and his father are not allowed to visit him. If you think about it, it would be even more fantastic. Think about it, what capacity do you use to face his family? In addition, Xing Wanghai has actually woken up now, so he can Contact the outside world, but he hasn't contacted you...Maybe..."

His heart tightened, "Maybe what?"

The sound of fireworks came from outside, from far to near, one after another fireworks bloomed in the sky, illuminating the night sky and attracting people's amazement.The glass windows reflect brilliant light, and Yang Ou hides behind these blooming beauties.

Xu Huansen sighed, "Lao Yang, are you really stupid or are you just pretending to be confused? How come you can't understand when you encounter emotional matters, are you completely obsessed? Since Xing Wanghai can contact you to explain the ins and outs to you, But there is no news on purpose, and you are kept in the dark. You think about it, what does this mean? Do you have to tell me? There is a big difference between being able to do it but not doing it, and being unable to do it and being forced to give up. "

He didn't say a word, his chest was already sore.

"Old Yang," Xu Huansen said earnestly, "I don't want to hurt you, I also hope you are well, I hope you can be with someone and see you happy, but many things are destined, not yours, then It will never be yours. He is from there, and you are from this side. There is a natural barrier between you, and you cannot cross it."

He looked out the window and caught only a glimpse of the fireworks.My lonely reflection was overwhelmed by clusters of laughter.

"I see, Moriko. Thank you anyway."

He hung up the phone, suppressed the disappointment in his heart, and found Su Minmin from the excited crowd.

"Help me determine which day I have no scenes, or which day I have fewer scenes. It is best to finish filming in the morning. As soon as possible, the sooner the better."

Su Minmin was taken aback, "Boss, do you have any special arrangements?"

Yang Ou didn't want to explain too much, "You can make sure according to what I said, and then help me book an air ticket or high-speed rail ticket, I want to go back to Yancheng."

Yang Ou looked around and added in a low voice: "Be smart, don't let other people know...especially Yi Dao and Xu Xu."

Although Su Minmin was puzzled, she nodded vigilantly.

135.

When Xu Huansen returned to the room, Qi Qing could smell the smell of smoke on his body, as well as a faint chill.

"Who did you talk to secretly on the phone just now? You even ran to the terrace specially."

Xu Huansen was still holding the lighter in his hand, it was very cold, even colder than his knuckles blown by the wind.He didn't answer the question, just said: "Happy New Year's Day."

"Happy New Year's Day." Qi Qing muttered.

"What's your wish for the new year?" Xu Huansen sat down next to him and threw the lighter on the coffee table.

Qi Qing's gaze followed the parabola of the lighter, and he kept his eyes on, "I didn't think about it, the wish I wanted to realize...has actually come true."

Xu Huansen was silent for a while, got closer to Qi Qing, and asked him softly, "Is there me in that wish?"

Qi Qing was startled, turned her head a little stiffly, and met Xu Huansen's gaze, her heart beating violently.

"Have."

There has always been and only you.

Xu Huansen smiled and said, "That's great."

Qi Qing was agitated by this smile.He stared at Xu Huansen, thinking to himself, how could there be such a pair of eyes, how could there be such a pair of lips, how could there be such a person, whom he liked so much, beyond imagination.

He wanted to rely on him almost reflexively.As if in agreement, Xu Huansen stretched his shoulders and caught his leaning.Xu Huansen's palm caressed the side of his face, with a familiar and bewitching temperature.

"Now I have a new wish." Qi Qing muffled.

"What is it?"

"I hope we can go on like this forever, forever."

Xu Huansen took a deep breath.The room is very quiet, only the two of them, any movement and noise will be amplified and become so clear that they can hear each other's heartbeat gradually accelerating.

Xu Huansen laughed lightly again, and said in a low voice, "As you wish."

136.

The day after the successful operation, Xing Wanghai woke up.

Lying in the hospital bed, he opened his eyes, and the first person he saw was Ye Ling.Ye Ling ran out and called Ye Mi in surprise.

With tears in his eyes, Ye Mi stood at the head of Xing Wanghai's bed, asking him if it hurts, and if he feels uncomfortable.

Xing Wanghai's eyes were a little sluggish, and after a long time of deliberation, he opened his mouth weakly and asked, "Where is Qi Qing, is he okay?"

Ye Mi was startled, not knowing how to respond.Ye Ling replied immediately, you concentrate on recovering from your injury, he is fine, better than you.

Xing Wanghai then closed his eyes in peace and fell asleep again.

