you are my star

Seeing that Zhao Xing didn't run far, he ran to the plane tree behind the courtyard and kicked the trunk to vent his anger.

"Don't break the tree with such vigor." Zhao Jingchen's voice came from behind, Zhao Xingjian turned around and gave him a hard look.

"What's the matter? Why are you suddenly angry?" Zhao Jingchen walked around to Zhao Xingjian and asked him with his head down.

"Didn't you say that you won't find a girlfriend during school? Why did you lie to me?" Zhao Xing said angrily. As soon as he opened his mouth, he felt like he was jealous of Zhao Jingchen and blushed for a while.

"I just said try not to look for it, and it won't affect your studies because of falling in love, but if you can meet a suitable one, you can go with it first." Zhao Jingchen patiently explained to Zhao Xingjian.

"Then that girl is suitable?" Zhao Xingjian asked.

"I think it's okay." Zhao Jingchen leaned back against the tree trunk, touched his nose, and continued, "In other departments, I met during our fellowship, and after chatting for a long time, I think this girl is pretty good, and she's quite chatty." Got it."

Zhao Jingchen spoke lightly, without obvious emotions, while Zhao Xingjian became more and more embarrassed.

"Then you...would you marry her?" Zhao Xingjian actually thought further than Zhao Jingchen, and now he thought of marriage for her.

Zhao Jingchen laughed out loud, "Where is this? We have been together for less than half a year."

"Then you take her home?"

"Isn't it because grandma is anxious to take a look after she finds out, and we haven't had class for the past two days, so we just came back and walked around."

Zhao Jingchen downplayed it, describing the incident as ordinary, but Zhao Xingjian was already overwhelmed with mixed feelings. He guessed the tone of Zhao Jingchen's words just now, as if he wanted to detect the other party's attitude from the clues.

Thinking about it, he suddenly realized something, and asked, "Grandma knows? She already knew you had a girlfriend?"

Zhao Jingchen nodded.

"What about the third uncle and third aunt?"

"I know."

Zhao Xingjian suddenly felt that the anger that had just been suppressed was ignited again in an instant, and he asked Zhao Jingchen loudly, "Everyone knows, but I don't know, right? Why are you hiding it from me?"

Zhao Jingchen was taken aback by Zhao Xing's reaction, and quickly explained, "I'm not hiding it from you. Think about how many times we have met in the past six months. The last time we met was when you went to Beijing to find me, right? It’s not that I’m hiding it from you, it’s that I haven’t had time to tell you.”

That being said, Zhao Xingjian actually understood it in his heart, but he was holding such a breath in his heart and insisted on breaking out. Besides, Zhao Jingchen actually didn't need to explain this to himself at all.

Zhao Xingjian felt that he was selfish, cowardly, and even unreasonable.

Surrounded by these emotions, Zhao Xingjian felt his nose sore, and he was about to cry.

Zhao Jingchen also panicked, not knowing how to comfort him.

"Second brother, I didn't mean to mess around on purpose. I just think that if you have a girlfriend and get married, you won't be as nice to me as before. When I think about it, I feel uncomfortable." Zhao Xingjian rubbed Rubbing his nose, suppressing crying, he choked up and said.

Zhao Xingjian still doesn't have the courage to face up to his own feelings, or to put it this way, to face up to this unrequited, unspoken, unrequited love.He suddenly thought of Yu Chong, who could say the word "like" so fearlessly, but he couldn't do it himself.

When Zhao Xing met Zhao Jingchen and stood with his head bowed, Zhao Jingchen stretched out his hand and touched his head, "What's wrong with you, I don't care about you after I have a girlfriend, you will always be my younger brother, and I will always protect you " Zhao Jingchen stared at Zhao Xingjian's hair whirling with complicated eyes.

Who wants to be your brother?I don't want to be your brother!I want to be with you!I like you, Zhao Jingchen!Zhao Xingjian was hysterical in his heart, but he couldn't say a word.

"You will also have girlfriends in the future, and you will also start a family. You can't be as self-willed as before. It's so impolite for you to throw face at other girls." Seeing that Zhao Xing didn't speak, Zhao Jingchen continued.

"Do you think I've slapped her face? Do you think I've made her uncomfortable?" Zhao Xing saw that his slightly calm mood was provoked by this sentence again, and he started to be aggressive again.

Zhao Jingchen didn't know how to continue the conversation with him.

"I started to protect her before I got through the door. If I really married her, wouldn't I be even more disgusted with me? I just said that I am your younger brother. I am different from others, and now I teach a lesson for an irrelevant person. Me, why do you still care about my marriage and childbirth, I don’t need you to care about it, just take care of yourself!” Zhao Xingjian blushed and breathed heavily.

Zhao Jingchen felt a headache, he pressed the position of his temples with both palms, and then said lightly, "I don't have to care about you, but what you did just now was wrong, besides, Zheng Xiang is not irrelevant, she is my My girlfriend, Xingjian, you have to be reasonable..."