The second time I woke up, it was because of severe pain.The burning pain came from the back and penetrated deep into the bone marrow, as if swallowing molten lava, dissolving the muscles and internal organs.

He couldn't get over it, so he had to ring the electric bell beside the bed.

The nurse rushed over and saw that his eyes were broken and his head was sweating profusely, so he kept repeating: "Give me a painkiller injection, hurry up."

The nurse frowned, "You can only get one shot a day, and you've already had it today."

"Please." Xing Wanghai was like a wrapped cocoon, unable to move, he could only rely on his mouth to ask for help, "Give me another injection, I am too uncomfortable..."

Ye Mi was next door, when he heard the noise, he came in immediately, just in time to see his weak and begging appearance, his heart was pierced immediately.

"Give him a call," Ye Mi cried and grabbed the nurse, "make him feel better, please give him another shot of morphine."

The nurse looked troubled.

"It's really not good...he has played enough. If he is too dependent on morphine addiction, it will be difficult to quit in the future."

"I don't care!" Xing Wanghai didn't realize what he was talking about at this time, "Mom—it hurts—let her help me..."

The enclosed space was filled with unbearable moans of pain and a mother's desperate plea.In addition to these, there was a lingering smell of ether in the ward, and it was disgustingly cold.The ward at three o'clock in the morning was like a torture room, with serious injuries from the inside out and beyond recovery.

At this time, Xing Wanghai suddenly stopped crying, he slowly raised his arm that was not cast, and waved in the air.This move stunned everyone.

Ye Mi was the first to recover, knowing that Xing Wanghai had something to say.She approached, called him softly, and grabbed his fingers hanging in the air, hot and humid, horribly miserable.

"Mom, I'm in pain...if this goes on, I might as well let me die." Xing Wanghai said weakly but clearly.

"What's wrong?" the nurse looked anxiously at Xing Wanghai's ashes.

Ye Mi smiled at her embarrassingly, "He wants to die, and if he dies, I won't be able to live either."

137.

After New Year's Day, Xu Huansen went to the company.The car variety show that he was looking forward to was completely in vain, but Tang Yiqu promised to make up half of the loss, so he wouldn't be in a mess.Busy until early in the morning, I received a call from Yang Ou.Yang Ou told him that he went back to Yancheng and wanted to meet him.

Xu Huansen had no reason not to see him.

"Then come to my company."

Yang Ou agreed.

The two haven't met for a while, and when they meet again, they don't know what to say to start.Xu Huansen felt for a moment that it seemed like a long time had passed before they came here.

"I want to ask you to help me." Sitting opposite him, Yang Ou was straightforward.

Xu Huansen didn't speak, he looked at Yang Ou with such a persistent expression, a beam of light slanted on his head, clustering his beautiful but tired outline.

Xu Huansen stood up, faced the floor-to-ceiling windows, and looked into the distance. There was little traffic on the street, only the quiet city lights. "You know what? You're gambling again." After a long time, he spoke.

Yang Ou's voice was straight and fearless, "On the way here, I saw a temple. I never noticed it before. It turns out that there is such a place hidden in the downtown..."

Xu Huansen knew what he was talking about. Every year, many good men and women would go to worship on the day of welcoming the God of Wealth.On the other side of the river, you need to cross the bridge to get there.Yang Ou didn't believe this, so naturally he didn't pay attention.

"I suddenly wanted to go in. There are many, many Bodhisattvas in strange shapes. The monk there told me that these are Arhats, and I can count the Arhats to predict the future fortune and fate. You know, I didn't believe in these things. , I suddenly wanted to believe it again... I actually started counting, and when I counted halfway, I woke up suddenly, and I asked myself, Yang Ou, what are you doing... I panicked , just started to look for this kind of sustenance, and wanted to rely on the so-called fate to convince myself whether to give up or persevere. In fact, isn’t this a kind of self-deception? Have you looked at those Arhats carefully, almost every one of them has a hideous face , Looking at the world. They are enshrined by people precisely because they are the existences that human beings most desire or fear most. So what are human beings afraid of? What they fear is the bad consequences, the inevitable pain because they are alive... What is the longing for? What is longing for is unrealistic. If you are alive, you can live in a dream.

"A person is doomed to do many things against his will in his life. It is inevitable, but there is nothing he can do. Because of the irresistible, he has regrets, so he wants to find an answer that affirms himself. This answer is simplified, which is to say that people How to live your life to be happy.

"I figured it out, my happiness comes from Xing Wanghai.

"Even if you gamble, you have to bet on other places, where it is more worthwhile. I am willing to gamble again for him."