"I'm just unreasonable. I just want to dump her face. What's wrong? I not only dumped her this time, but I dumped her every time. I just don't like her. If you don't like me, don't recognize me as a brother. I don't care about you, brother!" The words were too serious, and Zhao Xing began to regret as soon as he finished speaking, he obviously didn't think so in his heart, he was just being angry on purpose.

Zhao Jingchen looked at Zhao Xingjian and didn't speak for a long time. After a while, he let out a long sigh. Instead of standing leaning against the tree trunk, he walked up to Zhao Xingjian and said in a low voice, "I didn't mean to chase after you. You quarreled, and I don't want to argue with you, I just want you to know that what you just did was wrong, I hope you don't have prejudice against Zheng Xiang, after all, she is my girlfriend now." Zhao Jingchen didn't wait until he finished speaking Seeing the reaction, Zhao Xing walked past him, and then said, "After a long time, you will understand."

Zhao Jingchen left, leaving Zhao Xing alone. Seeing a person standing under a tree in a daze, he felt wronged, ashamed, and wanted to cry, but couldn't.

There is only half a day off in the afternoon on Sunday, but I still have to go back for evening self-study.But for the first time, Zhao Xingjian escaped from evening self-study.

Yu Chong asked around, but no one knew where Zhao Xingjian had gone. Yu Chong felt something was wrong, so he sneaked out through the back door.

After taking the car from the shed, Yu Chong sneaked out of the school while the guard was away.Cycling around the school, Yu Chong didn't see Zhao Xingjian, where did he go?Yu Chong murmured in his heart, Zhao Xingjian would not escape the evening self-study for no reason.

In the last quiz, Zhao Xingjian did not pass the exam, and the final exam is about to come. At this time, failing the exam is undoubtedly a fatal blow. Zhao Xingjian was always depressed. Yu Chong thought that Zhao Xingjian didn’t go back to school because he was too annoyed. I just wanted to come out and see if I could run into each other. Anyway, Zhao Xing was not there, and I was bored.

Turning around again and still not seeing anyone, Yu Chong was about to go home, but when passing by the pedestrian street, Yu Chong saw a familiar figure at the entrance of a small shop.

Zhao Xingjian bought a bag full of something from the supermarket. He bought quite a lot, and the bag was almost full. His mountain bike didn't have a basket, so he just hung it on the handlebar, and then rode away.

Because it was night and we were far away, Yu Chong didn't see clearly what Zhao Xingjian bought, and the direction he left was not the school, so Yu Chong still felt that something was wrong, so he hurriedly followed by riding a bicycle.

Zhao Xingjian turned left and right, and brought Yu Chong to a basketball court.

Yu Chong observed for a while, isn't this the basketball court behind his house, not far from Zhao Xingjian's house.

Zhao Xing saw the path that Yu Chong didn't know how to get around.

Yu Chong put the car next to Zhao Xingjian's and headed towards Zhao Xingjian's direction.

Seeing that he was squatting on the ground fiddling with his bag of things, Zhao Xing quickly looked up when he heard the movement, and was startled when he saw that it was Yu Chong who came, and asked him, "Why are you here?"

"I followed you here." Yu Chong didn't hide it.

"Crazy." Zhao Xing gave Yu Chong a blank look.

Only then did Yu Chong see what Zhao Xingjian contained in that bag, canned beer, at a rough glance, there were six or seven cans.He frowned, and then asked Zhao Xingjian, "Why do you buy so much wine? Are you going to have a party here?"

Zhao Xingjian was troubled in his heart, so he didn't bother to talk nonsense with Yu Chong. Ever since he had an unpleasant quarrel with Zhao Jingchen in the afternoon, Zhao Xingjian's heart has been in a mess, thinking about everything, but not thinking about anything, and he didn't even want to go back to school. .He heard people talk about using wine to relieve his worries, so he wanted to buy a few bottles of wine and try to see if he could relieve his worries.

"Stay away from me, don't block me." Seeing that Yu Chong was in the way, Zhao Xing pushed him aside, and sat against the basket by himself.

Of course Yu Chong refused to leave and sat beside Zhao Xingjian.

"What's wrong?" Yu Chong asked.

Seeing that Zhao Xing didn't speak, he opened a bottle of beer and poured it into his mouth.

"Can it work?" Yu Chong had never seen Zhao Xingjian drinking like this, and was a little shocked for a while.

After drinking a bottle, Zhao Xingjian wiped his mouth and said to Yu Chong, "If you want to sit down, sit quietly, don't keep talking to me, I'm annoying now."

There must be something wrong with Zhao Xingjian, but if you ask him now, he will definitely not say, do you believe that he is not drunk after drinking so much, and does he tell the truth after drinking?Yu Chong made such calculations, so he didn't ask any more questions. He didn't drink, and he didn't persuade Zhao Xingjian. He just sat beside him, quietly waiting for Zhao Xingjian to finish his drink.

"Hi..." After a while, Zhao Xingjian really drank all the beer he bought, and even hiccupped after drinking.

Yu Chong turned his head to look at him, Zhao Xingjian's face glowed softly under the moonlight, because he was drunk, he also showed an abnormal blush, his mouth was slightly open, stained with the water stains from drinking just now, Shows a lustrous luster.

Yu Chong stared blankly.